Chapter 136: Decision
When a person is confronted with the real fear of his heart, the only choice he has is to face it or run away.
Since Yun Yi was reborn, until he came to the military region to pay tribute to his comrades, he didn't think about what he would run away from.
Because he had long decided that his responsibility for rebirth was to take over the rest of the white wolf's life and take over his desire to take care of his family.
He can do very well, much better than the white wolf can do, he is worthy of it.
He lives without burden, just lives according to his heart, and as time goes on, his memory deepens.
He has no problem with his parents, and even feels that this is his parents, not only blood, but also thoughts.
He didn't think that serving the country as a soldier was also a part of him, that was the first half of the white wolf's life, the responsibility of the white wolf, he would admire and admire, but he couldn't bear it.
Fortunately, he didn't have to bear it, at that time, the white wolf always affected him as if he didn't have anything, and when it came to war, he didn't have any fear under the influence.
But that day, the white wolf left in a dashing and desperate manner, ending his heroic and admirable life, he should probably leave a clean Yun Yi, completely take away the illness and hatred, and from now on Yun Yi will live an unaffected life and take care of his parents for him.
According to the script, everything will turn into a benign development, and Yunyi will really get rid of the uncontrollable state at any time and live his own wonderful life, but is everything really like this?
There are some problems that are not realized when they do not happen, and no one thinks that such things will happen when they are born again.
In the same way, no one can imagine how much connection a person after rebirth will have with his previous life? Is he still the same under the influence of memory?
Yun Yi faced this problem, the white wolf is gone, and he will not be sick, but hatred, honor and responsibility are not taken away.
He felt the sorrow of his comrades-in-arms dying on the battlefield!
The comrades-in-arms fought for the maintenance of their lives, he felt it!
This affection is not only engraved in the bones of the white wolf, but also soaked into Yun Yi's soul, he is actually no longer just Yun Yi.
Yun Yi perfectly inherited the glittering honor, the affection of his comrades-in-arms, and the hatred that will never disappear.
When he first woke up, he probably didn't care about what all this meant, all he had was regrets about the white wolf's life.
But when Xiao Fei asked why he didn't kill Lao B to avenge his brother, Yun Yi suddenly understood that he was afraid that not only would he not be freed, but would face a deeper choice.
He, like the white wolf, also needs to choose whether to hold a gun or not? This problem that made the white wolf die generously, this problem that Yun Yi thought would never appear again.
The white wolf is because of his illness, his own hardship, and his own strength, so he can resolutely die, if he is normal, he will definitely not hesitate to pick up the gun and avenge his comrades.
He was gone, but Yun Yi was still there, alone, and would never get sick again.
Yun Yi knew very well that he could pick up a gun, and he was already familiar with all kinds of war skills in his mind. His skills did not degrade with the death of the white wolf, and he even exploded a person's head with a bullet, and he was no stranger to that terrifying picture.
He went to kill Lao B, to avenge his comrades-in-arms, he would not lose control, he would not get sick, and his emotions told him that he should take on the unshirkable responsibility when he took over all this honor!
But the most unfathomable thing in the world is the human heart, which cannot be explained by simple truths, and when faced with things that they don't want to face, everyone thinks that they can convince themselves with endless reasons.
Yun Yi was just a young man who had grown up in peacetime, and he had not experienced the devastation of war, although he was already familiar with this kind of life from memory.
But the country is easy to change, and his temperament is difficult to change, this sentence is not just talking, in the final analysis, he has his own will after all.
It's not that once you are reborn in the novel, you can abandon your character from childhood to adulthood at any time, and under the halo of the protagonist, it seems that it is as easy as a different person.
In the face of the battlefield and the threat of death, most people are born with a sense of fear, and Yunyi is no exception.
With these memories and these empathetic experiences, do you really dare to calmly walk on the battlefield filled with gunpowder, and shuttle between life and death without fear?
Can Yun Yi really raise the muzzle of the gun without hesitation and explode the target's head without moving?
His answer to Xiao Fei's question has already explained his choice, and he would rather repay this affection in what he is good at.
And objectively, he does have his own responsibilities, and the white wolf has never expected him to take revenge, what the white wolf hopes is that he can complete the unfinished filial piety for him.
The parents are already old, and they can't accept that their son is going to the battlefield again, and he is ready to receive the bad news from Yun Yi at any time like his grandfather, this is not what Yun Yi should do, he should live a good life and let his parents rest assured, this is his responsibility.
He has his belief in making his family live well, making his wife happy, and creating a huge business empire.
This life is wonderful, this is the trajectory of his actions, and it is also the life that all those who care about him are most looking forward to seeing.
The mountains are sacrificed!
Everything, with the news coming, ruthlessly broke through all his defenses, and no matter what reason, it could no longer hide the heavy responsibility in his heart.
He is undoubtedly the one who should appear on the battlefield the most, but now he is still getting married peacefully.
The sacrifice of comrades-in-arms may be to protect their families and defend the country, not to avenge them, but they are indeed avenging them, they fought to the death and died on the battlefield.
And isn't it himself who should rush up the most, can he really watch the sacrifice of his comrades one by one in the back safely?
If this is really the case, then under the long-term torture of guilt, I am afraid that in the end he will fall to the same fate as the white wolf, and he can no longer bear the psychological pressure, and ends in a collapse.
With a long sigh, he inherited this identity, and after all, he couldn't escape the arrangement of fate, but he ......
took out his mobile phone, flipped to Mu Lin's number, and muttered for a long time, but he never pressed it.
Thinking of last night's phone call and his mother's explanation in the morning, Mu Lin and his parents will come over tomorrow, and I am afraid I can't wait.
I stood up, put on my coat, picked up yesterday's documents and went out, and came to the living room, where my mother was sitting on the sofa with a gift slip in her hand, and seemed to be still studying.
Yun Yi gently came to his mother and sat down, watching his mother keep arranging seats on the gift list, which was prepared for his wedding.
He looked at his mother quietly, and on the day he was hurt, his mother's collapsed emotions seemed to resurface.
Meng Yuqin turned her head and saw Yun Yi sitting beside her looking at herself without blinking, and said with a smile: "What are you looking at?" ”
Yun Yi was slightly stunned, shook his head and said, "It's nothing, look at what you're doing?" ”
The mother looked at the list on the gift list with some distress and said, "This is the guest our family wants to invite in Linhai, and the seats are not easy to arrange, isn't this trying to find a way?" ”
After speaking, he raised his head and glanced at Yun Yi in his coat, holding a document in his hand, and asked in surprise, "You want to go out?" ”
Yun Yi nodded slightly, and said softly: "Mom, I have something to do when I go out, you take care of your body!" ”
"Come back early!" The mother didn't seem to understand, so she explained, and lowered her head to go about herself.
Yun Yi looked at his mother, slowly stood up, was slightly silent, and left the house.
drove straight to the military region, it was not very long to leave from here, last time I went out lying down, but this time I came on my own initiative.
Looking at the gate of the military region in front, Yun Yi stopped the car and took out the phone to call Liu Xia!
Intelligence!
Liu Xia, Qu Wenfeng and the others, who only slept for two hours, began to fight again, and from time to time there would be information coming, and their task was to sort out useful information from the messy information.
Hearing the phone ringing, Liu Xia saw that it was Yun Yi and answered the channel: "Hey! ”
"Liu Xia, I'm at the gate of the military region, I didn't bring my documents, you came out to pick me up." Yun Yi's cold voice came.
Liu Xia was slightly stunned, and then raised his voice and said, "What did you say?" Are you at the door? ”
Qu Wenfeng looked at Yun Yi sitting in front of him, at the beginning of his tenure, he thought of Yun Yi as soon as he studied this case, and in all aspects, Yun Yi was the best person to deal with Lao B.
But he didn't think about it, because the youngest guardian was not a normal person, and it was because of this case that he was sent out of the hospital lying down not long ago.
And he just sat in this position, he knew that Yun Yi was going to get married in two days, but he never thought that Yun Yi would come at this time.
Staring at Yun Yi Dao: "I'm grateful that you can come over and help us, is there any information you have to provide us?" ”
Yun Yi shook his head and said, "No? ”
Qu Wenfeng frowned slightly: "Then what do you mean by coming?" ”
Yun Yi said in a deep voice: "I heard that the mountain was sacrificed? ”
Qu Wenfeng's face sank, obviously in a bad mood, he nodded lightly and said in a low voice: "Yes, he was sent to the hospital after being injured last night, but he was not rescued in the end, and he died at half past four this morning!" ”
Yun Yi sat on the chair and was silent for a while, "Is there a designated target now?" ”
Qu Wenfeng looked at Yun Yi in surprise, what does this mean? Stared at Yun Yi quietly, with some doubts in his heart, why did he ask this.
But he didn't say much, but took out a map and said: "Yesterday I captured a few live people, and the information we got was not very useful, but there was one piece of information that caught our attention, and it was here." ”
Yun Yi took the map, looked at it carefully, kept it in his heart, and said in a deep voice: "Help me prepare the equipment!" ”
"What?"