At this moment, Zhang Jianhua is just an ordinary father. 【Reading.com】

His flat and straightforward language without any embellishment made Xia Ruxuan silent until he pushed open the door and walked out of the living room, his mind still flashed with the words that this father said, at this moment Xia Ruxuan did not go again He suddenly said these words to himself, whether there was any deeper intention, he was just looking for a point to talk to, and Xia Ruxuan, who happened to be by Zhang Ruoyu's side and had the identity of the Xia family, became a trustworthy person.

"Because she focused on work and neglected her family, her mother left when she was a child, so she would try her best to draw the warmth and love she could from various places, and sometimes when she saw other children with her parents, she would be silent and not speak."

"She started to resent me and my work from that point on. Actually, I'm the same, I'm tired of it, but I have to go down. I wanted her to have a normal girl's life ......, but in order to oppose me, she chose the police academy. ”

"When I first noticed the boy, it actually gave her a lot of resistance. Because I am a ** myself, I don't want my daughter's man to be ** in the future, to be honest, the man who is ** is a good man, but he will not be a good husband, a good father ......, but the young man said the same thing, so I didn't continue to be tough. ”

"During that period of time, the relationship between our father and daughter eased somewhat, but they were never together, because the man always hoped that he would have a better home, and because of this, I tried to try to promote him to the backbone, and strive to get out of the grassroots as soon as possible and go up, so that it would be much safer and more reliable in all aspects. In fact, he has exactly that ability. ”

"It's just that it seems like I'm a little too pushy, and that's a good boy, but I'm leaving this world because of me. There are a lot of things in this world that you can't explain, and you can never understand them. I wondered for a while that if I could exchange ...... with that child, would Ruoyu be happier? ”

"You can't always live in sorrow, and if you stay in sorrow for a long time, you will become hopeless. Hopelessness is the most terrible, worse than despair. So I'd rather she argue with me and get angry with me, and I don't want her to be hopeless in life. That's why I find something to provoke her from time to time. Because anger is sometimes a way to get out of sadness. But now, ......, it seems that it has come to a road of no return. ”

"I'm glad she'll have a real friend. She's a lot better now, and I hope you can help her out of that quagmire. That's what I want to say to you today. ”

Xia Ruxuan, who pushed open the door of the living room and returned to the venue, did not find Zhang Ruoyu's figure, and since he thought that Zhang Ruoyu's father had already seen through all this, it was pointless for him to stay here, and he strode out of the venue.

At the door of the hotel, Xia Ruxuan saw it! Zhang Ruoyu, who stood alone and looked at the music fountain.

The back is a vast and boundless black sky, Zhang Ruoyu in such an environment looks a little extremely lonely, in fact, she has never seen too much depression and despair on her body, although she has sad times, but more often there is a tenacious strength in her body.

Zhang Ruoyu's performance when he was young was not a performance that wanted to attract Zhang Jianhua's attention? It's like Xia Ruxuan, who ruined her life in those years, but Xia Ruxuan didn't have a tragic experience like her, a grand tragedy.

In some sense, Xia Ruxuan feels that she is somewhat similar to herself, the difference is only that Xia Ruxuan in her previous life chose to be decadent and degenerate under the indifference of everyone; However, Zhang Ruoyu has always been moving forward.

At the moment when he knew all the stories about this woman, Xia Ruxuan's heart suddenly hurt a little.

He walked over quietly and stood with her so quietly for a while, thought about it and suddenly said, "Actually, you are"

"Actually, you don't have to say it." Zhang Ruoyu interrupted Xia Ruxuan's words, "I know everything." I know that very well in my heart. Like you can see, I hate him, but I love him too. At this moment, Zhang Ruoyu seemed a little quiet.

Xia Ruxuan was stunned, but he didn't know how to answer Zhang Ruoyu's words, but Zhang Ruoyu unexpectedly gently grabbed Xia Ruxuan's arm, "Let me lean on for a while, just one." Her voice was a little hoarse, "I suddenly felt a little tired. But if you borrowed it for a day today, your little girlfriend won't be angry, right? ”

Xia Ruxuan didn't answer her words, turned his head to look at Zhang Ruoyu, and suddenly said seriously, "I heard his story, and he is indeed a good man." ”

Ruoyu nodded.

"But I think if he had a spirit in heaven, he would have hoped that you would have a new life of your own."

Listening to Xia Ruxuan's words, Zhang Ruoyu burst out laughing, "Do you know, these words sound old-fashioned." And you really won't be comforting. ”

"I know." Xia Ruxuan nodded, "But I do think so." ”

Zhang Ruoyu's expression suddenly became serious, "Probably because of this ......, I can't look for someone anymore." I think every relationship should be serious, and if I'm just looking for a solace to get out of my grief, then isn't it too unfair to that person. Zhang Ruoyu looked up at the starry sky, and suddenly said, "There is an ancient legend that when a star falls in the sky, there is a person on the earth who leaves ....... ”

"That's pure." Xia Ruxuan muttered in a low voice.

Zhang Ruoyu laughed, and Xia Ruxuan saw a unique beauty that had withstood the wind and rain on her face, "I once told myself that I would be sad for three years at most, and then I would try to put it all down and find my new life." I never said these things to my father, and I think it was revenge in my heart to make him worry. So let me go through the last six months. ”

"I always know... There are still many good men in this world. Xia Ruxuan thought for a long time and squeezed out a sentence, he looked at this woman, and suddenly felt in his heart that he had to say that she was quite reasonable. At this time, the night wind blew her cheeks, and she closed her eyes with satisfaction to feel the cool breeze, "You say... There are still good men in this world, are you talking about yourself? ”

The corners of her mouth drew a sly smile.

"It's not." Xia Ruxuan decisively battled.

"And who do you want to talk about?" Zhang Ruoyu chuckled. At this moment, Xia Ruxuan suddenly felt a playful and cute side in her. A violent brake sound sounded behind him, an ink-colored Audi stopped next to the two, the glass of the passenger seat was knocked down, Xia Yao's sharp face was revealed, he looked at Xia Ruxuan, and then stared at Zhang Ruoyu who was moving Xia Ruxuan, and then whistled loudly, "Do you want to go for a ride." It was only at this moment, in front of Xia Ruxuan, that Xia Ruxuan would laugh as raunchyly as before, and his current status and identity could no longer allow him to be casual.

And Bing just listened to the talk of those people about the summer, Zhang Ruoyu, who already had a strict impression of him, and then looked at his child-like smile at this time, which obviously made Zhang Ruoyu a little stunned.

Xia Ruxuan suddenly found something interesting, smiled and pointed at Xia Yao, as if Ruoyu came back to her senses, some blush flashed on her face, and she glared at Xia Ruxuan.

"What?" Summer is confusing.

"Nothing." The smile on Xia Ruxuan's face became more and more cheerful, he shook his head and opened the door, looking at Zhang Ruoyu who was still standing in a daze, "Get in the car." Zhang Ruoyu sat up without greetings and coquettishness, she was already such a character.

The doors were closed, and the black Audi walked away.

After February passed, the weather in southern Jiangsu really began to warm up again.

Seeing Lin Wei's long-lost smiles again, Xia Ruxuan felt that being reborn in this world was not so pale and powerless.

Although Xia Ruxuan no longer has to go to school, he has not fallen behind in learning, learning is a never-ending process, but several other people are still struggling to continue campus life, for Xia Ruxuan, everything has begun to be dull but extraordinary rhythm.

I took the TOEFL test in early March, which was considered to be some preparation for going to the United States in the second half of the year. After the winter vacation, Lan Junyang's whole person really underwent some changes from the inside out, at least in Xia Ruxuan's opinion, he really began to get closer to the reliable appearance in his memory, and was no longer so funny.

Of course...... Most of the time he is still a character who is ridiculed by everyone. But it seems that he was deeply affected by the previous blows, he officially began to participate in fitness systematically, and by the beginning of the spring semester, he had lost a lot of weight, and at the same time, his seriousness was not the same as before. Zhang Dashan entered the company and started working, Xia Ruxuan did not give him too many preferential treatment, but with his endowment and ability, he was already qualified for the work of an ordinary programmer, and it was easy to deal with some daily work.

With his current salary, he will not cause any burden on his family at all, and he can even write back a sum of money every month. The smile on his face was noticeably more now. As for Lin Wei, he is still like that, full of interest and enthusiasm for everything as if it will not change for 10,000 years, and there is not much time left for him to play leisurely.

Everyone is trying to become what they want to become. They also knew that this was probably the last semester that the former 'dorm had spent together'. When Xia Ruxuan comes back after going abroad for a few years, there may never be such a day of being together and abandoning together. There is a saying that no matter how much time you spend alone, you can't afford to be a ** year together.

So everyone tacitly didn't mention this thing, so that time passed like this.

Since I really talked with Zhang Ruoyu once, the two who were originally just general friends suddenly became friends. Zhang Ruoyu would also join this small group from time to time, and her appearance made Lin Wei's eyes begin to glow green.

In March, the air begins to be indescribably bright, and the temperature gradually rises, reaching a peak of 19 degrees in mid-March, when you sit by the window and bask in the sun, when the sun shines on your eyelids, there is a kind of red tide.

This splendid weather lasted until the end of March, when the first spring rains arrived in a long time. The drizzle is as silky as silk, sweeping the entire world in southern Jiangsu overnight, and the bidding for the construction of the commercial center in Lianhai District has entered the final white-hot stage. In fact, under the auspices of Mo Nanwei, coupled with Xia Rong, who is already rich in funds and powerful, is basically inevitable.

The Xue family's real estate group is still struggling, but they only have the last period of struggle, and everything will be decided in mid-April, and Xia Rong real estate is ready, Liu Guozheng has climbed to Xia Rong's management level after a long period of hard work, with his solid foundation and senior engineer title of 20 years of hard work at the grassroots level, he has a great possibility to participate in this big project as the deputy chief engineer, and now the life of the Liu family has taken off.

The Suhe Construction Engineering Office where he was located before is still struggling in southern Jiangsu, even if there was some improvement last year, but it is also a symptom rather than a cure, which also makes Liu Guozheng glad about his choice and has a little respect for Xia Ruxuan. This is the first time that Liu Guozheng has such respect for a junior, and he has changed the entire Liu family.

As April fell, the wheel of time rumbled over the entire world.

On the penultimate day of March, this day was Su Jingya's twentieth birthday party. As a big birthday, Su Guoqiang held a birthday party for her, and most of the guests were young people, and Xia Ruxuan was also invited to the guest table.

The secretary general of the provincial party committee is an important position, and on the birthday of his daughter's weak crown, there are still some heads of the municipal party committee and the provincial party committee who came to show their faces, in fact, it is more similar to this Su Guoqiang, this is domestic politics, pay attention to a person's feelings.

Xia Ruxuan also saw Mo Nanwei's figure among the guests, which was not surprising at all, after all, the two families were quite close.

Since knowing that Xia Ruxuan wrote an album for Yin Xia, Su Jingya's attitude towards Xia Ruxuan has changed since then, but Xia Ruxuan feels that it has not yet reached the point where she has multiple weights in her heart. Xia Ruxuan was thinking that he would be invited, probably Su Mohan also said something inside, the banquet was a little boring, and Su Jingya mixed with her own circle of friends.

Xia Ruxuan was empty most of the time, and occasionally took the time to chat with Su Mohan indifferently.

However, Xia Ruxuan noticed that Zhao Hewei was always around Su Jingya, although he had already seen the two of them together... It's just that this tug-of-war has been going on for more than a year now, which makes Xia Ruxuan a little dumbfounded.

"This Zhao Hewei's patience for chasing Xiaoya is not shallow." Su Mohan smiled on the side, "It's a pity that Xiaoya doesn't feel anything about him at all." Xia Ruxuan smiled silently, and now I don't know if anyone really remembers the original three-year appointment. In any case, Xia Ruxuan, the woman next to him, would definitely not abandon her, so she blocked the back road. However, at this time, Xia Ruxuan had no worries, he was already gradually developing his own energy, and the Ji clan also needed the help of others.

And a not-so-harmonious episode was played out at this time.