Chapter 85 The First Love

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"Okay, I'm fine." Liu Qing couldn't help but light a cigarette again, and the hand holding the filter was trembling slightly. tried his best to put on a relaxed and indifferent appearance: "What about you? ”

"You've changed so much that I almost don't recognize you." Su Jingxian looked at the most important man in her life, a man who directly influenced her life, a man who could never be erased from her heart. It's almost impossible to overlap with the boy who is full of vigor and youthful vitality in my memory every day. The face that was originally a little green and immature, but now it is as hard and mature as a knife. The bronzed skin and much rougher appearance are faintly filled with a sense of vicissitudes. Su Jingxian couldn't imagine how many things Liu Qing had experienced and suffered in the nine years that the two had been separated and never connected? There was a layer of sourness in my heart, if it weren't for the scruples and spacing in my heart, I wanted to hug him tightly and cry bitterly.

Liu Qing unconsciously touched his slightly rough face, took another deep puff of cigarette, shrugged his shoulders and smiled self-deprecatingly: "It's been too long." Probably, you don't remember what I looked like. ”

"Xiao Mei's mother isn't your girlfriend, right?" Su Jingxian couldn't understand Liu Qing's words, and a touch of grievance welled up, and her nose was sour. smiled reluctantly, and did not answer Liu Qing's rhetorical question, but suddenly changed the topic.

"Huh? You ......" Liu Qing opened his mouth, and Erlang's legs swapped left and right. Immediately smiled lightly: "What nonsense, I am." ”

Su Jingxian stared at Liu Qing lightly, and sighed lightly: "Liu Qing, you are a man who will never learn to lie." Was it before, and it is now? ”

"Have I lied to you before?" Liu Qing was slightly stunned.

Su Jingxian got up and filled the teacups of the two of them with a gentle movement. There was a smile in his clear and supple eyes: "I remember it very well since I was five years old. In eleven years, you've rolled down stairs thirteen times, hit a telephone pole nineteen times, and been in a bicycle accident twenty-six times. Anyway, according to your explanation, none of the bruises on the face were caused by a fight. ”

Liu Qing was so clearly told by her about the troubles of the year, Rao Yi's face couldn't help but blush. Forced to defend himself: "Nonsense, uh. One time I literally crashed a car. ”

"Is it that when I was in the third year of junior high school, I was resting at home because I was sick, and you climbed the wall to skip class and came to my house to see me, and I wanted to eat tofu because of my weak mouth. You just went home and stole a hundred bucks, and rode to buy it? Su Jingxian said as she spoke, with a faint misty look in her eyes.

Liu Qing gasped, his face was strange and surprised: "How can you remember it so clearly?" ”

"Because that time, you were the only time you told me that you accidentally fell and your eyes didn't wander." Su Jingxian looked at Liu Qing's face quietly.

Liu Qing couldn't help but smile bitterly, it turned out that she couldn't hide anything, she just didn't expose herself before. Thanks to the few lies that I always poured back and forth, I really thought that Su Jingxian was very easy to deceive. His face couldn't help but be a little hot, and said, "Also, how do you know that I went home to steal money?" ”

"Liu Qing, have you forgotten. Are we neighbors? Su Jingxian's eyes were extremely complicated, as if she couldn't bear it, and slowly closed her eyes: "When you were hung up and smoked by Uncle Rifle that day, I could hear it clearly while lying on the bed. In the past, every time you were pumped, you would howl like a pig. Only that time, you didn't even say a word. It's just that I'm a little curious, did you really use the rest of the money that time to buy cigarettes and smoke as Uncle Rifle said? ”

Liu Qing smiled awkwardly: "I forgot to look for money." As he spoke, he shoved the cigarette butt into the ashtray and took a sip from his teacup.

Su Jingxian looked at him lightly, looking at his slightly embarrassed and panicked look. Before I knew it, tears rolled down my cheeks. I forgot to look for money...... Such a simple sentence made her delicate mind no longer able to control the astringency in her heart. The clear scene resurfaced in front of him, Liu Qing put the tofu flower in the plastic pocket into the green-edged bowl, and handed the bowl to himself with his left hand. And when he took advantage of his illness to ask him to feed, he caught a glimpse of the shocking abrasion in the palm of his right hand.

"Liu Qing, are you still in pain?" Su Jingxian couldn't help but gently grab his hand and slowly put it on her slightly hot cheeks.

Liu Qing's eyes were hazy, and he just opened his mouth to speak. But his heart was cold, and he withdrew his hand with a faint expression: "Those things have been in the past for a long time." I can't remember anymore. ”

Su Jingxian was stunned, but quickly turned her face. Gently wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with a tissue. He smiled reluctantly and said, "I'm sorry, Liu Qing, you know my surname is ......."

"It's fine." The corners of Liu Qing's mouth twitched, and he forced himself to calm down: "I just don't like to talk about the past troubles." ”

The two fell silent again, each bowing his head and not speaking.

"I remember you went to be a soldier." After a long time, Su Jingxian broke the silence. His hands clenched the green tea cup tightly, and his long eyelashes trembled slightly: "Are you retiring now, or are you doing things in the army?" ”

"Expulsion." Liu Qing replied calmly: "It's been a long time ago, it's been six years." ”

Su Jingxian was not surprised, the corners of her mouth overflowed with a hint of really such a look, smiled faintly, and took a sip of tea gently.

"What are you laughing at?" Liu Qing looked at her strangely, as if she was expelled and she was very happy. But he suddenly came over, touched his nose and smiled bitterly: "Are you laughing, with my irritable and impulsive temper that is stronger than a cow." It's a miracle to be able to stay in the army for three years, right? Indeed, I got the chief into the hospital and rescued him, and you guessed it. ”

Su Jingxian shook her head slowly, her demeanor gradually calmed down, and she said softly: "Although you are impulsive, you never fight and cause trouble for no reason. I think something must have happened that you can't tolerate. ”

Liu Qing was silent, and the faces of the second stunned man and the dead comrades-in-arms seemed to appear in front of him again. The sloppy eyes gradually condensed. In the depths of his eyes, he couldn't help but feel a touch of heart-wrenching grief. Cold sweat continued to break out on his forehead. The green tendons on the fingers burst out, and the palms seemed to tremble uncontrollably.

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