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Qin Xiaogu looked at the real person in front of her who was worried, Qin Xiaogu, who had been venting for a long time, but she never confided in her **, she felt so tired and tired, she really wanted to take a nap, and she didn't want to tear the wound that had healed slightly again.

She drooped her eyelids, because she hadn't spoken for too long, the words rolled back and forth on Qin Xiaogu's lips a few times, and she didn't say a word. Xiao Gu tried to open his mouth several times, and finally stiffly popped out a few words, "It's okay, Master, I think, be quiet." ”

Shinichi looked at her and didn't say anything more, just stepped forward and patted her on the shoulder to comfort her, and then left the room.

Xiao Gu sat on the edge of the bed, listening to the crisp birdsong outside the house, and the green leaves were imprinted, and when the wind blew, the leaves would make small swings, like dancing elves. The scenery is harmonious and beautiful.

Xiao Gu kept looking out the window, as if as long as he kept looking out like this, he could calm the anger and mania in his heart, and relieve the remorse and pain in his heart.

For a day and a night, Xiao Gu sat motionless.

Qin Xiaogu only came to his senses, but his body was still very weak. didn't last until the next day, and Kotani collapsed on his side on the bed and fainted.

When Shinichi walked in again, Qin Xiaogu had already woken up for the third time after falling unconscious. At this time, Qin Xiaogu had slowly returned to normal, looking at the real person who walked in, Xiao Gu licked his chapped lips with the tip of his tongue, and then shouted in a low voice, "Master." ”

Zhenyi Zhenren didn't speak, and walked to Qin Xiaogu's bedside, "Awake?" ”

Qin Xiaogu propped himself up with his elbows and sat up, "Hmm." ”

Shinichi lifted the hem of his shirt with his hand, and then sat cross-legged on the bed, Kotani watched Shinichi's movements, turned around with difficulty, and then bent his legs, which were a little stiff and disobedient, and sat cross-legged opposite Shinichi Maru.

Shinichi Majin closed his eyes and didn't open them, "Say." ”

Zhenyi Zhenren said one word, and Qin Xiaogu seemed to have a feeling of finding a place to rely on, a feeling of finding a home.

All the sorrow had nowhere to escape, all the disguises collapsed under this short word, and Xiao Gu's eyes couldn't help but start to burst into tears.

Large teardrops fell one after another on the white silk tied with their hands, smudging one tear-stained flower after another.

"Master" Qin Xiaogu bit his lip, "Xiao Hei was snatched away. was snatched away. ”

"Woo woo woo," poked Qin Xiaogu's sad place again, and she couldn't control the emotions that erupted and began to cry, like a child who had lost her beloved toy.

Without Qin Xiaohei, Qin Xiaogu would be alone from now on.

One walks, one sleeps, one thinks, one intoxicates.

One person is busy, one person is tired, one person is irritable, and one person experiences.

Tears are the only way to express emotions when you can't explain your heartbreak with your mouth. I'd rather be like a child, don't want to see too many things, listen too much, just want to be immersed in my emotions, can't extricate myself, and vent to my heart's content.

Shinichi Zhenren looked at Qin Xiaogu's appearance and didn't make any comforting movements, but said, "Xiaogu, can Master tell you a story?" ”

Qin Xiaogu looked at Shinichi in a daze, with undried tears on his face. After a few seconds, she raised her arm slightly, lowered her head and wiped her face on the silk, then straightened up and looked at Shinichi.

Shinichi Zhenren had a nostalgic look, "This story is my real experience in my childhood, I hope you can get something from my story, and then look at what you did seriously and peacefully, don't let emotions mislead your judgment and perception." ”

"I was originally the son of a prince of the Western Continent, and I was smart and naughty since I was a child. My mother knew that I had the spiritual root of cultivating immortals, but she was always reluctant to send me to cultivate immortals, for fear that my spiritual root would not be as bad as my younger brother, which would hurt my self-esteem. I was originally stubborn, and of course I was not convinced by this kind of cognition, so when I knew that there were immortals who came to recruit disciples, I quietly deceived the handymen guarding the door and ran out of the house. Sure enough, as my mother said, my spiritual root is too poor, and although I was admitted to the Baicao Hall, one of the five major sects in the Western Continent, I was always a low-level miscellaneous servant. I was full of stubbornness, I didn't think about anything, I just practiced all day long, when I really cultivated successfully, all the sect brothers and sisters were in disbelief about my achievements, I was really proud at that time, every day hanging on the cultivation of the foundation building period, showing off everywhere. Later, when I got tired of showing off, I began to think again, who else did I not show off. ”

Xiao Gu saw tears oozing from the corner of his eyes in his eyes, and his heart tightened slightly when he heard Shinichi's tone gradually become low and confused, "One day, I finally remembered that I still have the mother who thought I couldn't surpass my brother-in-law, and the family that has never been proud of my spiritual roots. I was so excited that after all these years, I had finally proven myself to everyone, and I hurried home in my flying machine. ”

Shinichi's tone suddenly took on self-deprecation, and the thick sadness overwhelmed Kotani, "But I can't find my way home." ”

"Heh, I can't find it, I honestly got off the flying magic weapon, and asked passers-by while walking, especially after asking, I sometimes fly with the flying magic weapon for a period of time, and I heard countless people exclaiming, 'Immortals!' I was even more proud, home is getting closer and closer, my mood is more and more excited, I even thought about a lot of scenes that will happen, but when I really arrived home, I was shocked to find that the scenery for a while, the prosperous Hou Mansion has long become dilapidated, the hustle and bustle of the early years, and now the door is full of birds made me suddenly a little panicked, I jumped into the courtyard with a jump. The yard was depressed, but I could still see the traces of human life, and I felt the smell of people in the main house, and I ran to see the father I had admired as a child, who was thin and gray-haired. At that moment, I didn't care about anything, rushed up and hugged him fiercely. Shinichi opened his eyes with a sad expression, "You know what? ”

Xiao Gu looked at the appearance of emotion in a daze, and didn't know why he couldn't spit out a comforting word.

Shinichi didn't seem to be waiting for her answer, but continued: "My father opened his eyes, his eyes were cloudy, but he seemed to feel my breath, his bony hand raised slightly, and he grabbed my hand with all his strength and called out my name, and after he called my name, he died before he could leave a word. ”

"I don't know how to say how I felt at the time, a high-powered, high-spirited Hou Ye ended up in such a bleak way, since I was a child, he was very strict with me, not satisfied and not close. I don't know how to describe my mixed feelings. ”

"Then, I found the porter I had deceived back then. I once heard a sentence that sometimes your question is dodged by the other party, that is, it is telling you euphemistically, and the real answer is cruel. I think this sentence suited my mood at the time. Shinichi Mato let out a breath of turbidity, and continued, "My mother died, died at such a young age, and I remember that when I left, she still had no wrinkles, a rosy face, and a soft smile. I vaguely remember my mother's affectionate and doting eyes when she shook me up in the morning, and the gentleness and kindness she used to tell stories when she slept with me. ”

"My father also breathed on the same day many years later, and the Hou Mansion fell apart. When I left, my mother was worried day and night, didn't think about tea and dinner, washed her face with tears all day long, and ended up depressed. My father had always been optimistic about me, but his fatherly love was too heavy and too repressive, so I ignored the deep emotions behind it, and he was unwilling to re-establish a son, thinking that I would definitely return to my family to inherit the inheritance. ”

"And what about me, what did I do when I was young and ignorant? Abandon your parents, for the so-called struggle, for the so-called pride, hehehe," Zhenyi Zhenren opened his eyes wide, looked at Qin Xiaogu with a serious look, with an unparalleled look of pride in his eyes, "So you have nothing to be sad about, you have accompanied Xiao Hei to the end with your ability, you have not given up on it, you have done your best, so don't feel sorry for yourself, if you are not convinced, then become strong, so strong that no one can beat it!" ”

Shinichi Zhenren carried the sun on his back, and the whole person straightened up, "I disappointed the people who love me as a teacher, but you didn't, you have been doing a good job, don't complain, move forward bravely." ”

After saying that, Shinichi Zhenren waved his hand, and the whole person disappeared into the room.

Qin Xiaogu knelt on his legs and kowtowed deeply in the direction where Shinichi had left. Master, thank you for tearing open the bloody scars and allowing me to face up to my actions, and thank you for revealing your true feelings for allowing me to see the great changes in that young boy's heart.

The road to cultivating immortals is very long, and it may be that we are the only ones who accompany us from beginning to end, there may be a lot of scenery on the road, and there may be many people who accompany us on the road, but they will eventually leave, and they will eventually embark on their own path. Don't be immersed in grief and can't extricate yourself, don't be immersed in remorse and depressed for life.

Face up to your own efforts, face up to your own efforts, put aside the psychological burden, and go on bravely!

Believe that one day, we will see you again.

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I feel that this chapter will be complained to death, and it will be complained to death. Although the writing is messy, I won't tell you that I cried and covered my face while writing, and it was really too easy to be affected by my own emotions