[Chapter 221: The Heart of a Killer]
? Chapter 220 Killer's Heart
For her question, Li Yan thought about it at this time, it should be easier to respond.
"Hehe, don't think about it so much! Take your time, I don't just think about it, don't worry about it
Hearing this, Huang Ying in the bathroom breathed a sigh of relief, no matter whether she was psychologically ready or not, it was emotionally difficult to accept such a sudden "package". Just gave her first kiss to Li Yan, which is already a big breakthrough for her, and it will take some time to digest.
She walked out silently, looked at him for a moment, and then whispered, "Thank you, and respect me."
Li Yan really wanted to tell her that he would not take advantage of such an opportunity to sleep with her, and for her. This ding) problem will not be too much of a problem in the future; But considering that she may now be overwhelmed by the huge burden of life. More than one financial support is needed. It's a psychological support! So. Didn't say it.
"Don't think about it so much. I won't look down on you for this, I can understand your suffering.
You don't have to worry about me asking you to do that, whether it's a girlfriend or a lover, it's just a part of it, eating and chatting together. It's also a part. Take it easy. If you're not at ease, I'll keep it for the time being. Make up when the time is right, and remember, if you have any questions, come to me first! ”
For his comfort. Huang Ying was thoughtful, she hadn't patted it, and she knew that sex was part of it. But it won't be all. And the encapsulation occupies a larger part of his words. Make her feel like he's really treating himself like a girlfriend! This made her silently remember. Let's leave it temporarily! Wait for him when he wants. Feel free to give it to him,,
Li Yan didn't let her go downstairs. Say goodbye and leave.
As he drove away, his heart was a little heavy. Tonight's thing. It was unexpected, but it wasn't a shock. What made him a little difficult to accept was that the package was what he used to stimulate and persuade Huang Ying, and she was more willing to accept this. Instead of accepting his feed help!
Is it because of the principle that the character is superficial? Is it because I can't bear to give too much help, and I can pay for it with my personal promise and personal debt? Or, she simply doesn't believe in money relations in the current society?
I don't know when it began, urban people began to pursue such a concept: friends can't talk about money, talking about money will inevitably hurt feelings; Don't lend money to people, don't lend money to people! Maybe it's because there are more and more people who "owe debts to the uncle", and many people who were originally good friends have become incompatible, so everyone has seen through it and become brothers and brothers.
Huang Ying may also have such an idea, one thinks that once the borrowed money is not repaid, it is not only money owed, but also a debt of favor; Another one thinks why others lend you so much money?
In any case, at least she was able to accept his help with peace of mind now;
Drive away. Li Yan was about to go home when another phone call came. Pick it up and take a look. I couldn't help but be a little surprised, it was Haifu calling!
"Mr. Hai, what's the matter? Missed me? Li Yan answered the phone with a smile, for the serious and serious Haifu. He was also interested in teasing her at times, and there was a sense of conquest, especially the last time he teased her in the office.
After hearing his voice. On the other side, Hiff's voice could be heard, but she was silent.
"What's wrong? What's wrong?. Today, Zhang Yurong and Huang Ying had accidents one after another, which made Li Yan can't help but feel nervous. Something happened to Haifu, right?
That's when Hauff spoke. She doesn't have the usual aggressive tone of the teacher, nor does she have a gentleness for Li Yan alone. The tone was full of sentimentality: "Do you think I'm annoying?".
"Why do you say that?" Li Yan felt that it was really difficult for a woman to guess. "Although we are not officially in a relationship, aren't you right? And "I'm pretty comfortable with you," I mean, I'm in a good mood. Otherwise, I won't take you to the beach or something
Haifu was silent for a while, "Then you didn't come yesterday, why didn't you make a single call?" If I don't call you today. I guess you asked me to wait for another night and won't say a word, right?
Li Yan suddenly remembered something. Monday. Because of the transfer to the security team, Haifu was afraid that he would be in a bad mood. I made a phone call in the evening and asked if I wanted to drink with him. At that time, because he had just agreed to Wen Qianyi, who called her a little earlier, he changed the appointment to the weekend. Later, Zhang Yurong and Yueyao wanted to go out with him again, and the next day they met Matsushima Cai and Chopsticka Mirai and played with them for many days, and Zhang Yurong didn't come back until today.
Because there has been no free time. It's like I haven't had a phone call with Yu Xiaodi. He had forgotten about it, too. Even now, when I hear Haifu's call, I still don't think of this layer.
"I'm sorry. I recently took a few days off and didn't go to work because of something, and I only came back today, not on purpose to release your pigeons. If you don't believe it, you can ask Li Yan seriously.
"Count
Hai Xiao's voice couldn't hear what he meant, and he didn't know if it was nothing, and he believed his words.
"What were you doing last time, bar? I'll rush over right away." Although Li Yan wanted to go home at this time, he promised to miss the appointment, and it seemed that Haifu had waited for half the night last night, and he might still be drunk tonight. He's still going to go over and of course the friendly won't be played tonight.
"No need. I'm not interested in drinking it, and Hauff finished. Hung up the phone.
O woman! Li Yan smiled slightly bitterly.
Women are like money. There is nothing that will be very uncomfortable, and you will not even be able to live; But if there are too many, it will be troublesome;
He has already explained, whether Haifu listens or not, whether she can accept it or not is her business, and Li Yan will not explain it in a stubborn manner.
How can you have so much time to coax them one by one? Zhang Yurong, the wife who really has this power, hasn't coaxed it yet!
Zhang Yurong and Yueyao are still in the living room, but they are no longer practicing yoga. I also changed into pajamas. Seeing that Li Yan rarely came back so early, he didn't seem to be drinking. Zhang Yurong couldn't help but be a little surprised. Has this guy changed his sex?
Li Yan greeted them with a smile and went over to sit down on another piece of sand. "Yu Rong, when will you practice yoga again? I want to learn from you too
"Go! Who has time to take care of you? Zhang Yurong gave him a blank look. Practicing yoga? Sima Zhao's heart is known to everyone!
Yueyao looked at him and smiled silently, but without Zhang Yurong noticing, she used her eyes and gestures to pass the message directly to him.
In the afternoon, Li Yan asked her to arrange a meeting with all the members of "their" organization, and now she has conveyed it, and the time is urgent, so it will be arranged tomorrow!
Seeing the time given by Yueyao, Li Yan knew that she was doing it for her own good, if she was in a hurry, even if a mole released the news, it would take time for other killers to come, so even if she could arrive, there would not be much time to arrange the arrangement, which would save Li Yan some trouble.
Now that she had made arrangements, he had to be a little prepared. I chatted with them for a while. So he went upstairs first.
Two years. He did not appear in "them." As for summoning everyone to meet, I don't know how long ago it was. There are many things that can be rusty if you don't do them often.
But for Li Yan, the key is his own change! There will always be changes in others, and there will also be changes in the environment, including himself. As long as his "heart". Still in peak form. Even if it didn't appear in "them" for a longer period of time. In front of him, he will not have the slightest problem.
Is his heart still at its peak?
At this moment, Li Yan was closing his eyes and asking himself.
In terms of mentality, killing skills, physical fitness, skills, etc., he has been kept in a very good state, and the "demons" that plagued him before have also been well calmed down. Now his "heart" is somewhat troubled, "is the concern about the ordinary life that he has been accustomed to for the past two years, including the concern for some people!"
For parents. Li Yan is not a filial son, because he rarely accompanies them, and he pursues respect and stay away! Not to have an opinion on them. Rather, they want to protect in this way! Only the less involved with him, the safer it will be.
But in the last six months. He had a new nexus. And there are more and more trends: "This tie is my wife Zhang Yurong!" Although in the eyes of the two, it is only a temporary union to meet the wishes of the elders, and there will be no future, sleeping in separate rooms and not interfering with each other are all prepared for the end of this not long-term marriage; But she's his wife anyway. It is possible that he will be implicated.
Now, Li Yan silently examines that not only Zhang Yurong is different from before. has a heavier and heavier position in his heart, Wen Qianyi, Yu Xiaodi, and even Yueyao, as well as Huang Ying, Haifu, etc., all have a bond in his heart. The killer's heart, once there is a bond, will have a chain effect, a butterfly effect, and some unexpected situations may occur. This is also why the vast majority of killers, until they retire, began to live incognito as ordinary people and establish various interpersonal relationships; So I also want to get more money and retire as soon as possible.
With so many more entanglements, can you still be open-minded and invincible?
This is also something that Yue Yao is very worried about, she doesn't know how Li Yan has lived in the past two years, but in the past few weeks, she has learned many aspects of him, and now he is very different from before. This is not necessarily a good thing for the concave!
I have been meditating for two hours, Li Yan seems to be participating in meditation and enlightenment, until his heart becomes very peaceful.
That's right, the tranquility came down, because he got a realizations and sublimation!
Erotic emotions. It will become a shackle and an obstacle for people; But on the other hand, if it is used well, it will also become a motivation and a boost, which will make him stronger! Because, it's no longer a single person fighting! (Fourth, ask for monthly passes, subscriptions, rewards, and recommended tickets, "Thank you very much for any support!") )