tuemar3111:03:39cst2015

Since entering 17K, it has been more than five months unconsciously, although from the day of the signing, I was looking forward to the work being put on the shelves, after all, a large part of the motivation to continue to create comes from the income of manuscript fees, in this society where money proves everything, putting it on the shelves may be the only way to go, and it is also the way to go. [This site has changed the initial letter of the new domain name .cmxsw strawberry, and the previously registered account can still be used]

But the moment I really received the notice of listing, I couldn't help but wonder when I was excited, is this going to be on the shelf? Is this the expected entrance to the house? There always seems to be a voice questioning itself, am I ready to walk in?

Once the title of the book "Shock" is determined, although there are many ideas and designs, it can be between the rules of the website, the second part after the first part, and the third part that has been opened, are all continued under such a nondescript title. The embarrassing and helpless reality, just like the excitement and confusion when it was put on the shelf, has both the joy of successfully advancing and the anxiety of worrying about the loss of readers, what the future will look like, it is really unclear.

Compared with my contradictory mood, Qi Tianxiang is not like this, despite the continuous changes in positions, the future is also sunny, but the road to the future is tortuous and bumpy, only cautiously groping on thin ice, moving forward.

Fortunately, Qi Tianxiang was luckier than me, the era when he lived and grew up was the best period in this country, and he was influenced by the most traditional and vigorous righteousness, and his ideals, beliefs, and understanding and perception of social groups were better than his brothers and younger brothers. He did not experience the hardships of going to the mountains and going to the countryside, the difficulties of the starvation years, and the difficulties of his younger brothers' survival and the loss of direction and faith, so he and his peers were destined to make more efforts and assume more responsibilities for the country and the nation. (The perception of this paragraph comes from the author's understanding of the times and history, and is only based on personal thoughts and thoughts, without the meaning of argument or discussion, after all, a society of many pleasures is more vital than an individual form of solitary pleasure.) ）

Therefore, in Qi Tianxiang's life, as well as his career as an official, he is destined to collide with this upside-down social contradiction in mind or practice, because faith tells him that the Yankuai people, who represent the interests of the broad masses of the people, will not allow the interests of the people to be infringed on endlessly, and the values and humanistic spirit have been distorted for a long time. It is also the people's demand for the rulers, including Qi Tianxiang.

Qi Tianxiang had to, and he would do the same with his like-minded colleagues, because they were rooted in this hot land and they had no choice.

Speaking of the shelf, but talking about the idea of the work, it can be seen that the contradictory mood, if you want to let go, it seems that you still need to endure the torment of time, maybe fast, maybe very slow, but it is necessary.

There was rain outside the window, and although it was rare to be moisturized in the spring, it was a fog for me!