Gao Ru was still sobbing quietly, and I knew that she was a person with a story, even more sad than any of us.> The purpose of singing this song today is to let her release all the depression in her heart, because her hopeful eyes are very similar to nursery rhymes, and these days, I have been condemning myself for not understanding the heart of nursery rhymes at all.

He Na took out the delicate guitar case from the attic, put the guitar in my hand and said, "Take the guitar away this time, I think you should be able to use it in the near future." By the way, nursery rhyme said that one of her favorite songs is "Meet". ”

"I know, I'll voice her again when I have time." I didn't refuse again, I took the guitar, but in a trance, there was something wrong.

Some people can't stay together, but they live in their hearts all their lives. Some external injuries passed. But there are some internal injuries that are destined to hurt for a lifetime.

I was going to send Gao Ru home, but she insisted, and in the end I had to rely on her, worried that I would be unable to move, Gao Ru decided to entrust the puppy to me to take care of.

Before getting into the car, Gao Ru wrote to me: "You can take good care of this dog for me!" Hu Kai, after meeting you, I suddenly had an idea, will you support me? ”

"What ideas, you write out."

Gao Ru quickly wrote on her mobile phone: "I want my leg to get better quickly, so I decided to take a leave of absence during this time, and when my leg is a little better, I will tell you something." ”

I made a thumbs-up gesture and said, "Then I'll wait for you to tell me!" ”

……

When I returned to the store, the students who taught He Na had also left one after another, and the store became more and more deserted, and finally only Su Chen, He Na and I were left, and the wind chimes hanging at the door 'jingled' in the cold wind, making it more and more deserted.

Su Chen and He Na didn't say a word in silence, although the two were very close, but in them, I could see the sense of distance. In the end, I broke the silence and said, "I just resigned today, I can't think of what I should do next, you give me advice." ”

"Did you quit for that chick just now?"

I sighed, lit a cigarette, looked out the window and said, "I originally wanted to help Shaozhe clean up that bastard Li Tong, but I didn't expect that now I don't even have a chance, then Li Tong is now the quasi-grandson-in-law of Gao Qi'an, the boss of 'Chuangku', and I have no choice." It may be that this kind of revenge psychology is generally not realized! ”

He Na said calmly on the side: "Do you have to do this for revenge?" I think you can fight on your own, and one day if you really defeat the 'Chuangku' in terms of strength, then you really overcome, and sometimes the speed of the moment really doesn't have any effect. ”

Su Chen and I looked at He Na, whose face was as calm as water, almost at the same time, and were a little surprised that these words came out of her mouth. But judging from her expression, a woman seemed so calm about this kind of thing, could it be that she had experienced a similar situation before?

Su Chen looked at He Na, with a rare look of anger on his face, and suddenly took out a cigarette from the cigarette case and took a heavy puff. said to He Na: "Don't always let yourself be so cold? ”

"Are you yelling at me? If you can't stand it, you can go, and you don't have to come back in the future. ”

"He, Na, this is what you are saying now? You say I'm a child, I coax when I'm happy, and kick my feet when I'm unhappy, I want to say I'm more like a doll, I take it over and play with it when I'm happy, and throw it aside when I'm unhappy, it's just a doll. ”

"With just your words, I can tell you, Su Chen, you have lived on others in the past few years."

Su Chen shook his hand, knocked over the guitar pick case on the countertop, and shouted: "Can you use your brain to speak, don't use your poor IQ to judge my behavior." ”

Su Chen's voice trembled a little in his roar, and for a while, I couldn't understand why two people who were usually gentle would suddenly face each other at this moment.

In order to avoid things from reaching an impasse, I grabbed the back of Su Chen's head, grabbed the guitar and pushed him out.

He Na stared at the colorful paddles scattered on the ground and stopped talking, and Su Chen was probably afraid that he would regret his impulsiveness, so he didn't resist when I pulled him.

……

At the pedestrian bridge not far from He Na's guitar shop, I put down the hand on the back of Su Chen's head and said directly: "You are not tall, but your temper is not small, what are you yelling at a woman?" ”

A gust of cold wind blew, Su Chen seemed to be much more sober, and finally calmed down a little and said, "I have been asking myself all along, what did it all start with, and now it will come to such a point?" Suddenly, I was like a stone sculpture that had been sleeping for a thousand years, and the moment I woke up, I realized that it was not what I wanted, I had just been pandering to it, this was not love, love was not like this, it was really not like this, at least not like me. I can't turn what I don't like into what I like, I can't accept what I can't accept, even if I finally accommodate, there will always be a day when I explode, because it's a hidden bomb not love, it's just that I understand too late and too late, and I suffer in regret every day, why did I become like this, time doesn't wait for me, I'm no longer young, but I don't enjoy the heartfelt emotions that youth should have, I blinded my eyes, mistakenly thinking that all this is what I want, but it's not. ”

Looking at the endless traffic on the road and the pedestrians with hurried expressions, I listened quietly to Su Chen finish complaining, and then asked calmly: "What you can't accept and can't like, does it mean the current attitude towards He Na?" ”

Su Chen lit a cigarette irritably, failed to succeed several times because the wind was too strong, dropped the cigarette case and lighter in a fit of anger, and said a little irritably: "Every time I make a noise, I am very worried and worried, I want to adapt, I want to get used to it, I want to accept, but in the end, I found that this could not be accommodated at all, so it broke out, the quarrel continued, such a day was so tired and tired, but I couldn't get rid of it." ”

The cognitive nerves I was familiar with were challenged again, and for the first time in many years I had known Su Chen, I heard him speak with heart and lungs.

I was so incredulous that I stared at Su Chen with wide eyes, it turned out that blindly accommodating couldn't solve all the problems......

I turned my back to block the wind and lit a cigarette, I took a heavy breath and said: "Even a windproof lighter can't completely resist the natural environment. ”

Su Chen seemed to understand the subtext of my cigarette, and his response to me was to look into the distance with a somewhat depressed expression.

I seemed to be facing Su Chen, and I seemed to be saying to myself: "I'm tired of this kind of life, and slowly start to find that these are not what you want, but it really exists, and it verifies this kind of life every day." Sometimes ridiculous and sometimes embarrassing, that's because of youth, so it's meaningless. Just like me and Sun Mengwen, today's endgame is the meaningless ending of that youth, if, the world has no if there is only a result, this is the result. ”

Su Chen pulled his hair a little annoyed, turned to me and said, "Could it be that I just go on like this, do you think we will have results if we go on like this?" ”

I weighed it for a while and said, "I don't know if you will have a result in the future, but I know that you should give He Na an explanation for today's events, what do you say?" ”

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