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Xia Ruxuan just felt that the whole world was spinning, and his mind was completely chaotic.

The throat was as dry as fire, and Xia Ruxuan only felt that he was in a trance as if he was floating.

He tried hard to open his eyes, but all he could see was a faint blur. I can't see anything clearly.

I want water. He muttered under his breath. Then he lay down like this, there seemed to be a flickering figure beside him, and gradually leaned over, and a faint fragrance came from the tip of his nose, which made his scattered vision slightly focused, and he saw a delicate lip only so slightly away from him, but the heavy hum of the voice seemed to come from another world.

Just a few seconds later, there was a sudden warm wind in my ears, as if a switch had been turned on.

It was as if the chaos at the beginning of the world had been opened, Xia Ruxuan, who was originally just uncomfortable, had his head blank for half a second, as if he had pulled a nerve ending out of some instinct that had been unsuppressed for many years in his twenty-eight years of life, and suddenly a fire was ignited in his body, burning him harder, and he looked at the delicate lips with a soft sigh and suddenly came up.

The slight cool and soft touch made Xia Ruxuan's body, who was only instinctive, suddenly awaken.

God said, Let there be light. And so there was light.

The thirsty Xia Ruxuan's blank mind vaguely felt something, but there was no room for him to imagine, he needed to extinguish the flames in his body and throat, as if he had tasted the sweetest liquid in the world, and the throat was like a fire, and he sucked it hard and begged.

He heard the soft panting in a trance, and the seductive fragrance that had been faintly entering his nose, and the softness and delicacy of the touch were completely ignited at this moment, and the flames that had been suppressed in his body for more than a year, but had always been suppressed by his reason, had been distorted by biological instinct and flame.

Burn it. Burn it. It was as if a villain had sprinkled a fire in his mind. The last trace of clarity in Xia Ruxuan's mind burned into the remnants of dust that could not be resisted by biological instincts.

Yin Xia gritted her teeth, her delicate body trembled unconsciously, how could she stand the skillful tease of the gentlemanly young man in Xia Ruxuan's instinct. I don't know when the bathrobe has been peeled off by the hands nimble and light, but half a minute has passed.

She was already powerless to parry, so she could only disarm and surrender, a little sour and weak lying on Xia Ruxuan's hot chest, the smell of alcohol and the faint smell of smoke and soap on Xia Ruxuan's body mixed together, but it seemed to become a deadly aphrodisiac smell.

She finally glanced at Xia Ruxuan, who didn't seem to be completely sober, and could only let him do what he wanted. After a charming struggle, Yin Xia's graceful and slender body was finally gently held in Xia Ruxuan's arms.

When she finally faced the tough and fiery attack, she suddenly no longer had fear in her heart.

She just wrapped her arms around Xia Ruxuan's neck, "Xia Xia...... It turns out that your gentleness is really addictive......" The light sigh was not over, and the sudden tearing pain made her instinctively frown and pant instinctively.

Those voices that came into Xia Ruxuan's consciousness from far away from nine heavens made him feel as if he was in a dream.

He dreamed of the delicate woman who sat helplessly on the bed looking at her on that winter night that he least wanted to recall.

That was the most reluctant injury in Xia Ruxuan's memory. He has suppressed it for too long, wrapped himself in an unreal appearance in this world, so that he has accumulated too much in his heart, not so much that he deliberately changes himself, but that he is escaping from those painful memories of the past. I'm running away from myself who can't do anything.

He never found a breakthrough to vent.

However, the escape is only temporary after all, and at this moment, when he finally abandoned the senseless cowardly illusion, he really faced everything in the past with a true and firm attitude, and truly forgot everything in the past.

All the pain will eventually begin to be pulled away from his body, and he can finally face this period of the past that he has not let go of, welcome the new life of Nirvana, and welcome his true self.

After a long time, when everything is calm.

Yin Xia's brows, which had been frowning slightly, finally became calm and satisfied.

Xia Ruxuan's heavy snort suddenly calmed down, and he leaned on Yin Xia's sweaty delicate body tiredly and gently, his eyebrows were as clean as a child.

Yin Xia gently stroked his sweat-soaked hair, and then helped him straighten it out, he frowned lightly when he touched his forehead, in fact, he was just a twenty-year-old boy, and at this time he was carrying countless heavy burdens, he must be very tired in such an environment, although he.

As long as he's satisfied...... Yin Xia kissed Xia Ruxuan lightly on the cheek. Under the soft light, she looked at the embarrassed and somewhat messy sofa, and pouted helplessly, this sofa cover should be washed flat.

Yin Xia was going to get up and take another shower, and then sort it all out. It's just that when he was about to push Xia Ruxuan's arm away, he suddenly hugged it tighter. Yin Xia ...... "His voice is weak but has a firm timbre, I will definitely not leave you one by one."

Then he moved his head and curled up in Yin Xia's arms in satisfaction.

Yin Xia was stunned for a moment, laughed, her eyebrows flashed with deep affection, and she stroked Xia Ruxuan's angular face.

Sleep, Nasha.

There was a howling cold wind outside the window, and there were snowflakes flying silently everywhere, and the snow that had been fluttering for a day finally faded.

It's just that at this moment, there is already a world covered in silver outside the window, and all this is isolated outside the glass window, as if it is happening in another world far away. There was no longer half a figure to be seen on the street, only lonely street lamps standing lonely. It was late at night.

Xia Ruxuan dreamed all night.

The scene in the dream gradually changed from gloomy and cramped shadows to bright and hopeful. So much so that when he opened his eyes, he thought he was in a dream.

Because the whole living room is transparent and bright, the bright sunlight shines on the floor, casting the shadow of dust. The whole world seems quiet and nice.

The TV is on...... The host of the morning news wished all the audience a happy New Year's Day with a smile on his face, and then talked about some international current affairs that no one paid attention to, Xia Ruxuan patted his head, and then stood up and stretched.

What made him feel strange was that he should have a hangover reaction at the moment, but there was nothing at all, not even the depression in his heart.

The mood is also very clear and open, as if all the emotions were left in the last day of the snowstorm in 2004.

He stretched widely, then went to the kitchen, turned on the water heater, and went to the bathroom.

The moment he stood in the bathtub and turned on the shower head, he suddenly felt that something was wrong, he vaguely remembered something, he seemed to have a dream, dreaming of Yin Xia eight years later, and then bewitching her in the dream for so long. But the more Xia Ruxuan thought about it, the more wrong it became: how could this dream feel so real?

He was stunned for three seconds as the hot water brushed over his body and he touched the feeling of some kind of liquid on the skin at the base of his thighs. Then he took a quick shower, changed into clean clothes, and returned to the living room.

Really...... Xia Ruxuan saw that the sofa he slept on was bare and had its outer skin removed, leaving only the core inside abruptly exposed to the air, and the snow-white core was even stained with some shocking red. Xia Ruxuan suddenly understood what was going on with his real and compelling spring greed last night.

I seem to be ...... because of Su Gang plus some special reasons, and then something happened with Yin Xia.

After standing for a few seconds, Xia Ruxuan suddenly felt a little calmer again. He finally figured it out, what Lin Wei said was right, probably in the depths of his soul, he was not such an incompetent defender like Megumi Yanagishita.

It was absolutely impossible for him to accept that Yin Xia was with another man one day, let alone watch all this happen peacefully, and he was suddenly a little curious about what some ridiculous thoughts appeared in his mind.

He thought for a moment, walked to Yin Xia's room and knocked on the door. No one responded.

After standing for two minutes, Xia Ruxuan calmly accepted the reality and simply didn't want to. Looking back at the breakfast already prepared on the table, he walked over and grabbed a piece of bread and prepared to go to the bathroom to dry his wet hair.

Well?

There was a note on the table.

Xia Ruxuan grabbed the note with the bread in his mouth.

"Breakfast is ready, I'll go first."

No way. Xia Ruxuan's face suddenly darkened, could it be because of what happened last night...... caused Yin Xia to be completely disappointed in himself and then left here?

He walked to the sofa, grabbed his mobile phone, and dialed Yin Xia's number.

Your call is turned off or not in the service area.

Xia Ruxuan sat back on the sofa with a wry smile and looked up at the clock, it was now more than nine o'clock in the morning. I finally figured it out, got out of that demon, and now it's such a fuss again?

He suddenly felt a little more melancholy in his heart, took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, walked to the window, opened the window and smoked.

The wind outside the window made him shiver unconsciously, and the winter sun was not very reliable. No matter how bright and brilliant it is, it will always be so cold as if there is no temperature.

"Bang bang." There was a sudden knock on the door, Xia Ruxuan made a stir, and hurriedly walked over to open the door. When I opened the door, I saw Lan Junyang's fat face, "Happy New Year." Xia Ruxuan wordlessly opened the security door and sat down on the sofa again weakly, and covered the core of the sofa with the blanket that Yin Xia should have covered himself last night.

"Why don't you have any energy at all?" Lan Junyang walked in and muttered in a low voice, "Why did the sofa be removed?" ”

"Hmm...... Yesterday I threw up a couch. Xia Ruxuan said weakly, turned around and looked at Lin Wei, who was smiling and grinning, who felt uncomfortable, "That...... Do you know, Yin Xia, she's gone......"

"I know." Lin Wei grabbed the apple on the table and took a bite.

"How do you know?"

"Because I called Xiao Dan, she is now shopping for vegetables in the vegetable market with Yin Xia, and she is going to come to make food at noon. Why didn't Yin Xia tell you? Lin Wei looked at Xia Ruxuan with a strange expression. (

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