Sometimes, we may not be moved to cry by the playback of youth scenes created by ourselves, but there are still some scenes that make our memories of youth come to us suddenly, and we can't even prevent it.

Just like Ling Xi and I, we don't know why we fell in love in the first place, and we don't know why the people we loved at the beginning couldn't get together in the end.

Perhaps, just like how many years later in the film, at Zhou Xiaoyi's wedding banquet, Zhou Xiaoyi, who was about to become someone else's bride, said two words to his former tablemate Lin Yi: "We still lost to reality in the end." So, Lin Yi, none of us owe anyone. ”

said that he didn't owe, but who can completely empty himself and promise not to miss anymore?

The nursery rhyme puts away indifference and arrogance, and in the end, like ordinary people, will cry to death for a movie. After eating the potato chips in a big gulp, my hand that had been busy suddenly became idle, and I don't know what the nursery rhyme thinks, so I grabbed my hand and rubbed it back and forth!

I relied on the strength of the nursery rhyme's hand to feel the tangled emotions in her heart from time to time, and after a long time, the nursery rhyme seemed to realize something, let go of her hand, and asked: "Why don't you keep silent, does it hurt?" ”

I bared my teeth and said, "It's okay, you didn't pinch me to death." It's okay, I'm pretty ...... Hold it! It's just that you throw a shaker all day long, and you move up and down hundreds of times a day, and the intensity is a little bigger! ”

The nursery rhyme nodded with a grateful face, and then grabbed my hand again as if it were a matter of course, scratching and scratching for a while......

I suddenly realized that we did have a difficult life, to endure all kinds of external pressures, and to face our own inner confusion. In the midst of your struggles, if someone casts an understanding glance at you, you will feel a kind of warmth of life, perhaps just a brief glimpse is enough to make us feel excited. However, a brief period of excitement was followed by torture.

For example, my current left hand!

……

It was almost ten o'clock when I came out of the theater, and I sent the nursery rhyme back to the familiar alley.

Looking at the nursery rhyme walking, it seems to be a little slack, probably because I have been wearing high heels for too long, and I am tired and panicked!

I looked around, found an alley with a cool breeze, and sat down on a bench with nursery rhymes!

The cool breeze is the gift of this hot summer night in Guangzhou, and it still blows away the heat as usual, making people forget the fatigue of summer for a while.

The nursery rhyme was silent all the way, but his expression slowly became happy, and his face was not as heavy as just now.

So, I tentatively asked, "Well, are you in a better mood?" Don't watch a movie and spoil your mood, then I'm a real sinner! ”

"No, I'm in a good mood right now! I'm not sad to get out of the theater, thank you for the movie tickets tonight, I suddenly feel very nice! I seem to have seen my obsessive beliefs again, by the way, did you go well in today's interview? ”

"It's okay! It's settled for the time being, but there's no long-term plan yet. ”

"Then plan well."

"She's ready to take the graduate school entrance examination, maybe the gap between us is slowly getting bigger! Sometimes I feel like I'm not worthy of her in a trance! "Somehow I said what was in my heart.

"I don't know what you think, but I don't think you should take your academic qualifications too seriously, let alone your academic qualifications. Academic qualifications can only let others know you, but they can't let people know you. What should I do if I don't have a degree? Then read more books, do more things, and the thinking and experience you have from reading books are unique to you and others can't take away. Even if you have a degree, you can only determine who you are at the beginning, not who you will be in the future. I think it's more realistic to be confident in yourself than to complain. ”

I looked at the nursery rhyme suspiciously, and then pretended to be the police in the police movie: "Say, why do you lie to me, and dare to say that you don't know a few words, and you can tell this truth, like a person who can't read a few words?" Leave your elementary school literacy book to me! I suddenly felt like I had become a white! ”

"This is a joke I saw on the Internet, and I wrote it down when I thought it was good. What is Xiaobai? Nursery rhyme looked at me and asked seriously.

"Xiaobai is a little white rabbit! A very precious species! ”

I explained in a serious way, and I didn't forget to nod vigorously in the affirmative.

The nursery rhyme let out a thoughtful "oh", and then nodded repeatedly.

"I really don't understand, I don't understand? You're giving me a hard fit! ”

"I really didn't understand it before, but now I understand, you're just a little white, the boy looks so white and thin, like something, not as good as an Australian muscular man!" The nursery rhyme said with a disgusted face.

"It's okay to say I'm white, that's what Xiaobai is exempt, who said I don't have muscles, don't believe you pinch and see!" I rolled up half of my sleeves and gestured to the nursery rhyme.

"Then I'll pinch it, you are not allowed to scream!" The nursery rhyme clucked the ten fingers.

I stared at the nursery rhyme and said with fear on my face: "Your posture, you can estimate human life, or forget it!" ”

"Gu Yuekai, you said that you have a serious but scoundrel ** silk style, who did you learn from? It always makes me cry and laugh! By the way, I've always wondered, why did I watch a movie today and die uncomfortably, but you acted like a nobody, and didn't react at all? ”

"I've watched too many of these kinds of films, and I'm a little numb! It resonates, but I don't express too much emotion. I'm not greedy, I just hope that my friends will remain the same now, and I can still get together in the future, regardless of money, fame and fortune, drink wine and eat meat in a big bowl, and forget the pain when I can be chic and happy. When you are old, you will hug each other in the future and reminisce about the past, and look at each other at dusk. ”

"I also yearn for such a good time, thank you for accompanying me all night longing! Gu Yuekai. ”

"You're so easily satisfied? Where's your coldness? ”

"I don't really want much, and I haven't had any friends ...... all the time"

"Actually, this movie ticket was given by a friend, and I didn't make an appointment to find you, so you thank me, I don't accept it!" I subconsciously suddenly rejected something, after all, I don't have much intersection with nursery rhymes.

"Are you warning me about something?"

"Nope!" I tilted my head and turned my face to look at the shadow of the streetlight.

"Actually, it doesn't matter if you have it or not, I don't care what state you're in to invite me to the movie, at least I'm happy tonight, and the result is achieved. All in all, we don't owe each other, it's not far ahead, you should go back and rest early! After saying that, the nursery rhyme got up and turned to leave.

After a long time, I finally looked back at her who was drowning in the lights as she walked slowly, her figure a little dazed and a little lonely in the night......

Watching the nursery rhyme pacing away in a plain white dress, slowly melting away in the dim yellow light, blending in with the night, I think she is more suitable for this night than this dress, because no noise can break her calm heart.

I didn't say anything more when she turned to leave, we just met in the water and let each other out of the loneliness of the night!

……

When I got home, it was already eleven o'clock at night, and I tiptoed open the door, for fear of disturbing my parents, who should have been asleep!

But when I opened the door, I found that my parents were staring at the partition, I must have been waiting for me for a long time! It's not often that parents go into battle together.

I pretended to be relaxed and asked, "Mom and Dad, is your unit on holiday tomorrow?" Why haven't you slept until now? I'm tired, so I'll go to sleep first! ”

"Stop, don't pretend to be garlic with me, say, who are you going to watch a movie with tonight?" Mom spoke with a straight face.

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This book has gone through twists and turns, and finally returned as scheduled, and there are currently more than 500,000 words in hand, if you think it's good, collect it! You dare to urge more, I dare to explode!

Here's how I felt when I wrote this book:

Urban realistic novels are difficult to write, and they require a unique keen perspective, which not only meticulously and truly presents the material survival of urban people in the context of commercialization, but also shows the ** of human nature. While showing the best landscape, it is not just about exposing the surface of the expansion of urban people, but it is necessary to insert brushstrokes into the depths of the soul of urban people, and reveal the spiritual truth of the material era to varying degrees.

Even if it's challenging, even if it's hard to write, if you don't fight for it, then nothing will be ......

Regarding this novel, I would like to incorporate it into a broader cultural context of consumerism, fully consider the social and cultural factors outside the text, and strive to think from multiple levels and dimensions, and strive to contribute to the realistic theme!

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