Chapter 748: Separation from Su Xiaofei, the choice of love and affection
Although I was a little puzzled, I didn't dare to take the initiative to take any action against Longmen, after all, it was an extremely large gang. Now I've finally made them let their guard down against me, and if I come out again at this time, I will definitely be killed.
As for what kind of conspiracy they have in Lily of the Valley No. 1 Middle School, when the college entrance examination is over, I will stay here for a few months, and I should be able to know almost something. If they don't do anything by then, then I don't have to worry about it.
Anyway, now, the people who can absorb into the Loyalty Society in Lily of the Valley No. 1 Middle School have almost absorbed it, and the rest just needs to think about how to take down the underworld in Linhai City. As for the Dragon Gate, I really don't have the capital to fight them right now.
And the day after tomorrow is the college entrance examination, and I have to think about which city I want to study in.
Anyway, when I was bored during this time, I also reviewed my previous homework. After all, I'm in the underworld, and my brain won't be stupid. I studied science, mathematics, physics, whatever, and now it's okay.
In terms of language, everyone knows a little, but English can't, because English is a long-term accumulated homework. No matter how smart you are, you can't rise to the top in a short period of time.
But I don't care, for me, as long as I can get into the undergraduate line, it's easier to find a relationship arrangement. If you do too badly in the exam, it's not easy to find a relationship.
After the mobilization, I, Chen Haonan, Curly Mao, Ma Kun, Chen Zihao, Zhang Xinyu, Su Xiaofei, and those of us with the best relationship in Lily of the Valley No. 1 Middle School got together again.
But after graduation, no matter what, I still have to face separation in the end.
Zhang Xinyu had already decided to let her go to Hong Kong to study at university because of family reasons. As for Su Xiaofei, she also has to be admitted to Beijing Film Academy. For art candidates, the results of the college entrance examination are not very important, and she has basically decided to go to that university. Because she has a dream of stardom, and whether it is her family background or her face and figure, she meets that standard.
I wasn't sure where I was going to go to university, but I knew I wouldn't be going to Beijing, and I wasn't going to Hong Kong. Because I am in the underworld, the security in Beijing is too good, and the underworld can't survive in that kind of place, so I can't go anywhere. Hong Kong is too chaotic, it is a city where the old boy started, there are too many bigwigs there, and I can't get along.
So I know that it is likely that after the college entrance examination, many of us will not see each other for a long time, just like Lu Xueqi.
Many times, many people are just passers-by in our lives. No way, everyone has their own different life, and you can't expect everyone to follow the same path as you.
Even if it is four brothers together, Chen Zihao will take care of the family business first after graduation, and Chen Haonan also said that he will go home and wait for the college entrance examination results to come out before deciding whether he can follow me to college. There are also Zhang Liang, as well as the fat cat in the dormitory, and some brothers who have a very good relationship, all of whom have determined the future path. Almost all of them were sure to separate from me, only Ma Kun and Curly Hair, they said they must follow me, and they will go wherever I go.
We gathered together at a hotel across the street from the school, and after chatting for a while, the atmosphere suddenly became a little sad.
"Come on, don't say anything else, the brothers will do it first." I lifted the wine bottle, and drank it on the mouth of the bottle, three or four years of brotherly feelings, seeing that they are going to go their separate ways, this go, I don't know when we will be able to meet again, even if the surface is more open-minded, no matter how free and easy, the reluctance in my heart still can't be reduced, I used to fight together, flirt with girls together, play together, and make trouble together, but all this is in the past.
Chen Zihao, Ma Kun, Chen Haonan, and Curly Hair were silent with the wine bottle, and after a while, they took the bottle in their mouths and drank violently.
Chen Zihao and Chen Haonan looked a little gloomy and kept drinking, because they were the most reluctant to me, but because of their families, they didn't seem to be able to embark on this road. The underworld, after all, is a dark road, and no parent would want to let their children embark on such a road. Especially children like Chen Zihao and Chen Haonan who have some backgrounds in their families, but that's fine, I don't want them to follow me completely black.
Ma Kun and Curly are used to it before, there is no other choice, Chen Haonan and Chen Zihao, I really don't want them to be with me, this will hurt them. Because I know the cruelty of the underworld, if there is another choice, I want to quit completely, but unfortunately, I have no way out.
Soon the three cases of beer were empty bottles, and everyone was already a little drunk, but the sourness in their hearts became more and more obvious.
Chen Zihao put down the empty wine bottle, took a breath, and said with some excitement. "Brother Hao, Curly, Ma Kun, Haonan, no matter where you go, no matter what it becomes in the future, brothers will always be brothers, Brother Hao, I will only recognize you as a big brother in my life, even if I inherit my father's company in the future and become the CEO of the company, I will also say to my subordinates, my eldest brother is called Lin Hao............" As he spoke, Chen Zihao burst into tears, pointed at me, and his voice trembled, "Brother Hao, I know that you will definitely need a lot of funds in the future." In the future, as long as you have a place where you can get money, just talk to your brother. ”
Chen Haonan didn't speak at this time, Yue Xiaoqing, who was sitting next to him, saw him like this, quietly held Chen Haonan's arm, and leaned on Chen Haonan's shoulder with his little face, she and Chen Haonan were on good terms, but she was also very sour in her heart.
Ma Kun, Curly and the others didn't speak, and everyone tacitly knew many things, and saying them would only increase their sadness, but they were silent, and they drank wine bottle after bottle, which made everyone feel even more uncomfortable.
Su Xiaofei choked up and said, "Don't be like this, you boys, everyone wants to cry." ”
Affected by the atmosphere, several girls couldn't help but sob, especially Zhang Xinyu, who was reluctant to let me go. But at this time, I didn't say anything to her, because I was afraid that she wouldn't be able to let go.
I don't think I'm a playboy, otherwise I don't know how many times Su Xiaofei and Zhang Xinyu have been in it. But in fact, I didn't have a relationship with them. Especially after this semester, I kept my distance from them.
Because during last year's holiday, Zhang Yao's death hit my heart too hard. I knew that if I would suffer if I let them follow, I would never have really happened to them.
Because Zhang Xinyu and Su Xiaofei's family conditions are very good, they have no worries about food and clothing, Zhang Xinyu has excellent grades and can be regarded as a talent in learning. Su Xiaofei is both talented and beautiful, she is a person who wants to be a star in the future, such a woman, if I let them follow me and face all kinds of dangers every day, then I am too bad.
I know they all like me, and I can just let them be with me. But alas, I know that I am not strong enough to protect them. And I still have my way to go, because my sister ......
Some girls, as long as I have the memories of a relationship with them, it is enough, and it is not necessary for them to be with me all the time. After all, although people will encounter many feelings in their lives, they can only choose one in the end. When it comes time to separate, it still has to be separated.
So at this time, I didn't say anything to Su Xiaofei and Zhang Xinyu, I hope they can really pursue their dreams.
"A brother, a brother for life." I exhaled deeply, took a bottle of wine, walked to the window of the private room, and looked at the busy street. After we finished drinking, Su Xiaofei still came to me secretly, she looked at me with tears in her eyes and said, "Lin Hao, are you really unwilling to go to Beijing with me, I can give you a place to live there, or I will also let you go to the film academy." ”
I touched Su Xiaofei's pink face and said, "Go and pursue your dreams, I hope that in a few years, I can see you on TV with a more dazzling figure." ”
"Why, don't you like me at all?" Su Xiaofei, who has always been lively and cheerful, had tears on her face at this time......
I trembled a little, and I have to say that I really can't let go of Su Xiaofei. She has a cheerful personality and is very cute, I really like her, but ...... If I really accompanied her there, even if I really became a star, an actress. When the time comes, what will I do with my sister, and what will happen to my so many brothers who are mixed with the underworld?
I looked out the window, took a deep breath and said, "Sometimes it's not just because two people like each other that they can be together." You don't understand it now, but you'll understand it later. ”