Chapter 40: The Secret Between Me and Ji Bai
After thinking about it for a while, I only felt inexplicable sadness in my heart, and I dragged my tired body out of the campus of No. 1 Middle School step by step.
This seemingly beautiful, seemingly able to bring people infinite reverie and infinite future campus, in my opinion, is so dark and desolate.
In this, except for Ji Bai, there are few people I can be nostalgic for.
As a child, my life was completely empty since my sister left, and I felt that I was the loneliest person in the world.
I'm used to living alone, I'm used to being quiet, and my life should have been quiet and lonely all the time.
But I didn't expect that after going to high school, such a big change occurred.
First Ji Bai walked into my world, and then, my sister reappeared beside me.
Although my current sister seems to be hiding a lot of secrets, at least, she has come back to me.
When I think of my sister, my originally lost heart will feel a little sweeter again.
Because my sister still loves me, she still protects me desperately like when she was a child.
"Yes, I still have my sister, even if I leave No. 1 Middle School and leave this campus full of darkness for me, I should cheer up, I want to accompany my sister well and repay her for taking care of me. If my sister wants me to have good grades, then I will study hard, and I don't care about the rest. Ever since my sister left when I was a child, I realized how important she was to me. I must not lose this care again, as for Ji Bai, I am sorry for her......"
I thought to myself silently, then walked out of the school gate and walked around the school gate for a while.
I remember the last time, when I came out, I met my sister at the school gate, and then she took me to the class to take revenge, and I was with my sister Lin Ran, and I did have a sense of security that was protected.
Even now, when I think of my sister's flawless face and seductive body fragrance, I want to go to her again.
I just saw her yesterday, but I miss her so much today.
I was distressed, but I resisted the urge to go to my sister and went to an internet café near the school.
I know that I can't escape my sister Lin Ran's feelings, but I think I must not show anything, as long as I don't find out that I have special thoughts about her.
At that time, I didn't know that my sister and I were not actually brothers and sisters, so I felt guilty about this suppressed feeling.
I felt like a pervert, so I hesitated for a moment, walked into an Internet café near the school, made a temporary card for two hours, and began to play skillfully.
As for surfing the Internet, I have learned since I came to the city in junior high school that withdrawn people can only find some presence on the Internet, which is why I like to surf the Internet.
In 02, computers were not widely available, and Internet cafes were full almost every day.
At that time, CF, League of Legends or something hadn't come out yet, and the popular one was Fantasy Journey to the West, asking, stand-alone CS those.
I'm going to play single-player CS, and I'm holding my breath, I just want to vent, immerse myself in the world of the clattering gunshots, and play until one o'clock at noon before going back to school.
I arrived at the classroom early and there was no one in the class, but as I walked into the classroom, I suddenly heard a familiar voice behind me.
"Oh, isn't this the best Lin Hao in your class?"
The voice was a little sassy, I looked back, and saw a group of girls also following me into the classroom, and I recognized the woman who took the lead at a glance, she was the Su Ting who had bullied me before, Liu Bo's girlfriend.
Su Ting was also followed by Zhang Meng, as well as three girls from other classes, all of whom had dyed nails and earrings, and they were all female gangsters at first glance.
I stared at them for a moment, ignoring them, and turned around and walked to my seat.
What I didn't expect was that Su Ting and Zhang Meng actually came over and surrounded me on the edge of my seat, as if they wanted to bully me.
I couldn't stand being stared at by such a group of girls, so I raised my head and said, "What are you going to do?" ”
"Don't do anything, we're just chatting with you, handsome guy......"
Su Ting was originally a, and it made people want to vomit when she pretended to be.
She reached out and stroked my face with her fingers, then pretended to unintentionally push the books on my desk down, all to the ground.
"Oh, I'm sorry."
After Su Ting got all the books on my desk to the ground, she deliberately took a step forward, stepped on my books, and pretended to look at me a little apologetically.
At this time, Zhang Meng, who was with Su Ting, and the female gangsters also laughed, and they looked at me as if they were making a fool.
Looking at Su Ting's cheap face, I remembered the last time I was at the door of the classroom.
It was this bag that bullied me, stomped on my head several times, and almost made me drill their crotch.
As for Zhang Meng, she is not much better than her, and she bullied me in the class in those days.
This kind of cheap girl is a typical underwhelming character, I stood up directly and scolded Su Ting: Are you fucking sick?
**…… Su Ting was immediately angry when she heard this, and just like last time, she slapped me twice when she came up and said: Still scolding, come, try to scold again...... I was also a little stunned at this time, I really didn't expect this Su Ting to slap my face so simply now, looking at her shaking little breasts, I hesitated to fight back.
Boys shouldn't do anything to girls, but it also depends on the situation, if I can bear it at this time, I'm really inlive.
"Roll ......"
I scolded directly, reaching out and grabbing Su Ting's hair.
I know that Su Ting is the boss in this group of girls now, as long as Su Ting is subdued.
Fighting with girls, hair is a weakness, I just grabbed Su Ting's hair, Su Ting also started crazy, scolded and kicked me when she raised her foot, she kicked me at all.
But soon several other female gangsters also got started, only Zhang Meng couldn't fight, so she stood aside and watched, shouting loudly: Hit him, kill that coward.
If Su Ting was the only one, I would naturally be able to subdue her.
But I was dragging Su Ting's hair, but a few female gangsters around me kept kicking and kicking me like cats, and my nails even scratched my arms, and I couldn't stand it anymore, so I let go of Su Ting's hair, hit Su Ting a few times, and hurriedly ran outside the classroom.
I ran away, Su Ting and they also chased out like crazy, but they were just girls, and they still didn't catch up with me, when I ran to the staircase, I looked back and found that Su Ting's t was broken, and the pink hood inside was exposed, and the breasts looked small, probably when I was fighting just now.
Now I'm scared too, no wonder she went crazy and wanted to chase me, I hurriedly ran directly to the men's toilet and hid, and I didn't go out until class.
The first class was a self-study class, and the homeroom teacher was not there, so I didn't return to the classroom until half of the class.
When I entered the classroom, I clearly felt that the boys and girls in the class looked at me a little sarcastically, and many of them snickered, as if they were saying "this is more than the face to come to school"
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I glanced at the class a few times, didn't pay much attention, and walked straight to my seat and sat down.
I couldn't help it, I was a cow a few days ago, but I was beaten in front of the whole class in the morning, and the deterrence I had built up in the hearts of my classmates naturally went down again.
was bullied by Wang Li and them first, and then by the head teacher, which was enough to humiliate him.
What's more, they don't know that I was bullied by Su Ting and the others just now.
After casually opening the book and reading it for a while, my heart gradually calmed down.
Forget it, I'm going to transfer schools anyway, and these fame or something, there's no point in it.
In this school, I knew that I couldn't mix anymore, and even if I didn't, I wouldn't be able to stay well.
Liu Bo will bully me, Mao Mao will bully me, and Wang Li will bully me.
and Su Ting, who fought with me just now, will definitely not let me go.
Leaving No. 1 Middle School has no impact, at most it is just a little unwilling and regretful.
Unwillingly, I didn't get mixed up and didn't become a real man.
As for regrets, it is naturally Ji Bai.
Maybe I should confess to her once before leaving, no matter what the outcome will be!
I thought silently in my heart, and at this moment, my tablemate suddenly looked over cautiously and asked me in a low voice: Lin Hao, are you okay in the morning, are you injured?
I said it was okay, it wasn't the first time I've been beaten anyway.
The tablemate sighed a little unnaturally, then handed me a folded piece of letter paper and said: This, Ji Bai asked me to give you...... Because mobile phones were not widely available at that time, school contact or something, letterheads, and writing love letters were very popular.
Nowadays, there may be no talk of writing love letters in schools at all, but at that time, most boys confessed to girls, and they all wrote love letters.
The contact of classmates in the outer class or something, is the messenger paper.
Ji Bai wrote to me on a letter paper, what did he want to tell me?
I was puzzled for a moment, and took the letter in my tablemate's hand