Chapter 472 [The scorching sun is in the sky, and the heart is like an abyss] The first update!
In this cannibalistic society, everyone feels that they are the true son of heaven in the age of youth and frivolity, and as long as they work hard, they can break out of their own sky. On the way to chase their dreams, most people choose to bow their heads and give in in the face of bloody reality, and some even fold in their early years. As sung in a song that sings about all the post-80s, life is like a ruthless knife that changes our appearance. Qing chΕ«n is like a rushing river, and it is too late to say goodbye if it never comes back, only the ordinary me is left, and there is no blood of the year" Lin Donglai, like all ordinary people who are not high, in that young and frivolous era, he had a dream, and his dream was to become a legend like Chu Wentian. Unlike many others, he has always been firm in his beliefs and chasing his own dreams. There is no high, no JΔ«ng British education, no strong backer, he is like a blind man crossing the river by feeling the stones, revealing the arrogance of the nouveau riche after success, and revealing the humility that belongs to the grassroots in front of the big people. In the past year, he was like a mad dog that bit people in order to climb to the top, bowed his head, knelt down and killed people, and finally became the ruler of the Nanjing underworld by marrying Yang Lin and using the power of the Yang family.
He knows the sourness, bitterness and sweetness of this.
Once, he cried after killing the first man. On that dark night, he cried and was scared.
Once, he conquered a certain noblewoman who was very famous in Nanjing's high society and gave him a slap, and slapped the rich second generation who was a noblewoman man out of the crotch, and he also cried that day, he laughed and cried at the same time, and scared the noblewoman's face pale.
Once, when he stepped into the Yang family's general building for the first time, which represented status and power, he was spurned by the entire Yang family. He didn't cry that day. He just told himself in his heart that one day he was going to give a resounding slap in the face to all those who looked down on him, and he was going to trample *** society under his feet.
Lin Donglai, you are very smart, you are also very good at forbearance, and you are ruthless enough when it is critical. But in front of the big guys, many times you don't have arrogance. β
Chu Wentian is standing and being a dog even if he is a dog, and even if you are the ruler of the Nanjing underworld, you are also kneeling when you are a person. β
A kneeling man is far less watery than a standing dog."
Return it and take it for me."
Otherwise, get out of the Yang family for me," replied to Yang Guangde's ruthless words, and Lin Donglai, who stepped into the Shifeng Tea Garden, burst into tears. Maybe it was because of Yang Guangde's words, maybe he was unwilling to stop here, before coming to the East China Sea, he made the biggest decision in his life, and it was also a big gamble. He gambled on his future. He put all the rest of his life on the young man in front of him who could only be looked up to. This time. He relied on his instincts. He didn't know if he could make the bet right, but at this moment, when he stepped into this tea plantation that symbolized his status, he told himself in his heart that even if he lost, he would have no regrets.
In this life, I can step into the Shifeng Tea Garden, and Donglai has no regrets," gritted his teeth vigorously, Lin Donglai wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and his excited expression gradually returned to calm. Coming to the tea table in the bamboo forest, Chen Fan glanced at Lin Dong, whose eyes were red, and said calmly, sit down. Lin Donglai nodded and sat down calmly. Chen Fan took out a cigarette and threw it to Lin Donglai, and then without waiting for Lin Donglai to take out the lighter and light it himself, he took a puff and said, Tell me what you mean. Lin Donglai didn't speak immediately, but also lit a cigarette, took two puffs, and after anesthetizing the complex emotions in his heart with nicotine, he straightened out his thoughts and said calmly, Mr. Chen, I know that Kong Xi, the big shopkeeper of the Qinggang in Hangzhou, is looking for me, you know. He came to me twice in total, the first time he asked me to return to the Shun Qing Gang, and when I was together, he paid you to eradicate the Hongzhu Gang, and after the matter was completed, he gave me the whole of Jiangsu. The second time, just two days ago, Kong Xi told me that after the matter was completed, except for Jiangsu Donghai, I would give me half of the territory. Both times I didn't say anything. Chen Fan smoked quietly and did not say a word.
And before I came here, my wife's grandfather, Yang Guangde, the deputy political commissar of the NJ Military Region, warned me not to let me participate in your fight against the Green Gang. He is afraid that what I have done will make people in the outside world mistakenly think that he is secretly supporting you, which will affect his promotion next year. β
He said, let me send back the piece of cake you gave me, otherwise I will get out of the Yang family" Speaking of this, Lin Donglai took two puffs of smoke again, and the mist surrounded his face, his expression was very calm, and he also told me that I am a dog without arrogance, I only know how to kneel, and I don't know how to straighten my back. β
Then you chose to leave the Yang family and come to me? Chen Fan exhaled a puff of smoke and asked lightly.
Well. Lin Donglai nodded vigorously.
Why did you choose me among the Green Gang, the Yang family X me? Chen Fan asked calmly.
Because you're the only one who gave me the cake before I sold my life. Besides, I've already touched that piece of cake, and I can't return it to you intact. "Lin Donglai's voice is very calm\-and the Green Gang just promised me a blank check, I think even if you lose to the Green Gang, I won't get what the Green Gang promised"
As for the Yang family, Lin Donglai snuffed out the cigarettes, and there was a faint fluctuation in his mood, since the day I stepped into the Yang family, all the Yang family members except my wife did not treat me as a person. In their eyes, I'll always be just a gangster. My existence will only make them feel ashamed to discredit the Yang family" After saying this, Lin Donglai met Chen Fan's gaze without fear.
You're missing a little. Chen Fan also snuffed out the cigarette, his tone was tepid, and the role that the Yang family could bring to you had already been played. Except for one Yang Guangde in Jiangsu abacus cuisine, everyone else in the Yang family is dispensable. Leaving Nanjing Yang family has little influence. And you are not willing to just cower in Nanjing. Lin Donglai was shocked in his heart and did not refute.
Lin Donglai, do you know why I chose you because there are so many people in the southern underworld? Chen Fan asked softly. Lin Donglai shook his head blankly.
Chu Wentian spent more than ten years cultivating a beautiful NV snake that was so feared by the Yangtze River and even the southern half of the country. "Chen Fan said softly: I will use a shorter time to cultivate a hero who is more ambitious and legendary than Chu Wentian" Lin Donglai's heart shook wildly, \"As the saying goes, how big the ambition is, how big the stage is. Lin Donglai, you are not short of ambitions, your head is not stupid, and you are ruthless enough at critical moments. How to surpass Chu Wentian, I can't tell you, everything has to be explored by yourself. Chen Fan looked straight at this underworld tyrant who was willing to give up the Yang family's backer and defect to himself, and said word by word, I gave you a chance before, but you didn't give me a satisfactory answer, this is your last chance. It's up to you whether you can grasp it or not. Hearing Chen Fan's words, Lin Donglai did not immediately show Chen Fan's loyalty as before, and just looked at Chen Fan gratefully.
When I kicked out of the Chen family, many people thought I was a lost dog, and I couldn't breathe for long. But I've always treated me like a human being in my heart. The Chen family abandoned me, and the world did not abandon me. Chen Fan said lightly, whether Yang Guangde said that you have always been a dog with a bent backbone, or I treat you as a human being or a dog, it doesn't matter. The important thing is that you always tell yourself in your heart that I am a human being, and I, Lin Donglai, am also a person."
Donglai remembered it in his heart, "Lin Donglai didn't kneel, he bowed deeply to Chen Fan."
At the same time, Mo Lao came over with a pot of freshly brewed tea, did not speak, just silently put the teapot on the tea table, turned around and left. Picking up the teapot, Chen Fan poured a cup of tea for Lin Donglai first, and then slowly poured himself a cup. Looking at the cup of hot tea, Lin Donglai didn't smell the aroma, he only felt warm in his heart.
By the way, Mr. Chen, there is one more thing I need to tell you. Looking at Lin Donglai, his heart moved, and he suddenly remembered something, and hurriedly said. Chen Fan took a sip of tea lightly and asked what was the matter? β
The reason why Yang Guangde didn't let me participate in this matter, especially on your side, is because he has already received the news that Chen Jianguo will take advantage of this opportunity of Li Yunfeng's birthday to completely draw a line with you again in front of those bigwigs in the military, so as not to let the anger of the Yan family and other forces spread to the entire Chen family. "Lin Donglai said in a deep voice, my sister Lin Yun heard Li Sen say that Chen Jianguo seems to be going to bring up the matter again and let Chen Fei and Li Ying get engaged." Speaking of this, Lin Donglai glanced at Chen Fan in shock, and said after finding that Chen Fan was indifferent. Of course, this is only what I inquired about, and I am not sure if the news is true or false. β
It's true. Chen Fan held the teacup in the palm of his hand, and his palm was very warm, but his heart was very cold. Lin Donglai's heart jumped, and he looked at Chen Fan, who was calm, but didn't dare to answer.
Chen Fan smiled as he watched. Looking at Chen Fan's smile, Lin Donglai was stunned for a moment. Chen Fan knew the news in advance, he could accept it, on the contrary, in his opinion, if Chen Fan didn't even know the news, then he would not be qualified to fight with the Qing Gang. But Chen Fan was able to laugh calmly at this time, he couldn't understand. He really wanted to know how strong a person's heart needs to be to withstand such a merciless blow to Lin Donglai, do you think you are uncomfortable with white eyes and cynicism everywhere in the Yang family, or is it like me to be treated as a dog, kicked out of the family, not to mention, those relatives have to make up for me twice, so that I die early and ascend to heaven more painfully? Chen Fan smiled and put down the teacup," he asked casually.
Donglai's grievances are insignificant compared to Mr. Chen. Lin Donglai said sincerely.
It's not a grievance, it's a shame. Chen Fan stood up, squinted at the scorching sun above his head, and said softly. , tomorrow I will let you walk into the NJ [military] area and walk into Li Yunfeng's general building like a person, and let Yang Guangde look up at you at a level or even look up. As for, "In the future, I will come to the Chen family's slap, and the Yang family's will come, how about you?" "When the scorching sun is in the sky, the mad dog of the Lin family looks up at the sky, and his blood is boiling. The sun was dazzling, and the young man of the Chen family closed his eyes, and his heart was like an abyss.