She admits that she can't compare to Princess Yiyou.

Even if she just heard about it, she knew how touching that legendary aunt was, and she couldn't compare to her even if she was reincarnated and started over. But she never thought she was unattractive, she had to know, why, just no, just can't.

Los Angeles, on the other hand, also wants to tell these things completely and originally.

"County Lord, why do you still have to be so persistent when you know about the existence of Qiandai?"

In fact, Chen Junyue is far more persistent than alone, Yelu Yinye is obviously a more crazy existence.

But it's not the same.

"Do you know what war looks like? The sky is full of yellow sand, the fierce horses are galloping, when you have a weapon in your hand, all you think about is to kill, kill, kill. I can't stop until the other party is silent. ”

"Then you will see bloodstains all over the ground, stumps, corpses, soldiers who are worse than dead, our men, Turks, Huns. The old general always said that it was good to live, but in my opinion, such a painful life requires relying on others to live all your life, which is more painful than dying. ”

"I hated war, hated war, but I had to go to war."

Chen Junyue finally couldn't help but say: "Then don't go to the battlefield, stay in the capital, no, go to Songzhou with me, or if you want, you can go anywhere." As long as I can grow old with you, it doesn't matter what kind of war it is. ”

Sure enough, it's just a naïve eldest lady, thinking that things can be solved with just one sentence. Luo Cheng couldn't help but laugh deeply, but there was a bit of bitterness in this smile: "If I leave, who will resist the attack of the Turkic army?" ”

"Isn't there still King Shen, there are so many soldiers, and so many people, how can you not resist, but it's just that you're missing, don't worry." Chen Junyue said anxiously.

L.A. really wanted to look up to the sky and laugh.

It's just missing him, it doesn't matter? Did this county lord think that the war was just child's play, and he, the general, was just casually resigned to his fate? If there was no one in the court, how could he sit in the position of general at the age of nineteen. If someone can replace him, why does Jing Qianyun regard him so important, and he doesn't even dare to use imperial power to suppress him. If he is a dispensable person, why bother to support it until now, he should go down to accompany Qiandai earlier.

Chen Junyue didn't understand what he was laughing at, but he could feel from his laughter that he must have said something wrong.

But she didn't want to ask, and L.A. didn't answer.

The answer will only embarrass her and reveal her ignorance.

Luo Cheng laughed for a long time, so long that Chen Junyue thought that he would not speak anymore, he spoke again, as if he had never heard Chen Junyue say: "You can paralyze yourself on the battlefield, but when I come back, I will remember the bloody battlefield I once saw, the heart-rending screams, and sometimes even the dead silence of the city when the city was slaughtered by the Turks, the tragic situation of even seeing a ghost and having to take a detour." From the day I went to war, there hasn't been a day when I haven't had nightmares. ”

"So at that time, although I was talented, I never dared to go to the battlefield, and soon after I returned to the capital, I thought that I would never show my talent again, knowing that I had met Qiandai."

"My father originally just arranged for me to join the army, and then return to the capital in a few months to continue to serve as the Imperial Forest Army, so it is also a good choice to be a third-grade guard. But when I saw Qiandai, I was suddenly not afraid. ”

"The chaos of the battlefield and the cruelty of war are all not afraid. It was quiet beside her, and I couldn't see the scene that was more terrible than hell, and I couldn't hear the crazy and helpless cries for help. It's the only place that makes me feel like I'm still human. ”

"But she's gone, and the only person who can calm me down is gone."

"Since then, the nightmare has returned, along with the traces of blood when Qiandai died."

"For the first time, I vividly remember the cold feeling when the blood flowed down and when my hands were stained. I used to think that the frontier was hell, but it turns out that there are more terrible scenes in this world than hell. ”

It's watching your beloved leave, but you can't do anything about it.

Chen Junyue didn't know where to face or what to say.

It just didn't make him quiet.

That's all there is to it.

But that's what it is, she knows, she can't do it.

No, it's not just her, no one else can do it anymore. The heart of Los Angeles that they greedily wanted had already passed away with Jing Qiandai's departure, and they were so stupid that they thought they could get it as long as they worked hard. How could it be, how could she do it, get that already scarred heart from hell.

She found that she could no longer cry, and the lantern in her hand did not know when it fell to the ground and no longer glowed. In this darkness, she could not see anything, not even hear.

The snow was falling heavier and heavier, and she was as if she was enchanted, motionless.

She may not be able to see anything, but L.A. can.

There is no way to respond, but let a county lord stand in this kind of place to watch the snow with him, Los Angeles is not such a person who does not know the times. He quietly walked in front of Chen Junyue: "County Lord, it's cold, Weichen, send you back." ”

"Okay." After hesitating for a long time, Chen Junyue replied.

So there was silence all the way, and Los Angeles took her back to Xihua Palace.

On the snowy road, even if there is no howling wind, it is not easy to walk. If it was in the past, she would definitely pull Luo Cheng's sleeve and noisily let him hold her, Luo Cheng would not agree, but would use other methods to resolve her coquettishness.

But I can't do it today, I can't do it from now on, so strong and natural, I have long been seen through but I don't realize it. She followed behind Los Angeles in silence, and even if she stumbled along the way, she didn't want to complain more.

Fortunately, Los Angeles walked very slowly, and even if she didn't look at her, she seemed to know that this path was a little difficult for a weak woman born in the South. I don't know how long it took, but I finally arrived at Xihua Palace.

It's just that the gate of Xihua Palace has long been closed, and it hasn't even been lit up. It was dark early in winter, and it was not very late when the moon came out, and now it was only about to fall asleep, and the lights had been turned off so early, she was naturally puzzled.

Luo Cheng figured out something in an instant, and lightly turned over the main door, woke up Chen Junyan, who had just fallen asleep, and put Chen Junyue in.

Then, he returned to the Ice Moon Pavilion once again.