Sitting in the back seat, Xu Bansheng looked at Li Xiaoyu, who was driving.

The two didn't say a word after they met, and in a month, the two had already cultivated enough tacit understanding.

"If you want to ask, you can ask, I have already said that everything must go according to your heart, since you have something in your heart, you must solve it, and you can't accumulate it in your heart like this in the future."

Li Xiaoyu slowed down the speed of the car obviously, and it seemed that some little girls said angrily: "Actually, it's not that there's a problem, but I can't figure it out." Why do you want to help such a woman? ”

Xu Bansheng smiled and said nothing, and Li Xiaoyu said again: "I know you must say what cause and effect, so I don't bother to ask." But I just can't figure it out. ”

"Don't like Fang Lin?" Xu Bansheng only smiled at this time.

Li Xiaoyu snorted and didn't answer, but his attitude was extremely obvious.

"I guess Miao Ran doesn't like her very much, and Yu Fang is even more so."

When Li Xiaoyu heard this, her good-looking eyebrows frowned slightly, and she asked, "Do you like her?" ”

Xu Bansheng still smiled and said slowly: "I don't like or dislike anything, this is true for Fang Lin, and it is also true for other people." According to normal emotions, I should not like Xu Zhongqian, and people like Zhu Tong, I should maintain a disgusted mood. At one point, I did have such emotions, but after that, they were replaced. If I were a living person like you, I should have the power to like or dislike it. But I didn't. Because I am different from you, I am a special being who does not even know the way of heaven. In a sense, I can't even be counted as a person. ”

These days, Li Xiaoyu also knows a lot of things about Xu Bansheng, changing his life against the sky and the purpose of his entry into the WTO.

Xu Bansheng's words were incomprehensible to others, but Li Xiaoyu could understand what he meant.

"Even if the heavens are blinded, how can you not be human? You are clearly alive in front of me, breathing normally, and the signs of life are obvious. Holding your hand, I can feel your heartbeat, holding you, I can feel your temperature. ”

Xu Bansheng nodded and said, "This is the difference between me in your eyes and me in your own eyes." If there is a roster of people in the world, then obviously I am not on the roster. Maybe I'm a ghost, maybe I'm an immortal, and maybe even I'm an existence that is completely equal to the way of heaven. It can't sense me, and the power of heaven and earth that I can rely on must also be done through you people, and I can't sense the way of heaven on my own. That's why I attach so much importance to cause and effect, without which it is impossible to prove my existence. It is only at the moment of joy or disgust that I make a decision to lead cause and effect, so that I can not see myself as a mass of nothingness. My existence needs to be proved by you, by the presence of everyone I come into contact with. ”

Li Xiaoyu couldn't understand, she couldn't feel Xu Bansheng's psychology, but she knew Xu Bansheng's difficulties.

"So what is Fang Lin in your eyes?"

Xu Bansheng was slightly distracted, and soon the smile returned to his face. He said, "Do you need to care about what kind of ant it is? ”

Li Xiaoyu shook his head blankly, not knowing what Xu Bansheng was talking about.

"The ants in our eyes are actually no different from us in the eyes of Heavenly Dao. The Heavenly Dao does not need to be happy, angry, sad, and happy, it will not dislike Fang Lin because of her dissoluteness, nor will it like someone because of that person's deed. There is no causal connection between me and this world, it must be established by myself, so from a certain point of view, like Heavenly Dao, I will not be disgusted by Fang Lin's past actions, I just need to use this matter and this person to establish enough causal connection with me. ”

"So what's the use of the Heavenly Dao? Good is not rewarded and evil is not punished, so why should we persuade others to be good? ”

"The role of the Heavenly Dao is to maintain balance. If there is no evil in the world, there is no good, there is no disgust, how can we rejoice? The existence of any kind of evil is to maintain the existence of good. A Western philosopher once said that existence is reasonable, and this is the realization he gained by sensing the way of heaven. From the point of view of maintaining balance, evil is even more important than good, and one evil often leads to good. Heaven and earth are unkind to all things as dogs, this is what I say in the Taoist scriptures, in fact, this is what it means. If the saint still knows that evil is even more important than good, how can the Heavenly Dao not know it? ”

Li Xiaoyu became more and more dazed, suddenly realized, and asked, "Then aren't you already holy?" ”

Xu Bansheng shook his head with a wry smile and said, "I'm not even a human being, how can I be holy?" ”

Li Xiao was silent, just silently parked the car on the side of the road.

Got out of the car, walked to the back seat, and pulled the car door, Li Xiaoyu got in, leaned on Xu Bansheng's side, wrapped his hands tightly around Xu Bansheng's waist, and pillowed his head on his chest, regardless of what impact his plump breasts would have on Xu Bansheng's body.

"Will you be able to feel your presence then?" Li Xiaoyu asked faintly.

Xu Bansheng smiled, Li Xiaoyu didn't understand completely, but finally understood a small part.

Gently stroking the half of Li Xiaoyu's back that was exposed because of the posture of hugging herself, her skin was slightly cool, and it was slippery as if she could bounce Xu Bansheng's hand away at any time. Slowly, Xu Bansheng's fingertips felt a trace of warmth from Li Xiaoyu's body, and this little bit of warmth gradually magnified, casting a stone in Xu Bansheng's heart.

After a long time, Li Xiaoyu let go a little bit of Xu Bansheng, looked up at his good-looking but pale face, and asked, "Why do you want that character?" It's not all about cause and effect, is it? ”

Xu Bansheng smiled, although he was still working whether he would be able to continue to exist in this world tomorrow, but at least he had found someone who could understand his heart.

Li Xiaoyu is getting closer and closer to Xu Bansheng's heart, now she just has a tacit understanding, and she will understand Xu Bansheng more and more in the future.

"There is an extremely powerful vitality in that painting, and Mr. Qigong has injected the vitality of his life into this painting. That's why after he completed this painting, he completely cut off his vitality and passed away. ”

Li Xiaoyu was stunned for a moment, pushed Xu Bansheng away, and asked with a puzzled face: "Doesn't that mean that Fang Lin asked Mr. Qigong to write this painting, which killed Mr. Qigong?" ”

Xu Bansheng shook his head and said, "From the perspective of the phenomenon, it may be so, but it is not. Injecting vitality into this painting is Mr. Qigong's own choice. His health is already very bad, and he has been lying on the bed for many years, and if it weren't for this painting, he wouldn't be able to adjust his powerful vitality. He poured all his life into this painting, and it was his own choice, and no one could force him. I think that Mr. Qigong should have understood the truth of life and death at that time, and thoroughly explored the way of heaven, so that he would have such a choice. As a result, Fang Lintuo asked Mr. Qigong to write this picture, which did lead to his death. However, if it weren't for Fang Lin, Mr. Qi Gong would not have been able to perceive this surging and powerful vitality. If you get some, you naturally have to give some, this is the balance. ”

Li Xiaoyu nodded as if he didn't understand, and asked again: "Did you know this when you saw the lintel at the door?" ”

"The signboard on the door, after all, is only rubbing, and it is impossible to convey the strong vitality left by Mr. Qigong. However, there is still some influence, giving the honor plate some aura, as if it is opening up the honor plate. That card is also a very vulgar magic weapon, but it is less angry and uncontrollable. I feel that the card is not artificially illuminated, but influenced by the original. An original object that can illuminate a rubbing work must have great power. At that time, I didn't know that this was because Mr. Qi Gong had injected his life's life, so I asked Miao Ran to help me ask for this calligraphy. ”

"Wouldn't it be the same if you spoke yourself? I see that Fang Lin is salivating for you and Shi Yufang, and he won't refuse any of your requests at all. ”

Xu Bansheng smiled dumbly, Li Xiaoyu was still angry about Fang Lin's debauchery, and he said: "If I open my mouth, I won't be able to get this painting." Even if you get it, you can't understand the meaning of this vitality. ”

"What is life?"

"The meaning of life, and the belonging of death."

Li Xiaoyu was overjoyed and hurriedly said: "Doesn't that mean that as long as you comprehend the vitality in this painting, you can be recognized by the Heavenly Dao?" ”

Xu Bansheng nodded and said, "Maybe, but not necessarily." All in all, the vitality contained in this painting must have a very great effect on my move to change my life. It's a pity that I couldn't meet Mr. Qigong when he was dying, otherwise, with his understanding of the way of heaven at that time, he might really be able to successfully help me change my life against the sky. ”

Although Xu Bansheng's answer made Li Xiaoyu still a little disappointed, she was still very excited and said: "No matter what, at least there is an opportunity!" There are so many people in this world, and there must be more than one Mr. Qigong who can understand the meaning of life and the belonging of death. It doesn't matter if you don't see it this time, you can find the next one sooner or later. ”

Xu Bansheng nodded with a smile, it is really rare to see Li Xiaoyu in this state, sometimes Xu Bansheng even wonders if Li Xiaoyu actually has no emotions at all, all her emotions seem to be just serving Xu Bansheng, and for others, there is almost only one emotion - kill him.

"Therefore, there will be a lot of such things in the future, and there will be endless people who you hate more than Fang Lin. Most of them will probably be thrown out by me like Zhu Tong, and there will always be some that will be treated like Fang Lin. ”

Li Xiaoyu was still immersed in the excitement that Xu Bansheng was getting closer and closer to changing her life against the sky, she nodded vigorously and said, "Those people are not important, the most important thing is you!" ”

Xu Bansheng looked at the excited Li Xiaoyu, but sighed slightly again in his heart.

If it is really so easy to change one's life against the sky, then there is nothing to talk about against the sky. These are just some opportunities, and how to integrate these opportunities and finally completely change their destiny, Xu Bansheng has no answer. Even, he didn't have the slightest certainty about the future, because at any time, he might have been discovered by the Heavenly Dao as soon as he woke up, thus erasing him from this world.