How many years have passed, since Lin Ran left, it has been five years now. For the past five years, I have been depressed and withdrawn.

For the past five years, I have been silent and swallowing my anger.

Today, however, is a turning point in my fate.

Today is the first time I have been bullied and the first time I have endured humiliation.

But I've dared to resist.

At this moment, Lin Ran's painful and desperate eyes appeared in my mind again, and I felt a faint pain in my heart.

"Sister, I'm sorry, when I was a child, it was really my fault. Please, forgive me, forgive me for my cowardice...... I would change...... I'll change ...... for you."

My eyes lit up instantly, and at this moment, I finally found my purpose in life.

No matter what, no matter when I can find Lin Ran again.

But in any case, before I find Lin Ran, I must become a truly brave boy.

I must not be cowardly anymore, I want to be a brother who can protect her, only then can I get her forgiveness.

Only then can I protect her forever.

At this moment, I suddenly became full of confidence, I returned to the dormitory with the textbook in my arms, and looked at the few roommates who were playing cards together and completely treated me as air, and my heart was very calm.

Without saying anything, he put down the book and ran to the water room to wash his face.

I did suffer a lot today, I changed all my clothes, and when I returned to the dormitory, the lights in the dormitory had been turned off, and when I came in, no one greeted me.

I rolled over and lay on the bed, feeling the pain of bruises and purples on my body, and secretly resolved in my heart that no matter what happened tomorrow, I must face it bravely.

I know in my heart that Su Ting was beaten by me today, regardless of whether Liu Bo really likes Su Ting or not.

He was beaten by me, and even if he was embarrassed, he would definitely come to take revenge on me.

And Liu Bo is the class bully in the class, even if he doesn't show up, it's easy to deal with me.

He casually asked the gangsters in the class to trouble me, and Ji Bai couldn't protect me, and besides, something like that happened yesterday didn't expect Ji Bai to help me.

This time, I was on my own.

I couldn't help but clench my fists and get ready for the challenge.

In the afternoon, I came to class with a lot of energy.

As soon as I entered the classroom, many boys and girls in the class looked up at me, and the students in the back were still talking.

I suddenly had a sense of foreboding in my heart, because usually when I enter the classroom, my classmates treat me as air.

Suddenly like this today, something must have spread in the class.

Regarding the video that Su Ting and them recorded yesterday, I didn't dare to upload it on the Internet until they did, Su Ting was beaten by me, if she uploaded it to the Internet, it would be her own shame.

It wasn't until I sat down that I faintly heard the discussion of the classmates around me, and I saw with my peripheral vision that many boys and girls were staring at me, and most of them were gloating.

"Lin Hao is here, this evil pen actually dares to come to class, I really don't know whether to live or die......"

"Yes, just now Bogo's girlfriend Su Ting came to the classroom and said that she was bullied by Lin Hao, didn't you see Bogot's anger? Lin Hao is dead now, this cowardice is more incapable than not talking about stopping in the class, and actually harassing Brother Bo's girlfriend, it's really a ...... death"

"That's it, he doesn't look at his own bag, and he dares to harass Bogo's girlfriend......"

"Come on, when Brother Bo comes back in a while, there will be a good show to watch......"

……………… What's going on!

I'm a little puzzled, obviously Su Ting and the others came to bully me, why did it become me harassing her?

But when I thought about it, I understood, and I only felt a complex emotion surging in my heart.

Sure enough, Liu Bo is a good mix, so naturally whatever he says is what he says.

Obviously, he asked Su Ting and the others to beat me, but he didn't clean me up, so he bit me back, saying that I was harassing him.

At this time, the whole class naturally believed him, I had no popularity, no friends, no matter what I said, no one believed me.

This is the reality, looking at the disdainful eyes of the classmates around me, I felt a little uncomfortable, and I couldn't help but lower my head and clench my fists.

This feeling of being ridiculed by the whole class, the feeling of being ostracized, is more uncomfortable than loneliness.

"Liu Bo, sure enough, I still can't fight him......"

A strong sense of frustration welled up in my heart, and at that moment, the chatter around me suddenly fell silent.

When I looked up, I saw a group of thugs walking into the classroom, and Liu Bo was the one taking the lead.

As soon as Liu Bo walked in, his eyes fell on me, and the thugs behind him also looked at me.

Then Liu Bo walked to the podium, stopped, stretched out a finger to point at me, sneered and said loudly, "Lin Hao, are you good, you dare to tease Lao Tzu's horse?" ”

"I ......"

I was stunned for a moment, looking at Liu Bo's provocative eyes, my heart was both angry and nervous, my lips trembled and I still didn't say anything.

"Haha, look at his sinister ......"

Liu Bo continued to point at me and laughed mockingly, and then the thugs behind him also roared together, "Is Lin Hao a bad ......?"

"It's ......, Lin Hao is stupid"

The laughter of the whole class was so harsh, so unanimous to mock me.

In an instant, all the eyes of the class were focused on me again, and those mocking eyes and laughing voices made my heart sink completely.

Sure enough, I'm destined to be a wreck, and I still can't change it?

At this time, I felt a strong sense of powerlessness in my heart, and my original energetic confidence was instantly suppressed.

I fought with Liu Bo, what did I do to fight with him, it was obviously Liu Bo who bullied me, and it was obviously him who found his object Su Ting and they insulted me, I just resisted for my dignity, but I was going to be said to be harassing his girlfriend.

And now, the eyes of the whole class looked at me, as if it was really my girlfriend who was harassing Liu Bo, and everyone looked at me with disdain.

I want to explain, but no one will believe me when I have to explain it to anyone.

Because Liu Bo is a class bully, the whole class listens to him, and I am just a ** silk, and no one will take me seriously.

From childhood to adulthood, the girl who really cares about me now appears in my mind, in addition to my sister who is unforgettable in my heart, the other one is Ji Bai, who I just met yesterday.

But Ji Bai, I also mistook her for my sister and behaved like that to her, and I didn't have the face to see her again.

Sister, but not by my side, even if she is, she should be disappointed by me.

After all, I said such hurtful things at the time.

I lowered my head and buried my head completely in the book, I wanted to escape, I wanted to avoid the mocking gazes around me, the piercing laughter.

I really didn't want to stay in such an environment anymore, so I lowered my head deeply and covered my face with my textbook.

Before I knew it, I actually left two tears, which dripped on the textbook, which was a little hot.

The boy has tears and does not flick, just because he has not been sad.

Besides, I was not a person with a strong personality, and I suddenly felt that it seemed that my whole life had been doomed, and it was useless for me to resist, I was a wreck, and this seemed to have become an unchangeable fate.

I looked at the two hot tears dripping from the textbook with great emotion.

At this moment, the class bell suddenly rang, and the noisy laughter around finally quieted down.

I blinked my tears vigorously, reached out to wipe them away, and looked up at the podium.

This class is an English class, our English teacher is a female teacher, just graduated from college and assigned, very young, very good figure, the gangsters in the class still say behind their backs that they want to soak this female teacher.

These are naturally unrealistic, but this female teacher has a better personality and never gets angry in class, so in her class, the class is also a little noisy, especially the gangsters in the back, and even playing cards openly, this female teacher doesn't care much.

While I was thinking, the English teacher was already lecturing.

When I came back to my senses, I opened the textbook and listened.

Although I am more withdrawn, I am also obsessed with the Internet.

But I've always been at the upper middle level in my studies, which may be due to my talent, I hardly revise much, and I can cope with the exams.

And staying at school, I don't have any friends, and my boring time can only be used to study.

And in the middle of the class, I suddenly felt the bench shake, and someone kicked me in the ass, which hurt a little