Chapter 3 Past and Promise

"Didi!" The bus kept changing lanes on the road, and the driver honked his horn while scolding and blaming the private car in front of him for being sluggish.

The passengers in the car sat unharmed and played with their mobile phones, but those who stood staggered, their faces pale, clenched the railings, and the grumpy ones let out a few curses from time to time.

Standing in the middle of the car, Yang Guo grabbed the pull ring above his head with one hand, and Wu Yue's belongings with the other, staring out the window blankly, ignoring what was happening inside and outside the car. He now wants to go to Wu Yue's residence to find out if there are any baby items that he needs to use these days.

Yang Guo is in a somewhat complicated mood now, he feels like a dream, this Wu Yue is very cold in his impression, at that time there was very little communication on the train, and even the words spoken by the two of them added up to more than twenty sentences, and she had a relationship with herself without realizing it, and had a child, they all said that the child was the crystallization of love, but did he ever have love with Wu Yue?

Yang Guo has some expectations for Wu Yue's "boudoir". For a girl like Wu Yue, who has suffered the blow of the departure of her relatives since she was a child, her iceberg side may just be a ribbon that tightly wraps her fragile heart. She lost her relatives, and she couldn't escape the fate of Xiang Xiaoyu, but Yang Guo wanted to know how Wu Yue had spent all these years.

Pinching the address given by the hospital, Yang Guo came to the door of Wu Yue's rented house, took out the key from the bag, hesitated, opened the door and walked in.

Opening the door, Yang Guo saw a patch of pink, the slippers were pink, the tablecloth was pink, the curtains were pink, and the sheets and quilts were pink. This is a girl's room, Yang Guo felt unbelievable, Wu Yue was very mature and cold outside, but in private, she was still like a child, half of the small bed was occupied by a huge stuffed bear pillow.

Yang Guo has read a book on psychology, which says that people who like to hold plush toys when they sleep are insecure, and Yang Guo now feels that this sentence is completely a psychological portrayal of Wu Yue.

There were no male slippers in the shoe cabinet, and it seemed that the host had never had a male guest, so Yang Guo had to change into a pair of female slippers.

The room was neat and drab, with just a bed, a desk and a dining table. A laptop computer covered on the desk, a row of books against the wall, there are several books about pregnant mothers and babies with bookmarks on them, Yang Guo picked up one of them, and saw that there were a lot of notes in the book. There are two baskets on the dining table, one containing the owner's cutlery, and the other containing a lot of baby utensils, bottle nipples, small bowls and spoons, washed cleanly, and the sunlight slowly refracted through the window, diffusing a trace of light.

I didn't notice that there was a crib against the wall at the foot of the bed, the wood of the guardrail was polished smooth, and the bed was surrounded by a thin cushion of cushioned cotton, and small pillows, all of which were cute Winnie the Pooh patterns. There are several sets of baby clothes stacked next to the quilt, and the fabric is very delicate to the touch, and even the edges are not as rough as the thread.

It can be seen how attentive Wu Yue is, she is looking forward to the birth of the baby with joy, preparing almost all the items that the baby needs, and preparing for the arrival of a new life. However, she did not survive, and she went to another world before she saw the baby. Yang Guo looked at the room full of baby products, his nose was sour, and his heart was panicked.

Yang Guo sat down at the desk and opened the drawer, which contained a few thick hardcover notebooks in addition to some receipt lists. He pulled out the top book, turned on the lamp on the table, and opened the first page.

This is Wu Yue's diary, Yang Guo understood it when he saw the date mark on April 3, 2010. Yang Guo saw it quickly, and flipped it over once in a few seconds. It's not that he doesn't care, on the contrary, Yang Guo looks at it very carefully, reading it word by word.

Since returning from his graduation trip last year, Yang Guo has found that his head has become very clear, and he no longer has a poor memory and can't memorize things like in the past. This is also the secret of Yang Guo becoming the backbone of the company's business as soon as he graduated from the company, and all the information of the company and even the company's opponents is familiar with it, coupled with super English ability, no one can stop it!

Yang Guo soon saw the diary on the page where they had a relationship.

"Today's company travel, the chairman's son actually drugged in the wine, I didn't expect that the defense was still on the road, I should have thought that this person would not be attentive for nothing! …… I didn't expect to stick to my innocence for 25 years and give it to a student. In such a situation, I can't blame him, he didn't mean to, who made me careless. He is still very gentle and considerate, helping me cover the quilt, just like my father when I was a child...... He also called a girl's name in his dream, was it his girlfriend? Looks like he loves his girlfriend very much. Don't worry, I, Wu Yue, will not destroy the happiness of others, and let me bear the mistake of this night. Goodbye, Yang Guo, what a strange name. ”

"It turns out that she left like this at that time," Yang Guo scratched his head and smiled bitterly in his heart, "But I'm still in the dark." ”

continued to watch, Yang Guo saw Wu Yue's resignation, saw her being excluded from applying for a job again, and saw the shock and struggle when she found out that she was pregnant two months later.

"I went to the interview today, and when I came back, I retched so badly, I don't know what I ate and my stomach was broken, I've been busy these days, I must have a good rest. Wu Yue, you can't be tired......

Today I suddenly remembered that my aunt hadn't been here for two months, and then I ran to have a check-up, and the doctor said that I was more than two months pregnant! How so? Just that one time I got pregnant? What am I going to do? ……

I didn't sleep all night last night, I don't want to kill the child, after all, it's a life, it's my child. But I'm so scared, can I do it alone? Why don't you talk to that Yang Guo? …… Is it good to destroy the happiness of others for the sake of one's own happiness? No, Wu Yue, you must not be such a villain or a third party! You have to believe in yourself, you can take care of yourself by yourself for more than ten years, and now you just have one more child, you must be able to! Wu Yue's big beauty, fighting! ”

Yang Guo's eyes were a little moist, he didn't dare to look at it anymore, he felt that his conscience was condemning him, he had created evil, but a girl secretly carried it down and was tortured, while he was happy to live in his own world.

"I'm going to prenatal checkup again, baby, how did you grow so big? Seeing that my mother's belly was bulging, it was like carrying a big leather ball, hehe......

Woo, baby, how bad are you, mom has some dark spots on her face and has become so ugly. Tell mom what to do? I don't dare to go out......

Baby, my mother is so uncomfortable that no one can help buy pickled cucumbers at night. Mom really wants to cry, other mothers have family to serve when they are pregnant, and Mom has been doing everything by herself for so long. I almost fell down while washing clothes today, and my mother was so scared......

Today the baby moved for the first time, kicked the mother in the stomach, the mother is so happy, you must be an angel from God to the mother, with you, the mother is not afraid of anything, with you, the mother will persevere......

Become so fat, baby, do you think your mother can return to her previous beautiful appearance after giving birth to you? What the? You said yes. Baby, you know mom too well, mom will definitely become a big beauty again!

Calculate the time, you are about to give birth to a baby. Mom will definitely endure the pain and let you give birth smoothly! Mom can't wait, thinking about the little you being held in the arms of the big mother, my heart is happy. Baby, hurry up and get into your mother's arms, Momoda! Hee-hee. ”

The last diary entry was dated as of the day before yesterday, April 26, 2011.

Yang Guo looked at this diary and seemed to touch the most real Wu Yue, a girl as pure as the snow lotus of the Tianshan Mountains, who was pregnant with the love she longed for the new life that was sleeping in the hospital. Yang Guo seemed to be able to feel that Wu Yue was lying on his side on the bed with a bear pillow, his head resting on it, his big eyes were filled with a sweet smile, and his whole body was full of maternal brilliance.

Yang Guo sighed slightly in his heart, remembering the last words left by Wu Yue before being pushed into the delivery room: "You have to promise me to take good care of our children when they grow up." This is a heavy entrustment, but also a heavy responsibility, Yang Guo had some hesitation before, worried that his life would be disrupted, worried that he would not be a competent father, worried that he would not be able to stand the strange eyes of others. But since reading Wu Yue's diary, Yang really wanted to slap himself. Still a man? A weak woman dares to carry a family by herself, and you don't even dare to raise your own children?

Yang Guo secretly swore in his heart, and he also promised Wu Yue, who might be watching him in the kingdom of heaven: "Wu Yue, you can go with confidence." I will definitely take good care of the baby, I will let her grow up happily, I will definitely love her and take care of her, so that she can be the happiest baby in the world. ”

As soon as the oath came out, Yang Guo felt a shock in his heart, as if a place in his mind had cracked, and suddenly a lot of unfamiliar information suddenly appeared.

"Zhang Sanfeng's internal family exercises?"

Yang Guo felt that his brain that had become very smart was a little insufficient, and secretly thought, "Could this be given to me by Wu Yue when he heard my sincerity?" ”

He felt that this was a bit ridiculous, but such a thing was really too mysterious, and Yang Guo couldn't figure it out.

Since he can't figure it out, he simply doesn't want to, Yang Guo stood up, it looks like it should really be a martial arts exercise, Yang Guo is still a little happy about this, as long as he is a good son of China, which one will not be good at chivalrous martial arts?

But it's not too early, Yang Guo still has to go back to his residence, so he found a duffel bag, packed up Wu Yue's diary and some baby items that should be used and two sets of clothes, he can't take too many things at one time, and the rest can only be left for sorting out next time.