Chapter 86: Su Jingxian

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Su Jingxian quietly looked at Liu Qing's suppressed and painful eyes, and her expression darkened. There was a dull pain in my heart. He pulled a tissue, hesitated, and raised his hand lightly. Carefully wiping the sweat from his forehead, he whispered: "If you forcibly bury your heart in your heart, it will make you even more painful." If you don't mind, you can tell me about it. ”

"Smack!" Liu Qing slapped her hand away uncontrollably, stood up and took the teacup and drank it all in one gulp. His voice was hoarse and low, "I'm sorry, I still have something to do today." I lost my company first. With that, he turned around and walked away.

"Liu Qing!" Su Jingxian chased after him in a panic, but after seeing him drop the money on the counter, he arrived at the door in an instant. I trotted all the way to catch up with him, but Liu Qing walked quite fast, and soon left her with only a distant and unfamiliar back, and then quickly disappeared from her sight. It's like that time, on the small platform in my hometown, I secretly went to say goodbye. From afar, I watched him wear a big red flower on his chest and get on the train in his military uniform. It wasn't until the train slowly left the platform that she dared to step out of the pillar and look at the train moving farther and farther away. His eyes were dazed and empty, and tears kept rolling down the corners of his eyes.

"Liu Qing, I really don't want to leave you......" Su Jingxian squatted weakly on the side of the road, and kept crying helplessly: "I keep thinking about you every day!" "There are constantly cars and people passing by, but it makes her feel that this real world is getting farther and farther away from her.

It wasn't until a long time later that someone crouched gently beside her.

"Liu Qing!" Su Jingxian hung tears and looked up happily. But I saw a young and familiar beautiful face, facing me. handed over a tissue and sighed softly: "Teacher Su, wipe your tears." ”

"Xiao, Xiao Mei! How did you end up here? Su Jingxian stood up in a panic, but her head was slightly dizzy. was quickly supported by Xiao Mei's eyes, and said with concern: "Teacher Su, are you okay?" Shall I help you go back to the school infirmary? ”

"It's just a little anemic, just get by for a while." Su Jingxian shook her head lightly and said softly in embarrassment. Pick up a tissue and wipe your tears in a panic.

"Teacher Su." Xiao Mei called softly, and walked towards the school while helping her. Seeing that she was listening with her head tilted slightly, she lowered her head and said, "You must love him very much, it's the first time I've seen you, Teacher Su, so uncontrollable and out of shape." ”

"You, what nonsense are you talking about?" Su Jingxian was at a loss for a moment, and her soft eyes were disordered for a while: "I, I'm just, just ......" An indescribable sourness floated in her heart, and crystal tears overflowed again. shook his head bitterly and sobbed softly: "Xiao Mei, you are still young." You don't understand ......"

"Liu Qing, he has a wife. Do you know Mr. Su? Xiao Mei didn't care, but threw out a question.

Su Jingxian shook slightly, but she didn't seem surprised. With tears in his eyes, he nodded slowly and said bitterly: "I know, I knew it a long, long time ago." ”

"You know? Have you seen his wife? Xiao Mei looked at her in surprise.

Su Jingxian didn't answer, and her tears gradually stopped. Silent, he continued to walk back, his steps a little floating.

"I see." Xiao Mei chased after her again and continued to hold her arm: "Teacher Su, do you still remember this year's selection of special teacher titles?" You should have been elected, but in the end, you gave up. ”

"Teacher Gao is old and has a heavy burden on her family, so she needs this title more than me." Su Jingxian's expression slowly calmed down, but her original soft and delicate eyes were devoid of brilliance.

"Teacher Su, what you say is good-hearted." Xiao Mei said disapprerovingly: "To say that it is ugly is cowardice." This society is inherently a competitive society. Withdrawing or tolerating too much will only deprive you of what you deserve. ”

Su Jingxian's delicate body trembled slightly, and only after being stunned did she reveal her helpless eyes, and her voice trembled: "Xiao Mei, things are not what you think. Things between me and him are far more complicated than you think. ”

"Teacher Su, I don't understand what you said." Xiao Mei disagreed, and pouted: "I only know that when I was a child, my mother took me alone, and I had a very hard time. is often looked down upon by people, and some of my mother's friends persuade my mother to find a good man to remarry, so that she can have a lot to rely on. But my mom said that people can only grow in the face of adversity. The dignity and life that come from giving alms are like unreliable mud-walled sand castles, which seem magnificent, but as long as you push them gently, they will collapse in an instant. Only by relying on one's own efforts to strive for it and winning the respect of others with strength can one achieve happiness. ”

"So, as long as I like something. I'll fight, and if I can't fight, I'll grab it. Xiao Mei looked at Su Jingxian with a firm expression, and said solemnly: "So, even if you really love him." I will never be soft, and I will not tolerate you. ”

Su Jingxian looked at her students in surprise, it was the first time she had discovered that a seventeen-year-old girl's thoughts could be so complicated. If the traditional and weak self had the same thinking as her, maybe, maybe everything would not be like this. However, when I think of Liu Qing's current situation. Su Jingxian slowly shook her head bitterly and said, "Xiao Mei, it's too late to say all this now." ”

"Liu Qing, he's dead?" Xiao Mei looked at Su Jingxian with a strange expression.

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Rao Yi Su Jingxian's quiet and indifferent temper was also uncontrollable in Liu Qing's matter, and he said with a slight anger: "How can you curse him!" ”

Xiao Mei looked at her unenlightened teacher with some amusement and pity, and couldn't help but smile and shake her head: "Teacher Su, it's okay if you want to understand it, or if you don't understand it." Anyway, I won't say any more. Because judging from Liu Qing's face today, you are my rival in love, or the most terrible rival in love. After a pause, he smiled and said, "Teacher Su, goodbye." I went to class. Before I knew it, I had arrived at the school gate.

Su Jingxian thought carefully about Xiao Mei's words, and finally her expression changed greatly, and her heart fluttered: "She, what does she mean." This, how can this be ......" The soft and boneless hand grasped the guardrail of the school gate tightly, and there was a violent surge in his calm eyes.

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