After a long time, Zhang He, who was lost and depressed and didn't know what he was doing, stood up leisurely, scanned the depths of the barracks with empty eyes, and under the curious gaze of everyone, like a walking corpse, slowly walked to the foot of the mountain along the cement road outside the barracks.

The street lamp is dim, stretching Zhang He's figure slender and slender, and together with his lonely back, it outlines a sad picture......

The afternoon was fine, the evening was ......, Sima Division's heart, involuntarily rose a thick grief, although he is only a peripheral personnel, but even if it is a peripheral personnel, how can it not be a dangerous fight from time to time, since joining this organization, he has seen many colleagues die young, tragic death of opponents.

But for the sake of the responsibility on their shoulders, they never flinched and never timid.

It seems that the opponent of the Eagle King this time is too strong, the Eagle King is seriously injured, and the cronies and masters around him are even more ......

The night breeze stirred the yellowing branches and leaves in the forest, making a rustling sound, like crying.

Zhang He's expression was dull, his eyes were foggy, he didn't know what he was doing at all, he was just walking instinctively.

"Idiot, haven't you realized yet?" Just when Zhang He was like a walking corpse and didn't know where he was going, Long Ao's kind and old voice came into his ears clearly.

Zhang He woke up suddenly, and involuntarily appeared with joy on his face, "Old man, can you take me to see Liu Meiyan?" Zhang He asked eagerly.

"Ugh." Long Ao, who was floating three feet high in front of Zhang He, sighed helplessly, "Idiot, how do you see?" What if you don't see it? She has her way, you have your way, life is a life, grass and trees are autumn, each has its own way to go. Unless, you can turn the tide and hold this piece of heaven in your hands. ”

Long Ao's words made Zhang He temporarily forget about Liu Meiyan, and he couldn't help but follow Long Ao's gaze and look up at the endless sky.

The moon and stars are scarce, and the sky is out of reach, what does he mean when he says that he wants to hold this piece of heaven in his palm? Zhang He couldn't help but ponder.

Long Ao kindly glanced at Zhang He, who was looking down in contemplation, and suddenly slowly raised his right palm, "Idiot, you are optimistic." ”

What to see? Look at the palm of your hand?

Just when Zhang He was wondering, Long Ao gently waved his right palm.

In an instant, the sky and the earth were colorless, the sun and the moon were dull, and the originally clear night sky instantly turned into pitch black with no fingers visible.

"Idiot, look at it again."

Just when Zhang He was shocked, Long Ao's kind voice came again, and with his voice, the heavens and the earth once again turned into a clear sky with sparse moonlight and brilliant stars. Moreover, the brightness far exceeded the normal starlight, allowing Zhang He to clearly see everything within a radius of hundreds of meters. Following the direction of Long Ao's right palm, Zhang He saw a strange and terrifying picture.

Under the starlight, although there were a few dead leaves, it was still a green forest, and under Zhang He's unblinking gaze, it quickly turned yellow at a speed visible to the naked eye. The large fallen leaves, trembling in the cold wind, were reluctant to give up, but they left the branches helplessly.

In the forest, the withered yellow leaves are flying all over the sky, like countless butterflies dancing, the scenery is spectacular, and the scene is weird, so that Zhang He is dumbfounded.

Not long after, the dead leaves scattered all over the sky, and the whole forest completely presented a solemn winter scene.

"Idiot, look at it again."

With Long Ao's voice, another magical picture scroll appeared in front of Zhang He's eyes.

The slaughtering winter jungle instantly became vibrant, and countless buds quietly showed smiling faces from thousands of branches, and then, thousands of trees, thousands of purple and red flowers, quietly bloomed.

The whole forest presents a full spring scene of a hundred flowers competing for spring.

Long Ao waved his hand again, the flowers withered, the falling flowers were colorful, the buds grew wildly, and after a while, the branches and leaves of the whole forest were green, and the summer was luxuriant.

With Long Ao's wave of his hand again, the scene in the forest changed again, and it didn't take long for it to return to the original situation, with a faint autumn feeling.

Zhang He stared dumbfounded, walking back and forth in spring, summer, autumn and winter, and finally returning to the jungle, completely staying on the spot.

Looking at Zhang He's sluggish expression, Long Ao once again showed a kind smile on his face, "Idiot, everyone in the world and everything in the world are like these trees in the forest, some people can palm things, and some people can only be at the mercy of others." ”

Zhang He's head suddenly flashed with inspiration, as if he understood something, but he didn't grasp anything, he understood the truth that Long Ao said, but when these words came out of Long Ao's mouth, he always felt something different, but he couldn't think of a different meaning.

It's a strange feeling, it's mysterious, it's so existing, but it's impossible to fathom.

"Idiot, let me ask you, why did you study medicine?"

"Because I like the profession of a doctor."

"Then why did you open a medical clinic?"

"Because that's the only way I can become a doctor."

"And now? Why are you expanding the clinic? ”

"Because I want to prove my medical skills to the world."

"What else?"

"I want to be the richest person at the top."

"And what if I help you fulfill these two wishes at once?" Long Ao stared at Zhang He and asked seriously, "How do you feel?" ”

"Maybe, I'll feel bored, everything is yours, if you can give it to me, you can take it back, what I want is my own things, things that no one can take." Zhang He replied thoughtfully.

Long Ao nodded and asked again, "Then what's your thing?" ”

Zhang He thought for a while and said, "For example, my life, my knowledge." ”

Long Ao smiled, his face was full of helplessness, he suddenly stretched out his right hand, Zhang He didn't see what he did at all, but when he reacted, he had appeared in the air for no reason, and was choked by Long Ao's throat, like a chicken, and lifted it in his hand, "Idiot, what about now?" Long Ao suddenly exerted his strength, pinching Zhang He so much that he couldn't breathe.

A strong sense of near-death instantly came to Zhang He's heart.

He knew that Long Ao would not kill him, but the instinctive fear of death still made him struggle involuntarily and violently, but the more he struggled, the faster the pace of death went, Zhang He struggled desperately, clearly perceiving the sound of death that was getting closer and closer.

Death is terrible, but the feeling of waiting to die is even more terrifying.

This fear is the most terrifying experience in Zhang He's life.

Long Ao finally let go of his hand, and Zhang He, who fell back to the ground, breathed into the sweet air frantically, "Idiot, is your life, your knowledge, your thing?" Without waiting for Zhang He to breathe down, Long Ao asked seriously again.

Zhang He, who had walked from the line of death, finally grabbed something, and he replied with understanding, "I understand, being alive is the only thing I have at the moment." ”

"Yes, idiot, the only thing you have at the moment is that you are still alive, so tell me now, what are you studying medicine for?"

"Survival." Zhang He, who had never thought of studying medicine and survival together, gave an answer that surprised him without thinking.

"There are many ways to survive, so why do you choose this way of survival?" Long Ao asked seriously.

Zhang He thought about it carefully, and then said seriously, "Being a doctor is to survive in the way I like." ”

"And what is the purpose of your existence?" Long Ao asked.

"For my grandfather, for myself, for the people I like, for the people I want to protect."

Zhang He almost instinctively said his answer, these words were very simple, almost everyone knew it, but as the words blurted out, Zhang He suddenly had a strange feeling, as if his brain was empty all of a sudden.

This feeling is very strange, and people who want to be supported to death by beer suddenly bend down and vomit wildly, and suddenly become refreshed.

In this strange feeling, Zhang He stood in place like a stake, looking up at the sky, motionless.

Zhang He's performance made Long Ao very satisfied, he smiled and glanced at Zhang He, who was motionless, and muttered in a low voice, "Idiot, you are finally half-enlightened." ”

……

As soon as the words fell, Long Ao disappeared, leaving Zhang He who looked up at the sky and watched the stars at night.