I sat up from the bed excitedly, made sure the number was not a scam, and started to get nervous. A sweet voice came from the other end of the phone: "I'm sorry, excuse me, is it Mr. Hu Kai?" ”

"Yes, I'm Hu Kai, what's the matter?" I replied in a daze.

"Hello, here's the thing, according to the message that your friend did not send to you before he died, we found you, your friend Liu Shaozhe died at 4:37 in the morning due to sudden death, please contact his family as soon as possible."

"You must be a scam, right, what nonsense in the middle of the night!"

"Sir, we want you to stabilize your emotions first."

"I just met him during the day yesterday, and he's fine, and now you dare to talk nonsense here with your eyes open, and you me out."

The other end of the phone was stunned, and then said: "We can understand your feelings, the life of the 25-year-old is gone, and we are also very heartbroken." But please contact his family as soon as possible to arrange his funeral, and if you really can't convince yourself, you can go to the hospital to confirm. ”

I asked for the address, washed my face, and looked at my phone's call logs in disbelief to make sure it wasn't a nightmare.

……

At four o'clock in the morning, there were very few vehicles at the entrance of the community, and I had to go to the department store half a kilometer away from home to take a taxi, running all the way, recalling the college days, the days before graduation, time passed like quicksand, it seemed long, but it passed all the time; I want to keep it, but as soon as I stretch out my hand, the limited time quietly slips away between my fingers, the graduation defense, the party feast, the goodbye to the hand, and the other goes...... Everything seemed to be expected, and everything went too helplessly.

I suddenly remembered the scene when we met for the first time eight years ago, Liu Shaozhe, the only one in the dormitory, who came by himself, carrying a suitcase and a futon, thin but strong and powerful, the scenes are like yellowed clip art, strung together into a movie that is about to come to an end, playing our happiness and sorrow, recording our youth and past, and witnessing our friendship and love!

Finally stopped a car, the first time so desperate but scared to go to a place, my most distressed brother was waiting for me, but I didn't dare to admit this fact.

frantically dialed Su Chen and Li Wen's phone until they connected, and I told them: Shaozhe is gone, wait for us in the hospital!

Su Chen's panic was no less than mine, although they had little intersection before, but we broke into each other's lives for three or four years.

All the things that Liu Shaozhe did for me all came to mind, and even accompanied me to select materials yesterday, sometimes I feel that when everything remains the same, everything may change, including our friendship, which is still young but has experienced the ups and downs of love.

……

I clutched the cigarette case in my pocket anxiously and looked at the glowing sky, the shadow of death once again swept over my will.

I suddenly felt that fragile life was the background color of all expectations.

I also began to be annoyed, why did I refuse Liu Shaozhe last time, if it wasn't for my so-called principles, would he have become a department manager now, and would not have been so difficult to work overtime, resulting in sudden death? Sun Mengwen almost died, I am glad that she survived, but Liu Shaozhe was not so lucky?

I looked at the last darkness before dawn above my head in distraction, where would Shaozhe be now? In this cycle of death after all, all memories will become yellowed bookmarks in my mind as the years go by......

I can't describe the mood at this time, as long as I think of Liu Shaozhe's smiling appearance, my heart will be irrepressibly throbbing, and this throbbing pain swallows my reason and persistence little by little! Suddenly I thought of the beginning of a poem: "Among the various handkerchiefs waved at you, whose hand suddenly withdrew and tightly covered his eyes......"

……

Rushed to the hospital, the nurse led me into the morgue, and finally a beam of light stood still beside me, in the heavy breathing, I calmly lifted the white cloth, the world suddenly became slow, all the moving objects suddenly stopped at me, I wiped my tears and nodded to the nurse: "It's Liu Shaozhe, that's right!" ”

Now this scene is also in line with Shaozhe's character, quiet and quiet, his thin and pale face is a little more tired, I think it must be very lonely to work overtime in the office alone, right?

I found Liu Shaozhe's phone number from his mobile phone, and after dialing, my mouth seemed to be tied to a thousand nails, and I was afraid that the bad news would come out of my mouth...... I didn't dare to say too much, I was afraid that Liu's father and mother would not be able to bear it, but they heard something from my words, and just said that they would rush over from the countryside immediately.

I slid down the wall and sat on the floor, covering my face and closing my eyes, running away from all this......

When Tong Yao came back from buying breakfast, she found me sitting on the ground, she slowly supported me, helped me to the chair, handed me a cup of soy milk, and then just sat quietly next to me.

We sat quietly with each other, and after a long time she finally asked, "How long have you been sitting here, and what happened?" ”

I lowered my head, not knowing what way to say something difficult to say with the nursery rhyme, and some pain could not be conveyed to others, so I finally chose to say it in an understated way: "The best brother in the past, died suddenly after working overtime, and died in the morning!" ”

The nursery rhyme's face was suddenly full of panic, so that the buns in his hands were scattered all over the ground in a trance.

I squatted down next to the nursery rhyme, she played with her bangs with her fingers, not wanting me to see her red eyes, choked with tears in her eyes and said, "Why did you die suddenly after working overtime?" Why is human life so fragile? ”

I put the soy milk in the palm of the nursery rhyme's hand, and as I imagined, her hand was cold.

"People will always suffer from various illnesses and irresistible natural factors, so I hope you can live every day happily!"

"The bun fell to the ground, I'll go out and buy another one, don't be too sad!" The nursery rhyme broke free of my hand in a panic and ran out.

Looking at the panicked back of the nursery rhyme, it is not difficult for me to perceive her fragile and sensitive heart, she will shed tears for someone she has never known, and will feel regret and pain for others...... This is the nursery rhyme I know, a nursery rhyme that hides a fragile heart under a cold and strong exterior!

……

Li Wen and Su Chen arrived one after another, and the four of us got together again as before, but Liu Shaozhe was lying down.

I wiped my tears and said, "Yesterday I also mentioned that Shaozhe and I used to drink beer and eat barbecue together, and I haven't been to the bar opposite the school for a long time!" ”

I don't want to take what I'm seeing as real...... Reality tore at my pain and made me bow to the truth, my body was cut by its cruel blade, and my whole body seemed to be squeezed into a ball, unable to extricate myself from the pain......

"Hu Kai, I heard the nurse just now say that Shaozhe's last message was sent to you, only seven words: Brother Hu really wants to be your ...... What do you think he's trying to say? He's always treated you with respect, and I think you'll get to know him! Levine asked.

"Are you your friend?" Su Chen wiped his tears and asked embarrassedly.

"Su Chen, I want to kick you to death now, do you believe it or not? He wants to be my colleague! I couldn't stop yelling.

Li Wen sighed, swallowed his saliva in pain, shook his head and said, "But now there is no chance!" ”

I lightly covered it with a white cloth, but there was a plan brewing in my heart, no matter how difficult it was, I must realize Shaozhe's dream, we are brothers!

I can't imagine the painful scene of the white-haired man sending the black-haired man, so I cruelly blamed all this to Su Chen and Li Wen, and hid in Sun Mengwen's hospital room alone.

……

Sun Mengwen stood in front of the window and looked out of the window in a daze, nursery rhymes sat quietly next to me, and she was silent, and the atmosphere was depressing.

My breath became choppy, and I just stood still...... The nursery rhyme pushed me, typed a line on the phone, and handed it to me!

My mind stagnated for a short time, and I instantly became sober, and after reading it, I immediately stood up: "Nursery rhyme, you are talking to me about this now, do you think it is appropriate?" ”

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