Chapter 0285 Self-inflicted sin, you can't live
"What did you say?" Hearing Xiao Jianren say that he was actually a serious ED patient, Guan Muyuan's hands trembled when he was driving, and the car twisted twice on the road before it returned to normal, but fortunately the car behind him kept a certain distance, otherwise it might cause a rear-end collision.
Rao is always calm Guan Muyuan couldn't help but be shocked when he heard the news, he and Xiao Jianren grew up together, and they didn't even know such a big thing, the key is that this guy is too good at covering up, he is married and has children, how normal and normal it looks like, who would have thought that he was actually ed?
"This is the biggest shame in my life, even to my parents are ashamed to say it, except for Zhuang Jin, you are the only person in the world who knows the truth, I hope you can keep it secret for me." Xiao Jianren's face was pale, and it took him too much courage and determination to tell this kind of thing to outsiders, but he was wrong about one thing, Guan Muyuan was not the only outsider in this world who knew the truth, as early as the time when Zhuang Jin was drunk, he had already revealed this secret to Meng Xinghui.
"Don't worry, I'll keep it secret for you, you know I've never been a talkative person," Guan Muyuan said lightly: "Have you ever gone to the doctor?" It's not that this disease can't be cured, and now that medicine is so advanced, maybe you'll soon be back to normal. ”
Xiao Jianren frowned, and said in a muffled voice: "I went to see it once, and I took a lot of inexplicable medicine, but it didn't work, and I haven't been there again." ”
Guan Muyuan glanced at him from the rearview mirror, and when he saw that he was depressed, he said: "I think you gave up treatment too early, if one hospital doesn't work, you will move to another hospital, and if the domestic hospital doesn't work, you will go to a foreign hospital, and you will give up without doing your best, isn't it too hasty?" This is a major event in your life, so from today onwards, hurry up and get back on your feet, and treat this disease first, then everything will not be a problem. ”
Xiao Jianren shook his head and said: "I am used to this kind of thing now, if I am made to kindle a little hope and finally despair again, it will hit me even harder than now, I don't want to go through this kind of thing again." ”
Guan Muyuan said: "There will be nothing worse than now, do you think the current situation is very good?" Please, your wife is with another man, and if you still want her to change her mind, you must cure the disease and be a normal man, otherwise, she will leave you sooner or later! ”
The muscles on Xiao Jianren's face twitched, and a small flame burned in his eyes.
"Do you still love her now?" Guan Muyuan's tone had a demagogic power, and Xiao Jianren's eyes were blurred and he fell into memories.
"Zhuang Jin is the school flower of our school, all the boys, including the single male teachers, are fascinated by her, I know her, in fact, by chance," Xiao Jianren said: "At that time, I had just broken up with my first girlfriend, and we had a good relationship, but ...... When she knew about me...... That aspect didn't work, the attitude towards me changed, at first she thought of countless ways, we tried again and again, but failed again and again, and then she despaired, so she scolded me for being an incompetent man, and then turned away without hesitation, and within a few days, this woman found a sports special student, tall and strong, and it is said that she often went to open a house...... I was quite stimulated, and my view of women changed because of this, I hated them, and deep down I also had thoughts of revenge, at that time, I met Zhuang Jin, we sat together by chance in an elective class, frankly speaking, although she was very attractive, but with my mentality at that time, I didn't have any other thoughts at all, so I kept a proper distance from her, lukewarm, not humble or arrogant, I didn't expect him to be entangled by that group of boys who had nothing to do. My alienation brought a sense of security, so she told me a lot of things, and we gradually became good friends, you know, I have a hidden disease in that area, so when I am with her, I always keep a certain distance, I have an instinctive sense of rejection for approaching girls, who knows that the more I am like this, the more she thinks I am different from other boys, and then we naturally become boyfriend and girlfriend, at that time, I was indispensable for this matter, Because I don't know how Zhuang Jin will react when he really understands the truth, so I haven't dared to invest too much, just like that, we spent the college years plainly, although it is said that it is boyfriend and girlfriend, but I have never even held her hand, and there is very little time together, I myself think this kind of relationship is very strange, but Zhuang Jin has no special feelings, at that time I thought she was stupid, but now I understand, she actually didn't love me at all, just think I'm different from those other men, It won't make her disgusted, nervous and disgusted, so she chose me, because there is no love, so there is no expectation, no matter what kind of way of getting along, she doesn't care. ”
Guan Muyuan nodded and said, "Maybe you're right, she may really not love you, so do you love her?" ”
Xiao Jianren's eyes appeared in a short trance, thought for a while, shook his head and said: "I don't know myself, when we got married later, I wanted to tell her that I had a hidden illness and let her think about it carefully, but in the end I still didn't say it, because at that time I had a vicious idea in my heart, I wanted to take revenge on women, even if Zhuang Jin was different from the who dumped me, but they are all women, I have an inexplicable hatred for women, so I didn't tell her, I married her, of course, After marriage, she soon learned about this fact, but the strange thing is that she didn't show too much emotion, but comforted me and said that it was good to live like this, I was confused at the time, I don't know why she reacted this way, and now I understand, or because she doesn't love me, so I probably feel more comfortable living in this kind of married life. ”
Guan Muyuan shook his head and said: "It's not entirely because he doesn't love you, this is probably part of the reason, but there is another reason, that is, you, the wife, the character is absolutely first-class, think about it, she is a normal and healthy woman, according to normal logic, if she doesn't love you, and you can't let her taste the taste of being a woman, she should not hesitate to leave you, but she didn't, but comforted you, what does this mean?" It shows that she cares about your feelings, although she doesn't love you, but she can never give up, how many women like this can there be in this world? That's why I said that you are completely self-inflicted, such a good woman was forced by you to be driven to others, but if you treat her well, she will never leave you. ”
"It's not that I want to drive her away," Xiao Jianren's face was distorted with pain, and he gritted his teeth and said, "She has a man outside, and she also gave birth to a child for him, did you see that little girl just now?" It's that wild seed, you say how vicious this woman is, yes, I mean we should adopt a child, but she actually made peace with someone else and gave birth to a wild seed! This is the biggest insult to me, the biggest disrespect, the reason why we are getting more and more stiff, is from that time! Sadly, my parents thought it was my daughter, the baby had to be like something, and I couldn't tell the truth, and I really wanted to tear this woman apart and feed it to the dogs! ”
Guan Muyuan glanced at Xiao Jianren from the rearview mirror a few times, his eyes were full of pity, and he said lightly: "Xiao Jianren, sometimes I think you are very smart, and sometimes I think you are like a stupid donkey!" How could you conclude that Zhuang Jin had a man outside? Although I don't have a deep relationship with her, but after listening to your description just now, and seeing her own bearing, I don't think she is by no means the kind of woman who will go behind your back and give birth to wild seeds, I ask you, have you ever seen the so-called wild man you called? After all, you live together, no matter how well she hides it, there will still be clues to be revealed, otherwise she is not a human, but a fairy, have you found any clues of her cheating? ”
Xiao Jianren thought for a while, shook his head and said, "I didn't find it, but if she is innocent, how did that child come from?" ”
Guan Muyuan said speechlessly: "Don't you know that there is a pregnancy method called artificial insemination in this world? Who told you that you have to sleep with a man to have a baby? Sometimes I really don't know how your head grows, you always like to think in the worst direction, and you are stubborn like a buffalo! ”
Xiao Jianren said unconvinced: "But she can explain to me, what is the use of keeping the mouth under the nose?" In addition to eating, you can talk, if it weren't for the weakness of the heart, why didn't she explain it to me? ”
Guan Muyuan said: "Explanation? From what I know of you, you must have given this matter a surname before anyone explained it, right? And it's definitely hard to say, you've been like this since you were a child, I know you too well, as long as you feel hurt, you bite like a madman, if you don't say it too badly, I think she'll explain it to you, but since you said that, plus you have always had inherent contradictions, if it were me, I wouldn't bother to explain it to you, you can think as much as you like, at that time, she was already immersed in the joy of being a mother, and it doesn't matter how you react. ”
Xiao Jianren was stunned for a long time, after Guan Muyuan's analysis, his heart suddenly came alive again, maybe, is it really a misunderstanding? Could it be that he really lives the belly of a gentleman with the heart of a villain?
"A woman like Zhuang Jin, she can still live with you for so long when you treat her badly and can't be humane, frankly I admire her, this is not something that ordinary people do, even if it is not for our plan, you should chase her back, because if you miss this one, you may never find such a good woman in the future." Guan Muyuan said thoughtfully.
"Makihara...... What do you think...... Is there any hope for me? Xiao Jianren said with a snort.
"It is imperative that you actively seek treatment, if you continue to avoid medical treatment, this life will pass, and then, according to my guess, Zhuang Jin may soon discuss divorce with you, at this time, don't respond positively, you can hide or go abroad, anyway, she can't find you, and when she is annoyed by herself, she is too lazy to handle this matter, you show up again, and then find a way to save her heart, if your illness is cured at that time, it will be more hopeful."
"So what should I do?"
"Sincerely, the golden stone is open!" Guan Muyuan said categorically: "No matter what method you use, you must let her return to you, so that whether it is for you personally or for our plan, it will be beneficial and harmless!"
(To be continued)