Early the next morning, Niu Tiangou hitchhiked home.

Originally, Niu Tiangou wanted to say goodbye to Jin Feifei, but he hesitated for a while in front of the vocational school, and finally didn't dare to go in.

He felt a little weak, like a thief who had stolen someone else's things, and he was afraid of facing the eyes of Jin Feifei and their students.

Sitting in the car home, Niu Tiangou always felt a trace of guilt and unease.

Although it is now an open society, in the eyes of some people, there is some intimate contact between men and women, which is nothing at all, or even worth mentioning at all.

But he can't do that.

The long-term rural life and the moral edification of the family have made him have his own bottom line of honor and disgrace, and the simple folk customs cannot tolerate the frivolous and crazy offspring.

Thinking of his intimacy with Jin Feifei last night, he himself was surprised, why did he do this?

You must know that he and Jin Feifei were both born in a relatively feudal rural area, and they both have their own families.

Although Jin Feifei has a bad relationship with her husband and is likely to divorce, but that is someone's family matter, he can't care about it, is it a bit too much to contact others like this before they actually divorced?

If his colleagues knew about such a thing, what kind of eyes would their colleagues look at him?

Hey? It turns out that this honest teacher Niu is really a bit fancy, it's really unseemly.

If he let his family know, what would his father think of him? When the neighbors' fathers and villagers know about it, what kind of strange eyes will they look at him? Hey? This obscene and trivial Niu Tiangou has been a pumpkin that pigs don't gnaw since he was a child, and he threw it on the road and no one wanted it, when did he become a human-like dog with his tail cocked?

If his wife Teresa Teng comes back, won't she ask him about it after hearing the rumors? If you don't do it, you will have a long cold war.

Thinking of this, Niu Tiangou couldn't help but feel a burst of fear.

I really regret it.

Nima, if Jin Feifei sent him a photo when he wrote a letter when he was married, he would definitely reply in time, or he was a little more careful and patient at that time, and wrote two more letters to her, maybe they would probably come together, and now they are a legitimate couple, do they still need to be as close as they are now?

Alas, God let them have no "fate" back then, and now he gives them "points", which is really a trick.

That's it, that's it, don't think about these things, the past time can never be recovered. The current situation is that he is married and his wife has been absent for more than two years.

Living apart like this, staying up year after year, when is it the end?

However, it is impossible for him to leave his job to be with his wife, and the poor family conditions also make his wife have to go out to earn money, and the pain of long-term separation between the two places can only make him "this hatred endless".

Niu Tiangou knows that the long-term separation of husbands and wives like him has become a common social phenomenon in rural areas, and most of them are husbands who go out to work and wives who stay at home, and there are also a small number of wives who go out to work and husbands who stay at home, because there are still elderly people, children, and fields at home that need to be taken care of.

Over time, even if you trust each other again, both parties are spiritually empty and depressed, physically lonely, and may not be able to withstand the temptation from the outside, and can't help but look for the object of their confiding and relying on again, which will lead to the final crack or even collapse of the marriage.

I heard that the white, handsome, charming and charming daughter-in-law of the village cattle man fell in love with a boss who was nearly 20 years older than her when she was working outside. It wasn't until the village introduced him to a divorced woman to remarry the year before last that he swallowed this breath, but he never let his wife go out to work again.

When it came to part-time jobs, Niu Manzi angrily stiffened his neck and said: What kind of part-time job? Well said! The woman went out to work, obviously to beat her "husband"! The man went out to work, that is, to beat the "old mother", Lao Tzu would rather not have the money from the part-time job, live a hard life, and also want his wife and children to warm the kang head.

Alas, it is no wonder that the cattle barbarians are angry, because of the long-term separation of husband and wife due to going out to work, and finally leading to divorce, it is not uncommon in rural areas, and it abounds.

Niu Tiangou seems to have heard the physics teacher say that the gravitational force between the two bodies is proportional to the product of the mass of the two bodies, and inversely proportional to the square of the distance between the two bodies - anyway, the farther the distance, the smaller the mutual attraction between the celestial bodies, and they will be "attracted" by the surrounding celestial bodies with large mass.

Celestial bodies are like this, and the human "body" doesn't run faster?

Alas, he also thought about taking advantage of the summer vacation to go to his wife to reunite and increase some feelings, but he also felt embarrassed to go to her to face his aunt and uncle, after all, it was at his aunt's house, and it was not cost-effective to spend a fortune on travel in a hurry, because during the summer vacation, he had to obey the school's arrangement, rush back to participate in this study and that training, or take the Mandarin, computer, ability test, etc., so he simply dismissed this idea.

He also wants to communicate more with his wife through the public phone, but the exchange of language cannot replace the day and night of the ear and temples grinding day and night, not to mention, and it costs money, so the phone bill is too expensive.

Thinking about it, only by sharing weal and woe and staying with each other in the morning and twilight can we increase understanding and trust in each other's foam, and can we increase the feelings between each other.

Even if the two don't speak for a day and have no language communication, they are "silent is better than sound at this time"; Even if there are some conflicts and awkwardness, and some quarrels occur, it is still "beating is kissing, scolding is love, and beating and scolding people are still there".

The so-called "if the two feelings are long, and in the morning and twilight", it is just the virtual spiritual realm of the feudal literati, in the eyes of those of us who live in reality and pay attention to practicality, this kind of high-profile is all fucking bullshit, no, it is pure bullshit! No, it's completely ripping!

If the love between the two is long, it will be in the morning and twilight!

Otherwise, how can there be "a thousand lines of tears on the coral pillow, not Sijun but hate"? How can there be a "freshen up, lean on the river tower alone." Thousands of sails are not, the slanting veins and veins are long, and the intestines are broken in the white apples"? How can there be "Mo Dao's heart is like iron, you don't see the red leaves of the river, and it is all blood in people's eyes"?

There is no separation between the morning and twilight, it is hatred, it is liver and intestines, blood and tears!

Alas, the pain and helplessness of separation, only those who have been separated will feel it on the skin.

The two have been separated for a long time, like two kites with broken strings, who knows where they will drift to? Especially in today's materialistic world, there are too many temptations in the world of flowers.

Thinking like this, Niu Tiangou felt a little anxious and uneasy in addition to guilt.