Gentle ruffian's self-report
If you have been reading the book for so long, there will definitely be readers who will wonder how my pen name came from, here, let me tell you about my pen name, in fact, my pen name is very storytelling.
My pen name is Gentle Ruffian, and I think everyone knows it. The ruffian is not moaning without illness, but a reader has put it forward, although it hurts, but the ruffian still has to work hard to meet everyone's requirements, isn't it?
In fact, gentleness and ruffian can't be combined, but these are completely two stories, of course, some children's shoes may have also encountered, in fact, my age is the same as everyone's, a post-90s.
I remember when I was in junior high school, that is, when I was in the second year of junior high school, I fell in love with a girl, as for the name or something, I can't say it, I just know that I was still young at that time, and I was also very well-behaved and immature.
After a long time of hard work, she finally agreed to my relationship, at that time I really liked her, what is delicious and fun, just give it to her first, in fact, at that time it was the so-called love of children, don't laugh at it.
That's it, not a few weeks later, suddenly someone called me in the class, I was short at that time, that is, less than 1.6 meters, my body was also very thin, and I was still anemic at that time, but there were a few worshippers and brothers, and I didn't think about it so much.
I thought it was just a pen to borrow a book or something, but I was taken to the toilet and given me a cigarette first, I hadn't smoked at that time, and I was definitely a good student.
When they saw that I wasn't smoking, they started pushing me, and after a while, they started beating me, and it was really painful at that time, and it took a long time to stop, and my body was full of mud, and the toilet was full of that sour smell. But I didn't pay attention to this after being beaten at that time.
But I don't pay attention, it doesn't mean that other people don't pay attention, my girlfriend, who is in the same class as me, and is in the row behind me, she was three or four centimeters taller than me at the time, and when she saw the mud on my body, she immediately asked me.
At that time, I was afraid of causing trouble, so I didn't say anything, but her last sentence was: "Is it okay if you don't say anything if you are beaten?" Will you not be silent when I am beaten? Okay, since you want that, let's break up. ”
At that time, in order not to hurt her, I really broke up, I didn't know what I thought, and I didn't know until later that it was caused by my timidity, and the boy who beat me fell in love with her, very helpless, really helpless.
After knowing that, I was ready to chase it back, but she didn't give me a chance, and since I didn't give it, then I could only fall. Many readers may have experienced this firsthand, and they all understand that feeling.
Since then, smoking, drinking, fighting, surfing the Internet, not studying in class, etc., have all appeared on me, dressed with bells and whistles, and I really feel like a ruffian.
Later, every time I saw her, I would smile happily, but everyone knew that I was pretending, but at that time, I had to die to save face and suffer the crime, and I never said it again.
Later, I dropped out, went to school, dropped out, went to school, and went to school several times in a row, and finally got annoyed......
I have told my own stories to many people, some people say that I am really gentle with women, some people say that I am like a ruffian now, I just smiled faintly and explained to them: I don't hate anyone in this life, I hate myself, why would I degenerate myself for a word.
Therefore, the ruffian warns everyone: There are many good women, don't let a woman ruin her life! Of course, it is not for women, but not because the person you love stings you with a word, and makes your life meaningless!
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