[Chapter 218: Seeking Support]
Looking at his sincere praise, Huang Ying was relieved, and originally wanted to politely say, "If you like to eat, then I will often cook it for you in the future", but when I thought of what he just said, I blushed and couldn't continue, so I couldn't help it.
The two of them ate together, Li Yan had a good taste and ate a lot, while Huang Ying didn't eat much. In the meantime, when it came to the problem of cooking, she said that because her father died very early, the financial pressure on the family fell on her mother, and at that time she was young, all she could do was help take care of her younger brother and daily housework, so she came into contact with cooking and stir-frying at an early age. Finally, when she graduated from college, she could help her younger brother go to school, and her mother was not so stressed, but she was seriously ill, which was also the result of years of hard work.
Speaking of her mother, Huang Ying is a little sentimental, but after experiencing the initial helpless period, she feels more fortunate now. She is not only a filial girl, but also a girl who knows how to be grateful, as soon as she talked about it, she thanked Li Yan again, saying that if it wasn't for him, the consequences would be completely different.
"Here we go again! I didn't do anything, and you thanked me a lot. ”
For Huang Ying, her mother's serious illness should be the biggest hurdle, and she has already talked about this topic, and it will be easier to talk about her current topic, right? Thinking of this, Li Yan continued to ask: "By the way, I think you still have something to say." Bar! Even if I can't help you, two people together can figure out more than one person. ”
Hearing this, Huang Cheng was stunned for a moment, then quickly lowered his head and sent the rice to his mouth one by one.
Li Yan didn't urge, the matter was her own, it was her freedom to decide whether to say it or not, if she really didn't want to say it, urging would only make her more nervous and stressed. The topic of guidance has been opened, and now it is up to her to whether she can pass the mental barrier.
He had almost eaten, so he drank his tea and waited quietly.
After a few minutes, Huang Ying spoke, still not looking up, but just said something in a low voice.
"What you said before still counts?"
Because there were only two people, except for the fan on the side, there was no other sound, Li Yan still heard clearly, but didn't understand what she was referring to.
"Can you be clear? What I say to you, it must all count, but I don't know which one you're referring to? ”
"You say...... Willing...... Wrap me up......" Huang Ying's head lowered even lower, and her voice became smaller.
But when these words fell on Li Yan's ears, it was tantamount to a thunderbolt on a sunny day! When this girl was in the most difficult time, it was still difficult to sell herself to save her mother, how could she get through the difficulties, but begged for support? Is there anything more troublesome to do?
Li Yan stretched out his hand and lifted her head, which was so low that it was almost in the bowl.
It's just that the posture of his hand to support his chin fell in the eyes of Huang Ying, who had just said the words of begging for support, it felt like a teasing with his chin, and it was like a landlord in the old society who chose a girl and a woman to check the goods, which made her have a strong sense of shame, her eyes were closed, and her body trembled slightly.
Li Yanyuan just lifted her head and let everyone look at each other face-to-face, why did she seem to be ...... Put on a panicked and let you taste it? Am I really like a girl in captivity? He let go of his hand and asked Lou in a low voice, "Did your brother go to drug trafficking?" ”
Huang Ying is a little tormented, for fear that after Li Yan looks at the goods, he will have to "inspect the goods", he is conflicted, nervous, helpless, and a trace of expectation, if he really wants to inspect the goods, he will still kiss it! Unexpectedly, she was nervous and didn't give birth, Li Yan didn't kiss her at all, but let go.
Does he not look down on me?
Her heart was sad, yes! As he gave an example last time, if you really covet a woman's body, you can find a cheap Iod, a high-end one, or even dozens of virgin women...... Even if you really want to take care of me, there are already a lot of school girls who are greedy for pleasure, and it shouldn't be expensive, so how can he know that I am a big burden?
When it comes to asking for support, for Huang Cheng, it has already broken through the biggest bottom line, and it can be called a sellout. Originally, she couldn't say such words even on the phone, which cost her all her courage and strength. What's worse is that Li Yan's actions show that it is not agreement, not consideration, but unworthy disdain! This made her feel that when she had no strength, she was smashed into the center room by a big hammer, and she almost collapsed! Your brother went to drug trafficking? This sudden and inexplicable sentence made Huang Ying's thinking stagnate for a moment, and also pulled her back from the brink of collapse.
"Why...... So ask? Of course not! Curiosity allowed her to temporarily ease the sadness and shame in her heart.
"You didn't even think about it when your mother's huge medical bills were hopeless; Now that I'm suddenly saying that, I thought there must be something more troublesome, more troublesome than your mother's life, and for you, it's definitely not your own trouble, so I'm wondering if your brother took the risk by raising money......"
Seeing that she opened her eyes, Li Yan looked at her without blinking, his eyes were as soft as possible, and his voice was slow, to relieve her pressure at one time.
Huang Ying smiled slightly bitterly and shook her head.
"Well, what I said, of course it counts. But I want to know what's going on, and since you can even tell me what to do, there's nothing else hard to talk about, right? Li Yan grabbed her weak shoulder, squeezed it hard, and encouraged her to speak out.
Huang Ying's head lowered her hand a little unconsciously, and after pursing her lips and groaning for a while, she whispered: "You remember this, and you still remember what I said, right?" ”
Li Yan thought about it for a while, and at that time, she was afraid that she would embark, or be deceived into embarking on the road of selling herself, so she understood in such a more direct way that it was useless to sell herself. At that time, she finally said that she knew that he didn't have much money, and 300,000 yuan should be all his savings, maybe he still had to press the house or something, and she couldn't let him use his wife's capital to help......
"That's when I said...... I haven't gotten to that point yet, I'll think about it, and if I can get through my own level, I'll really let you take care of it...... "This is kind of compensation with a personal promise."
"Hmm." Li Yan didn't express his opinion, waiting for her to finish.
"Later things started because of you, and there was a very good exhibition, and you know the process and the result. I haven't been in more trouble now, it's just that after this period of careful consideration, some things have been figured out......" Speaking of this, Huang Ying seemed to calm down a little, and dared to look up at him.
Li Yan also has to admit that the pressure makes people grow, compared to Huang Jian when she just entered the company, she has matured a lot now.
"Luckily, the biggest problem has been solved. But for my family, it's still grim...... If they can help my mother complete the surgical treatment fee, follow-up treatment fee, recuperation, etc., we need to bear it ourselves. My brother is still weak and can't help much. My salary, in addition to the fixed daily expenses and living expenses for two people, is not much if the extra savings are deducted from the tuition fees. When my mother comes back, it may be enough to cover the expenses, so that it will not be able to support the follow-up treatment expenses, medical care, etc., ......"
Huang Ying seemed to confide in Li Yan, and seemed to say to herself and give herself confidence: "Just like the previous hospitalization, as long as there is still a glimmer of hope, I will do my best......"
Li Yan can understand her thoughts, people are like this, if the gap between the ideal and the reality is too big, you can only be forced to give up the ideal, if you can still have a chance to realize it with all your might, many people are willing to give up part of it in exchange for the realization of the ideal.
The life of the mother and the future of the younger brother are more important to Huang Cheng than ideal. If it was the high treatment fee that she couldn't make up before, then for her, she could only go step by step, and she could only hate herself for being useless. It's different now, it's just that she has the ability to take care of the family's life, and her mother's follow-up treatment expenses, etc., can still be done if she fights, and of course she won't give up.
To put it mildly, it was useless to sell oneself before, but now selling oneself can solve the problem.
Li Yan could think of this immediately, and Huang Ying, who was thoughtful, naturally understood this, but of course she was more willing to sell to Li Yan alone than to sell herself.
Seeing that Li Yan didn't speak, Huang Mei took a deep breath and smiled hard: "Li Yan, you must think that I have reached the edge of depravity, but this is not the case. I'm not trying to betray **, I'm trying to find someone to bear with me. But this is not something that can be found in a while, and men nowadays may not be willing to accept a trouble. So......
She paused, hesitated, and said the final key! "Although not many people paid attention to your last Internet hype, the afterglow has not faded. A man tried his best to contact the hospital and finally found me and said he would like to take care of my mother with me......"
I see! It's no wonder. Si Yan sighed: "Have you seen him?" Do you know him? He only knows a little about you, maybe it's because you're beautiful? ”
Huang Ying shook her head, bit her lip, and said after a while, "I haven't seen him, and I don't know about him." It's just that his words make me feel that it is feasible, if there is a suitable person who is willing to help me, it is a better way to find someone to marry...... I also know that he may be a liar, or he may be in bad condition, or his personality is not compatible at all. So...... I ask you if what you said counts...... At least I know you, I know you, and these days, I also feel that you are the man I like...... Maybe you just sympathize with me, but you certainly won't lie to me or hurt me...... However, I know that you won't like me, just kind enough to help me, but you are not very rich, I can't let you help for nothing, I can give it...... It's just me, and I'm voluntary. You're definitely not going to marry me, and I can't cause you trouble in the future, so ......