Chapter 233 Li Juli, no apology
Su Gao had to start worrying more.
From the moment he first got involved with the first girl, he was already in a deep quagmire, and he couldn't even escape, so he could only and had to fall into it. Or rather, Su Gaofei is the quagmire, whoever gets close, whoever is contaminated, who unconsciously becomes like that--for this kind of specious ambiguity. Emotional speculation, gambling, entanglement and distress are really not calm and good-looking.
By the time he began to come to his senses, the only thing he could think of was to get out of the mess with a quick knife, at least while both of them were still in time.
Li Juli stood so straight in front of him, she might have guessed it a long time ago, and Su Gaofei's actions were not so without warning.
There must have been practice and rehearsal, Li Juli suddenly pursed her lips and smiled at Su Gaofei, and in an instant, her eyes flowed, and the twilight haze was misty between her eyebrows and eyes, like cherry blossoms falling rain, smiling fresh and good-looking. She laughed so hard, thinking that she must be able to deal with it calmly-
She thought, for her, Su Gaofei is finally no longer a reality. She decided to keep that Su Gaofei in the show, like an ethereal and ethereal feeling. It felt like it flew high into the air and fell into the deep sea, and then in the blink of an eye that no one expected, it suddenly froze. And so that feeling stayed in the body forever and intact. It cannot advance or retreat, it does not bloom and does not bear fruit, and it cannot even rot and deteriorate. It's just that the feeling can't be love anymore.
Li Juli smiled hard and raised her face.
I can handle it, I have to handle it. She said this to herself.
But sure enough, the mood is a rebellious guy who is uncertain. Rebellious to the point of never being willing to be controlled.
When facing Su Gaofei's eyes, Li Juli still couldn't control the tremor of the corners of her eyes. She seemed to see her overdisguised self in the reflection in the depths of his pupils. The self was empty, as if it would make a hollow muffled sound when he knocked on his chest.
A faint but rich sourness. From the corners of the eyes, diffuse and wander. may almost roll out tears, but the expression is handled properly in time, so that the 0.00 seconds of expression can be as short-lived as a trace.
"Is it just a show?"
"Yes, everything has to be the first priority of the show."
Li Juli asked, and Su Gaofei pretended to answer naturally.
Su Gaofei did hone his acting skills very seriously, but when he said this, his eyes flashed and he subconsciously twisted his chin unnaturally. Still sold a slight flaw.
It's like an ambiguous relationship created at the wrong time, with the right words and expressions. Su Gaofei explained this in his heart, and he could only attribute everything to this.
The timing is wrong, whether it's filming a variety show or filming a MV. In addition to the words and expressions that are too engaged to deny it, what about the person? Are people also wrong? Su Gaofei did not dare to delve into it and escaped this annoying question.
"I'm sorry." Li Juli suddenly lowered her head and said softly. Lately she's been doing this a thousand times, and Tara has been doing it a thousand times, and it seems to be almost a subconscious instinctive reaction.
That's what it looks like. Like the scene when she stood on the stage that day, facing the dark abyss-like audience, not only her, but also the other girls were as panicked as she was. In addition to mechanically supporting the performance, I only knew how to bow my head and apologize one by one......
I'm sorry? Su Gaofei's heart trembled, and then immediately seemed to be clenched fiercely. The pain is depressed, and the anger is extreme!
Because he knew what it was like for these girls. He was even more distressed. These days, how did these girls who seem soft and weak come to life? How did you get through? Wounded by the evil words of the whole world.
They have to nod their heads in front of everyone, they have to whisper and flatter everyone, they hold back their tears, they force their faces to laugh, but in this mean world, there is no way to be flattered!
They obviously didn't do anything wrong, so why should they apologize?
Shouldn't it be the pair of "sister flowers" who should apologize? Shouldn't it be those mad dogs who are led by the nose and let them bark? Shouldn't it be the brokerage company that casually pushed its artists down the fire pit to protect their lives?
Shouldn't it be- me?
Shouldn't it be this me who watches the whole world as their enemy, but can only stand in the audience and be helpless?
He is even so incompetent that he can only dissociate himself from them for the time being, because the main force of that group of "mad dogs" is a large number of his Su Gaofei fans. How can fans tolerate their own idols and a combination of national ANTI. I don't know.
Before coming, Han Shenghao told him this sentence - the more important the more you want to protect something, the more you need to stay away.
He had already made a plan, but in front of such a Li Juli, what and how could he completely harden his heart?
He wasn't blind, and he didn't see it, these girls had thousands of times in the past few days, and they had already been desperate and ready to give up in the last second, but in the next second, they would immediately stand up and do their best.
No one wants to listen to what they say, no one wants to believe what they say, so -- except practice.
The blood bubbles were worn out, and the blood flowed silently in their shoes, forming blood scabs and cracking, and they gritted their teeth. Their voices were hoarse, as if they were being scratched by a steel knife, and when they opened their mouths, they even felt that hot air and white smoke were hissing from it, and they refused to stop.
It's like being angry with their idol careers, in the past, the company would never let them overdraw their physical strength and vocal cords so devastatingly, but now, it seems that no one has paid attention to them.
That's it, it's already like this, it's all like this!
She also wants to apologize? To the so-called "members" who patted their butts and walked away after consuming them, to those who did everything in their power to slander and abuse them, to the mad dogs who only heckled regardless of the truth, to the world that brutally confronted them.
Even...... Do you want to say it to me now?
When did I unconsciously stand on the opposite side of them......
How could it be me!
Su Gaofei clenched his fists and then clenched his fists, pushing hard and pushing harder, his fingertips turned white, and his bones gurgled. He was angry, angry at his own powerlessness.
He was so angry that he even wanted to destroy the world, and there was nothing he could do. No, he had to think of a way!
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" Living in the vicious words of everyone, every member of TAR has suffered from a slight mental breakdown to a greater or lesser extent, more or less, in the past few days. As the weather cooled down at night, Li Juli hugged her shoulders and shivered while apologizing unconsciously.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry ......"
"Why apologize!" With a roar, Su Gaofei grabbed her shoulder heavily, he pulled up Li Juli's face that had been hanging down, and looked straight at her, looking at each other, like the tip of a sword against the surface of a lake-
"Why apologize! Why should you apologize! You shouldn't apologize! Li Juli, no apology! (To be continued......)