March 23, 2007 in the Chinese calendar, early in the morning.

Unlike usual, the hangover Wu Zhaolong got up from the bed early, but he didn't go anywhere, just quietly leaned against the wall and looked out the window at the warm, orange sunlight projected by the rising sun.

Last night, Wu Zhaolong had a dream that he had often had three years ago, but now he hasn't had for a long time.

In the dream, a young man with a bloody face ran wildly in the dark, crying loudly as he ran. In the other corner, there was a girl whose clothes were torn and messy, and she was desperately trying to break them

The rotten clothes were put back on.

However, no matter how she dressed, it still couldn't cover her not yet fully developed body.

In Jinjiang, Wu Zhaolong was known for his fearlessness of death and his extreme admiration for shedding blood without tears, and he not only resolutely implemented this tenet himself, but also demanded that his subordinates must do the same.

No matter what the reason, if any of his subordinates were seen in tears by Wu Zhaolong, they would inevitably be punished.

Not only that, but even when watching TV, Wu Zhaolong looked very disgusted when he saw the crying scene.

is such a Wu Zhaolong, from morning to now, the corners of his eyes are like the faucet that someone forgot to turn off, and a shallow stream has been flowing silently.

Wu Zhaolong just kept leaning against the wall, looking at the early morning sun, silently crying, until he began to feel pain in his eyes, he sighed deeply, stood up, walked to the refrigerator, took a bucket of ice and poured it in the sink, and then buried his whole head in it.

When he was about to suffocate, Wu Zhaolong pulled his head out of the ice water, and he saw in the mirror that his hideous face and bloodshot eyes were no longer the slightest resemblance to the young man with clear eyes in his dream.

At this moment, Wu Zhaolong was proud because he had now finally become the person he had sworn to be that night.

However, in the next moment, Wu Zhaolong felt sad again, because he knew that he would never be able to go back to the past.

In the midst of this extreme contrast, a fatalistic heaviness unexpectedly pressed on Wu Zhaolong's heart, and he looked at the droplets of water falling from the messy hair on his forehead, and suddenly had the illusion of seeing time sneak away from his eyes.

In a blink of an eye, eighteen years.

For eighteen years, Wu Zhaolong has been fantasizing, preparing, and looking forward to what kind of person he will meet her again.

At first, he imagined himself becoming as strong as those bastards back then, and then he would appear in front of her as a protector.

To do this, he went to the Shaolin Temple.

Initially, when those masters saw Wu Zhaolong, who had just arrived at Shaolin Temple, everyone shook their heads, this little boy with fine skin and tender flesh was really not a piece of material for martial arts training.

Everyone thinks that he is just like many people, watching a few action movies, running on a whim, and insisting on a few weeks at most before going home.

In the face of this questioning, Wu Zhaolong did not defend a word, he proved everything with his actions, he did the dirtiest and most tiring work there, and received the most cruel and hardest training.

Moreover, one persistence is fifteen years.

Fifteen years have turned this weak young man, who was originally weak, into a leader among the disciples of the young layman.

For fifteen years, he had been in the habit of being taciturn, laughing at few times and crying when he was never seen.

The people around him admired his hard work, but because of his surname, no one ever really approached him.

And he became more and more withdrawn because of it.

In a place where there are no relatives, no friends, and almost no entertainment, in addition to training hard every day, she has to bear all kinds of heavy labor to pay for the tuition, except for the bitter hatred, there is only her face in the dream.

Because of excessive autism and too hard life, Wu Zhaolong, who is in the formative period of his surname, inevitably went to the extreme side.

During his martial arts practice in Shaolin Temple, he had fought many times because he felt that other brothers looked down on him, or other behaviors that made him feel unhappy, and even if he was punished by the master many times, he did not change his teachings.

However, no matter what, the fight between Wu Zhaolong and these brothers was the fault of both parties, so the Shaolin Temple has always endured it and did not make the final punishment.

It wasn't until fifteen years ago that they discovered that Wu Zhaolong had a hobby in private, that is, he secretly went to the farmhouse near the Shaolin Temple and secretly tortured and killed the domestic animals there with his bare hands, from pigs and sheep to horses and cows.

Just when the shocked monks were about to send Wu Zhaolong to the local police station, Wu Zhaolong, who had received the news in advance, ran out and returned to Jinjiang.

The first thought when he returned to Jinjiang, Wu Zhaolong just wanted to find her, to find her who was haunted by her dreams in his dreams.

When this idea arose, Wu Zhaolong felt that it was his duty to kill the bastard who had ruined her before enjoying the joy of this reunion.

So, on the second night of his return to Jinjiang, on the edge of Jinjiang, he tortured and killed the man who had ravaged her fifteen years ago with his bare hands, just as he had tortured those domestic animals.

When he saw the man, who was already as fat as a pig, crying and wailing at his feet, his heart felt extremely happy, and every pore of his body trembled with excitement.

Since that night, when he was held down by his accomplices, he could only watch this man spoil her, until that moment, Wu Zhaolong had been fantasizing about this day.

At that moment, Wu Zhaolong felt that the resentment in his heart finally gushed out, and the whole person was immersed in an incomparably pleasant relaxation.

He ignored his wailing at all, and used his whole body to use the abusive techniques he had practiced for many years on this man.

With his ability at the time, he could have easily beaten him to death, but he didn't, because he wanted to enjoy the process.

It was precisely because of Wu Zhaolong's need that this man finally saved his life.

Just when Wu Zhaolong was beating this man to the extreme, a woman's frightened cry for help interrupted him.

The familiar voice made Wu Zhaolong turn his head sideways - sure enough, it was her, the haunting her!

Wu Zhaolong first showed a look of surprise, he excitedly pointed to the man at his feet, like a recruit who had just captured the enemy, wanting to show her merit.

However, he soon began to discover from the woman's frightened expression and concerned gaze that it was him who was frightened, and that she cared about the man at her feet.

Wu Zhaolong's head was dizzy, but he didn't have time to react, because someone had already rushed to this side because of her cries for help, and he had to flee in a hurry, with a complete confusion that he couldn't understand the world.

Later, he learned that her current identity was that of the man's wife.

This fact shocked Wu Zhaolong, and his first reaction was to question her, why did she be so cheap and marry a man who had insulted her.

However, after all, this was just Wu Zhaolong's impulse, and he still didn't do it in the end.

Because Wu Zhaolong, who also grew up in Jinjiang, can understand that the speed of internal rumors in Jinjiang, which was closed to the economy and information, was not inferior to today.

What happened that night was going to come out after all, and after what happened that night, she actually didn't have much choice.

Although he understands, this does not mean that Wu Zhaolong accepts it.

That night, the resentment towards the world, which was almost poured out because of the beating of the man, multiplied in his heart, and then evolved into a deformed value.

In Wu Zhaolong's view, the only thing the world has taught him is that you have to be more fierce and cruel than others, and only then can you get everything - what should not belong to you in the first place.

Wu Zhaolong thoroughly implemented this creed into his life.

I don't know if it's because of her relationship, or because the man was really scared, although he was paralyzed, he didn't report the crime, and he didn't seek revenge.

And Wu Zhaolong also became famous in Jinjiang because of this incident, and he took advantage of the situation to start developing his own power in Jinjiang.

In a short period of time, Wu Zhaolong has become the new leading boss of Jinjiang City, and he is the most ruthless, spicy, and fierce boss who is not afraid of death.

Another flash, another three years passed.

In the past three years, Wu Zhaolong has been obsessed with the battles of the underground world, banknotes, and all kinds of women.

Wu Zhaolong has always wanted to make himself feel very satisfied, however, in fact, he has never had it, he knows what he lacks, but he has always been unwilling, let alone facing it.

And on this day, Wu Zhaolong suddenly had an inexplicable impulse that was simply uncontrollable, he felt that he wanted to go to her, he wanted to ask her, "If I hadn't left back then, would you marry me?" ”

Wu Zhaolong is not a person with much self-control, and when this impulse arises in his heart, it is out of control, and finally drives him to start quickly rummaging through his wardrobe to choose the right suit.

After putting on the best suit, Wu Zhaolong went to the barber shop to get a haircut, sprayed some perfume, and then went to the flower shop to buy her favorite flowers of the year.

However, he drove his Mercedes straight towards the place he already knew.

The Mercedes soon arrived at its destination, a kiosk in the suburbs.

Wu Zhaolong rehearsed the sentence repeatedly in the car, "If I hadn't left back then, would you have married me?" ”

And wondered how he would react if her answer was yes.

After a delay of nearly ten minutes in psychological construction, Wu Zhaolong finally walked to the commissary.

He saw the man lying in a rocking chair, his eyes closed, his face full of satisfaction and happiness, and she was humming a song while feeding him porridge.

Soon, she discovered his presence, her face extremely pale, and her whole body trembled with fear.

Wu Zhaolong remembers very clearly that this was the look she showed when she faced the man lying on the recliner eighteen years ago.

Wu Zhaolong didn't say anything, he just smiled faintly, and then slowly turned around.

He trotted away as if he were running away, taking off his suit as he ran, revealing his tattoos all over his body.

It wasn't until he escaped her sight in his Mercedes that he stopped the car, pulled out his cigarette, lit the fire, and took a hard puff.

Then he sat in his Mercedes and cried loudly, like the helpless child back then.

ps: This chapter is more difficult to write, so it's late, sorry, and in addition, thank you for the reward from the students with infinite love base.

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