180. Embark on a journey to find love + refinement
However, outside the window, Tang Er heard her words word by word, and also saw her tears one by one.
The heart that was suddenly frozen seemed to have melted a corner because of this, perhaps it had already been melted a lot by Xu Na.
He quietly pushed open the window, the sound of the window opening was silent, his steps were light, and "Xu Na・・・・・・" even the voice was very soft.
The light stilled time, stilled her tears.
Well, quietly, Don stopped time.
Letting time stop at this moment alone is an act against the sky, so Don Er must pay the price, and that is all his strength. In just one minute, all his strength was directly consumed, and if he was an ordinary person now, he could also be killed.
“・・・・・・”
The quiet moon is quiet, time is like flowing water, hurried but unforgettable.
"Don'er!"
Suddenly, like a broken mirror, Xu Na burst into tears and shouted his name.
Just now, she felt that life had stopped, for a long, long time, but she heard his voice, and he told her not to cry!
Her tears are dry? No, he wiped away her tears.
Has he been here? The man was not there, even so, she was convinced that he had just come!
She threw herself to the window, looked at the big trees outside the window, looked at the street, and could only see the two backs that had faintly disappeared.
Tang Er and Kenshin Lee!
That was her first thought, and she shouted his name, but didn't see anyone looking back.
She wiped away her tears strongly, clutched her stomach, and trotted out of the room, she hadn't eaten all night, and now she was also enduring a stomach ache.
"Huh? Nana, where are you going? Nana! Her parents were anxiously shouting at the door, but before they could hold Xu Na's body, they saw her running downstairs quickly, and had to chase after her.
Xu Na pushed open the door of the house, did not change her shoes, ran to the street on her slippers, and identified the direction of the figure she saw just now, knowing that the road led to a certain place, she thought for a while, and did not hesitate to choose another way to run, it was a small alley, and then there was a muddy road, where you could quickly lead to the so-called somewhere!
She gritted her teeth, she didn't know why she was like this, she felt that if she hadn't caught up with them today, she would have lost him forever. She didn't know why that person was so important to her in just a few days. She insisted on her choice, and she was going to catch up.
Knocking over the clutter in the alley, she unbelievably stepped over a few tattered chairs.
"Hmph..." A muffled snort came from Xu Na's throat, she frowned in pain, and then struggled to continue running.
From her distant figure, you will find that in the place where she ran just now, there are dots of blood, and on the chair next to her, there is a long nail that is shining impressively, and it is glowing with a little blood red.
As soon as I got out of the alley, I came to a muddy road, which was originally a rural farmland, but because of the construction of the city, it was not developed, and it left a muddy land, which was often just a short walk for some students after school.
Maybe it's because there are so many people, there is actually a ridge road that has been stepped on tightly, but there are still many passers-by walking on it, and Xu Na had to rush directly into the muddy land.
The first step down, because he was too anxious, slipped and fell into the mud.
The people around only saw a clay figure slowly get up, and they all laughed and laughed.
However, Xu Na only wiped her feet, because she was entangled in the mud, and it was difficult to move forward. But it can't be helped, she exhausted all her strength, biting her lip to death, regardless of the pain in many parts of her body, she also wants to move forward!
There was only one thought in her head! Catch up with Don and beg him not to leave! Don't go.
Let her see hope, okay? Let her have the strength, okay? Let's go, let's go!
Can you step on it, I beg you to lift your feet and ・・・・・・ toss in the mud, but unfortunately Xu Na finally fell in the mud, and there were still ten steps away from getting out of the mud. But these ten steps have become an unsurpassable distance for her. How she wanted to take ten steps in the mud, she didn't want to fall into the filthy muddy water, she wanted to lie in his arms・・・・・・ her consciousness was blurred, her body began to twitch, her stomach was tumbling, and her heart ached. The tingling sensation under her feet, the tears in the corners of her eyes, the extravagant look in her eyes.
Whoever will help her... Just help her get out of the mud, she can continue to chase, she still has the strength, she will definitely have the strength.
・・・・・・・ drops, drops, drops.
Drip.
It is the sound of the sensor.
A girl with an extremely pale face was lying on a hospital bed, a long time had passed, she had been asleep for a long time, and now she slowly opened her eyes.
It was smallpox, pure white smallpox, nothing, just blank.
She didn't know what she saw.
Was it the first day they met? It was the first day she was going to confess. Was it humiliated in the back mountain? It was he who risked his life to save her. Is it inhuman plunder? It was he who robbed her of only one dinner, the most delicious steak of all. Is it that cold and heartless rejection? No, it was his gentle care, it was the warmth he gave her.
For a few simple days, they didn't have many unforgettable stories, fate arranged for them to meet, and she fell in love with the man who was cold and ruthless to her, but she tried her best to melt his frozen heart, she succeeded, but he still left.
What a pity, Xu Na lay on the hospital bed and smiled bitterly.
She chased him so desperately, why didn't she catch him? How can she be so incompetent, how can she be so vulnerable, obviously there are only ten steps away, as long as she insists on ten more steps, she can continue to chase.
gave up the image, gave up herself, she just wanted to catch up with him.
He's leaving? Yes, he can leave. But she wants to know the why, to know the why! To know how long he is gone! Will it come back!
What a simple wish, but really can't it be fulfilled?
Xu Na remembered the one Tang Er had talked about, and couldn't help but envy her deeply, how could she make him love him so deeply, but she could only get a little warmth, and she had to ask for luxury.
She is a happy person, but why does she hurt him so deeply・・・・・・・ if she is her own, she will definitely not hurt him, because hurting him will only hurt herself more.
What is love? She didn't understand either, neither did Tang Er and Lin Leng, nor did Eros, no one understood. Don't think you've figured it out, actually, you really don't.
Xu Na's head was dizzy, and the more she thought about it, the more uncomfortable she became.
Although I don't know what is more in my stomach, I can barely resist the stomach pain and hunger, but I am always so uncomfortable. Also... Her feet seem to be unconscious.
I was shocked, it turned out that I was just numb.
She looked up at her left foot, she remembered that she had been poked by a nail, and she didn't care so much at the time, but now she realized that her left foot was wrapped in a large layer of gauze.
She smiled bitterly, she didn't regret her actions, she didn't regret them at all, even if the time passed again, she would still do that. When she fell to the mud, she heard the ridicule of the crowd around her, that kind of ridicule was deeply imprinted in her heart, she would not erase it herself, after all, it was a testimony of love, at least she thought so, others thought she was stupid, just because they didn't know how much she loved.
It was past three o'clock in the afternoon, and it turned out that it had only been a few hours.
She thought that a long time had passed, she had seen him several times in her dreams, and she was about to go crazy・・・・・・ Didi Didi's voice made Xu Na's mood very irritable, and she wanted to pull out those needles and clean herself for a while. She was about to pull it out, but she stopped.
can't pull it out, she has to heal her injuries and take care of her body, so she can continue to chase him!
Yes, take care of your body.
She exhaled softly, calming her mind.
She closed her eyes and wanted to rest for a while.
But as soon as he closed his eyes, his faint smile appeared in his mind, he smiled, it turned out that he had laughed, but he didn't notice it?
That smile is so beautiful, but why are there tears flowing from the corners of the eyes?
"Don't cry, it won't look good if you cry."
The previous voice still echoed in her ears, very clear.
She held back her tears and sobbed softly.
I really want to cry, but he said that crying doesn't look good, and he must not like crying girls.
But how could she hold back her crying ・・・・・・ "Woo..."
Don't torture her like that, okay? Just let her cry, it will be better to cry, after all, there is no one around her now, no one to comfort her, no one to let her rely on, but thank the air, which provides her with a place to cry, and no one will see it.
Dear girl, this poor girl, in the future, maybe you won't think how important love is, love is not the whole of life, someone knows that you are really paying for love, really working hard, but believe in yourself, for such a man, don't have such a painful thing for yourself, be kind to yourself, maybe this is what he wants, or maybe so, he will be possible, come back to you・・・・・・ then sleep, sleep peacefully, If you still want to find him tomorrow, then go, embark on a journey, it's not impossible to find your love.
[The author writes this, in fact, he also wants to create a different character for this book, maybe the female No. 2 Xu Na will be more successful. 】