In terms of scheming, Liu Xinyu is a hundred times more than Chen Mengqi, but when it comes to being delicate to friends, Liu Xinyu doesn't even have half of Chen Mengqi, so she didn't hear anything abnormal from Chen Mengqi's voice, she flattened her mouth and said: "If you want me to say, you are too big, there are such excellent boys around you, you are still so cold?" ”

"Do you think he's good?"

Liu Xinyu said without hesitation: "Of course." You see, he is not only courageous, but also able to draw, full of artistic cells. In addition to these, he has ......"

Liu Xinyu paused when she said this, and felt that she should not tell Chen Mengqi about the confession, although she was her best friend, "He has other more important advantages, but that is a secret between me and him, and I can't tell you." ”

Chen Mengqi bit her lip tightly, "You won't already be dating so soon, right?" Aren't you still dating Shen Jun? ”

"Shen Jun's useless Second Ancestor, you know, I've never really cared about him. However, I can't talk about dating Zhao Tianyou, I'm not such a casual person, it's just that I'm really starting to be a little interested in him, since you are his classmate, you have to be my spy by his side in the future. ”

After Liu Xinyu said this, she didn't hear Chen Mengqi's reply on the phone for a long time, so she asked, "Hey, are you listening to the phone?" ”

"My father is back, can I talk to you on the phone tomorrow?"

"Oh, okay."

Liu Xinyu didn't think much about it, and hung up the phone directly.

On the other side of the phone, when he heard the beep cut off from the phone, Chen Mengqi, who was leaning against the wall, let go of his hand, dropped the phone to the side, and his eyes slowly closed.

At this moment, there is no sound except the ticking sound of the alarm clock placed in the corner of the bed, and the whole world seems extraordinarily quiet.

When the alarm clock ticked thirteen times, there was a long sigh.

With this long sigh, two crystal tears silently swept over Chen Mengqi's eyelashes, the corners of her eyes, earlobes, neck, chest, and finally, stayed in her heart.

Two, four, six, eight, until the end, I don't know how many teardrops gathered, like the most ruthless storm, completely soaked the whole piece of Liu Xinyu's chest.

A gust of wind unexpectedly blew outside the window, making Chen Mengqi shiver, and a chill traveled from her chest to her whole body.

Chen Mengqi gritted her teeth, slowly opened her eyes, and used all her strength to make her laugh by herself.

Then, she said to herself, "I knew that no one would really love me...... I wish you all happiness......"

Except for Chen Mengqi herself, no one knows whether this is a blessing from the heart, an autosuggestive renunciation, or an unconscious whisper.

Just when Chen Mengqi was sitting on his wall and wet his clothes with tears, Zhao Tianyou, who had no idea, was riding a motorcycle to Jinjiang.

He is not as sad as Chen Mengqi, but his mood is not very cheerful.

In the past, Zhao Tianyou rarely had any troubles, because he thought he was a self-aware and knowledgeable person of current affairs, and he had always had a very clear positioning for himself, that is, a high school student with no family background and no special strengths.

Most of the time, Zhao Tianyou's life plan for him is to take the entrance examination to a second-rate university, and after graduation, he will take the civil service examination or find a job with a good income, marry a wife who looks good, and live his life like this.

Even when he first used Lu Bu, Zhao Tianyou's thinking did not change much in essence, and the mentality of being a small person and being rich in his bones was always there.

It wasn't until after killing Yuan Mou that day that Zhao Tianyou really realized for the first time that he was no longer a small person. However, the mentality of the little people formed in the past 18 years does not mean that it can be removed by removing it.

What exactly is the mentality of the little people?

In short, there is always an inexplicable fear, always feeling that doing anything out of the ordinary may bring severe punishment, so I am careful in everything I do, and I will also feel that those who make drastic decisions are fools.

In the past period of time, Zhao Tianyou has always been fighting against this residual mentality, which is why he chose to fight against Xun Xiong and his party tonight.

Because he just wants to prove himself to himself through such a hearty frontal battle, so as to play a role in removing the cowardice and compromise-accustomed factors in his heart.

Psychologically speaking, this is an autosuggestion method, somewhat similar to the idea that a person walking alone in the dark sings to himself.

It turned out to be very effective, and it wasn't until tonight that Zhao really began to feel like a strong man, a strong man who was not afraid to compete with anyone, and firmly believed that if he put in enough effort, he could win.

And at this time, Liu Xinyu told the secret about the guardian family and the guardian spirits of the world, which made Zhao Tianyou's whole person feel a sense of urgency.

He began to feel that he could no longer live as freely as he had before, and he felt that he had to do something.

Thoughts are something that cannot be touched or seen, but they do have great power.

Those who have no power but no program can only become someone else's thug in the end.

A person who has an empty program but no strength can only be a verbal cannon expert in the end.

People who have the strength and the program, they will eventually get the whole world.

Therefore, this kind of ideological change is an extremely rare progress for Zhao Tianyou, who has changed from an ignorant and self-conscious person to a person who feels that he should reconstruct his own world view and program.

However, the reconstruction of the worldview and self-program is not a simple question, it is a long series of questions, and the first question in this series is - what kind of person do you want to be?

Ninety-nine percent of the people in this world are not qualified to think about this question.

Because in the beginning, when they had this ability to think, the world did not give them room to think about this problem at all, and they had to use all their time and energy to cope with it in order to barely survive in this world.

When they have the ability to survive and have the time to think, the institutionalized sludge planted by the world in the depths of their brains and spirits will completely solidify their brains and spirits, so that they only know how to camp for the small profits in front of them, and completely lose the ability to think about this problem.

Only one percent of them are either because of their ability to avoid being institutionalized by the world in the first place, or because they have the perseverance to think for themselves after experiencing cruel social oppression.

And at this moment, Zhao Tianyou has become the one percent, and he is entangled in this question, "Zhao Tianyou, what kind of person do you want to become?" What is your purpose in life? ”

Just when Zhao Tianyou was riding a motorcycle in the rainy night and thinking hard about this problem, Zhao Xuefeng, who had nothing to do and was setting up a stall, yawned and was about to close the stall.

"Zhang Yang, it's late, it's raining again, don't do it, let's go back." Zhao Xuefeng turned his head, looked at Zhang Yang, who was helping to grill and keep eating barbecue, and said.

"Just don't do it? Let's do it a little longer, it's still early. Zhang Yang said vaguely with something in his mouth.

Zhao Xuefeng smiled and said, "What to do?" If you do it again, you'll be eaten up by your kid. ”

Zhang Yang laughed a little embarrassedly and nodded, "Cheng, then we'll close the stall." ”

As he spoke, Zhang Yang stopped what he was doing and began to help clean up.

At this moment, Zhang Yang saw five or six people coming over, and the leader was none other than Wu Zhaolong, who was wearing bandages, his face was flushed, his mouth was full of wine, and he looked like he had just finished drinking a lot of wine.

When Zhang Yang saw it, he quickly turned his head to Zhao Xuefeng and said, "Godfather, you go quickly, you don't care what happens here." ”

As he spoke, Zhang Yang stopped tidying up, took a step from behind the oven, took a few steps forward, and nodded respectfully, "Brother Long, I'm really sorry, I've always wanted to see you, but I didn't expect you to be discharged from the hospital so soon......"

Before Zhang Yang finished speaking, Wu Zhaolong had already picked up a wine bottle from the ground and smashed it on Zhang Yang's head, "I**!" ”

Zhang Yang's head buzzed at that time, and blood flowed from the top of his head, but he still tried his best to control himself, and there was still a smile on his face, "Brother Long, it's me who is wrong, I should be beaten, I should be beaten." ”

Seeing this, Zhao Xuefeng hurriedly stepped forward, "What do you want to do?" Is there any royal law left? ”

"Wang Fa?" Wu Zhaolong spat on the ground disdainfully, "I'll let you see what the fuck is Wang Fa now." ”

Wu Zhaolong said, not stopping at all because of Zhang Yang's forbearance, and then kicked Zhang Yang to the ground, and his little brothers immediately pounced, punching and kicking together.

"Stop, stop!" Zhao Xuefeng pounced on them, shouting while trying to pull Wu Zhaolong and them away.

However, Wu Zhaolong ignored him at all, and with a wave of his right hand, he pushed Zhao Xuefeng, who was powerless, far away, and then a group of people continued to kick Zhang Yang desperately.

After that, Zhao Xuefeng pounced on to help several times, but was pushed away by Wu Zhaolong and his men, and once he was even kicked hard.

"Help, someone's killed!" Zhao Xuefeng opened his voice and shouted.

It's late, and it's raining tonight, there aren't many people on the street, and after hearing Zhao Xuefeng's call for help, a few people who are a little left behind not only did not come up to the rescue, but also walked away in fear. Although Zhao Xuefeng, who was born into a family, has experienced the warmth and coldness of the world, this kind of bloody and shocking education in the bottom world is the first time in his life, which has brought an unimaginable impact to his spiritual world.

Zhao Xuefeng, who had a handsome face, sat down on the ground and shook his head in despair and pain, "How can this be?" How could this be the case in this world? ”

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