Chapter 254: Tang Feng's Decision
Along the way, Tang Feng's heart was thinking about Zhang Jingru and Wang Mengjia.
By the time I arrived at the hospital, it was already past six o'clock. Tang Feng walked into his ward, but did not find Wang Mengjia's figure.
"Where have you been?" Tang Feng muttered in his heart. Then he took out his mobile phone and called.
"Mengjia, where are you? Why isn't it in the room? As soon as the phone rang, Tang Feng asked.
"I'm in Sister Jingru's ward, come here, be light, Sister Jingru is still sleeping." Wang Mengjia on the other end of the phone whispered.
When Tang Feng walked to the door of Zhang Jingru's ward, Wang Mengjia had already opened the door. When he saw Tang Feng, he said, "Tang Feng, why are you only coming back now?" Before, Wang Mengjia knew that Tang Feng might go to do something important, so she endured it and didn't call to disturb Tang Feng.
"It's okay, by the way, why are you here?" Tang Feng put aside the topic, he didn't want Wang Mengjia to worry.
Wang Mengjia didn't suspect anything when she heard Tang Feng say this, "Sister Jingru woke up last night, so I came here, and then I slept here directly, and now Sister Jingru is still asleep." By the way, Tang Feng, when did you go to Macau during the summer vacation? How did I not know? Wang Mengjia asked suddenly.
"Huh? Didn't I tell you? I think I told you, right? Hearing Wang Mengjia's words, Tang Feng was stunned for a moment, and then immediately reacted, it must have been said by Zhang Jingru when the two of them chatted last night, otherwise how could Wang Mengjia suddenly ask this.
"Don't pretend to be stupid, hum," Wang Mengjia looked at it with a little unkind eyes.
Seeing Wang Mengjia like that, Tang Feng knew that he couldn't pretend to be stupid, so he could only smile and say: "Originally, I wanted to ask you to go with me at that time, but at that time, the college entrance examination results had not yet come out, and you didn't seem to have any intention to play, so I went alone, Nanzi can testify, I thought I told you about this matter." Tang Feng explained with a smile, of course he knew that Wang Mengjia's straight face was pretending. At this time, the two of them had already walked into the ward.
"Hmph, just make excuses." Wang Mengjia pouted a little dissatisfied.
"What did you two say yesterday?" Tang Feng asked a little curiously.
Seeing Tang Feng's curious and nervous appearance, Wang Mengjia smiled and said, "I won't tell you, I know everything I should know anyway, hum." ”
Eh, Wang Mengjia seems to know a lot of things, Tang Feng wondered, Wang Mengjia and Zhang Jingru became familiar with each other so quickly?
At this time, Tang Feng finally saw Zhang Jingru lying on the hospital bed, because she was shot in the back, Zhang Jingru can only sleep on her side now, and her body is also fixed by tools.
"Tang Feng, you haven't slept all night, rest here for a while, I'll go buy breakfast." At this time, Wang Mengjia said.
After Wang Mengjia left, Tang Feng sat on Zhang Jingru's hospital bed, looking at Zhang Jingru who was sleeping peacefully, Tang Feng had an indescribable feeling in his heart. If it weren't for Zhang Jingru's luck to be rescued, Tang Feng didn't know what he was like now, and he couldn't imagine the consequences.
At the moment when Zhang Jingru was shot, he finally knew his feelings for Zhang Jingru in his heart, indeed, he had fallen in love with Zhang Jingru, and Tang Feng himself didn't know when it started, he had always controlled this kind of thinking before, or he had never dared to be sure of his feelings in his heart.
In fact, when he was in Macau, Tang Feng was already a little aware of that kind of sign, which is why he didn't leave his contact information after leaving Macau.
Tang Feng gently combed Zhang Jingru's hair, then touched Zhang Jingru's face and muttered, "Why are you so stupid?"
Suddenly, Tang Feng saw Zhang Jingru's eyes move, and his heart suddenly felt happy, it turned out that he had woken up.
"Hey, don't pretend, you're not tired." Tang Feng said with a smile.
Hearing Tang Feng's words, Zhang Jingru slowly opened her eyes after a while, and her face was a little embarrassed. Just when Tang Feng was cutting his hair, he woke up.
"How are you feeling right now? Is it uncomfortable? Tang Feng suddenly asked.
"I'm fine, I thought I was going to die, but I didn't expect me to be alive." Zhang Jingru said with a smile.
Tang Feng glanced at Zhang Jingru, "You are still laughing, I have never seen such a stupid person as you, you think your body is made of iron." ”
"Isn't it okay now?" Zhang Jingru smiled indifferently. In fact, Zhang Jingru herself didn't know what she thought at the time, because she didn't have time to think about that situation at that time, and rushing out to be that shot can be said to be an instinctive reaction.
Seeing Zhang Jingru like this, Tang Feng was speechless, and said a little helplessly: "If you really have something, what do you let me do, what should your parents do?" Remember, don't do this kind of stupid thing in the future, even if you don't think about yourself, you have to think about your parents. ”
Although Tang Feng's words were a bit heavy, Zhang Jingru was indeed sweet in his heart, he knew that Tang Feng was caring about her, "Okay, I know, you started to teach me with this kind of adult tone again." Zhang Jingru said a little unconvinced.
"Who told you to be so ignorant." Tang Feng said. Staying with Zhang Jingru, he never felt that Zhang Jingru was older than him, not before, and not now.
"Hmph." Zhang Jingru seemed to be a little unconvinced by Tang Feng's words. "Hey, where's Mengjia?" Zhang Jingru asked suddenly.
"She went to buy breakfast, by the way, what did you say to Mengjia yesterday?" Tang Feng asked.
Zhang Jingru immediately said: "Why are you so nervous, I didn't say anything bad about you anyway." After a pause, he said: "We talked a lot, and it can be seen that Mengjia is very good and loves you very much." When she said this, Zhang Jingru's face was obviously a lot darker.
Tang Feng nodded, he was naturally very clear about this, but he didn't know what to say at that moment.
"I'm sorry." Zhang Jingru suddenly said apologetically to Tang Feng.
Tang Feng looked at Zhang Jingru a little stunned, "Hey, why are you talking about this?" Tang Feng asked suspiciously.
"I shouldn't have pestered you, I was too selfish before." Zhang Jingru said. There are some things that she can't face if she doesn't want to, and now she can't pretend she doesn't understand anymore.
Hearing Zhang Jingru mention this matter, Tang Feng didn't smile anymore, he had to face this matter sooner or later, but in his heart he was very entangled, he didn't know his feelings for Zhang Jingru very well before, so he always chose to escape, but now he already knows in his heart that he has indeed fallen in love with Zhang Jingru.
Although he had doubted this feeling before, at the moment when Zhang Jingru was shot, he had already affirmed it.
"We'll still be friends in the future, right?" Zhang Jingru asked Tang Feng, she was still laughing just now, her eyes were already a little moist at this time, this was a painful decision. She knew that she had fallen in love with Tang Feng completely, but in the face of Wang Mengjia, who loved Tang Feng deeply, she couldn't give birth to a little competition, and she could also see that Tang Feng also loved Wang Mengjia very much.
She didn't want to hurt anyone else because of her love, because of her selfishness, that was what she didn't want to see.
"Hey, don't be so sad." Tang Feng said with a smile, in fact, just now there was a fighting array in his heart, like Zhang Jingru, he was very conflicted in his heart at the beginning, but now he has made up his mind, he doesn't want to deceive himself anymore, but this requires a process, as for what this process is, Tang Feng doesn't want to bother thinking about it anymore, let it be.
Tang Feng held Zhang Jingru's hand, and then said softly: "Can you not make a decision now, no one knows what will happen in the future, let it be." "Tang Feng is not a person who likes to be entangled, since he can't figure it out now, let's let it be, and seriously, in his heart, he is really reluctant to let Zhang Jingru leave. Tang Feng also admitted in his heart that he was selfish, because it was unfair to Zhang Jingru.
He knew that if he hadn't made a decision today, he would probably not have that chance in the future, and he was afraid that he would regret it later.
The moment Tang Feng held her hand, Zhang Jingru's body trembled obviously, and after hearing Tang Feng's words, the heart she thought was very resolute began to waver. Although Tang Feng's words were not said directly, the meaning was already obvious.
After listening to Tang Feng's words, Zhang Jingru could no longer raise the kind of determination she had at the beginning, she thought that she could say it very simply and directly, but now she found that she was wrong, and it was very wrong, she couldn't resist Tang Feng's retention.
"Why do you still say this, why don't you promise me, do you know how hard it is for me to make this decision?" As she spoke, Zhang Jingru's tears flowed uncontrollably, and at this time, she couldn't muster up the courage to refuse Tang Feng. Although he knew that it was wrong for him to do this, she still did it, she couldn't leave Tang Feng, and she was reluctant to leave Tang Feng.
Tang Feng stroked Zhang Jingru's hair and said with a smile: "Don't cry, it's not beautiful if you cry again." Tang Feng's heart didn't bother with anything anymore, since it was decided, there was no need to hide it.
Tang Feng helped Zhang Jingru wipe her tears, "You look like this, when Mengjia comes, you think I'm bullying you." Tang Feng said with a smile.
"Ah, get up." Zhang Jingru suddenly screamed.
"What are you doing?" Tang Feng asked a little confused.
Zhang Jingru said a little anxiously, "You let go of me, wait for Mengjia to come in and misunderstand." She didn't think of Wang Mengjia just now, but now she reacted, Wang Mengjia may come in at any time, what should she do if she is seen by Wang Mengjia when the time comes, although he did not refuse Tang Feng, she didn't want to leave Tang Feng in her heart, but he never wanted to hurt Wang Mengjia, and he didn't want to destroy the relationship between Wang Mengjia and Tang Feng, she just wanted to stay by Tang Feng's side silently now. Even if it's just for a day.
"Don't worry, I can hear people coming." Tang Feng's hand holding Zhang Jingru did not let go, since it was decided, he would not hesitate any longer, besides, they had not held hands before.
(To be continued)