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Su Ho, who had been looking at the construction site shrouded in darkness, quickly raised his head and looked at Chen Xiuyuan, who didn't know when he came, "What's the matter?" ”

Chen Xiuyuan looked at the construction site that was hot inside, but silent as gold outside, and said to Soho with a smile: "You seem to be particularly interested in this construction site?" ”

"Hmm." Soho nodded and said, "I don't know why, I always feel that the Sky Wolf has a huge secret buried in this construction site, and this secret is related to me. ”

Chen Xiuyuan smiled, noncommittal, just handed an envelope to Soho, "This is a letter written by the Heavenly Wolf seven years ago, and today is the time to hand it over to you." ”

Su He glanced at Chen Xiuyuan, took the letter, and unfolded it.

"Ninju:

The plane took off, departing from Shanghai and heading for London.

The early morning sun spreads around the airport, gently and hallucinatingly against the earth.

When I boarded the plane, I saw a misty light on the sidelines of the plane, making everything seem like a dream.

I looked up at the sky, and it was a clear blue, low, as if I could reach it.

As the ticket inspector greeted me with a smile at the hatch, a gentle breeze rippled across my face with the body temperature of the weeds trembling slightly around the airport, and the aromatic smell.

What a warm and beautiful cause, but the weakness and fear in my heart have never been so full and severe as they are now. I was filled with the urge to turn around and run away.

I do so because I know what awaits me if I get on this plane - I won't be with you for seven years. In this moment, I finally knew. I'm not as strong as I thought I was.

However, I did not make it to the hatch.

I know you don't want to hear me explain why, because I know you don't need to know why, and you'll understand.

However, I still have to tell you what happened.

There was only one reason why I chose to step on this plane, and that was what my uncle said to me. It's too long, and I can only pick a significant part of it for you, I think you should understand. .s. Fastest Novel Search Network //

He said, 'This is the end of the matter. I have to be honest with you about why I've been sealing you off and forbidding you to go outside. It's not really afraid that you're going astray. With your concentration and disposition, it is simply impossible to be tempted by such a low level. The real reason why I won't let you out is actually afraid that you will find the person you love. For this world, you are a unique weapon. The world of the present. Only you can cleave this chaotic world and create a very different tomorrow. Your peerless weapon is the product of sin, sacrifice. It was only after trampling and humiliating many that you were born. From the day you were born, all these sins were destined to be borne by you...... Perhaps, that's not fair. However, there was a time in this world when it was truly fair...... Now, what I was most worried about has been born, you are no longer the former Duan Tian Wolf. You no longer have any scruples and burdens in the lot, the wolf...... Whether you live for yourself or for your destiny is up to you. However, I must tell you that the only reason for the existence of all people, including me, is that you have become that peerless weapon. ’

I don't really care what the world is going to be, and I've never wanted to be a hero, and I can't accept this so-called responsibility that has been imposed on me without considering my feelings at all, but when my uncle told me this, what choice do you think I can make?

Xiaohe, on my way to the airport, there is a small book bar, a small wooden house full of light tea boxes, hidden in an unknown alley. Next to the small book bar is a busy pedestrian road, but this small book bar is rarely frequented, like a forgotten corner.

The proprietor was a lovely uncle, always frowning, holding tea, leaning against the corner by the window, with a book in his hand, making it unclear whether he was asleep or reading.

I thought, it would be nice if you were with you, so we could sit together in this book bar.

However, you are not there, and I can only rush by.

I used to read very little, and I rarely read any humanities books except for my uncle, who often forced me to read authentic classics. This is because I don't have much interest in reading books in the first place, and the second is because many books are really hard to read now.

However, during this period of being alone, I read a lot of books because life was too dull. I realized that there are still many good books in the world, and my favorite is Montaigne, Montaigne has a saying, love is nothing but a kind of enjoyment of greed, and a desire that is never satisfied.

I didn't like this at first, I always thought it was too arbitrary and realistic.

However, when I now savor this sentence, I feel more and more that this is the case. /.s. Fastest Novel Search Network/

In my life, there are many important people, my uncle, Brother Dahai, my teacher, Xiaoxue, Chen Xiuyuan, Sun Yunmeng, etc., etc. These people are extremely important people to me, and I can do anything for them, even to death.

However, the reason why I feel that they are important, and why I am willing to sacrifice and dedicate for them, is because they regard me as the most important person in their lives, because of their dedication and dedication to me.

If I had to use an accurate word, I would describe our relationship as a noble deal - they gave me the best things in my life, and I reciprocated them with the most sincere things.

Whoever loves me, I love him, whoever hates me, I hate him, whoever is good to me, I am good to him, and whoever is cruel to me, I am very good.

Before I met you, my life was so simple and lonely.

There's only one thing I've ever done, and that's to give back to others what they've invested in me.

As for myself. I never really gave anything.

It's not that I'm too stingy or stingy, it's because I simply don't have anything to give, because I don't have myself at all. Just like the moon, it has no light energy in itself. I only know how to reflect the light of others.

I never laughed, I never cried, my life was so calm and cold, like a deep canyon in the earth.

And then I became fearless, and I never knew what fear was, because I really didn't have anything to fear of losing.

Just as the people around me can't understand my indifference, I also can't understand why the people around me have such a lot of emotions. In the beginning, there is always a little bit of discomfort. But gradually, I got used to this state, and even thought that I would go on like this for the rest of my life.

However. It was at this time that I came to know you, like a gentle lightning bolt that cut my earthly life in half, and the difference between before and after was so great. It's like two people.

At that moment, for the first time in my life, a definite signal was generated, an inexplicable one. Irresistible persistence cried out in my heart. And the first word of this call sign is 'I ......', and I can't remember the full words now, what it is, 'May I know you?' ''Can I send you home?'' Or something else.

It didn't matter, the important thing was that for the first time in my life, I had the concept of 'me'.

For the first time, I was no longer for someone else, but for myself, wanting to get something.

This is from the depths of my heart, the most primitive. The truest desire.

Love is nothing but a desire to enjoy greed and never be satisfied. When Montaigne said this, he was somewhat dismissive, but he never imagined how precious this was to me.

Xiaohe, I must tell you clearly and clearly that you have changed my life - only in the years after I met you, I will truly live for myself. I learned to smile, to shed tears, to be shy, to be nervous, and even to be jealous.

I went from being an unconscious, selfless weapon to a real person.

I didn't say I loved you, when we first met, and I was lying on the ground with blood on my face, and you handed me a handkerchief,

I didn't say I loved you, when I stood at the door of your classroom, pulled out a matchbox, and lied to you, saying that I was a match fan too;

I didn't say I loved you, when I stood at the door of the radio station and watched you rush out of the radio with a tired face,

I didn't say I love you, when we were together at the red bean ice shop, and you forced to eat only mango ice,

I didn't say I love you, when we were in the smoky hot pot restaurant, we finally mustered up the courage to confess to you.

Too many times, too many times, I longed and should have told you that I love you, and yet I didn't.

Each of these past will become the only flaws in my life.

Xiaohe, the plane has already flown up, I opened the window baffle, but I couldn't see anything, only white clouds. I don't know when, the plane has already flown so high. I hope that the seven years we are about to be separated will pass so quickly.

I don't know what you'll be like in seven years' time. Still don't like to wear high heels? But anyway, it's time to start learning to wear suits, right? Where's your head? Stayed? Or is it still as short as it is now? What city are you in now? Are you back in Shanghai? Or continue to stay in Chongqing?

There are so many things to know, but I can't witness them all, so I can only wait as if I were really dead.

Wait, I'm not afraid to wait, and I know you're not afraid either.

Couples who fall in love at first sight in this world rarely have good results, couples who have been separated for a long time in this world rarely have good results, and couples who have not seen each other for seven years in this world have even fewer good results.

However, we know that we don't have these problems after falling in love at first sight and not seeing each other for seven years.

Because no matter how much time and space are separated, our hearts are never separated - this sentence is unrealizable for others, ridiculously sweet words, and yet, I know that this is a true fact for us.

And precisely because of this, I can imagine what kind of pain you will be in during these seven years. Between you and me, it seems to be one. And tearing open the conjoined baby for seven years, the wound will not heal for seven years, and the blood will not stop, this is the pain you have to bear.

So many times ago, when I should have said I love you, I didn't have the courage to say I love you.

And now, when I want to say that I love you again, there are only white clouds in front of me.

Xiaohe, what I am going to go on this plane is a dream, which is a dream that is very important in the eyes of many people, and it is so important that it is earth-shattering.

They, as well as their ancestors, put all their hopes and sacrifices on me just for this dream.

However, for me, it was just a boring dream.

I did it because I didn't want so many people to bet on me for nothing.

What you get, you should give. In this world, except for you and me, to put it bluntly, everything is just a transaction.

Since they created me, I should give them what they deserve.

However, like every successful and moving novel, there may be twists and turns in between, but the ending must be good.

Xiaohe, please promise me, no matter how bumpy the story is, at the end of the story, you must hold my skinny tightly and don't let us get separated.

And I will promise you that when the story ends, I will give you a perfect answer.

Ah, I'm so tired, it seems that I encountered a little air current, and the plane shook all over, and I, who have never been airsick, don't know why, I actually feel a little dizzy.

I closed my eyes and slowly leaned back in my chair.

In the uniform vibration of the plane, time seems to freeze suddenly-the past has not passed, the future has not yet come, at this moment, my heart only thinks of you.

"Wolf on board"