"I believe in you, you don't believe me!"

Suddenly, an ugly phone rang, Yun Yi sat up and fell to the ground, his forehead was covered with sweat!

The mobile phone rang non-stop, his body shivered, his whole body was covered with sweat, but he felt extremely cold.

The dream just now was too terrifying, too real, the bullets were whistling, the flesh was flying, and every feeling of the captain was so clear in his heart.

The phone was still ringing, and he stretched out his hand with some trembling and picked up the phone, and his mother called, answered the phone, and said in a hoarse voice: "Mom!" ”

"Xiao Yi, the marriage certificate has been obtained, why haven't you brought Linlin back yet, your father and I are still waiting for you!"

Mother's soft voice sounded in Yun Yi's ears, Yun Yi was still a little stunned, closed his eyes, took two deep breaths, and then said into the phone: "Mom, she has a job, she's busy, let's talk about it next time!" ”

The mother blamed for a while, what was said, he was in a trance, and he didn't listen to it until the phone came with a blind tone.

Put down the phone and turn off your phone! The room was a little dimly lit, and he shook his head vigorously and got up from the ground.

The last explosion seemed to be in my mind, and I couldn't leave!

The corners of Yun Yi's eyes unconsciously began to moisten again, and he inserted his hand into it! It's as if something is blocked in my heart, and it's very uncomfortable, but I don't know where it comes from.

I sat back on the bed and tried to lean back with my hands on the pillow, but my tentacles felt wet!

Yun Yi subconsciously touched the already soaked pillow with his hand, froze, and in an instant he understood that he was the captain whose face was covered with oil paint, and the bullets and Da Liu sacrificed, and they used their lives to keep themselves alive!

This is not his memory, but the memory of the soldier Yun Yi, at this moment he seems to be able to empathize, and a strong self-destructive impulse swells from the bottom of his heart!

Unable to restrain himself, Yun Yi kept taking a deep breath, and after ten minutes passed, Yun Yi leaned on the bed with a pale face, but the corners of his eyes were still sour, looking up at the top, not letting the tears fall!

At this moment, he finally understood how Yun Yi disappeared. His heart is like ashes! He didn't dare to face it, he wanted to end it all in agony!

Feeling very uncomfortable, he took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, lit one, and half-lay on the bed, the previously unavailable memories in his mind flooded back in waves.

All night, as the sky outside the window brightened, Yun Yi recalled all night before he was finally able to sort out some of the contexts, there was still no one when he was a child, and the few memories were pitiful, most of them were memories after being a soldier.

A young man who graduated from high school and was reluctant to join the army was forced by his grandfather to join the army in his freshman year and experienced the ups and downs of the army.

was admitted to the special forces with good grades, and his three-year career in birth and death made him and his comrades dependent on life and death.

Until the final shocking explosion, he wanted to die, but he was rescued alive.

The nine brothers had vivid faces, bullets and the blood flowers that bloomed on Da Liu's body without hesitation.

The earth-shattering explosion at the end was just to let him live alone, and it was the lives of his comrades who exchanged his lives.

He couldn't accept it and left him alone, he was not able to die on the battlefield with his comrades, but survived by relying on the lives of his comrades.

He couldn't accept it, and then he became angry, smashed the intelligence department, beat the commander, and anyone who had anything to do with this incident in his eyes was retaliated against by him.

He even rushed to the National Security Intelligence Department, the core of this incident, with a gun, and if he hadn't been intercepted, he would have killed the bunch of waste.

The most tragic internal struggle in the military department was launched under his frenzied revenge, and at this time, he disregarded all discipline and rules, such as more than 20 superiors who were injured by him.

If it weren't for the only remaining reason, none of these leaders he respected would have survived, and of course he would have been shot.

He was already crazy, and even killed the headquarters, frantically retaliated, and finally angrily snatched the guard's gun, and shouted hoarsely: "My brothers are gone, why?" We admit that we died on the battlefield, but we can't die at your hands, they have no names, no tombstones, but they can't die in vain! ”

This shocking shout, the helpless, sad, and crazy posture were presented in front of the leader without any embellishment, and all the leaders present could only look at him in panic and silence!

"Quick, stop him, quick!"

Countless people looked at the gun in his hand, and he had lost his mind, and began to shout eagerly. I'm afraid that if he kills the red eyes and really moves the gun, it will be a huge disaster.

Only the commander looked at his crazy appearance with blood-red eyes, instantly understood his thoughts, rushed towards him with a roar, and said eagerly: "Quick, hurry up and rob him, he wants to commit suicide!" ”

The leaders looked at the figure of the commander rushing over in amazement, and they were terrified. I am afraid that Yun Yi will act rashly and kill the commander!

Listening to the commander's words, they all rushed towards Yun Yi, but they all had a trace of fear, was he going to commit suicide, or was it hot? .

Yun Yi's actions told them that Yun Yi had tears in his eyes, looked up to the sky, pointed the gun at his head, and pulled the trigger without hesitation.

"Empty card!"

The gun was empty, and Yun Yi, who was already crazy, did not open the insurance.

The commander was covered in cold sweat and snatched the gun from his hand. Then he threw it into the distance, afraid that he would rob it again, and he couldn't stop Yun Yi's skills.

But Yun Yi just stood in place, he seemed to have been killed by that empty sound, more than a dozen people rushed up and pressed him to the ground, and he didn't react!

The leaders of the military district, looking at the headquarters in disarray, countless guards fell to the ground, and none of them could stand up on their own.

His destructive power is too great, but at this time, what they see is no longer a soldier, but a waste person, and the madness just now seems to be the last time for him, to plead for his comrades-in-arms and for himself!

It was a messy scene, and the leaders could only look at him silently, although they were frightened by him, they were all soldiers, and the silence at this moment was enough to explain their mood.

Yunyi was eventually subdued and sent to the psychiatric department, where he was identified as mentally abnormal.

He caused too much trouble, and he went to a military court, and he should have been shot, but this verdict never came, not only because of his grandfather, but also because the judge was also a soldier!

In the end, after the chief discussed with his grandfather, he spoke, let him be discharged from the army! Retain military status.

At the age of twenty-four, he said goodbye to his five-year military career and went home, his parents did not know what he had experienced, thinking that he was discharged from the army normally, and his affairs were listed as state secrets!

After returning home, his heart was like ashes, his father looked at him like mud, he hated iron and steel, and wanted him to return to the company and inherit the family business, but his scarred heart, which had already been tortured, couldn't stand the toss at all!

A generation of iron-blooded soldiers, since then he has been drunk and dreaming of death to relieve the pressure of his soul, he doesn't dare to close his eyes, closing his eyes is that battle!

He wanted to commit suicide countless times, but when he got home, he couldn't muster up the courage to commit suicide.

He didn't dare to die like this, what should his parents, his sister do?

He didn't even have the right to die, he didn't know why he was alive, and he didn't dare to die like this.

In less than half a year, he has become a waste boy, alcohol anesthetizes his life, and only when he is drunk, he can sleep well.

Until this marriage, he always thought of the young faces of his comrades, who had been buried on that battlefield. Who can understand the pain in his heart?

He only wanted to torture himself, he never thought of getting married and having children, and living a life that all his comrades-in-arms could no longer live, he couldn't stand the torture of his soul, and the roaring explosion was right in front of him.

He couldn't object to marriage, his father's angry eyes, his mother's sad face, made him self-extinguished after another drunken scene the night before, in short, Yun Yi came!

Yun Yi doesn't know if he is dead or not, anyway, he has already come, it may be summoned by Yun Yi, it may be that God compensates Yun Yi and uses him to live the rest of his life for him!

I couldn't help but start to draw tears in my eyes again, crying silently in the dark!

He was crying for that soldier Yun Yi, and for those heroes who died on the battlefield. In this world, I am afraid that only he can understand everything that the soldier Yun Yi has experienced, which is the pain of many doors.

His heart was sad and couldn't help it, he felt the same way, and he didn't want tears to flow!

Looking at the bright sunshine, Yun Yi seemed to be a new student, and said in a firm tone: "You go, maybe it's a relief for you, this is your best ending." But your parents, your family, and all your responsibilities are all you can't give up, so I'm here! Don't worry, although I don't want to come like this, I admire your loyalty, and I will do all your unfinished responsibilities on your behalf! ”

I got up, turned on my phone, looked at the time, it was already eleven o'clock in the morning, and he unconsciously took so long, looking at the tear-stained clothes on his chest.

I went to the bathroom, took off my clothes, and was covered in scars. This is the eternal imprint of the hero's medal, Yun Yi didn't feel ugly, some just respected!

There are all kinds of scars, and Yun Yi already knows that there are nine gunshot wounds of different calibers, various knife wounds, and more than a dozen axe wounds!

Yun Yi took a deep breath, he will continue to live with this scar, for a hero, a group of tragic heroes!

After taking a shower and just going out, the phone rang!

"Hey, hello!"

"Hello, Mr. Yun, are you coming to the company today?"

"Hmm."

The corners of Yun Yi's mouth showed a slightly playful smile, the company? Now he knows the cause and effect of everything.

The partner withdrew his capital, and there was not much money left, and finally threw the rotten plate to him, and he didn't care about it at that time, so he took the plate.

Now he doesn't know what to do? In politics, forget it, since there is a small company, let's do business, he wants to live this life well, he carries the lives of ten people!