With the purpose of venting, he was angry and angry, but he didn't expect to be more depressed the more he played. Not only did the emotions not be soothed, but the chest cavity seemed to be filled with a sticky swamp, and all the internal organs seemed to be sunk into it, unable to breathe, and fell into the water, as if it was about to suffocate.

Every touch between the fingertips and the black and white keys seemed to detonate oxygen, getting thinner and thinner, Su Gaofei raised his neck and gasped in embarrassment, as if he was choked by a pair of big hands.

After a while, he was sweating profusely. Widening his eyes and realizing that something was wrong, he gritted his teeth and figured out that all the emotions that seemed to be suppressed in his body for many years had exploded at this moment, and his hands were now playing almost uncontrollably. Finally realizing that I can't let things go on like this, this sad melody is simply a chemical reaction with the emotions at this time. So he struggled to regain control of his body, and his ten fingers increased to force the rhythm to be pulled in a brisk direction.

The ex's emotions are still tumbling in his chest, but fortunately, his thoughts on composing music gradually began to become clear, and after the rhythm accelerated, the depression in his heart was finally relieved by ten fingers.

The rest of the song is completed in one go, and when the last note falls, the mess in my mind is cleared at the same time.

After collecting the hastily written music score together with the previous semi-finished products, Su Gaofei breathed a sigh of relief.

After this song is played, most of the previous prejudice against the ex has gone, and it can be said that it is the first time that the otaku has truly accepted his new identity after crossing. People are always complicated, and the so-called "scumbag" is just a part of the original Su Gaofei's character.

If you really want to think about this song, it can't be said to be an independent creation, it should be considered a collaboration with your predecessor. I feel very satisfied, it should be a high-quality work, but because of the fear of the previous feeling of suffocation, I don't want to touch it again for the time being.

For the first time, Su Gaofei felt that creation was such a tiring thing, closed the lid, threw his body onto the bed, looked at the ceiling in a daze, and his head was empty, and he didn't want to think about anything.

I felt a little sleepy after lying down for a while, probably because of the energy I had just spent a little bit. Slowly closing his eyes, thinking that Park Injing's matter was not bad for a while, he slept peacefully.

As for the question of going to bed without dinner, the otaku said what dinner was...... Anyway, the diet is irregular, and eating a hungry meal or something is not a matter of one or two days, and I have long been used to it.

I was about to fall asleep in a daze, and was suddenly woken up by a phone call, sleepy-eyed picked up the phone and saw that it was an unfamiliar number, Mao estimated that it was "ex-girlfriends", and turned off the phone after pressing the phone impatiently, picked up the pillow and covered my head, changed the position and continued to sleep.

……

The next day, Su Gaofei put the passbook in his pocket in advance, and as soon as Park Injing walked out of the coffee house after work, he hurriedly followed.

"Renjing." shouted lightly, Park Injing stopped and turned his head to look.

Su Gaofei stepped forward quickly, approached, frowned, and said worriedly: "You don't look very good lately." ”

Park Renjing subconsciously hugged her cheeks with both hands, it has always been the nature of girls to love beauty, so she was a little panicked, but she immediately thought of something, changed to a depressed look, and said depressedly: "Really? ”

"Recently, I haven't talked much, and I rarely hear singing." Su Gaofei hesitated, but still said this. She has to hum all the time when she walks, and she regards singing as her life, how can she just stop thinking about the microphone.

"I haven't slept much lately." Park In-jeong didn't want Su Gaofei to worry, so she smiled reluctantly.

"You're not in a hurry, are you?" Su Gaofei knew that she didn't have a part-time job at the amusement park today, so she actually had an expected answer in her heart.

"Huh?" Park In-jeong looked at him a little stunned.

"Then come and have me a cup of coffee." After speaking, he reached out and pulled Park Injing's hand.

"Coffee?" Park In-jeong subconsciously looked at CoffineGurunaru, didn't he just come out of here?

Su Gaofei couldn't help but pull her to the Possible Bar opposite, the two coffee houses are located on both sides of the street, and they have been competitors for several years.

Park Renjing finally couldn't help patting him on the body, pretending to be angry: "Are you a white-eyed wolf?" The store manager is so nice, but you want to patronize our old rival's business. ”

"I'm wronged, it's obviously to help the shopkeeper save money, we drink coffee in CoffineGurunaru, and the shopkeeper will be embarrassed to take us money?" Su Gaofei deliberately exaggerated with his body movements, wanting to enliven the atmosphere and guide Park Renjing to talk more. If "Zui Renjing" is silent and deep, is it still the familiar "Zui Renjing"? It's so hard to get used to.

"You always have excuses like this." Park Renjing smiled more sincerely this time, although her body was tired, she would always be inexplicably happier with Su Gaofei.

Su Gaofei took her to find a slightly quieter position in the corner and sat down. After ordering two cups of coffee, he began to hesitate to speak, thinking about how to make Park Injing accept it happily, instead of pushing and trying his best and just wanting to rely on his own strength.

"Hey, talking, it's like dating again." also said that I didn't talk much, but after I sat down, I didn't say a word for a long time, Park Renjing glanced at Su Gaofei, dragged his cheeks and said.

"It's supposed to be dating?" Su Gao did not correct.

"We've been together for so long, what kind of date are we going on?" Su Gaofei is cheeky, and Park Renjing is still ashamed.

"Remember the first date?" Su Gaofei caught Park Renjing off guard when he asked, and Park Renjing's hand holding his chin slipped, startling himself.

"Yikes! What are you talking about! Park Injing blushed and said angrily. Some of the images at that time flashed quickly in my mind, and I still remember it vividly, and even after so long, I still can't help but blush and heartbeat.

"At that time, we agreed together that we would make our debut together in the future. Cooperate with stage love song duets, participate in funny and interesting variety shows together, and even film together if you have the opportunity. These, these must not be forgotten. Su Gaofei finished speaking in one breath, and finally led the topic to the real purpose of today's time.

Park In-jing's gaze twitched as she looked at him, a little dazed, but it was only a few seconds. Then he immediately lowered his head and stirred the coffee with a spoon at a loss, feeling restless, and the spoon hit the wall of the cup several times uncontrollably, making a crisp "clanging" sound.

Su Gaofei took a deep breath, crossed his hands against his chin, and looked at her seriously and patiently.

"Now, say ...... Say what to do. The coffee was cold, and Park Injing raised his head, squeezed out a stiff smile, and asked softly.

"What to do? I mean, do you want to break the contract? Su Gaofei reached over and grabbed her hand.

"Su Gaofei, you, can you understand the situation......" Park Renjing shook his hand away slightly out of control. The topic of debut has completely become Park In-jeong's sore spot and tears, and she burst into tears as soon as she mentioned it.

Why? She didn't understand that she had tried so hard to forget about it. Close your eyes, cover your ears, close your mouth, you're ready to go to no stage, no music, no camera, no matter how hard you work for life, you're obviously so desperate to adapt to such a day. But, he, why did he do this at such a moment--this to stimulate himself!

I only heard the sound of "wow", and I saw her burying her face in the palm of her hand, shrugging her shoulders, and crying bitterly. I can't restrain myself anymore.