A special incident happened today, and it was completely fooled by the second child (Zhang Hongfei).

Here's the thing, I didn't have a lunch break at noon, I usually went to class to study, and when I was sleepy, I would lie on the table and sleep for a while. It's been peaceful, at noon today, the fifth (harsh) Fei pulled me back to the dormitory to rest, and then because the dormitory didn't have a table, in order to get up in time to let people call. As a result, his friend didn't call us, and then we overslept. At first I thought I would wake him up, but he said to me, "Go to sleep, someone will call you." And then I somehow let my guard down, okay, I was really woken up by him, but I asked the building manager, and the first class was about to end.

After quickly washing their faces, the two of them rushed to class. Call for duty. The teacher said, "Why are you here now?" ”

I had an angry look on my face and said depressedly, "I overslept." Then the class laughed. I walked to my seat with the fifth child and sat down. Sure enough, the class ended after a while. I found out afterwards that his friend didn't forget to call, he didn't get up at all, which was really unreliable. Since then, I haven't had a lunch break in the dorm, it's always in class.

Although there are nine subjects in the life of the first year of high school, it is relatively easy, and with the activities held from time to time, I feel that time flies quite quickly. I don't know why, watching others play and play, I don't feel at all, just like a person from another world, slowly, I understand, this is the so-called loneliness, it turns out, this is the taste of loneliness

I don't know when I used to walk around the CAO field alone after school in the evening, or look at the cars outside from the stands. Sometimes I feel like the school is like a cage, giving people a sense of loneliness. It's weird, when I first came here, I thought it was very good, and besides, this is not the place I chose. Ever since my sister left, I've felt like I'm no longer me, or rather, not who I used to be. The feeling is very vague, indescribable, inexplicable. Occasionally smiling bitterly, isn't it too sad to go on like this. Especially after seeing the pairs of people on the CAO field, this feeling becomes more and more intense, can loneliness make people change so much?

The night slowly fell, and when the hustle and bustle returned to silence, I lay in bed, always thinking, people are so tired of living, during the day, I have to disguise myself, deal with all kinds of people, and at night maybe I can unload my burden and enjoy my own world. But no matter how you think about it, if you are born in the present, you will naturally live in the present, and the road ahead will be talked about later. It's important to grasp the moment, isn't it?

There are many clubs in the school, but I don't belong to any of them. Maybe it's what people call misfits? But I feel okay with my classmates.

Eleven is approaching, the school is going to hold a theatrical performance, and the teacher has given the task to Harsh. I was decisively sold by this guy, I once unintentionally told him that I could play the electronic piano, and this guy reported me, and the electronic piano played and sang. I asked him if he was a brother. He said, brother, aren't they all used to stick knives? So, I burst into tears and started preparing for my show.

Looking at their smiling and grinning appearances, I was also a little moved in my heart, lonely, it is enough to taste it once, and I will not let you get on the car on the future journey.