0089 Hopeless Love
"Thank you for being good for me, but I don't need to." Liu Xiangyu said coldly, "Han Xiaowan, I am just ordinary friends with you, and you are not qualified to ask me about it." ”
"It's because we're friends that I care about you so much." Han Xiaowan didn't seem to mind the other party's attitude, and continued, "Liu Xiangyu, I hope you can listen to me. ”
"Thank you for your concern!" Liu Xiangyu still said coldly, "Han Xiaowan, if I knew that you would pester me like this, I wouldn't associate with you, and I wouldn't tell you about Tang Yi." ”
"I'm pestering you, do you really hate me that much?" Han Xiaowan said in a deep voice.
"If you don't say you like it, I'd think you're a cute girl." Liu Xiangyu knew that Han Xiaowan was sad, so he changed his tone and said comfortingly.
"But this is what I say from my heart, can I not tell you?" Han Xiaowan replied, "You also know that I am very frank and sincere, and I can say whatever I think in my heart. Whether you like it or not, I really like you, and I like you so much. ”
Liu Xiangyu was not very happy when he heard the girl confess to him so seriously, but he didn't want to hurt her heart with heavy words. So, after a moment of silence, he said softly:
"Han Xiaowan, I understand your thoughts, but this matter can't be forced, understand?"
"Hey, isn't Tang Yi prettier than me?" Han Xiaowan replied as she asked.
"Han Xiaowan, you remember for me, don't face Tang Yi in front of me in the future, do you understand!" Liu Xiangyu suddenly shouted angrily, "When the time comes, don't blame me for speaking badly!" ”
"You will have such a strong reaction, I can understand it, knowing that your heart has been torn open by her so hard that it is bloody." Han Xiaowan said bluntly.
That's right, what Han Xiaowan said is indeed right, Liu Xiangyu is indeed suffering from being abandoned and suffering from falling out of love, but he doesn't want to reveal this emotion in front of others, especially in front of Han Xiaowan. Therefore, he pretended to be indifferent and said:
"Han Xiaowan, you don't understand anything, what qualifications do you have to say such things, just shut up."
"Don't pretend to be good, don't think I don't understand your heart." Han Xiaowan said in a soft voice, "Although we haven't been dating for a long time, with my carefulness and intelligence, I already know you very, very well, so I know that you are sad for Tang Yi." ”
"You...... What a self-proclaimed clever and self-righteous guy! Liu Xiangyu didn't know what to say, so he said in a reproachful tone, "I don't want to talk to a guy like you, hang up." ”
"Wait, I still have something to tell you." Han Xiaowan hurriedly stopped.
"It's not early, I need to rest, please don't disturb me again, okay?" Liu Xiangyu said impatiently, "Han Xiaowan, you should know that I have to go to work on time, and I don't feel comfortable with you." ”
"I know you need to be mentally prepared for tomorrow's work, so I won't bother you for too long, just two minutes, how about it?" Han Xiaowan begged with a grin.
"Okay, just two minutes, not even one second." Liu Xiangyu groaned and said.
"Actually, what I want to say most is that I have already said it just now, and now I want to say that I would like to express my heartfelt thanks to you for paying for my drink tonight." Han Xiaowan thanked her, and suddenly changed her words, "I don't understand, why are you fighting to pay the bill tonight, have you received your salary?" However, you haven't worked for half a month, how can you have the money? ”
"You're right, I didn't get paid." Liu Xiangyu smiled bitterly and said, "Han Xiaowan, you just left the money you borrowed from me behind, if you really do this, you won't have to pay you back." ”
"It doesn't matter if you don't pay it back, isn't it just a little bit of money, I'm embarrassed to ask you for debts!" Han Xiaowan grinned, "It's just that you helped me pay for the drink, so my waist bag should be empty." ”
"Not really." Liu Xiangyu replied, "How dare a person like me borrow money to survive." Besides, I came from a poor background, and I have developed a good character of frugality since I was a child. ”
"It's also true, there are really fewer and fewer thrifty young people like you now, and it can almost be said that they are on the verge of extinction. It's rare, it's rare! Han Xiaowan pretended to say with emotion, and then asked, "Excuse me, do you still have money for breakfast tomorrow?" ”
"I won't starve myself to death for the sake of face." Liu Xiangyu smiled and said, "Don't worry, Han Xiaowan, when you wake up tomorrow morning, you can still have a full meal." ”
"Oh, okay, that's fine." Han Xiaowan said with a smile, "But according to my estimate, the copper plates in your pocket won't last until you receive your salary, or I'll lend you another money." ”
"I appreciate your kindness, but please don't force me to borrow money from you." Liu Xiangyu said humorously, "Han Xiaowan, are you addicted to being a creditor?" ”
"No, but I like to be your creditor." Han Xiaowan replied.
"But I don't like to be your debtor, you know?" Liu Xiangyu said with certainty.
"Why aren't you willing to accept my help, is it because you're afraid that I'll pester you?" Han Xiaowan couldn't control her emotions, and asked Liu Xiangyu excitedly and angrily.
"Han Xiaowan, why did you go around the conversation again, it's really disappointing!" Liu Xiangyu said in a deep voice, "I'm sorry, it's time, it's time for me to keep my promise and hang up the phone." ”
After speaking, Liu Xiangyu hung up the phone, casually put the mobile phone on the small square table placed by the head of the bed, shook his head and smiled, then fell on the bed board and closed his eyes to think about his own business.
He didn't understand how he could so strongly reject Han Xiaowan's show of love, was it because she wasn't beautiful enough and not moving enough? Apparently not! To be honest, Han Xiaowan is the most beautiful and amorous among the girls he has ever come into contact with, and that kind of attraction is not something that ordinary men can resist, so to speak, a flattering look at her will make people willing to surrender to her.
However, he frequently flattered her and showed his love, but he was indifferent, like a monk who had no emotions and six desires. Why is this, is it because of the first love who has abandoned him? It must be so, otherwise he would not have been able to explain it.
As soon as he thought of Tang Yi, Liu Xiangyu's whole heart felt a deeply torn pain, and he felt that the wound was gurgling and bleeding, and the pain made him want to scream like crazy. However, he was a strong-willed man after all, and finally controlled this strong impulse, and said nothing, but only got up, took out a cigarette, lit a fire, and smoked silently, and the light blue smoke rose to cover his melancholy face.
As time passed, it became clearer and clearer that the person he loved most had drifted away and could not return to him, and that his persistence was destined to be a nullity, a tragic ending. In that case, why do you still insist on it, why do you still hold on to this hopeless love?
He knew that he was stupid to do this, but he just refused to turn around and leave everything behind, because he was too attached and obsessed with this love. Tang Yi, do you know how much I love you! He suddenly shouted in his heart, his heart was sour, and he felt like he wanted to cry. He tried his best to control his emotions so that the tears did not welled up.
That night, he once again lost sleep for love, and did not fall asleep in a daze until it was almost dawn, with a faint sadness on his handsome face.