Chapter 70: Longing for the Sea of Stars
I looked up at the nursery rhyme, and I didn't seem to have any intention of going back. She just stared at the lightning and thunder in the sky, her face very reverent, longing, but also a little worried.
I wanted to say something, but I didn't want to break the rare silence in the hustle and bustle, and it was too late to say that, and in an instant, the wind blew fiercely, and the dark clouds filled the sky, and then the raindrops of beans fell from the sky, and the windows crackled.
Another thunderbolt, deafening. Suddenly, the raindrops were connected into a line, and with a bang, the heavy rain sloped down from the sky as if the sky had fallen.
I sat on the sofa and played with my mobile phone to fight the landlord, and the mobile phone stared at the screen and asked the nursery rhyme casually: "What are you thinking about when you are so distracted?" ”
"I'm wondering if my aunt and uncle have arrived home, and it's going to be troublesome if there's a traffic jam on the road."
"Then send a message and ask! , you send it, my mother is probably happier than her own son's hair! ”
"Really? Then I sent it! ”
After getting my affirmative nod, Tong Yao took out his mobile phone and sent a message, raised his head inexplicably happily, and stared at the sky again.
I was curious about what the nursery rhyme was reading, so I stared straight at the transparent skylight overhead, and the rain was falling heavily, splashing a layer of white rain mist, like an ethereal white veil. A gust of wind blew violently, and the white veil drifted away, and the raindrops slanted on the glass stagnant water, stirring up splashes.
"What are you looking at? What are you looking for? ”
The nursery rhyme still tilted her head and said: "When I was young, I read a storybook that said that a sea of stars could appear when lightning and see the people I wanted to see, although I knew that it was just a beautiful story, but I was still willing to look for it, afraid of missing the most beautiful moment." ”
"I also think you can see it, you think about that person in your heart, and then you look hard and you can see it."
"Really?"
"Well, really!" I looked up too.
Tong Yao suddenly sat up and looked at me, "Gu Yuekai, are you trying to find Ling Xi in the sea of stars?" ”
"No, I'm looking for myself, the self lost in the night sky, I don't know if I'm lost, if I do, where I left myself, where to look for it......"
"I believe that somewhere in our unknown corner, there is a sea of stars, and it is dazzling. Surrounded by an infinite amount of soft light, soft enough to soothe all our pains and guide us like a morning star......"
"Do you think I can find it?"
"It's not sure you can find it! Let's start by talking about whether you've lost it or not. The nursery rhyme replied seriously, but I was speechless for a while, in front of the nursery rhyme, I still don't play Wenqing.
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The lightning flashed and followed by the thunder, and the two of them fell into silence, I even thought that the nursery rhyme had fallen asleep, but she said to herself: "Gu Yuekai, I think Ling Xi is a happy woman, and a persistent person like you has always loved her. I used to be foolish to think that there was someone who was so nice to me, but in the end I left me because of one of my dad's subsidiaries and married someone else. ”
I finally remembered the last time there was a power outage, when the nursery rhyme said that the nursery rhyme didn't understand my feelings, the nursery rhyme reacted violently.
After a long silence, I looked at the nursery rhyme that continued to look up and asked, "Then will you resent him?" ”
He told me that in order to get the company, he found someone he didn't love and got married, but now he feels that he is very happy, has children, and has a career, and these happiness may not be possible with me. I used to think that love could transcend material things, but now I believe more in what people call fate. ”
If it is really as the nursery rhyme says, then should Ling Xi also be happy? I asked myself over and over again.
"I once thought that you were a junior thrown away by the master, from rich to poor, but you are still living happily, but today I found out that you are still the daughter of a rich man, I think this kind of bloody life experience is in addition to online novels, that is, TV series will appear, but I didn't expect it to exist in reality."
"Gu Yuekai, you won't break off with me or deliberately alienate me because of this, right?"
"You underestimate me too much, you never thought that I would beat you up and take the opportunity to blackmail you?"
The nursery rhyme shook her head vigorously and said, "Come on, blackmail, blackmail, blackmail, and blackmail, because I know that you are not that kind of person at all." ”
"So what kind of person am I?"
"A good man, a good friend to befriend!"
I crossed my legs, played with my phone, and said with a cynical expression: "Don't think that you can subdue me by wearing a top hat, I am a bad person by nature." ”
The nursery rhyme didn't bother me with my questions and continued to look at the sky, the rain was still falling......
After another moment of silence, the nursery rhyme said, "Then wait until you show your bad face!" Gu Yuekai, sing to me! ”
"I'm not a professional singer, my singing is so ugly, your voice is so good, why don't you sing for me?"
"I haven't learned a few Chinese songs, and you may not be able to understand English songs, so it's better not to sing them."
I don't care about the contempt for nursery rhymes: "Don't be so disgusted, okay?" Sing whatever you want! ”
A torrential rain knocked on the skylight overhead, and the heat and depression gradually subsided with the rain.
The nursery rhyme got up and walked up to me: "I can sing it, you have to stay here with me until dawn!" ”
"Beauty, don't play with me, okay? I won't be dozing to death at work tomorrow! ”
"There are also sofas here, you can also sleep, the equipment is so complete, the last time I came here, the entire observation deck was rented by astronomy enthusiasts, and it is no problem for you to rest."
"Lonely men and widows, stay overnight at the observation deck, you will be laughed at when you spread out, you are now a person with status."
The nursery rhyme was very dissatisfied with my bad excuse: "Then you squeezed into my room last night to rub the air conditioner, aren't you afraid of being laughed at in the future, who was the one who had the words at that time?" ”
I deliberately lowered my voice and threatened: "Nursery rhyme, I'm going to strangle you, so that you don't have to hit me all the time!" ”
"Pinch it, pinch it! Don't think I don't have a wolf guard in my bag. ”
"I don't know if there's a wolf guard in the bag, in fact, how can you use anything else, you lift the hatred on this foot and stab it, it is estimated that it is more powerful than a knife, good guy, at least five or six centimeters, right?"
"Eight centimeters!"
Me: "......"
In the end, I compromised, and the nursery rhyme promised me a song.
"Gu Yuekai, you can help me open and sing, and search for the accompaniment of "Dust"!"
I immediately replied, "You're okay and still singing, right?" ”
"I used to be in Yipin Tianxiang, many people played, I downloaded one, and later found that there was a person called 'Desert Kangaroo' in the singing bar who sang Stefanie Sun's "Meet", and I thought it was very good at the time, and I paid attention to him, and I have been playing until today."
"Then I'll download one when I have time, and I'll give you a fan of each other."
"Mutual fans are exempt! This is my first time recording a song, and I don't know how it will work. ”
When I opened the singing bar, I found that the nursery rhyme stage name was 'I love to eat iced watermelon', and I didn't laugh out loud after holding it for a long time, and my lungs hurt.
……
The accompaniment sounded slowly, the nursery rhyme closed her eyes and took a deep breath, her face was very calm, and she hummed softly along with the music.
"The stars have always been in this sea of clouds, waiting for the sun to leave after being tired, I have been staying in this vague area, waiting for you to come back tired, only after dark can you have brilliance, to see the faint existence, I am like the stars are thousands of miles away from you, the white clouds are always dependent on the blue sky, my love also exists because of you, even if you don't understand my feelings and waiting, my love is like dust, scattered in the frontier area, no longer looking forward to anyone, is it a kind of freedom, and commitment is like dust, constantly buried by time, Who remembers the confession in the heavy rain......"
The quiet and warm voice of the nursery rhyme wafted through the viewing platform with the accompaniment, and her voice seemed to have a calming magic, so much so that it quieted my otherwise restless heart.
I closed my eyes slightly, and the song ended, but I still didn't want to return to reality, and my mind was full of a woman in the dust, the wind blowing her messy hair, looking at the endless yellow sand, waiting lonely......
"It's really nice! Nursery rhymes, I'll send them out for you! ”
The nursery rhyme was also embarrassed by my words, and said: "It's better not to use it, I like to be quiet, what if someone really pays attention to me?" ”
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