"It doesn't hurt!" Li Feng smiled bitterly, time has passed, the pain of the wound has long passed, and the only thing that can hurt until now is the past that cannot be touched in his heart.

(.)“ How can it not hurt? ”

Wang Zixuan caressed the wounds that had already been scarred, her thoughts were surging, and between her frowns, there was a heartbreaking softness, like a Daiyu burial flower, which looked extraordinarily weak and compassionate.

Li Feng looked at the beauty in his arms, kissed affectionately and gently, and the indescribable tranquility and serenity surrounded Li Feng, the ancients said: But villains and women are difficult to raise.

Presumably does not include a tender woman like Wang Zixuan, as if she is a fairy who has no quarrel with the world, sometimes, Zixuan frowns, Li Feng can't help but wonder if this is a dereliction of duty fairy.

As if feeling the warmth emanating from Li Feng, Wang Zixuan said softly: "Feng, is the braised pig's trotters I made the kind of taste you want?"

Li Feng was stunned when he heard this, and suddenly recalled the days when he and Yuezi had no one to grab a big pig's trotter and fight for wine, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but show a nostalgic smile, how could the pig's trotters at that time be as delicious as Wang Zixuan's cooking?

It's already a great luck to be able to eat, and between the bullets and bullets, it's good to be able to eat cooked food, so what else can you care about?

But I think that Wang Zixuan will never be able to make that kind of taste, because what Li Feng misses is only the brotherhood between him and Yuezi at that time.

Wang Zixuan, who looked longing, Li Feng couldn't help but smile bitterly and said: "It tastes very good, it's a taste I've never tasted, it's very heartwarming."

"Can you tell me about your past, then?"

Wang Zixuan asked the curiosity in her heart, since she met Li Feng, she has been attracted by Li Feng's mysterious past all the time.

It is said that being curious about a man is the beginning of a woman's fall, which is especially applicable to Wang Zixuan, she is curious about why Li Feng has such good skills, why Li Feng, who is usually frivolous and lazy, often has such vicissitudes of life, curious about Li Feng's mysterious and exciting past, and even more curious about why Li Feng has so many scars on his body in peacetime, and even incredible gunshot wounds.

This qiē made Wang Zixuan sink deeply, she was both curious and worried, worried that the more she knew about Li Feng, the more she would be inseparable from him, and in the end, she would never recover.

Li Feng was silent, he was not good at talking, and he didn't have the habit of confiding in others, his past was too heavy and too tragic, and people living in the city couldn't empathize at all.

Is the world bright?

No!

Is this world peaceful?

No!

Is the world beautiful?

No!

This is Li Feng's brightness, peace and beauty to the world in the past, these are just the gorgeous clothes that this world wears, and those places of the world are full of killing and ugliness.

In the city, if a child is dressed in rags, you may give him a sip of water to drink and get his respect, but in the world, even if it is a child, as long as you dare to ignore him, you may die under his unguardable means, there is no innocence, only killing, there is no kindness, only killing, there is no humanity, only killing.

Such a world is far from being understood by people like Wang Zixuan who live in the light, maybe Wang Zixuan's life is not satisfactory, there is a father who is addicted to gambling, but in Li Feng's memory, how many frustrated fathers strangled the lives of their children with their own hands, and how many children killed their parents alive for a bite to eat?

If you don't really experience it, how many people can feel the excitement and horror from Li Feng's past?

This is also the reason why Li Feng is reluctant to talk about the past, because it is too shocking, maybe even if he says it, others just regard him as a psychopath.

Wang Zixuan's silent Li Feng lowered his head with a slightly pale face, obviously thinking that Li Feng was unwilling to talk, sighed slightly, and said, "If you are embarrassed, you can not say it."

Li Feng stroked Wang Zixuan's hair lovingly, and said softly, "Do you want to hear the story?"

Wang Zixuan was overjoyed, a smile flashed in her eyes, Li Fengken opened her heart for her, this is the most worthy of her happiness, and nodded excitedly.

Li Feng took a sip of the wine poured by Wang Zixuan, his expression became immersive, and he said in a low voice: "There was once a little boy who, when he was seventeen or eighteen, despite the opposition of his family, decided to immediately go to the army after only two years of high school, perhaps because of his father, he has always been extremely yearning for military life, he once said a sentence, a man should be a bloody body, and he can live happily when he sings about wine, he thought that he could realize his ridiculous ideals by joining the army."

Speaking of this, Li Feng showed a self-deprecating smile on the corner of his mouth, took a sip of wine, and was choked and coughed.

Wang Zixuan patted Li Feng's back, she understood that the protagonist of the story in Li Feng's mouth was himself, so she said with a smile: "Actually, it's not ridiculous, most of the boys want to be soldiers, they all want to be hot-blooded, I remember when I was studying in the past, many boys went to be soldiers, and some of them were good!"

Li Feng smiled faintly and said bitterly: "Yes, that young man didn't think it was ridiculous at that time, and even when he was selected, he was complacent, because of his outstanding ability, he was transferred to the special forces company after only one year as a recruit, and he couldn't help but be happy for a while, and secretly vowed to be the king of soldiers in the special forces, and it was at that time that he met Yuezi and the knife."

"Knives? Is that the big brother of the underworld in the last time?"

Wang Zixuan couldn't help but interject and asked, the appearance of the knife has always made Wang Zixuan remember it deeply.

"Hmm"

Li Feng nodded, with a bitter smile on his face: "At that time, the three of them were the strongest people in the company, they were comrades-in-arms and opponents, and the three of them were secretly competing, and no one refused to bow to anyone.

Speaking of this, Li Feng's smiling face suddenly sank, becoming extremely hideous, as if his heart had been cut by a thousand knives, his face turned red and he gritted his teeth and said: "However, at that time, the young man was arrogant, his eyes were empty, he thought he was strong enough, and when he heard that the border was often raging with war and blood, he wanted to break through by himself, seeking ridiculous stimulation, and after persuasion to no avail, Yuezi and Daozi resolutely followed him immediately to the army, and began to live all over the world, running day and night."

"They should have a great future in the army!"

Li Feng suddenly roared out sadly, and he could feel the brotherhood without hesitation from his tragic voice.

Wang Zixuan hugged Li Feng tightly, for fear that she would lose him if she was not careful, the aura emanating from his body almost suffocated her with grief, but she couldn't do anything, she could only comfort softly: "It's over, it's over!"

"Passed?"

Li Feng drank the second pot head fiercely, he was drunk, really drunk, and his blurry eyes began to loosen unconsciously, "Can you get by?" How can people be so selfish? Brothers! What a brother! It's all fucking bullshit, one gave up the future of the army for him and ended up being a gangster leader, and the other was even more fucking stupid, who actually gave his life to help him block bullets, and what about him? What did he do, he didn't even take care of Etsuko's only sister, what kind of fucking brother? Isn't it just a life? Aren't you ready to give? Why the hell is it?"

Li Feng said incoherently, and even gave himself two heavy mouths.

Wang Zixuan hugged Li Feng distressedly, the appearance of the wind, she faintly regretted it, regretted that she wanted Li Feng to talk about his past, these things are too heavy, can she bear it?

The pain in her heart was deep, and her tears couldn't stop flowing down, hugging Li Feng, but she didn't know how to comfort her, so she could only comfortingly: "Don't say it, Li Feng, you're drunk!"

"I'm not drunk, don't stop me, I want to have a drink with my brother, the old two pot heads, Yuezi has been hungry for a long time, but she hasn't drunk it once, come, let's drink enough today!"

Li Feng laughed and took the second pot head on the table, fell sideways to the ground in front of him, and suddenly laughed: "Hahahaha......"