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On August 31, 201, a radio station in Shanghai. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Soho is probably the most dedicated and professional program host in Shanghai. As the most popular radio host in Shanghai, there is a group of excellent behind-the-scenes staff behind her, but she still has to do everything herself, and even the promotional words of the show have to be decided by herself.

Naturally, Soho is the busiest host in Shanghai, spending almost all of her waking hours on the radio, always holding a ballpoint pen in her ear to jot down her thoughts at any time.

It is precisely because of this that everyone on the radio will be jealous, but no one will be jealous of Soho. Because everyone thinks in their hearts, if they want to be popular, they have to pay this price, then it's better not to be popular.

However, Soho's seriousness, if only for herself, is fine, but when she occasionally asks this seriousness to her team, those people inevitably feel a little harsh.

And today, it seems, is just that time.

"No, absolutely not." Soho turned her head, looked at her assistant, and shook her head with a serious face.

"No, Sister Su?" The assistant's eyes widened blankly, looked at Soho and said, "We picked this person for a week to find." ”

Soho turned his face and looked again at the singer in the studio who had just sung it, hesitated for a while, but still shook his head, "No." ”

"But...... Yesterday you said he could. The assistant said with a bitter face.

"But he didn't have a cold yesterday." Soho looked at his assistant and said.

The assistant stretched out his hand and shook Soho's hand, and said coquettishly, "Sister Su, please, this person is very popular on the Internet, and he has a lot of supporters." As soon as he shows up, our listening rate will hit a new high. Although he has a cold, his voice is barely okay, as long as he removes some difficult songs. ”

"Still no, I'm not responsible for the listening rate, I'm only responsible for the quality of the program. It's not that I don't want him to get on it, but I'll have to wait until he gets better. Soho said, looking at his watch, "There are still two hours before the show starts, you can contact the singer from Hubei again, I remember that he lives not far away, see if he can come." ”

The assistant looked at Soho, and after making sure eye contact with her, she knew that Soho had made up her mind, so she could only ask in a helpless tone: "Then what if you can't get in touch, the time is only two hours." ”

"As long as you have the heart to look for it, there is no one who can't find it." Soho replied almost immediately.

Su Ho's words made the assistant feel a little angry, in order to prepare for this episode, she had already added five shifts, and at this time, she was a little angry because of such a trivial matter, so she also said something angry, "Sister Su, this world is not so small, sometimes even if it is given for two hundred years, you may not be able to find a person." ”

The assistant was originally ready for Suho to criticize, but who knew that Suho was just stunned for a moment after hearing her say this, and then did not criticize her, but just sighed lightly and said in a somewhat sad tone: "You do your best." ”

After saying that, Soho lowered her hand a little weakly, turned around, and slowly walked towards her office, her back full of loneliness and loneliness.

When the assistant saw Soho's appearance, she felt uneasy, so she hurriedly ran forward, held Soho's hand, and said, "Sister Su, I'm sorry......"

Soho turned his face and smiled at the assistant, "No, it's not your fault, you're right, the world is not that small, sometimes, even if you give it two hundred years, you may not be able to find a person." ”

"Sister Su, I'm sorry, I'm not ......"

"No, it's none of your business, I'm not saying the opposite, I really think you're right." Soho said, took a deep breath, turned his face sideways and smiled at the assistant, "Go ahead, try to find him, if you can't find him, use him." In any case, they are all Internet celebrities, and the listening rate is guaranteed. ”

"Hmm." After the assistant made sure that Soho was not angry with him, he smiled and ran to contact.

Soho didn't continue to walk forward this time, she leaned her whole body against the window, looked at her reflection on the cold glass, and suddenly felt the urge to hug the glass and cry loudly.

If it was Soho in the past, she must have cried without any scruples at this time.

However, the current Soho is not the Soho of the past, and she is now used to suppressing her emotions.

If she hadn't cried on the show that time, she even suspected that she had forgotten how to cry.

Be strong, be strong. Ever since the day Duan Tianwolf left, this voice had been lingering in her heart, and today, it seemed to have become a spell, crushing her whole person into a little deformed.

"Some people, even if they are given two hundred years, may not be able to find them." The words that the assistant said reappeared in Soho's mind, and at this moment, Soho suddenly felt infinite panic, "Heavenly wolf, do you want me to wait for two hundred years?" I won't live to that time. ”

The infinite panic expanded Soho's emotions, making her urge to cry stronger, but at the same time, the voice that required her to suppress her emotions and be strong grew louder and louder.

Soho was torn between these two extreme emotions, standing in front of the window tossing and turning, she turned around and looked out of the window, her hands grasping the lattice, her teeth gently biting, an indescribable misery lingering in her heart.

At this time, a voice suddenly sounded behind her, "If you want to cry, cry out, it's raining now, and people outside the window can't see your expression clearly." ”

Soho immediately adjusted his expression almost instinctively, and then quickly turned around, just in time to see Liu Mengshan with his hands in his pockets.

I saw him standing at the end of the hallway, leaning against the wall, and when he spoke, he turned his face sideways and looked out the window as well, not facing Soho head-on, as if he was hiding something.

"Is that you? What are you doing here? Soho asked with a long exhale, returning to his usual appearance.

"I heard your call." Liu Mengshan replied.

"I summoned you...... Su Ho was stunned for a moment, then patted his head and said with a smile, "Look at my surname, I forgot to call you today...... Did you not find me in the office and came to the studio? ”

"I say, you're here at the right time." Soho said, showing a professional smile, and walked to Liu Mengshan's side, "I just happened to be dissatisfied with my singer, but you came to help me a lot...... Let's go audition...... No, no, still don't try, I think you can do it, I have confidence in you. ”

"Hey......" Just when Soho kept talking to himself, Liu Mengshan suddenly raised his head.

"What?" Soho looked at Liu Mengshan in bewilderment.

"Can you stop laughing?" Liu Mengshan asked.

"Why?" Soho asked, bewildered, for the first time she had ever encountered someone making such a request.

"Nothing, I don't like it."

Liu Mengshan said, straightened up, turned around, and walked towards Soho's office.

Then, he said in his heart, "I don't like it when you laugh when you want to cry." ”

When Liu Mengshan said this in his heart, he felt an extremely real throbbing pain in his heart, which was completely different from the pain when the headache attacked.

Physiologically speaking, this kind of pain is far less than one percent of that headache.

However, from the bottom of his heart, Liu Mengshan would rather suffer a headache ten times than a heartache once.

Soho didn't know what Liu Mengshan was thinking, so he just muttered, "What a weirdo." ”

Then he followed Liu Mengshan forward.

When he came to Soho's office, Soho poured tea for Liu Mengshan, and then unconsciously showed a smile with his professional surname, while Liu Mengshan immediately turned his face away to look out the window.

Seeing this, Soho sighed, suppressed his smile, and asked with a normal expression, "Didn't you say you didn't want to come?" Why did it come all of a sudden? ”

"Brother Guohai's work there is too boring, and I want to have some fun, so I came." Liu Mengshan replied.

"There is no such thing as uninteresting things, only uninteresting people."

was probably provoked by Liu Mengshan's somewhat arrogant emotions, so Soho's words also seemed very direct.

"You're right, it's never the thing that's interesting, it's about who you do it with. Even if it's a monotonous thing, it's fun to do it with someone you want to be with. Liu Mengshan picked up the teacup, took a sip of tea, and said.

Liu Mengshan's words made Su He stunned on the spot, and the original bit of vindictive thoughts disappeared without a trace, "Who did you listen to this?" ”

"I don't look like someone who can say such nutritious words, do I?" Liu Mengshan turned his head, looked at Soho, and asked.

"Oh, no." Soho quickly shook his head, "It's just that I used to have a very good friend who once said almost the same thing as you. ”

"Good friends?" Liu Mengshan glanced at Soho and said, "It's a boyfriend, right?" ”

"Why do you say that?" Soho asked rhetorically.

"When a guy calls the late-night hotline, he usually says that I have a friend, and when a girl talks about his ex-boyfriend, he usually says that Josei is a very good friend."

Soho smiled, this time with a sincere smile, "You guessed half right, it's indeed a boyfriend, but it's not an ex, it's a current one." ”

"Incumbent?" Liu Mengshan raised his eyebrows, "I can't bear to leave a good girl like you behind for seven years, such a man, being able to seal him an ex is already a blessing from his previous life." ”

Su He opened her mouth and wanted to argue with Liu Mengshan, but after thinking about it, this kind of thing couldn't be argued for, so she smiled and diverted the topic: "Mr. Liu, you are so good at talking, you should be very feminine, right?" ”

"I had a girlfriend." Liu Mengshan moved and said.

"Only one?" Soho asked, somewhat incredulous.

"A good woman is enough." Liu Mengshan replied.

"That's just as well." Soho smiled and nodded, "That girl must be a very beautiful girl, right?" ”

Liu Mengshan blinked his eyes and said, "It's okay, it's about the same as you." ”

"You must have a good relationship, right? Does she also work in Shanghai? Soho asked again.

Liu Mengshan coughed and took a sip of tea, "We haven't seen each other for a long time. ”

Soho asked a little strangely, "For a long time?" How long? ”

Liu Mengshan opened his mouth to answer, but after thinking about it, he still replied, "It's been a few years." ”

"How long is a few years?" Soho was even more strange, "Don't you love her?" ”

"Love, I will only love her as a woman in my life."

"In that case, why separate?" Soho asked.

"For some reason." Liu Mengshan slurped, "Some reason why it's inconvenient for her to know." ”

Soho shook his head and smiled a little sarcastically: "Today's men, they don't even bother to find excuses. ”

"It's not an excuse, it's that there are some unbelievable reasons, it's inconvenient, and I don't know how to tell her."

"I think the most incredible thing is that you keep saying that you love her, and then you separate from her. For men and women in love, love is the greatest, and all reasons are. ”

Liu Mengshan raised his eyebrows, looked at Soho, then lowered his brows again, and let out a long sigh, "You're right, in fact, all the reasons are nonsense. ”

Originally, I was a little angry at Liu Mengshan's words, but now seeing Liu Mengshan's appearance, Su He was a little embarrassed, "Seriously, I don't know what you left her for." But I'd love to ask you, do you think it's worth it? ”

Liu Mengshan frowned, took a deep breath, and said, "It's not worth it...... But there's no turning back. ”

"Man, everything is in a flash, and there is nothing in the world that cannot be turned back. Buddhism has clouds, the sea of bitterness is boundless, and the back is the shore. You are not the leader of a country, and you are tired of your family and country, how can it be so serious? ”

Liu Mengshan smiled bitterly and asked rhetorically: "Don't talk about me, talk about you, do you hate your boyfriend?" ”

"Hate?" Soho blinked and turned out the window, "Of course." But why hate? Isn't it because of love? ”

"If one day, he suddenly comes back to you, what will you ask him?" Liu Mengshan asked again.

"I won't ask anything." Soho replied.

"Don't ask anything?" This time it was Liu Mengshan's turn to be a little stunned.

"So much time has been wasted, and we finally met again, and we have wasted time asking what we were doing in the past?" Soho smiled and said, "Of course, you have to enjoy the good time right away and make up for it with all your might...... I often have dreams like this, and one morning I suddenly woke up and saw him sitting on his desk reading a book. I didn't say anything, got up and went to the kitchen to make breakfast, we ate breakfast together, went for a walk, and started the day as if we had never been apart. ”

Liu Mengshan lowered his head, took a sip of water, and was silent for a while, and then asked, "Miss Su, do you believe in fate?" ”

"Fate? If I had to talk about fate, I would have believed in only one kind of fate in my life. Soho said, looking out the window, "That's how my woman will always be." ”

Liu Mengshan's hand trembled, and a little boiling water was poured on the table, Liu Mengshan quickly picked up the paper towel on the table to wipe it, his face was full of panic, and his mouth was busy and said, "I'm sorry." ”

"It's okay, it's just a little water." Liu Mengshan's unexpected panic made Su He feel inexplicable and funny, so she smiled and comforted.

At this moment, Soho's assistant walked in, "Sister Su, I'm sorry, I didn't get in touch with ......"

Before she could finish her words, Soho interrupted with a smile: "It's okay, you see, the best candidate is already in front of you." ”

The assistant turned his face and saw Liu Mengshan who was wiping the table, and immediately recognized him, "Ah, this is the singer at the celebration that day, didn't you say you didn't want to come?" ”

"Xiaoya, don't be so rude, this is Mr. Liu." Soho said, introducing Liu Mengshan, "This is my assistant Xiaoya. ”

Liu Mengshan raised his head and nodded from Xiaoya, even if he had said hello.

Xiaoya is a child's temper, but she doesn't care about these politeness, she doesn't take it to heart, she also smiled at Liu Mengshan, and then said to Su He: "Sister Su, there is still an hour to start recording, you tell Mr. Liu about today's theme, I won't quarrel with you." ”

After speaking, Xiaoya ran away at a trot.

"Chatting, chatting, almost forgetting about business." Soho said, taking out a stack of copywriting from the drawer, "This is our theme copy for today, you can take a look." ”

Liu Mengshan touched his forehead a little impatiently, "After being a clerk for so many years, I now feel fear whenever I see a paper with more than ten words, you might as well tell me about it." ”

"Well, that's fine." Soho nodded and put the copy down, "To put it simply, today's topic is two words - memory. ”

An hour later, the show began.

As usual, at the beginning, it was Soho's opening line, "Hello listeners, welcome to 'The Old Days', I'm Soho...... Many people in the world are afraid of death because they always feel that life and death are a completely separate process. Actually, we are dying all the time, and we are being reborn all the time. Buddhists say that with a flick of the fingers, there are 60 moments, and in an instant, there are 90 births and deaths. In this way, in just a snap of a finger, we have been born and died 5,000 times. ”

"In the blink of an eye, we have died 5,000 times and been born 5,000 times. Every time, we are actually completely different from the previous us. And to connect these countless us together to become a whole person. It's memories. ”

"When the city is completely flooded by tall buildings, when neon lights obscure the sky, when everything, including ourselves, is completely different from what it used to be, what do we rely on to prove that we were alive in the past? Only memories. ”

"When we come to the end of our lives, health, youth, beauty, wealth, power, and even life all abandon us. And in the end, the only thing that can accompany us forever and from beginning to end is memory. And today, what I want to talk to you about is memories. When it comes to memories, I think the first thing that many people think of must be the person who once gave you good memories, but in the end had to be separated because of you or him. ”

"Many years later, when the story has become distant, and the sentimentality of that fiery and hopeless love has become indifferent, will there still be a song hidden in your heart? A song that as long as you hear it, you can't help but think about the past, and you don't want to ask about right and wrong anymore, don't want to think about gains and losses anymore, and just want to see that person again? …… The first song recommended to you today is also one of Soho's favorite songs, from Lin Yilian's "At Least There's You", performed by Liu Mengshan. ”

When Soho said this, he covered the microphone, turned his face to look at Liu Mengshan behind him, and motioned for him to start.

Soon, the music sounded, and Liu Mengshan began to sing into the microphone, "I'm afraid it's too late, I'm going to hold you until I feel your wrinkles, with traces of time, until I'm sure you're real, until I lose my strength......"

When he arrived here on the spot, Liu Mengshan's eyes unconsciously looked at Soho, who was sitting in front and watching the listener's text messages intently.

She was sitting in front of him now, and he only needed to take two steps forward to hold her tightly in his arms.

However, he can't.

At this moment, Liu Mengshan thought of a word in his mind - the end of the world is close at hand.

"For you, I will, I can't move, and I want to look at you until I feel your hairline, there are traces of snow, until my vision becomes blurry, until I can't breathe, let's, inseparable, if ...... I can give up the whole world, at least there are still you, it's worth cherishing......"

Liu Mengshan's singing was here, and a trill suddenly appeared, and there should be no such trills in this song. So, Soho turned her head to look at Liu Mengshan a little strangely, she didn't believe that Liu Mengshan would make such a mistake.

When Liu Mengshan realized that he had accidentally made this mistake, he simply let go of his mind and kept singing down with this trill.

However, at this time, he did not dare to look at Soho anymore, but closed his eyes, and he continued to sing: "And you are here, it is a miracle of life." Perhaps, the whole world I can also forget, just unwillingly, lose your news. The hemorrhoids in your palm, I always remember where it is, we are not easy, we can't help it. ”

At this time, including Soho, they were all conquered by Liu Mengshan's emotional, slightly vibrasive and hoarse voice.

However, the difference between ordinary listeners and Soho is that the former did not hear the surging emotions that Liu Mengshan tried his best to suppress under this seemingly excited singing. Soho, on the other hand, is vaguely aware that behind the seemingly expressive singing of Yoo Mengshan, there are much deeper and thicker emotions than those expressed.

This emotion is so strong that even Soho is a little incomprehensible.

At this time, Liu Mengshan raised his voice to a higher level, and sang hoarsely in an almost shouting voice: "I'm afraid that time is too fast, not enough to look at you carefully, I'm afraid that time is too slow, I'm worried about losing you every night, I can't wait to lose my head overnight, and never be separated......"

The last part of the song made everyone's hair stand on end, and no one thought that this song could be sung so sadly and desolately.

It is said that this song was originally just a confessional love song, but when it was sung in Liu Mengshan, it was like a helpless, hoarse appeal, and a bloody oath that was shouted.

People only know that they were completely moved by the song, and countless text messages began to flood the station's SMS platform.

Someone refreshes the screen almost every minute, however, none of them can understand this way of singing, let alone why Liu Mengshan sings like this.

Even Soho would turn around strangely and look at Liu Mengshan with an eye that was both appreciative and surprised, as if asking, why do you sing like this?

Liu Mengshan, on the other hand, smiled faintly and said nothing.

As the show continued, listener engagement and support were extremely high, with a record number of listeners for the show.

Duan Tianwolf has also been extremely cooperative, giving a performance with all his might, and when the show came to the end, Liu Mengshan handed Soho a note, which read: "The last song, can you sing "Old Words"? ”

When the commercial was interstitial, Soho turned off the microphone, then turned his head, looked at Duan Tianwolf, and asked, "What kind of song is this?" Why haven't I heard of it? ”

"The songs of a band called Yonon Gate, they are not very popular, I don't know if you have any songs in the library."

"Okay, I'll help you find it." Soho said, immediately starting to look up the radio song library, and soon she replied, "Yes, but why are you singing this?" ”

"Personally, I like it." Liu Mengshan replied.

"Okay, then end with this song, today's performance is very good, I'll invite you to dinner after work." Soho said, smiled and gave a thumbs up to Liu Mengshan, and then quickly put on the headphones, the advertisement was over.

Three minutes later, Liu Mengshan picked up the microphone and began to sing, "Nostalgia doesn't need excuses, images float in front of you, there are no more excuses for forgetting, and feelings roam in your heart...... Nostalgia doesn't need excuses, feelings roam in the heart, Monsoon rain accepts it indifferently, and some words are becoming stale...... Zeng said that he did not hesitate to suffer and worry, the past is unknown to go or stay, and the eight thousand miles of road silently retreated, how many fame has been achieved......"

After another two minutes, after Soho finished finishing his closing remarks, he cleaned up and said, "Say, what you want to eat, I'll please." ”

As soon as she finished speaking, Soho found that no one answered her, and at this time, she realized that Liu Mengshan was no longer in the studio.

Soho hurriedly walked out and asked the director, "What about others?" ”

"Gone." The director looked at Soho and said.

"Gone?" Soho looked up at the radio hallway, and muttered to herself again in a strange way, "What a weirdo." ”

(To be continued)