Chapter 48: The Price of Love
Without waiting for the nursery rhyme to say to me, I preemptively said, "But it tastes good, right?" ”
The nursery rhyme clenched the white fist that could see the blood vessels, and wanted to do it angrily, so I hurriedly stood behind a bird walker and started a conversation.
Seeing that I became scum again, the nursery rhyme didn't bother to pay attention to me anymore, lowered his head and began to fold the paper windmill again.
Inadvertently, I suddenly remembered why the eldest and second screamed last night, and the third screamed after chasing after him, is there someone on the other side? Nursery rhymes should have been talking to the police reception staff last night about these issues, and I decided to ask nursery rhymes to see if they knew.
When I came to the nursery rhyme, I took the preemptive action, and saw that the nursery rhyme was not ready to fight anymore, so I asked with confidence: "The three non-mainstream who were arrested with me last night are the three people who made trouble with us in the bar last time!" ”
The nursery rhyme said "oh" and did not look up.
I continued: "Last night, the third brother with a scar on his face had chased me across the road, and just as he was about to find me, there were screams on the opposite side of the road, and then the three brothers did not move. And when the police came, they easily pulled them out from behind the glass advertising wall, why do you say that? ”
The nursery rhyme still didn't look up, and asked me: "Then why do you say this?" ”
"How do I know why?"
The nursery rhyme didn't seem to take it too seriously and said, "You don't know why, and you ask me why, and I don't know why." ”
"You don't even know why, why do you say so many whys, tongue twisters with me, right?"
The nursery rhyme finally looked up at me.
"Why don't we have a competition?"
"Boring!"
Knowing that he was annoying and annoying again, he found a small stool to sit on the side in a low-key manner, quietly watching the nursery rhyme folding windmill. I thought of an answer in my heart, there are so many nightclubs around, and there must be no fewer plainclothes patrol police at night, which is why the Public Security Bureau can quickly determine the target, right?
Looking for a reason to convince myself, I was bored and picked up the child's homework book next to me and drew a sketch.
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The children around me were laughing and chasing, but my heart was unusually quiet, the nursery rhyme continued to lower its head and fiddle with the paper windmill in its hand, the brown hair fell naturally, and the warm sunlight shuttled through the slight breath, each of which was blooming with its unique charm. The fragrance of osmanthus in the air permeates the summer, filling all the emptiness between heaven and earth, and filling the once unfathomable, like a lonely and elegant shadow of a nursery rhyme.
I sketched the shape of the nursery rhyme with fluent lines, and a few children came up to me and exclaimed, "My brother drew my sister so beautiful!" ”
"Don't scream, little kid!" I hurriedly whispered to stop.
But it was too late, and when the nursery rhyme heard the children shouting, she raised her head and looked at me with surprised eyes, and got up and walked towards me.
If it were Ling Xi, I would definitely reach out and hand it to her proudly, and then ask for an intimacy.
However, it was not Ling Xi in front of her after all, but the nursery rhyme that might have just caused her trouble last night.
When I was at a loss, the nursery rhyme was already standing in front of me, looking at me sitting on a small stool, and asked, "What did you draw, bring it to me." ”
Hand the notebook to the nursery rhyme, and then remain silent, waiting for her reaction.
"It's not bad, I'll take it!"
I snatched the notebook back from the nursery rhyme hand: "This is it?" ”
"What do you mean? How do I take it? ”
"I don't know what I did last night, but you have to forgive me, and I'll give you this sketch."
"This one picture can make up for it, you're overestimating yourself, aren't you?"
"You've got to let me know what I've done, right? I was drunk and don't remember anything. ”
"Forget it, I'm too lazy to say, will you make that paper windmill?"
As soon as the nursery rhyme asked this, I suddenly patted my chest like a deflated ball re-inflated, and said: "Don't talk about paper windmills, it's no problem if you forgive me for making you a Ferris wheel!" ”
"Really?" The nursery rhyme asked a rhetorical question with some doubts.
"Although I haven't done it, I know all the woodworking process, and I can definitely do it as long as I search for a picture."
"Anyway, you're awake, let's buy materials after dinner, I don't really want the Ferris wheel, I just want to see how many times a day you can brag!"
I looked at the nursery rhyme and was obviously in a much better mood, so I got up again: "Usually I can't guarantee it, but this time you may really be disappointed!" ”
"I'd rather I guessed wrong than you lied to me! Go wash up, I've already put your washing things in the bathroom! I'm going out for a walk after dinner, I still have to go to work in the evening! ”
"Here you go, if the painting is not good, you will just look at it!" I handed the notebook to the nursery rhymes.
The nursery rhyme was gently torn off, and he picked up the freshly folded paper windmill and took it back to the house and put it up.
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When I finished washing up and went back to the house, I saw that the nursery rhymes were sorting out handmade products, and I took a cursory look, and there were about forty or fifty pieces!
"I can't imagine that you are really as childlike as your name? How do you think of collecting these? I picked up a paper rose and played with it with interest.
The nursery rhyme said nervously: "It's okay to play, don't break it~"
There was a "hiss" as I spoke, and a petal was torn by me.
The nursery rhyme quickly went crazy like a child, and I sat on the ground with a 'bang' and glared at me angrily.
"Gu Yuekai, can you die if you don't do some sabotage?"
"Can't!"
"Then you are still making trouble, I am really convinced of you, if you have the ability, dare to try again!"
I got up from the ground, pointed to the nursery rhyme and said, "I said nursery rhyme, do you have violent tendency syndrome, no wonder you don't have a boyfriend!" ”
The nursery rhyme has no words, and begins to be busy with the things at hand, but this non-speech seems to be a kind of acquiescence.
When I realized that the joke might be too big, the nursery rhyme looked at me seriously and said, "The past is the past, and I don't want to discuss it!" ”
This sentence makes me full of pain and helplessness, maybe the nursery rhyme did love deeply, but tracing the footsteps of the time, and then looking at this love, it has been so pale, so weak, so the nursery rhyme will use the past to tell that love.
"Are you angry?"
It doesn't matter if I say this, the nursery rhyme stopped what she was doing, hung her head, and pointed out the door with one hand: "You can go out!" ”
"Why? I don't! ”
"Go out, I need to change my clothes!"
Nursery rhyme got up and yelled at me, she was still laughing just now, but now there were tears in her eyes.
This sudden scene made me dumbfounded, my heart felt like I had been stung by a scorpion, my mouth was dry, and my whole body was as uncomfortable as fire, Ling Xi just cried and broke free from me and left me, but the nursery rhyme in front of me lowered my head and sobbed because of my words.
We may be the same, buried in the depths of time with untouchable pain, once involved, it will be heartbreaking.
I stepped back out of the room and said, "I'm sorry!" "Now these are the only three words I can say, and the only one I dare to say.
The nursery rhyme quickly locked the door, and then I heard the sound of crying, a woman who had been slapped by someone, but was still as calm as ever, but at this time she was so heartbroken, what kind of past made her so, I don't know.
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Casually walked to the mouth of the alley, I took a heavy puff of cigarette, took a small pebble on the ground boring scribble, the sun was hot, shining on my skin like cracking pain, sweat beads dripping big, but I didn't want to find a shady place, so to punish myself in disguise, maybe it would be better.
In my heart, I was helpless and incomprehensible, in this hot season of August, one person was in the house, one person was outside the house, and I paid the price of love for the pain of my own speechlessness.
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