Chapter 286: Love Equals Letting Go?
Chapter 286 Love is equal to letting go?
In Shanghai, he was unfamiliar with the place and didn't know where Xia Xue was, so Liu Xing had to go back to the hotel to sleep first, and at the same time said hello to the security guard of the community where Xia Xue lived, as long as Xia Xue came back, he would immediately notify Liu Xing.
Money can make a grinding ghost!
After returning to the hotel, it was already more than two o'clock in the second half of the night, although it was very late, but I immediately called Xia Yu in Beijing, and as long as I found Xia Xue in Beijing, I immediately notified him.
At night, Liu Xing didn't know if he was asleep, he only felt confused, as if he was asleep and woke up!
Early the next morning, Liu Xing immediately went to Xia Xue's company, maybe because Liu Xing had worked here for a few days, and there were a few people who knew Liu Xing, and they finally came to Xia Xue's office. Since it is not yet time to go to work, there are not too many people in the company, and a few small security guards are not Liu Xing's opponents at all.
"Bang~~!" Liu Xing pushed the door open, Xia Xue was indeed here, it seemed that she had just woken up, and she was wiping her face with a wet towel at this time.
When Xia Xue saw Liu Xing who appeared in front of the door, she couldn't help but be stunned, according to her understanding, there didn't seem to be a flight from Beijing to Shanghai at night, so how did he come here?
"Liu Xing? You...... What are you doing here? Xia Xue looked at Liu Xing and asked in surprise, the wet hand towel in her hand had already fallen to the ground, and she stood stunned and looked at Liu Xing. Maybe she had thought that Liu Xing would come, but she decided that she didn't expect it to come so soon.
"Since you don't go to Beijing, I'm the only one who comes to Shanghai!" Liu Xing looked at the other party and said, "Come with me~~!" After speaking, he stepped forward and grabbed the other party's wrist tightly.
"Go...... Where to? Xia Xue looked at Liu Xing and asked, "I...... Didn't I already make it clear? ”
"Just to find you, I came here without eating, and it seems that you haven't eaten yet, let's eat together!" Liu Xing said to him. Then regardless of Xia Xue's struggles, she pulled the other party out of her office.
"What are you looking at, haven't you seen pickle girls?" Liu Xing said loudly to the people standing outside, and then pulled Xia Xue downstairs.
Liu ...... Liu Xing, don't ...... like that! ”
"You're not like that, that's all I have!" Liu Xing said. I went downstairs to a nearby restaurant, and the two sat facing each other. First, I ordered a lot of things. Liu Xing ate unceremoniously, and when he saw Xia Xue, Liu Xing's mind had calmed down a little.
Xia Xue sat quietly opposite Liu Xingdi, not knowing what to do, her head was deeply lowered in front of her chest, and the two of them were still and moving in stark contrast.
After Liu Xing finished eating, he straightened up and looked at Xia Xue in front of him.
"Are you full?" Liu Xing asked.
"Yes!" Xia Xue nodded lightly.
"Whoever marries you will save money, and you will be full without eating!" Liu Xing wiped his mouth and looked at the other party and said, then coughed a few times. Straightened up and looked at each other, "Okay, now...... It's time for us to get down to business! ”
“……!” Xia Xue didn't speak, and sat there quietly.
"Speak~~!" Liu Xing suddenly slapped the table heavily and said loudly at Xia Xue, startling Xia Xue, who was sitting opposite. After looking at Liu Xing, he lowered his head again, his eyes were red, and he didn't even have the courage to look at Liu Xing.
"Okay, since you don't say it. Then I'll say it! Liu Xing looked at the other party and said, "Come back to Beijing with me, if you don't speak, you will acquiesce." Okay, let's go! ”
"Liu Xing, don't do this!" Xia Xue looked at Liu Xing and said.
"Otherwise? Let you speak, and you don't speak! Liu Xingdao, "What do you want to say now?" Then let's talk about why you don't agree to be nice to me! ”
"I've ..... I've already said that I'm a selfish woman. I want to have a love with all my heart, and you can't give it to me, though I love you, but ...... I believe that time can fade memories! Xia Xue finally mustered up the courage to look at Liu Xing and said, although she is a strong woman in the shopping mall, but in terms of love, she is still a chick, some hesitation, some timidity, and some cringe, which is also normal.
"Do you want to downplay the relationship? Do you think you can do it yourself? Liu Xing looked at the other party and said. All right. If you want to downplay, that's fine. As long as you also help me to dilute the feelings for you in my heart, if not, then follow me obediently! ”
"There are so many women around you, you can forget me!" Xia Xue looked at Liu Xing and said.
"You don't have a man by your side, so how can you forget me?" Liu Xing looked at the other party and asked rhetorically.
"Liu Xing, actually...... There are some things face-to-face, I really can't say it, I've made it very clear on the phone, don't force me, okay? Xia Xue looked at Liu Xing with red eyes, and it could be seen that her psychology was also very uncomfortable at this time.
"I'm forcing you?" Liu Xing smiled after hearing the other party's words, "I forced you?" You also said that you said it at the beginning...... Who took the initiative to kiss me in the first place? Who said they loved me and didn't want to leave Beijing? Who ran back to Beijing from Shanghai to be with me? Now it's me forcing you? You made me fall in love with you and then wanted to leave? It's not that easy! Liu Xing said angrily, Xia Xue's simple words obviously couldn't convince Liu Xing, or ...... Her words made Liu Xingdi even more excited.
"I was wrong!" Summer Snow Road.
"What did you do wrong?" Hearing Xia Xuedi's words, Liu Xing was happy, and the peak turned around?
"I shouldn't have made you fall in love with me, and I shouldn't have fallen in love with you!" Xia Xue lowered her head and said.
"What? You...... You're mad at me! Liu Xing said loudly after hearing the other party's words, "Do you regret meeting me?" Do you regret falling in love with me? Do you regret those days with me? ”
“……!” Xia Xue was silent, and tears flowed down one by one.
Liu Xing was very angry when she heard her words, but how much pain did Xia Xue have to endure psychologically when she said these words? Who wants to be separated from someone he loves? Even if it's separated, why face to face? How torturous it is to feel that you can't take it and can't put it down.
Seeing Xia Xue's appearance, how could Liu Xing's psychology not feel distressed? Shouldn't I really come to Shanghai to find her? Do you ...... Is it really wrong?
Yes, it's my own fault, and if I want to blame it, I blame myself for being too attentive and falling in love with one after another.
"Reason, give me a suitable, justified, acceptable reason." Liu Xing exhaled deeply, looked at the other party and said.
"I'm selfish!" Xia Xue said after hearing Liu Xing's words.
"At this point, you're still thinking about me? Are you selfish? It's not that you're selfish, it's that I'm too distracted! Liu Xing looked at the other party and said, "Or...... Could it be that the foundation of our love is not strong? ”
"No one can doubt the affection between us, just me...... It's me ...... selfishness! ”
"Don't use that word all the time, that's not a reason!" Liu Xing said loudly at Xia Xue, the repeated selfishness in Xia Xue's mouth could only make Liu Xing look down on him even more, "Since no one can doubt it, then why don't you stay with me?" ”
"Self-...... Selfish! ”
Liu Xing clenched his fists tightly, he flew thousands of miles from Beijing to Shanghai overnight, is it for the word 'selfish'?
"What if...... If you leave me, you ...... Will it be happy? After being silent for a long time, Liu Xing raised his head and looked at Xia Xue expressionlessly. His heart has also changed a lot now, when he was in Beijing, Liu Xing had already thought about it, even if Xia Xue didn't agree, he would bring her back to Beijing even if he tied up. But now, seeing Xia Xue and looking at the other party's tears, Liu Xing's heart suddenly became empty.
Happiness, what is happiness? Love, what is love?
To love someone is to make her happy? If she lets go, she will be happy?
Maybe it's because I've been in contact with real feelings these days, he originally thought he was a master of soaking women, but now he was in a hurry. In the face of true love, he didn't even know what to do.
treats Guan Tingting, Liu Xing's psychology is obviously not the kind of love between lovers, but for Guan Tingting, in order to see her smile, Liu Xing agreed to her. Liu Xing still wants to maintain the kind of confidant relationship between the two as much as possible.
But now? Guan Tingting chose to come to her side, and Liu Xing could accept it. What about Xia Xue? She chose to leave, can Liu Xing still accept it?
"I don't know!" Hearing Liu Xing's words, Xia Xue thought for a while and shook her head and said.
"Missing is not the same as losing. Leaving is not the same as giving up. Escape, and not cowardice. Loving in missing, leaving, and escaping is the most perfect love. You...... Is that the case? Liu Xing looked at the other party and asked.
"Perhaps, this is the true meaning of love!" Summer Snow Road.
"To love someone is to make her happy, even if it's to let go, I used to take this sentence as bullshit. But now I kind of believe it. Do you know? Before I came, I had already made up my mind that I would bring you back, even if it was a kidnapping. But now...... If you really feel that I can be happy without you, if there are other people who can give you happiness. I don't embarrass you, I ...... I told you to let go, but my hand is still outstretched, and my hand will still be there as long as you want to grab it! ”
Hearing Liu Xing's words, Xia Xue was silent, but the tears changed from drop by drop to string after string, although the cry was very small, but the pain made people feel distressed.
"If you love each other, why should you separate? If you're worried that I won't be able to give you happiness just because of other women, then these thoughts are completely superfluous. I love each one of you more than I love myself. Maybe...... I'm looking for a reason for myself! Liu Xing said with a wry smile, now that he has chaotic cranial nerves and stagnant thoughts, even Liu Xing himself doesn't know what he is talking about!