09 The end of speechlessness
Move your paralyzed body as much as you can.
The line of sight was still dark.
The only thing that can be felt is the presence of Senpai Bowzuka.
Trying to stand up, facing her, raised the weapon.
"Damn bastard woman, don't you listen to people at all, you really me off this time!"
The voice in my heart began to roar, and this time I couldn't pretend I didn't hear it anymore.
"I said it was useless, Zhigui, why can't you just be a little better!"
The presence of rapid approach.
Gao Ming's heartbeat.
I felt my sensitivity increase dramatically, and this time, I managed to dodge her wrist.
"How is that possibleβ"
tone, with surprise.
Now she must have exposed the gap behind her.
And before I could see the gap, the knife in my hand was swung over.
- As if I instinctively knew that there would be a flaw there.
The sharp short knife pierced the back of the senior sister's heart...... No, it didn't hit.
Because I forcefully changed the landing point of the knife at the last moment.
So what was supposed to be a fatal blow turned into a puncture that caused serious injuries at best.
"Hell!" The voice in my body cursed as I forcibly changed my trajectory.
And then...... The powerful murderous aura that almost made people unconscious swept in like a storm.
"It's really---I said I want you to be nice, don't you understand!!"
The voice of Sister Yuzuka, the death of the approaching high speed.
Against those, I swung my knife in the dark.
In the consciousness at this moment, the virtual image of the senior sister who emitted a strange fluorescence suddenly appeared.
The congestion of my brain, and the darkness of the environment, didn't even affect my vision in the slightest.
"Ahh
The blade of the knife came, and the feeling of touching the real thing.
The blow just now really cut off the arm of Senpai Yuzuka.
- as I "saw".
"Oh noβSister Bowzuka, are you alright......!?"
For a while, he had forgotten to hide his identity.
And the moment the words came out, I deeply felt my innocence.
I'm worried about one, and I'm going to kill my own enemy.
I've done this stupid thing more than once.
"Big fool, I'm too lazy to care about you anymore......
The voice came to my head, and the next moment......
"Ahh
The body floated up.
After being hit head-on, he rose into the air like a bullet.
- Boom!
Then, again, deep into the bone marrow, pain.
"Ah......?"
Eyes, I saw again.
It's a relationship that was too strong from the previous blow.
ββ¦β¦ Last time, a dead end ......"
Unexpectedly, I have reached such a far place.
Behind it, I feel it, a hard wall.
Consciousness is moving away.
However, the attack of Senpai Yuzuka is not over yet.
"Big liar!"
With a roar, she raised her hand.
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Body, unable to move.
Being able to run and fight as hard as I used to do was beyond my limits.
Now, I can only quietly meet the ensuing death.
- Boom!
ββ¦β¦ Hey? β
β¦β¦ The walls, shaking.
"Great liar! I said it, I said it would save me when I was in danger! β
Senpai Bow swung her wrist with all her strength and hit the wall beside her.
"Why? Because I've become like this? But I can't help it! Myself...... I don't want to have this kind of body myself! β
Again and again, again and again, destruction after destruction, and yet...... But none of them hit my body.
walls, cracks.
She just, like an abandoned child, crying.
ββ¦β¦ Why don't you save me when it's so painful!? Didn't you promise to help me? β
Questions that don't get answered, or questions that don't want to be answered.
Sister Yuzuka's voice is getting smaller and smaller.
It's weird.
In this situation, the body may be pierced at any time......
The fear of being killed gradually decreased.
"Shiki...... If Shiki had been by my side, I would have been able to endure this pain...... But why, why don't you accept my ......! β
I'm a - big idiot.
I was wrong from the beginning, what replaced Zhigui to redeem the senior sister, it was just outrageously wrong.
Every word that Senior Sister has ever said has never had a hatred for Zhigui, and she has never really degenerated.
Sister Yuzuka, she, is just crying alone in the dark.
- The voice is gone.
With a body that couldn't even move a finger, he looked at her.
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In the end, what's wrong.
Sister Bowzuka, she, was just stunned, looking at me who couldn't move.
Did you realize that I wasn't really Shiki?
But fortunately, at this time, the senior sister couldn't pay attention to those small details.
It's like waking up from a nightmare and starting to regret what you've done.
"Zhi, Zhigui, I...... I wasn't going to do that. β
The voice is shaking.
- It's like I'm about to cry.
ββ¦β¦ Not...... Relationship ......"
No, blame yourself like that.
Because, even if the body and mind have become real vampires......
She's just a poor victim who doesn't know anything.
Anyway, the body can't move anymore.
If you are really so cold, so painful, so lonely.
There's only one thing left for me to do.
"You know what? Actually, being a vampire isn't just a disadvantage. β
"Shiki......?"
"There are a lot of vampires in this world called Dead Apostles, living freely, and if you really feel lonely in Bowzuka......"
When I said this, I thought of my future as if I had already been sentenced to death, and smiled bitterly.
"Suck my blood, it's okay. As agreed...... I'm with you. β
That's a gentle voice that I've never even heard of myself.
It is also the last trace left by this person who belongs to Xuan Yeji in the world.
If my death could give another person a new lease of lifeβit would feel pretty good, wouldn't it?
She trembled and fell to her knees and lifted up my scarred body.
"Really, is that okay?"
The small whispers were mixed with joy and confusion.
ββ¦β¦ What are you talking about? That's what you're trying to do, so you're here. Why did you hesitate all of a sudden? β
"ButβI really want to do that, yes, butβ"
If you do that, it seems like you're going to lose everything
I could hear the conversation she didn't dare to speak.
β¦β¦ That's great.
Indeed, Bowzuka-sani became a vampire.
But in her, she also has the heart of a human being.
That's why she felt heartache for her vampire behavior.
Because I'm still a human at heart.
So, she has been living in pain.
And she's not really going to lose everything.
Because Shiki is still alive, he stays happily with the vampire's true ancestor.
It's ironic that for the sake of an unrelated happy person, he sent himself to the arms of death.
However, there are such fools in this world who can't tolerate other people's sadness.
I hope that in the next life, I can be a bastard who doesn't have to think about other people's feelings at all.
"It hurts, doesn't it? Well, come on. I can't save you...... Therefore, I can only use the method of Yuzuka to help you. β
"Shiki ......"
Nod slightly.
Then her lips rested on my neck.
Until the end, I was still facing death as a stand-in for others.
At the last moment of death, the person who held me sadly said the name of another person.
I always feel that I am quite funny at the moment.
Laughed at their own absurdity.
"Sure enough, no one can kill me, and the only one who can kill me is myself."
- The familiar voice came from my heart again.
Shut up! Let me die quietly, you bastard!
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It's disappearing.
The residual temperature in the body is gradually losing energy.
Calm.
Very calm, towards death.
Now the body no longer has the strength to push her away.
All of a sudden, this broken body will disappear.
- It's over.
The Genno Scheme will disappear...... And then everything will end.
This is not what I expected to be when I died.
At this moment, he suddenly wants to prove his existence in the end.
I want to be able to die as Genno when I finally die.
- I'm sorry, please forgive me for being a little willful, so that I can live for myself once in the end.
"Sister Yuzuka, I'm sorry......"
After countless deceptions, on the occasion of the final death.
I whispered in the ear of Bowzuka-senpai, making a little amends for my lie.
With the last of his strength, he took off the black-rimmed glasses that were worn on the bridge of his nose.
- These glasses are really uncomfortable, so it's easy to take them off......
"βββZhi, Gui?"
May's lips and left.
Carefully gaze at my face, which is hazy in the moonlight.
The power that came from her hands quickly decreased.
"I'm sorry, Bowzuka...... I'm sorry...... Sorry ......"
He muttered to himself.
Although it was the ending of my own choice, why did I feel so guilty?
"That's right, Tono-san, I really can't come together."
The sound is very stable.
It's like three days ago, on the corner of a busy street in the evening, that kind of sound.
"But I'm glad I am. It's only for a while, but when I know that Tono-san chose me...... Well, I even thought it would be nice to die at that time...... My body didn't hurt at all, and the feeling of fear disappeared like magic......"
Yuzuka-senpai looked at me gently.
"But, I didn't expect you to work so hard for me, junior, in this case, as a senior sister, I have to be strong......"
Happy tone.
It's great β it's really good.
In the end, although there was a little deviation from the plan, the senior sister was really redeemed.
"Actually, cousin, he likes your ...... very much"
At this moment, I am already reluctant to spit out a word, but I still have to say that it is for the last atonement for my sins.
That's right, I've been cheating on my senior sister from beginning to end, but in the end, I hope that my senior sister can be happy.
In the end, I still have a small and trivial wish, I must say it to my senior sister.
Although I willfully died as my own, I was still not satisfied, I was really a greedy person.
I wish I could be willful again, and for so many years, I have lived alone in this world.
It's ordinary, it's disgraceful, but in the end, I don't want to be so embarrassed and ugly.
Suddenly, I felt like I had regained some strength.
If this is a special favor from God to satisfy my little willfulness, I must take advantage of it.
"Senior sister, I hope to die quietly alone, in a place where no one knows......"
I hope my willfulness didn't bother my senior sister......
No, I can't see anything anymore......
It's cold, it's cold......
I wanted someone to hug me, but I only felt cold, I was really lonely......
Is there anyone, is there anyone, senior sister, are you still next to me......
Senior sister, I regret it, senior sister, can you hold my hand, I'm really lonely......
Daddy, Mommy, where are you, where are you......
Grandpa, grandpa, grandpa, grandpa, grandpa......
I'm here, grandpa, are you still waiting for me............
I wish someone could love me............
Forget it, next life......
Be sure to ......
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It seems to be BADENDING.,It's accidentally turned into this.,Alas,I'm sorry.γ
Anyway, it won't be long after that, and the protagonist who gets a new life will gradually evolve into a real bastard guy.
Please look forward to it.
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