042: I feel a sense of loss in my heart

Que Dongjin opened the chatterbox, and the four buddies began to talk about it again.

"Zhong Buli died, and I saw the senior instructor crying. However, Instructor Wang was expressionless, I don't understand, how could Wang Xueliu be so ruthless? Li Jianwei said.

"This cannot be determined by crying or not crying alone. Didn't you just say that you were going east? The departure of the people around us is also a test for us, and it is important to learn lessons and sum up experiences. Instructor Wang didn't cry, so he didn't necessarily feel sad in his heart. You say don't you? Zhang Dahu remembered the private affairs between the senior instructor and Director Li, and he thought that there was a big difference between the heart of this senior instructor and her performance.

"Nothing is absolute. A lot of the things that are expressed are different from the ones that are heartfelt. We who are agents should not be fooled by what is performed, this is what the instructors told us. Regardless, we'd better not talk about the instructors. Que Dongjin said with a smile.

"Life is unpredictable! None of us thought that Zhong Buli, who was jumping around, would arrive in another world in a blink of an eye, and he would be separated from our yin and yang from then on! You say, "What is this man living for?" Jiang Wukui suddenly asked a serious question.

This is a question that philosophers answer, and it is rare for us as little people to think about such complex questions. We're just here to live! Li Jianwei said with a smile.

"Are we just trying to live? Jianwei, have you forgotten what the instructors taught us? We are shouldering the heavy responsibility of saving the country, we must work hard to realize the Three People's Principles, and we must not be afraid of sacrifice......" Jiang Wukui began to talk eloquently.

"Wu Kui! There you got! I'll tell you the truth, I'm just living to make my mom a good life. I'm living for my mom. In the same way, my mom lived for me. You don't like your stepmother, you can live for your Three People's Principles, but, don't get involved with me, I'm really not that great. Li Jianwei said with a smile.

"I agree with Li Jianwei. In my heart, I also want my grandmother to have a good life. As for the sake of the Three People's Principles and the salvation of the country, of course I will say it, but I will not tell us buddies, I will only say it to people outside. Dude, there's no need to talk about these big empty flowers. Que Dongjin, what do you say? Zhang Dahu looked at Que Dongjin after speaking.

"What else? Why don't you sleep yet? Do you want me to urge you every day? Rest! Wang Xueliu outside said loudly.

Everyone quickly shut their mouths. I heard footsteps and walked away. Jiang Wukui said softly: "Why is it the turn of this cold beauty to be on the night shift so soon?" Every time, she would interrupt our interest. ”

"Sleep! If she turns around again and hears us still talking, you have good fruit to eat. Que Dongjin said and pulled the quilt over his head.

Zhang Dahu also pulled the quilt, but he couldn't sleep. He remembered his own escape from death, and remembered the different attitudes of the two instructors towards the dead cadets.

He thought, why didn't this Wang Xueliu show sadness in the face of the dead students, but why was she so worried when she took us on a mission that time? Also, why did the senior instructor cry? Senior Instructor is usually gentle and has a good smile, why did he have a personal affair with Director Li behind his back?

Zhang Dahu thought of Gao Weilan and Li Mengman's private relationship, and he wanted to know how the two of them satisfied each other when they were dating and making love. However, he himself has not experienced it, and he can't think of how two women can make each other happy together?

Zhang Dahu thought about it for a long time, and always felt that Li Mengman and Gao Weilan were a little abnormal. How can a woman and a woman love like this? Why did you fall in love with Li Mengman? Isn't it time for me to divert my attention and not like a woman who has no feelings for men, but is interested in women!

"Big Tiger, what are you turning over, go to sleep! You flip cakes like this, can we still sleep? Que Dongjin heard Zhang Dahu make a noise, and he couldn't sleep at all.

"Okay, okay, I'll hold back. Force yourself to sleep. There's been so much going on these days, I'm a little cranky. Zhang Dahu said and began to count, trying to put himself to sleep.

In the blink of an eye, it's another day off.

After breakfast, Que Dongjin and the others returned to the dormitory and began to talk about how to spend this rare rest day.

"Are we going to see Shizuka, the angel in white? Who knows if Mita's kid is going to bully her again? Zhang Dahu said with a smile.

"Big Tiger, you really pity the flowers and jade! The first thing you think of is to look at Shizuka, not your grandmother, remember you said you lived for your grandmother! Jiang Wukui looked at Zhang Dahu and seemed to be smiling.

"Wu Kui, don't raise the bar, okay? I said I'm going to see Shizuka, but I didn't say I'm not going back to see my grandmother! Of course I want to see my grandma, and I have to eat with my grandma! Zhang Dahu said seriously.

"I'm going to have dinner with my mom at noon today. If you go to see Shizuka, I'll go with you. Li Jianwei said with a smile.

"Wu Kui, I think you should also accompany your father for a few drinks, although you don't like your stepmother, but after all, you are your father's biological son. Besides, the last time you went back, didn't your stepmother also give you a good face? Que Dongjin looked at Jiang Wukui and said.

"What about you? You won't be eating with your adoptive father too! You hate him! Otherwise, you can go to my house for dinner, so that I can be more comfortable. Jiang Wukui said.

"Wu Kui, you're right. I really want to accompany my adoptive father to dinner. I thought about it, how to say, he is also nurturing for me. I can't be a ruthless person. In this case, let's go see Shizuka first, and then go home to accompany our loved ones. Que Dongjin said.

"Alright! I listen to you, and I will go with my father. Although he has always been a useless man in my mind, he is my father after all, and you are right. Jiang Wukui said.

"How can you say that about your father?" Zhang Dahu opened his big eyes and looked at Jiang Wukui.

"Why can't I say that? My stepmother not only gave me a look, but also looked down on my father at all, but what about him? Don't even dare to put a fart, you say, is such a man useful? Once, I took a corn cob to eat, and my stepmother grabbed it. My father saw it, but it was not seen. Say, Is he useful? Jiang Wukui said hatefully.

"Well, that's all in the past. Stop it. Que Dongjin said.

"Don't talk about it, it's really angry when you talk about it!" Jiang Wukui said.

"Let's go!" Li Jianwei said.

The four of them went out together and drove a car towards the city.

Que Dongjin sat in the car, thinking about the last time he went into the city, he ran into that woman, he wanted to find out what the relationship between that woman and himself was, why did she let herself learn to take ~ drugs, why did she take herself to rob, why did the instructor say that she was killed, but she was alive and well? However, I don't know where to start!

When the car was about to reach the city, they hid the car in a hidden section of the road, and they walked towards the city.

"We went to Shizuka's house, what should I do when she goes to work?" Zhang Dahu asked.

"We don't have to see her, we just need to find out what is going on. When you go to work, you can rest assured as long as you're fine, Dahu, do you have to call her? Are you really interested in her? Li Jianwei said with a smile.

"again. I'm not interested in love for the time being! Zhang Dahu said that he was thinking about Director Li in his heart, hum! I can't imagine that the woman I love would be like that, why should I torture myself!

"Don't talk nonsense, it's almost there." Que Dongjin said.

The four buddies came to the door, and Jiang Wukui shouted at the top of his voice: "Shizuka! Is Shizuka at home? We've come to see you! ”

"Wow, it's you! I really didn't think about it, come in and sit down! Shizuka happily greeted her.

"You, you, you're prettier!" Zhang Dahu looked at Shizuka and said with a smile.

"Really? I don't think so. Shizuka smiled.

"Sit, sit." Shizuka's mother also hurriedly greeted her.

"I'll pour you tea, you can have lunch at my house today!" Shizuka said with a smile.

"We still have work to do. Let's take a look at you, Mioda didn't bother you! Que Dongjin said with a smile.

"No more. He may be really afraid that you will find him! Never looked for me again. Thank you! Shizuka said with a smile.

"It's okay. You're alright, we're leaving. Que Dongjin stood up.

"In such a hurry?" Shizuka looked at Que Dongjin, her eyes rippling.

Que Dongjin hurriedly avoided her gaze and said, "We really have something, and we will come to see you in the future." Bye. ”

"Alright! I'll have time to play later! Shizuka watched Que Dongjin and them go, feeling lost in her heart, she thought, what's wrong with me?

The four buddies walked not far away, and Zhang Dahu said with a smile: "Wu Kui, Jianwei, have you two found the secret?" ”

"I can see that Shizuka is interested in going east! The way she looks at Dongjin is very different from the way she looks at us! Alas, I originally liked Shizuka, but who knows, but she likes to go east? Li Jianwei said with a smile.

"Jianwei, just tease! If you really like it, turn back now and I'll be a matchmaker for you. Que Dongjin said with a smile.

"If that's the case, Shizuka will be sad. Once a woman likes a man, she is very infatuated. She likes you, but you go to tell her to be a matchmaker and let her marry your buddy, didn't you stab her in the heart with a knife? Jiang Wukui said with a smile.

"Really. Besides, if that's the case, haven't I become a person who values sex and ignores friends? Li Jianwei laughed as he spoke.

"Jokes are jokes. Seriously, I don't feel that way about Shizuka yet, don't talk about it and get it like the real thing. In the future, you will not talk about it. Besides, we are not allowed to fall in love! Que Dongjin said seriously.