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Melodious light music resounds.

It is like a clear spring slowly lotioning the anxiety in people's hearts.

The atmosphere was cozy.

Behind a desk that didn't have too many things, Zhang Jing, wearing a white lab coat, sat upright in her seat and looked at a case file.

Not far in front of her, there was a chaise longe.

On the recliner, a man lay there quietly with his eyes closed.

Zhang Jing slowly withdrew her gaze from the file, raised her head and looked at Yun Yi, who had not communicated with her since she came in, and walked straight to this recliner to lie down and close her eyes.

This patient, although she didn't see him many times, was extremely impressed.

Not because of his legendary status, not because of his successful career, not because of his fame all over the world!

For Zhang Jing, these have little to do with herself.

What really made her always remember was that such a man who was supposed to stand at the top and didn't know the suffering of the world actually had a disease that no one could have imagined would happen to him - the comprehensive sequelae of war!

……

Thoughtfully putting down the file in her hand, Zhang Jing stood up, and in the echo of the music, she walked towards the chaise longue.

He didn't deliberately let go of his footsteps, and his heels made a crunch on the floor.

Coming to the chair and standing still, after looking at Yun Yi's face with her eyes closed, she frowned lightly and pondered again.

After a while, she leaned down, picked up the blanket on the side of the recliner, and did not cover Yun Yi, but used her beautiful children's voice to whisper: "Mr. Yun, cover it!" ”

As her voice sounded, Yun Yi on the recliner finally slowly opened his eyes.

Zhang Jing's eyes immediately locked on Yun Yi's eyes, and she frowned again, but she still handed the blanket in her hand towards him.

Yun Yi's eyes turned to her, and he slowly sat up, as if he was still uncomfortable, and stretched out his hand and smashed his head.

Zhang Jing watched her movements, slowly loosened her brows, and did not stop him.

After smashing it several times in a row, Yun Yi stopped his movements, turned his head to look at Zhang Jing again, his eyes swept over the blanket in her hand, and after groaning slightly, he shook his head, and then stood up and said, "Thank you, no need." ”

Zhang Jing looked at his open neckline, groaned slightly, turned her head to look at her desk that was being illuminated by the sun, and stretched out her hand to signal: "This way, please!" ”

Yun Yi nodded, and sat down at her desk as she came to her desk.

The golden sunlight was reflected on him through the glass window.

Yun Yi squinted at the sunlight and did not speak.

After Zhang Jing sat down in her place, she picked up Yun Yi's case and looked at it before she raised her head and said softly: "Mr. Yun, long time no see!" ”

It has to be said that it is a little strange for doctors and patients to greet each other like this.

No one would want to meet here!

Yun Yi retracted his gaze, looked at Zhang Jing and nodded, "Doctor Zhang, hello!" ”

His voice wasn't loud, and his tone was still distinctly low.

But it's clear that he's a lot calmer.

Zhang Jing's eyes fell on Yun Yi's face again, and after a while, she said softly, "Mr. Yun, do you feel better now?" ”

Yun Yi looked at her baby face and those eyes that seemed to be born to calm people, and after groaning slightly, he nodded lightly and said, "I'm fine, but I'm bored and want to be quiet, so I thought of you." ”

At this point, he reached out and tried to button the neckline, but the button had long since disappeared.

didn't care, casually tied the tie that was pulled away, stood up and said goodbye: "Doctor Zhang, excuse me!" ”

Zhang Jing looked at his turned back, and after being slightly silent, she suddenly stood up and said, "Mr. Yun, if you need it, maybe you can talk to me." ”

Yun Yi's footsteps paused slightly, and he seemed to really think about this sentence.

Long.

He finally waved his hand: "It's nice to be able to find a place where I can really be quiet for a while." ”

After speaking, his back disappeared at the door without hesitation.

Inside the house, Zhang Jing was still standing.

Her eyes silently looked at the already empty doorway, but her mind was analyzing what Yun Yi's last sentence represented?

Is it perk-hearted?

Or helpless?

Or have you lost your way in the world?

It's more likely to be just exhaustion, exhaustion that creeps out of the bones.

Zhang Jing shook her head slightly and sat down slowly.

She couldn't completely distinguish Yun Yi's emotions when he left!

Just as when Yun Yi came, she couldn't tell what was flickering in Yun Yi's eyes intertwined with countless flames?

Is it madness?

Is it grumpy?

Still sad, lonely, painful, distressed......

She lowered her head and looked once more at the table at the case she had been studying for a long time.

She had to admit that this time, she couldn't even tell if Yun Yi was sick or not?

It's just that regardless of whether Yun Yi is sick or not, the arrival of this man today has deepened her impression again.

Even though they didn't say a few words from beginning to end, she felt a kind of helplessness and sadness that shocked her from Yun Yi.

To be honest, even if Yun Yi had that undeserved disease, he couldn't give him such a shock.

She really couldn't imagine what could force a man whose will could not be shaken by the most advanced hypnotic drugs to this step when he was sane and sober?

……

The car stopped at Villa Six!

Yunyi opened this door that had not been opened for a long time.

The room was still the same as it had been when they had been.

A table and a chair are so familiar.

in the living room.

Yun Yi sat quietly on the sofa, his expression had calmed down.

Looking straight at the ceiling, no one knows what he was thinking at this time?

Knock knock knock...... Boom!

There was a sound of footsteps coming from the stairs!

Yun Yi looked over.

He Lian was wearing slippers, and some vigilant eyes happened to look at him, and his eyes were suddenly startled, and then he became nervous.

And Yun Yi's eyes, which had already calmed down, suddenly exploded like a thunderbolt, shining and terrifying!

It seemed that his body, which was already exhausted, leaned forward abruptly.

He Lian stood at the top of the stairs, his already nervous face, but after seeing this scene, his face suddenly turned pale.

I couldn't help but take a step back, but I was too nervous, and the slippers stayed in place......

"Mr. Yun, Mr. Yun!"

Hearing her voice, Yun Yi leaned forward and paused slightly!

He stared at He Lian's eyes, slowly relaxed, slightly silent, his eyes turned to the ceiling again, and his deep voice couldn't hear too much abnormality: "Put on your shoes and pay attention to your body." ”

Without his gaze, He Lian's face regained a trace of blood.

Hearing his words, a flash of light suddenly flashed in He Lian's nervous eyes.

Let go of the hand holding the stairs, slowly step forward, put on slippers with a slight trembling, and stood there not daring to move.

Yun Yi slowly stood up, glanced at the environment in the room again, stood up and walked towards the door!

"Mr. Yun, I ......"

Yun Yi's footsteps walked away step by step, He Lian raised his head and looked at his back, his voice was very small.

Footsteps slowed.

"I'm pregnant!"

Footsteps raised again, far away!

A voice came: "Since you have decided to stay, then tell Xiaofei!" ”

"Bang!"

The door is closed!

He Lian's body trembled slightly and listened to the sound of the door being closed, and slowly sat on the ground.

Two lines of tears slipped from the corners of his eyes.

Then he fell on his knees and wept loudly

……

The sun is setting in the west!

Yunyi's car is still on the road.

He didn't know where he was, so he walked when he had a way.

With no phone around and no one to bother him, he wanted to find another place where he could calm down and think.

But it's really hard.

Dazed.

A pond of fish that has frozen into ice appears in front of you.

Loneliness and coldness have become the main colors here.

Yunyi stopped the car.

Look at the "gazebo" at the end of the small bridge!

He headed inside.

It's not noisy in the summer, and it's quieter now.

There are lights in the house.

The sound of his footsteps may have alarmed the people inside, and a middle-aged man opened the door and walked out to look at him.

"Mr. Yun?" It seems a little surprising that this is the time when the distinguished guests will come!

"Boss Zhu, I want to sit here for a while!" Yun Yi nodded.

The sun's afterglow was finally extinguished.

The gray sky is like dawn.

In the dimly lit room, there are no lights, only fireworks flicker on and off from time to time.

Yun Yi leaned against a wooden pillar and looked out the window, the stars that had already emerged.

The cigarette in my hand has come to an end.

He casually reached for the tea table next to him, picked up a cigarette again and lit it......

It's finally getting dark!

Yunyi thinks alone.

This afternoon, he was not happy!

The sudden blow disoriented him.

Anger, irrepressible rage, beyond the blood-soaked anger of the capital!

Isn't the love deep enough? Isn't it heavy enough?

Life and death can be left behind, am I not good enough for you?

Doesn't what I do give you the slightest bit of confidence?

If you have a heart...... How dare you not insist?

How can you give up?

……

Is she really a shame in the Yun family?

She really left the Yun family, nothing at all?

Why don't you remember that she took a huge risk, endured the abuse of the whole world, endured the deepest grievances, and turned the tide for the Yun family?

Why don't you remember that she lost her child, but she made an immortal name for the Yun family?

I meditated, thought everywhere, and never dared to let go of my hands and feet to do things, could I not get back my wife's dignity?

I fight the heavens and the earth, just for her to be peaceful!

But I don't want to fight the world, but I ......

How dare you bully her like this?

……

Cigarette butts flicker sharply!

The stars in the sky twinkled, and Yun Yi raised his head.

In the darkness, his expression could not be seen.

But the thick sadness sprints the whole room.

It's been an afternoon.

He seemed to have unloaded his heart, did nothing, and ran around like a lost dog.

He's trying to calm himself down!

He was afraid that he would be angry, so he couldn't help but release the depression in his heart, so that the result would be irreparable.

He smashed the phone, the phone.

Because he was afraid that he would not be able to control the anger in his heart, he called the person who had already made a decision and no longer insisted on it, and asked her if she had a heart!

He was also afraid that he would not be able to control the hatred in his heart, so he went straight to the capital and made a shocking scene.

And the reason why he is afraid is because he really loves deeply, and because he really understands how far things have come.

In fact, he is not surprised, and has been avoiding it.

In fact, he has already felt it and has been working hard.

In fact, he is not stupid, he is just trying to pretend to be stupid!

He knew her, no one knew her better than he did, and her pride seemed to be replaced little by little by inferiority.

Actually, no, her pride has always been there.

She has low self-esteem precisely because she is proud.

Because she always wants to pursue a love that is dignified, truly equal, and free from psychological burdens.

However, this time, the uncle and aunt made her understand thoroughly that she would never have the perfect love she hoped for.

The lid has been lifted, and if she wasn't proud, maybe there was a chance to redeem it.

But because she is proud......

He doesn't know now, but he can still give himself a hope.

If you know, then there is only one result, and that is that even the last buffer is completely gone!

So he didn't dare to call, or even call Yun Muyi, he wanted to avoid "knowing" about it from all means.

Perhaps, with the help of this last cover, she can save her cold heart.

Yun Yi lit a cigarette again and took a deep breath: "Is it still possible?" ”

Dizziness caused by excessive smoking.

The clouds are spinning!

No one can understand how he, who is not afraid of the sea of swords and fire, can be hit to this point by something that has not happened yet!

Because no one knows why he was so afraid!

Because no one knows what he experienced in his previous life, and the regrets and expectations he carried with him the moment he opened his eyes!

……

That day, Yun Yi was drunk before marriage, and he opened his eyes!

It seems that because he has opened a new era, there is an invisible gust of wind blowing from the darkness, blurring the emotional traces of his previous life.

But although the emotions have faded, the traces of more than 30 years of existence have not disappeared in my mind.

Not only that, but he can see it more clearly!

After more than 30 years of life, he thinks that he can still be regarded as successful among most of his peers.

After all, he was born in a poor family, relying on his struggle that he did not dare to slack off for a day, and his character of being able to make decisions in the face of opportunities. In the end, I was fortunate enough to be able to sit in the high office at a young age, looking down on the mountains and rivers, how could it not be considered a success?

But when he opened his eyes again and looked back, there was only a blank left in his heart!

What is the struggle for, and what is left?

Almost human nature!

Even if he is emotionally indifferent, when he looks back at the beginning, the first thing he thinks of is the kindness of his parents, who is as heavy as Mount Tai, has he ever repaid it?

He had to shake his head!

Regret for life!

In his last life, he left home as a teenager to study and rarely returned home.

The young man finally came out, and he should have comforted the grace of nurturing, took the second elder to his side to pay filial piety, and let them live for a long time, but in the end, he failed to do it until the day he died because of his marriage that was envied by everyone.

The reason why he was able to achieve such a successful career was certainly not just his own struggle.

What is even more undeniable is that he married a woman who was vital to his career......

That's right, it was her wife who gave him the indispensable "background" in officialdom that allowed him to rise to the top!

However, the world cannot be perfect after all.

Just like most marriages with the wrong door, this marriage that gave him the greatest boost in his career failed to really get his way in life!

Although the wife can actually be called a good match in terms of character, talent, and cultivation, there is a huge difference in the living environment in which the two grew up.

A beautiful woman from a wealthy family, although she can look at a talented person from a poor family.

But he may not be able to look down on his relatives in his small family.

That's right, and that includes his parents!

Faced with this situation, Yun Yi, who is full of spirit and is in the prime of his career, even though he has planted a thorn in his heart, he still uses his politician's mind to easily analyze how he should choose.

He chose to compromise!

Perhaps, at the time, he didn't really think it was that wrong.

He can't take the second elder to his side, and he doesn't have time to go home to visit often, but he also tries to be materially superior to his parents, hoping that the second elder will enjoy happiness!

Perhaps the identity of parents is born to pay for their children all their lives without regrets!

Many times, they were able to easily convince themselves that their son was filial.

The same is true of Yunyi's parents, occasionally on the phone, his father, who has been dealing with the stove all his life, always laughs and says, and pickles a few more than ten catties of fish for them, when will they come back and take them away......

The mother, who doesn't have much education, often says that just take care of yourself, the family is very good, I just miss my granddaughter, when will I bring my granddaughter back to live for a few days......

They don't mention going to his house anymore!

One year, two years......

People's inertia is really terrible, after a long time, in addition to learning that his parents are not in good health and going to the hospital again, the thorn in his heart will float again, many times, Yun Yi has taken it for granted that his parents are doing well, and he may not be used to it......

Until, that day, he closed his eyes......

There is no doubt that when standing above and looking down on your life.

Parents have not repaid their kindness!

The love between husband and wife is not strong!

Children's debts have not been paid!

Even if it is a career that has been fought for all his life, he has never left anything truly meaningful, let alone the glory of leaving a name in history......

If you really want to say it, he has been in a hurry all his life, leaving behind a heart of chasing fame and fortune that no one will remember in two or three years.

He regrets it!

He regrets that in his life, he did not achieve the true taste of "people"!

……

So when he woke up again, he never thought about going through the old path, striving for it, and losing himself.

He really wants to be a person, and even, he wants to be an ordinary person, life is too short, he really can't do so many things, and he can't bear so many responsibilities.

It's just a simple way to run your own home, do your duty, enjoy the love of the world, and leave no regrets to complete your merits!

But, again, fate will not give what you want!

In this life, God seems to have played a joke on him.

He's more complicated!

Not only do you have to put a shocking thing in your heart that you can never make public, and you can't even dream of it.

Just his special mission is enough to doom him to bear the deepest responsibility at all times.

It will be difficult to be an ordinary person who loves and hates without regrets.

But he has had a lifetime of experience, of course, he does not change his original intention and tries his best to do it!

How can you live up to this life!

Parents, he always reports!

Husband and wife, he focuses on it!

He will never slack off on children's debts!

Comradeship, he forgot to die!

Have extra energy, use your own heritage, and do a few great things for the benefit of the people!

Use your identity to get rid of a few black sheep!

If you are lucky, you will have a reputation in history!

Do all this, he has no regrets in this life, and he will live up to the white head in the world!

……

Scold!

The door is not the right door!

After turning around, I turned back to the original point!

Yun Yi sat quietly under the starry sky, smoking silently!

Parents!

Husband and wife!

Which is more important?

This iron-blooded and resolute man, sitting under the cold and lonely sky, is excited by love, and is also crushed by love!

What should he do with heavy pressure? (To be continued.) )