Chapter 120: Breeding Hatred

"Heh, a cheap life like yours, even if the palace takes it, it is estimated that the emperor will not pursue it. Don't look at the fact that you are fascinated by the emperor now, and you have seduced the king of Qingning and the crown prince to be fascinated by you, and you will be tired of seeing you in a few days......"

"Concubine Li, please speak with respect." Li Anyue listened to her more and more ugly, and couldn't help but respond.

"What? Blame Motonomiya for speaking viciously? Bengong doesn't think you're pitiful at all, take out your set of seducing men so that Bengong can pass through his eyes, Bengong is curious, how did you make those men fall in love with you with such an ugly face, could it be that there is a body that charms men, so ......" Luo Yan sneered, and his jade fingers hooked Li Anyue's chin.

Li Anyue turned her head, "Su Yuyan, don't go too far!" ”

Luo Yan's movements and the expression on his face paused for a moment, and then he snorted coldly and stood up, "Since you are so uninteresting, this palace doesn't want to talk nonsense with you." It's just that if you dare to stand in the way of this palace, this palace will never regret a stumbling block, and it will definitely be eradicated! ”

After she finished speaking, she brushed her sleeves and left, Li Anyue just replied lightly, "The slave and maid send the mother." ”

After Luo Yan left, Xianglan and Zuiyue poked their heads in, "Sister, what is Concubine Li doing here?" ”

"yes, I looked very angry when I saw her go out just now."

Li Anyue remembered her expression when she said Su Yuyan's name just now, and there were a little more complicated emotions in her heart, so she shrugged her shoulders, "It's nothing, I guess it's boring." ”

Luo Yan walked out of the Chengde Hall with a handkerchief in his hand, and his red lips were tightly pursed, the name ...... The name she had abandoned a long time ago...... It came out of her mouth like this without warning, how did Li Anyue know about this, did she know it from the beginning? But why did she pretend not to know at that time? Or has there been some recent move by herself that has exposed her identity? What else did she know in that case?

The words "Li Anyue ......" were spit out by her gritted teeth. She has worked so hard to climb to her current position, how can she give up her efforts because of such a small stumbling block, she will not allow it!

Since she was a child, no matter what she does, Li Anyue has always been in front of her, she looks better than her, her personality is better than her, and she is more diligent than her, so everyone is praising her and comparing her with Li Anyue. Eight years ago, she thought that this was the end of everything, she thought that she could finally stand in the most prominent position in the house, and she thought that her mother would be able to put all her love on her. But she didn't expect that even if Li Anyue disappeared, Li Meifang's heart was always just thinking about Li Anyue, and during the time she disappeared, Cha Fan waited at the door for her to come back. Su Yuyan thought at that time: It would be good when the time passed, and then there would be only me in my mother's heart. But......

Li Anyue came back, and it became so different that it even made her feel humble. Maybe she has always been humble, so she looks at Li Anyue's words and deeds with a different eye. She never understood why she was also a daughter, Li Meifang could be treated so differently, like a daughter for Li Anyue, everything she said to her was obedient, and all good things were left to her first.

Until one day, she heard the conversation between Li Meifang and Su Yuan, and she realized that she was even more pitiful than she imagined.

"Aren't you tired of carrying that oil bottle all day long?" Su Yuangang drank wine, and his speech was vague.

"She's my daughter, what's so bad about me!"

"Phew! Daughter, if it weren't for the fact that you fell red that time, Lao Tzu knew that you were still chaste, and Lao Tzu would still want you! I don't know if this oil bottle was picked up from under a jujube tree! ”

"What nonsense are you talking about? Be quiet, and let the kids listen later! ”

"I'm not talking nonsense, I'm telling you, the longer this oil bottle is, the more Peugeot it is, maybe it can be sold for a good price......"

"You're talking nonsense, I won't listen to you, it's time to go cook for the kids...... Yan'er? Li Meifang hurriedly came out of the back room, but saw Su Yuyan standing at the door like this.

"Mother, that woman is not my sister, is she, she is a wild child, isn't she?" Su Yuyan's eyes were full of tears.

"Yan'er, your father is drunk, don't listen to his nonsense!" Li Meifang hurriedly squatted down to comfort her.

Su Yuyan shook her hand away, "Mother, you don't have to lie to me, I'm not a child anymore!" But I don't understand why I'm your daughter, and you're treating her better than me, and I wonder if you don't love me at all! ”

"Yan'er, of course my mother loves you, but, mother, please don't say these things to your sister...... Yan'er! Before Li Meifang finished speaking, Su Yuyan had already run out, and she wanted to kick this person who didn't belong to this family out of this family!

At that time, Li Anyue was talking to Huzi under the peach blossom tree, and Su Yuyan ran over angrily, "Li Anyue! ”

"Why are you here!" Li Anyue glanced at her strangely.

"Li Anyue, let me tell you, you are not my sister! You're just a wild seed picked up by your mother! ”

Li Anyue looked at her casually, "Yes, I know." ”

Su Yuyan was stunned by her casual reaction, "Don't you understand, I want you to get out of this house right now!" ”

"Su Yuyan, how can you talk to your sister like this!" Huzi stepped forward to protect Li Anyue behind him.

Su Yuyan was stunned, her face turned red, and she held back a sentence for a long time, "She's not my sister!" ”

……

Luo Yan stretched out her hand to fold a flower, picked off the petals one by one and threw them on the ground, heh, how similar she is to this petal now. She looked at the scattered petals under her feet, lifted the golden lotus's little foot and stepped on it, pressing back and forth.

No one knows what kind of humiliation she has lived in all these years, and no one knows how much she has suffered in the past six months. On that day, she ran away from home in a rage, and when she stood at the top of the hill, she saw the village on fire from a distance, and rushed back, but when she was at the entrance of the village, she fell under the small bridge because of a moment of inattention, but she escaped the disaster. At this time, more than a dozen masked men dressed in black jumped out from all over the village.

"How's it going, is it all settled?"

"Solved, not a single living mouth."

"Is the person the master wants in there?"

"There doesn't seem to be a girl of the same age in the corpse."

"Are the two daughters of the family in the corner of the village here? It must be one of them. ”

"No, there are only two people, a man and a woman, and neither girl is visible."

"! Another trip in vain! ”

"What should I do when I go back?"

“…… Don't say anything, just treat everyone as if they're dead! ”

Su Yuyan hid under the bridge, piled up with those withered fallen leaves and weeds, and her small figure was hidden in the darkness. She covered her mouth as hard as she could, for fear of accidentally making a sound. I don't know how long it took, but there was only the crackling sound of fire and wood around her, and she felt cold and scared, and she wanted to go out but didn't dare, so she hid inside. Suddenly, she heard the voice of a little girl crying, she recognized it as Li Anyue's voice, a trace of joy flashed in her eyes, and she wanted to run out to find her, but the moment she got up, she thought of the conversation of those people in black, there are only two daughters in the village, and they are the only family, so are those people going to kill them? She thought of Li Anyue and Li Meifang's unusual attitude towards Li Anyue. She sat down again, but her body no longer felt cold, but her heart was as cold as ashes, and the curses she had cursed Li Anyue over and over again were piled up in her mouth. When the surroundings were quiet again, she dragged her numb legs and fled the horrible place as fast as she could, but she did not expect to face even more terrible darkness in the future.

Her shoes were worn out when she ran to the town, and as she walked into the town she glanced back at the road leading to the village behind her, and the endless darkness seemed to engulf her. She went to find the boys who usually played together, but at this time the people in the town had already fallen asleep, and the town was as quiet as a grave, so she could only find a corner at random, squatting in the corner and waiting for the dawn, but it was still winter at that time, and it was full of snow, and she was so frozen that she couldn't move for a while, so she could only tremble and knock on the door from house to house, asking them to take her in, but either no one answered, or she was driven away by the people. Finally, an old man who was a janitor kindly took her into the firewood room, so that she would not die in the snow.

But after that, life only became more painful, and it seemed that there was no hope in sight. When those boys began to see Su Yuyan, they thought that she was called Hanako from somewhere, and they looked disgusted and wanted to drive her away. After knowing that she was Su Yuyan, he took her home with a smile and asked her to change clothes and wash, and Su Yuyan became the slim woman on weekdays again. However, those sons and brothers were not so innocent and kind, after listening to her difficulties, they looked at her with squinting eyes and began to move their hands and feet, if it wasn't for her excuse to go to the toilet, her life might have been ruined like this. She ran out, but she didn't know where to go, and she almost fell into the tiger's mouth several times along the way, but she also escaped by luck, but in the end she was still sold into the Qinglou, and she also escaped several times, but in the end she was caught back, and all she waited for was a severe beating. Every time this happens, the hatred in her heart gets deeper and deeper, and the only motivation for her to survive is the hatred that permeates the bottom of her heart.

Everything began to change that night.