Volume 8 The Past Verse 453 is not allowed to have another four years ago, when the cause of the headache was just diagnosed, Jiaming had a lot of thoughts.

The appearance of tumors, in fact, is a little unclear, because in the previous life, the physical condition was good, under the long-term exercise, I did not suffer from a cold, back to the ten-year-old body, it is still the same person, how can there be a sudden extra tumor, the only explanation, is naturally the phoenix's hands and feet.

So, what is the rationale?

There can be a lot of various ideas, but there are probably two reasons for him to be sure of this matter, first, he went back to the age of ten, and if he had an extra life out of thin air, maybe in the original world, his remaining life was only a few years, so it was reasonable for the phoenix to forcibly stop his life after letting himself live a few years. If this is too mysterious, then the second reason is true - he understands medicine.

If you don't understand some things, you can think about them casually, but because you understand this aspect of things, it just kills the luck in his heart, such a tumor, even after 20 years, may not have any hope of cure, and when he checks a lot of information, coupled with the diagnosis of Kelly's medical team, there is no room for reversal in this matter. He has seen many things, and he has seen many people at the top of the world, no matter how talented they are, how miraculous, and even how powerful and unbelievable they are like Natalie, but in life and death, in the face of fate, people are as equal as ants.

He has been a killer all his life, and he has seen too much life and death, it is like a black hole in the universe, everything will be drowned in it, no matter how brilliant you are in life, but after death will be silent. So even though it's nostalgic. Maybe some cancer patients will think that if I hold on for one more day, maybe the special medicine will come out, but he will not have such an idea, if there is a 1 in 10,000 chance, he will go for it, but if there is no point in doing anything, people can only accept their fate.

At the beginning of the year, I left Yahan when I had a headache and couldn't bear it anymore. After that, the head finally became chaotic because of the unbearable pain, and then slowly calmed down and became sober. After the chaotic memories began to become clear, these questions seemed to be slowly answered in my mind, the intention of the phoenix. It's finally starting to get clear.

Actually, it's a gift.

Pei Luojia was almost exhausted on the night of the round-up of the phoenix, not to mention dozens of them, and later after these people were swallowed by the flames of the phoenix, I don't know what kind of psychology they had, while letting themselves go back to the past, the phoenix also stuffed this huge power into his mind.

It's really a joke, how could an ordinary person's body withstand such a huge amount of power, such as Natalie's natural evolution inheritor. In fact, it is not that the power contained in their bodies has weakened from generation to generation, but because their own physical qualities are detached from the direction of evolution. So they can only go through the awakening again and again to make improvements - let the ability transform the body, and then the transformed body can bear more abilities, Natalie's body has been preparing for the awakening almost since birth, and now it has only awakened twice, how can Jia Ming withstand a higher power than this in a few years.

The phoenix is not human, it doesn't think about whether ordinary people can stand it at all-maybe it's thinking about the ground, but it's just grasping the limit state of this body not to collapse, so over the years, whenever it is stimulated by external abilities, the abilities in Jiaming's body will react more quickly. Constantly oppress him. Eventually, when the body grows to the point where it can barely withstand the force. It just erupted.

If Jiaming was not a killer, he had not had so much experience and training in suffering in his previous life, and even if his body could keep up, he might have died under the kind of pain and torture that could make people collapse with a little more. It's really a fluke to be able to survive now.

However, of course, there is still no way to confess to Ling Jing and Sha Sha in the Phoenix Land, he probably explained, the point is naturally to let the two know that there will be no such things in the future, the night is like water, and they let go of their worries slightly, and the three of them who were already tired finally returned to bed. Sha Sha cried, lost his strength, lay on Jia Ming's chest and fell asleep, Ling Jing looked at him for a while, and said softly: "There will be no more such things in the future?" Zhi Jiaming shook his head, and finally fell asleep.

The morning light was faint, the sound of roosters crowing, the wheels walking down the street, and in the distance, there were vendors in the vegetable market shouting to each other, showing the silence and emptiness of the morning market, she opened her eyes in this familiar atmosphere, as if she was in a different world.

Beside her was a familiar soft body, vaguely with the fragrance of shower gel, she opened her eyes and looked at it for a while, her eyes and thoughts focused in this suddenness, and Ling Jing hugged her and slept soundly.

Jiaming ......

In such a warm memory, she is used to lying in bed every day without sleeping until three o'clock in the day and never stops, remembering the crying last night, she slept late, but today she woke up earlier than Lingjing. The memories of the past four years of Dark Lyra seem more unreal in such an environment than the former cohabitation life, but the habit of training every day is still there.

She sat up, only Lingjing was asleep in a shirt on the bed, the fan was blowing by the bed, the morning air was shining through the window with a hint of coolness, and the outside was only cloudy, far and near, there was an orange or milky light between the rows of houses, as if the starlight in the sky had been shaken down last night, and the nearby vegetable market and the streets below had begun to operate with the dawn of the morning, what a familiar and unfamiliar scene.

Jiaming is not there...... She thought about what had happened last night, and there was a slight trepidation in her heart, the fear that none of this was real, and this fear made her body tremble slightly, she got off the edge of the bed, put on her slippers, and since she was wearing only a bra and panties, she put on her coat, looked at the sleeping Lingjing again, and walked out to the balcony.

The air was cooler, a vendor pushing a tricycle was walking through the street below, and not far away, several student-looking people came out of the computer room, probably playing all night, in the morning breeze, still in high spirits, talking back and forth, a shop diagonally opposite was open, and a yellow light was shining through. The balcony railing blocked the scenery of her lower body and bare legs, next to the master bedroom was the side bedroom where she once slept, no one, no lights, quiet and silent, the small utility room next to the side bedroom was closed, she reached out and pushed it open, under a little light, the room that had been silent for four years was still asleep in the dark, the bed cover had been closed, the computer was covered with a white cloth, the memory of the teenager liked to stay by the computer in the early hours of the morning to deal with things, the warm yellow light reflected the scene of the still hot coffee cup, and did not appear.

She closed the door, walked through the side bedroom to the living room, and into the equally dimly quiet kitchen in the darkness, and when she came out again, she stood there with a dazed feeling, and then the faint sound of the door opening.

Someone pushed open the door, the street lamp outside the door shone on his body, the familiar figure pulled out the key, the other hand carried a plastic bag, and then also saw the person standing inside: "Wake up?" Jia Ming whispered.

"Hmm."

"I went out to buy breakfast, soy milk, fritters...... When I went out, I found that I had no money on me, so I came back and got it again......"

"I don't even know ......"

"Hehe......"

After putting things on the table, the two approached the kitchen, turned on the light, Sha Sha took out the lean meat to chop into minced meat, boiled hot water at home, soaked the rice noodles bought in the supermarket last night, and prepared breakfast. In the process of doing these things, Shasha asked again, "How have you spent the past four years?" ”

"If you have a headache, run around, like calling Hanako, I have walked a lot of places, along the waterway upstream, as far as Yujiang, when I am better, I got a car to sell sugar and fried chestnuts." Sha Sha reached out and touched his forehead, he smiled, "I always feel that I remember a lot of things, but I can't think about it clearly, so I have an impression of sugar-fried chestnuts, it's really ......"

"It doesn't hurt, does it?"

Jiaming shook his head and hugged her shoulders: "What about you, how is Venice?" You weren't bullied, were you? If someone is bullying you, help you make a small report. ”

"It's all training." Shasha put her head on his shoulder and paused, "I've been crying for a year...... I didn't think you'd come back, you're going to find other men......"

Without waiting for Jiaming to answer, she laughed again and said in a low voice: "I don't know you after graduating from junior high school, I am used to high school, but in the past four years...... I haven't touched a man, I feel so strange, and I'm about to become a virgin again. "Ahem, how many reviews are you going to do in the past few days?"

"Don't touch me so quickly...... When I was a child, I didn't know anything, and when I knew what a virgin was, I was no longer there, and I finally felt this way, and I wanted to experience it more......" This is half-true, after she said it, her forehead was still on Jia Ming's shoulder, and she was silent, she couldn't see her expression from this angle, only after a while, I heard her say it again, her voice was soft and like a whisper, "Jia Ming, don't have such a thing anymore, don't have ...... again"

"What if something like this happens again, four years, if I and Ling Jing ...... Lingjing and I really died when you really touched other men, and you only came back at this time, so what should I do, how can we still be together...... You may be able to say that you don't care, but I can't do it with Lingjing, how will we live when the time comes, those people who train with us, whether it's agents or mercenaries, basically don't take these things seriously, these past few years...... I was scared when I thought about it yesterday, maybe just a little bit, if I completely died when you died, when I died myself, and became like them, then I ...... now The last thing I'm afraid of is this, you know? ”

"No more ......"