When I was looking forward to my future life being as happy as my sister and brother-in-law, one happened

An unexpected thing.

My sister asked my cousin-in-law to go to the Lin family to say goodbye, but the Lin family not only refused, but also showed my cousin-in-law's face, which annoyed my sister and told me directly that she wanted to withdraw from this family matter. He also said that the people of the Lin family looked down on my birth, disrespected me, and asked me not to rush on the ground.

It's the first time I've seen my sister say so badly when I've grown up. I know my sister's son, if I don't show my attitude now, my sister will definitely ask the matchmaker to come to the door immediately. I immediately made it clear that I didn't want to quit my family, I just wanted to marry Qinghan.

My sister finally took a step back and asked me to relay her words to the Lin family, saying that if the Lin family did not set the marriage date, the marriage would be abandoned.

I immediately looked for Brother Lin, and Brother Lin said that all this was a misunderstanding. As for what the misunderstanding was, Brother Lin didn't say. When I met Qinghan, I knew the reason, and the problem was mine. A few days ago, Qinghan casually asked me why my sister didn't agree to this marriage.

I didn't think too much about it at the time, saying that my sister didn't think she was a qualified housewife, so she didn't want to get married. And Aunt Lin was very angry when she heard this, and it happened that Aunt Lin knew that her biological mother was a woman from a green house, and she ran into rumors outside that I was Jiuchengzi's male favorite.

When Aunt Lin was regretting the hasty decision of this marriage, she happened to meet her cousin-in-law who said the marriage date, and immediately gave her cousin-in-law a faceless.

When I knew that I had caused this, I felt guilty and sad. My sister didn't like Qinghan in the first place, and after this incident, she didn't like Qinghan even more.

I didn't dare to tell the people of the Lin family that my sister wanted to quit her marriage, but tactfully said that she wanted to get married in advance. It's a pity that the people of the Lin family refused.

After my sister found out, she didn't pursue it, but only said that she would let her brother-in-law go and tell Uncle Lin, as for what to say, it would definitely not be a good thing.

Sure enough, the brother-in-law found Uncle Lin and said that if the Lin family was not satisfied with this marriage, they could withdraw from the marriage. Uncle Lin immediately said that the wedding date could be set at the end of the year.

I heard Brother Lin say that Uncle Lin knew that Uncle Lin had set a wedding date and the two had a big fight, and Qinghan also cried because of this. I felt guilty, but I couldn't do anything.

My sister didn't say anything about quitting my relatives when she looked for me, but just told me that I must have played the marriage myself, and she couldn't stop it, so she wouldn't stop it. But when I get married, I will be an adult, and in the future, I will handle my own affairs, and she will no longer care.

When I heard this, I panicked. I just wanted to speak, but my sister interrupted me. I feel very uncomfortable, and I can't understand why my sister is so sure that I will have a bad time with Qinghan! My sister doesn't know Qinghan and makes such a conclusion, I really think it's a bit excessive.

After this incident, I could feel that my sister's attitude towards me was a little distant. Although I feel sad, I don't regret it.

In the blink of an eye, it will be the day when I get married. Unfortunately, my sister happened to be pregnant, and her morning sickness was so severe that she couldn't attend my wedding at all, which was a pity for me.

On the day I got married, I was full of joy. But this joy only lasted for one day, and when I took Qinghan to see my sister on the first = day, the contradiction followed.

My sister doesn't like Qinghan, I knew this for a long time, so I've been trying to say good things in front of Qinghan these days, looking forward to Qinghan taking the initiative to befriend my sister. Unfortunately, things didn't turn out as I expected. Because her sister refused to kiss that day, Qinghan was very dissatisfied with her sister. At the beginning, I didn't say it, but when the time was long, this dissatisfaction was vented. If that's all there is to it, I'll just persuade you. But slowly, I found that Qinghan's young lady was too temperamental. If it is not as she wants, she will initiate a criticism. If I don't coax her, she'll go back to her parents' house.

It's okay once or twice, but I'm getting impatient after a lot of times. Fortunately, his father-in-law was a reasonable person, and he ordered Qinghan not to go back to his parents' house often, so this kind of thing did not happen again.

After a year of marriage, Qinghan is not pregnant yet, which makes me a little anxious. Wanting to play a son is one thing, and on the other hand, I hope that when Qinghan gives birth to an heir, my sister's side will not worry about Qinghan for the sake of the child.

Qinghan is finally pregnant, which makes me very happy. But happy days always pass quickly, and there are too many troubled times. Because I drank two more glasses outside, people were drunk, so I didn't know if there were maids climbing the bed.

Qinghan didn't know who he had heard, so he broke down the door and made a big noise. I was very annoyed, what can people who are drunk in the past do? But looking at Qinghan who was holding his stomach and screaming, I could only swallow my dissatisfaction in my heart.

My sister heard that Qinghan had a tire gas and immediately came over. My sister had good intentions, but Qinghan seemed to be stunned, and insisted that the maid who climbed the bed was arranged by her sister.

My sister was furious and asked me if I had the same thoughts.

How could I have such thoughts, I still don't know what kind of person my sister is, how could she do such a thing.

My sister looked at me and said, "It's my sister who is wrong." ”

I know what my sister meant, my sister is saying that she shouldn't have compromised at that time, she shouldn't have let Qinghan in the door, she was blaming herself. But this matter has nothing to do with my sister, it's my fault, I don't listen to my sister, and I swallow the bitter fruit I brewed.

After I sold this daring maid, the matter came to an end, and my sister did not mention it to me again. I thought it was over, but I was naïve. When I wanted to ask my sister to name her unborn child, my sister's cold 7 look let me know that my sister was already disgusted with Qinghan, and she didn't even like the child in Qinghan's belly.

For this reason, Qinghan's sister did not come over when she gave birth, and her sister did not come to visit after the child was born. When I went to ask my sister to preside over Wanting's baptism, my sister also refused, but she showed up when she was baptizing three and went back after giving a thick gift.

In the end, the child's name was given by her mother-in-law, and she was called Wanting. The name has a good meaning, but it's a far cry from the names of Keir and Yanqi. It's just that although I don't like it, it's not easy to refute it.

A few months after the child was born, Jiu Chengzi asked me to go to Haikou. I also wanted to leave the capital at that time, and I was tired from the days of always quarrelling, maybe it would be better to be separated for a while.

I went to Haikou, and my life in Haikou was actually not comfortable. Because of my looks, I was often teased by those people, and the soldiers below also disobeyed my orders, which made me angry. But I also know that if I have an attack because of this, I will be the one who will suffer at that time. Jiu Chengzi is tricking me to gain a firm foothold in Haikou, and then do things for him, if I am squeezed back like this, my future will be affected in the future.

It took me more than a year to finally gain a foothold in Haikou. Alone in Haikou, Director Shi also felt a little lonely and lonely, and also had the idea of taking Qinghan to Haikou. But I just thought that the two of them would have to quarrel after taking Qinghan over, and there was no peace, so I dispelled this idea.

At this time, one of my subordinate sisters was favored by a third-grade general because of her outstanding appearance, and she was accepted as a concubine. Since this matter has happened, it is natural that we cannot sit idly by.

My subordinate was worried that the general would not give up and retaliate against him, so he begged me to take his sister

Accepted as a concubine. I was afraid of attracting tongues, but it turned out to be a good intention, but it seemed that I was also greedy for beauty, so I refused. But not only my subordinates, but also Le's is also worried that he will not give up if he marries someone else

so that I would take her in. If I didn't allow it, she would have twisted her hair and become a sister-in-law.

After this incident came out, many people persuaded me to accept Le's. I thought at the time that Qinghan had injured my body, and the heirs would be difficult in the future, and I would always be a concubine. After thinking about it for a long time, I finally accepted Le Shi. However, when I carried Le into the door, I told her that I would only give her a place to live, and I would not be delusional about anything else.

Le's agreed.

After Le's passed the door, the backyard was well maintained. I don't usually go out, and I'm very honest. Even if she is pregnant, she doesn't act excessively.

At this time, Qinghan came. When Qinghan knew that I had taken a concubine and was pregnant, she had a big fight with me again.

This matter has been in trouble for a long time, and finally Qinghan said that after the child is born, it must be put in her name and raised for her. I originally hit this idea, so naturally I won't refuse.

Because I often slept in the barracks, and the time spent at home for a month was very short, the two rarely quarreled again. At that time, I thought that such a day would not be bad.

However, there was a war in the northwest, and soon, Haikou was not very peaceful, so I decided to let Qinghan take the child back to Beijing, the capital is at the foot of the Son of Heaven, and it is the most secure.

Before Qinghan returned to Beijing, my brother-in-law's friend Wu Daquan asked me to bring some things back to the capital and give them to my sister. However, before I could explain the matter clearly, because the barracks had something to do and went to sea to fight, it was because of this small mistake that it turned out to be such a big thing. Qinghan actually took that thing and gave it to my mother-in-law, which eventually led to the impeachment of me for embezzlement and bribery.

And this incident caused my sister to become more and more dissatisfied. After I returned to the capital, my sister told me a lot of things, and after I finished speaking, my sister said, "I hope you can reconcile with the Lin family." ”

I know that my sister is for my good, but I can't agree, even if Qinghan has a lot of mistakes, but she has not had a good time in the past few years, and there is Wanting. If I reconcile with the Lin family, what should Wanting do?

When my sister saw that I didn't agree, she didn't say anything more. It's just that I know that my sister is so disappointed in me. Although I feel sad, I just can't agree to my sister's request, as my sister said, men not only have the ability to play, but also have to play responsible. No matter how wrong Qinghan is, she is also my wife, and I should take care of her.

But things are far from being as simple as I imagined, my brother-in-law didn't allow Qinghan to re-enter the door of An's house, and

Everyone in the capital knows this. Under normal circumstances, no man would take care of this kind of housework, let alone let it go

out of such words. There is only one reason why my brother-in-law would say this, and that is that Qinghan touched his brother-in-law's scales

I went to the yamen to find my brother-in-law once for this matter, and I wanted to plead with my brother-in-law. But seeing that my brother-in-law didn't have an indifferent 7 look, I couldn't say anything.

A few days later, Anfu sent someone to invite me over. I was so happy that I thought my sister was no longer with me

I was angry, but I didn't expect that my sister had already gone to Zhuangzi. It was my brother-in-law, not my sister, who brought me to Anfu.

My brother-in-law asked me why I didn't reconcile with Qinghan.

I didn't say what I really thought, I only said that all this was a misunderstanding, and I also said that Qinghan had promised to come to my sister to confess his mistake in two days.

The brother-in-law didn't say anything else, just asked about it and dealt with it like this.

I didn't understand what that meant. What do you mean by this being dealt with like this? Isn't that how it was handled, and what else can it do?

Just when I thought that my brother-in-law would still say that Qinghan was not, my brother-in-law turned his pen and said that my sister's hand was too long, and even said that my sister was a person from the An family, but she was still in charge of the family's affairs.

I'm not as smart as my sister, but I'm not stupid either. I heard the implication of my brother-in-law's words, that is, he would not allow my sister to interfere in my affairs in the future.

I was originally angry for my brother-in-law, but I soon learned that it was not a momentary anger. Not only did my brother-in-law not allow my sister to take care of my business anymore, but he also didn't want to see me. I could have been in the forbidden barracks, but he told him that he didn't want me to go to the forbidden barracks because he felt that I was not up to the task.

I know these are excuses, and the real reason is that my brother-in-law doesn't want to see me. He felt that I was an ungrateful person who did not deserve to be nice to me.

My sister went to Zhuangzi for more than two months, and I asked people to send several letters in these two months, but my sister did not reply to any of them. The two sisters and brothers have relied on each other for more than ten years, but in the end they have come to this point, and it is impossible to say that they are not sad. It's just that the path is chosen by yourself, and you have to bear whatever the consequences.

Just when I thought it was going to be like this, something happened at home again. New brother, my only son is gone. And what makes me even more unbelievable is that the reason why the new brother is gone is because of the battle between Qinghan and Le's.

After dealing with the aftermath of the new brother. I don't want to see Qinghan anymore. Because every time I see Qinghan, I think of what my sister said. My sister said that Qinghan would not be a qualified housewife, and it turned out that my sister was right and I was wrong.

At this time, I really wanted to meet my sister and tell her that I regretted it, I really regretted it. It's a pity that my sister doesn't want to see me anymore. The matter of the new brother made my sister's last concern also broken.

Walking in the market, I felt like a wandering spirit, a wandering spirit who didn't know where to drift, and when I was confused, Uncle Li talked to me about it.

Actually, Uncle Li didn't say much, but I understood the meaning of Uncle Lee's words. If I still insist on not reconciling with Qinghan, my life will be ruined.

After thinking about it for a day and a night, in the end, I gritted my teeth and went to have a showdown with Qinghan. I was reluctant at first, but a conversation with Qinghan finally strengthened my idea of separation. Now and parting, it is only painful for a while, if I don't reconcile, then I will have to suffer for the rest of my life.

Qinghan is reluctant to leave, but I have made up my mind, and it is difficult to change it. The separation went smoothly, and my father-in-law has always been a very reasonable person, and there is no difficulty.

After reconciling with Qinghan, I originally wanted to send Wanting to Anfu and let Wanting be with Sister Zai, so that her reputation would be good in the future, and Wanting would be able to speak a good relationship when she grew up. However, my sister refused, only saying that she was very good and had no time to help teach Wanting. I know very well that after so many things, my sister and I will never go back to the past. Fortunately, although my sister did not agree to teach Wanting, she also found a well-known nurturing grandmother for Wanting.

After I left, Shangfeng, colleagues and even subordinates were very enthusiastic about being a matchmaker for me. It's just that I don't have the enthusiasm I had ten years ago. It doesn't matter who you marry, just be able to live with me in peace

When it comes to marrying a wife, I finally asked my sister to help me find a candidate. Not for anything else, just for my sister to see the accuracy of people's eyes. In the end, my sister found me a girl from the Li family.

In fact, Li Qiniang is a very virtuous woman, who helped me take care of the inner courtyard properly, and the relationship with relatives and friends is also very good. The people around me are all in favor of her, and my sister is also very kind to her. But I wasn't happy with her, because I couldn't see the fiery 7 look in her eyes.

I know I can't force her, I can't force her to love me as much as Qinghan does, just as I can't do to her like Qinghan. But I was still very disappointed in my heart, and I always felt that my heart was empty, as if a piece was missing from the bottom of my heart.

A year after marrying Lee, my second daughter was born. Because it looks very similar to me, it is named Huanting, which means that she has a beautiful posture and grows up to be a great beauty.

Although my youngest daughter looks very similar to me, she still can't fill the emptiness in my heart, and it is at this time that I met Yan'er. Yan'er is actually not at all different from Qinghan, but I just saw Qinghan's shadow in Yan'er.

After Li knew it, she didn't object to me taking Yan'er as a concubine, but she made a request, but she didn't

Before giving birth to a son-in-law, Yan'er is absolutely not allowed to give birth to an heir. I was also very aware of my sister-in-law's heavy play, so I agreed at the time.

Actually, deep down, I was a little disappointed. I don't know why? I remember that when Qinghan knew that I had taken Le as a concubine and had a big quarrel with me, I was very angry. But now that the Li family is so virtuous, I am also very angry. This proves that the Li family didn't take me to heart at all, otherwise they would not have seen me indifferent to taking a concubine.

It's a pity that Li's second child gave birth to another girl, and at this time, Yan'er was unexpectedly pregnant, Yan'er was very afraid of Li's and begged me to hide it from her.

I didn't hide it, and told Li directly about it; And I told Li that if this child is a son, I will take it to her and raise her.

Li directly rejected this proposal and said, "Whether it's a son or a daughter, let Aunt Qiao raise it herself!" ”

At this time, I suddenly came over, and at that time, Qinghan was able to accept my suggestion so calmly, because Qinghan was injured and it was not easy to get pregnant, but Li was different. Qinghan, every time I think of Qinghan, I feel a special pain in my heart. I don't regret reconciling with Qinghan,

If they don't get along, the two are still quarreling endlessly. But after I left, the traces of those beautiful past events lingered in my memory and lingered. Whenever this happens, I go to see Yan'er. But looking at the smoke, the regret will hurt more and more. But I didn't have the courage to find out the news of Qinghan

At this time, Emperor Cheng died, and the crown prince ascended the throne as the new emperor.

I had a life-saving grace for the new emperor, so the new emperor trusted me very much and asked me to be the leader of the infantry battalion. For this reason, I put all my energy into my career.

A few months later, Yan'er gave birth to a son, and Li really did not take the child to her side to raise her, as she said.

I named my son Qing, Qing, which means a heavy responsibility, and I hope that this child will be able to shoulder the burden of the second room in the future. But my sister didn't think so, my sister didn't show up when Brother Qing was washing three. At that time, I knew that my sister didn't like Brother Qing'er.

I had a lot of mixed feelings. My sister doesn't like Qinghan, at least it can be said that Qinghan has a bad impression on her after they met, but Brother Qing'er is a newborn child, and she is still my only heir now, why doesn't she like it!

I didn't ask anyone this question, because I knew that if I asked others, others would definitely say that my sister didn't like Brother Qing because Brother Qing was a concubine. I can't understand, I'm also a concubine, and the concubine deserves to be inferior?

The day before Brother Qing'er's full moon, Li became pregnant again. Although I like Brother Qing very much, I know that other people, including my sister, actually want Li's baby to be a boy, because if Li gives birth to a son, it is my sister-in-law, and his status is completely different. But I don't feel too much myself, the concubines and sisters-in-law are all my sons, and I treat them the same.

Nine months later, Lee gave birth to a son. This child's name was not taken by me, but by my sister, which means that I hope that the child will become a hero when he grows up. It is undeniable that the names my sister chose are all very good, at least I think, they are much better than the names I chose.

My sister has never taken care of anything in my mansion since I married Lee. According to her sister, even the inside and outside of the house have been properly taken care of by the Li family, and she is very relieved. But I don't know why, I just don't like the Li family, even if I have three children, I still don't like the Li family. I don't even like the three children born to the Li family. Among the five children, my favorite is Wanting, followed by Brother Qing.

I knew it wasn't right, but I just couldn't control myself. But Li didn't seem to notice my thoughts, and still cared for me as if he had just been married. I feel guilty about Li in my heart, and I want to be nice to her, but every time I see Yan'er or Wanting, I can't help but think of it

Qinghan. Thinking about Qinghan, who is not having a good time now, my heart hurts like a knife.

My official is getting bigger and bigger, but my heart is getting more and more empty. Yes, I glorified the lintel of the second room, but I can no longer find the joy of the past.

A few days before my forty-fifth birthday, I had already married my children, including my grandfather. But at this time, Wan I got the news, Qinghan passed away, and Qinghan died of depression.

When I heard the news, my mind was confused.

Later, I had a great deal of trouble finding Qinghan's grave. Qinghan was not buried in the ancestral grave of the Zhao family, but in a place with beautiful mountains and rivers.

I stood quietly in front of her grave, confused, and I seemed to see Qinghan holding a purple tung oil umbrella, smiling and walking towards me