[Chapter 396]

Huang Cheng knew what he wanted to say, so he let himself burrow his head a little to his ear, and then whispered, "Li Yan...... Have me...... You know, I volunteered.

In such a situation that can almost be regarded as naked, in an ambiguous atmosphere from which both parties are unable to extricate themselves, girls take the initiative to say such seductive words, how many normal men can withstand the temptation and sit still?

Li Yan can!

Yes, Li Yan was originally relatively unscrupulous in this regard, not counting the pervert and being a glutton.

However, his principle of life is to do something and not to do something. If it was a woman he met in nightclubs, social gatherings and other occasions, he would definitely be connected without saying a word, but in the face of Huang Ying, he couldn't do it.

He knew very well that Huang Ying's words just now were not lying, she was really voluntary.

But what about "voluntary"? If someone voluntarily asks you to kill, can you not be held accountable for the law? If someone voluntarily asks you to beat him, do you really beat him? Of course, some people voluntarily send you money, and those who are leaders will often laugh at it.

Huang Ying is voluntary, but her willingness is not necessarily equal to liking or love, just like her previous choice. If it is in that state, if you ask for Huang Ying, for Li Yan, it will really be a kind of retribution, and it will become a transaction. He wanted to help Huang Ying out of his friend's concern, and he agreed to her so-called "support", because he didn't want her to have a burden on her thoughts, so he never accepted it. But if you really have a relationship with her, won't it become a real foster?

This is unacceptable to him, he doesn't want to become such a person, and he doesn't want Huang Ying to become a person who is adopted, even if this person is himself.

"Okay, don't think about it so much, your body is very weak now, and you may get sick.

You've got to get some rest now, that's the thing...... Let's talk about it later, anyway, there will be opportunities in the future. Li Yan caressed her jade back and comforted her in a low voice.

Huang Cheng was anxious when he heard it, there will be opportunities in the future, but it is always so difficult to let you take the initiative, let me take the initiative, where will I have such an opportunity next time?

In a hurry, she couldn't help but sob.

Li Yan's head suddenly got big, yesterday there was a mm to possess her, and today another mm was crying because he didn't possess him, which god is spoofing me! No, as Qiao Huanxuan, it is also the time of the child, strictly speaking, it is today, is today my peach blossom day? Is it that when I go out to a country at night, I can soak in a group of beautiful women?

Come: Township: Township? Sighing, it was not YY, he was busy asking Huang Cheng or lowered his head and sipped lightly, and seemed to be trying to control it so as not to let himself sob.

Alas...... Isn't this something to be said "later" but "later"? Li Yan was distracted, and the fever below was a little subsided.

Huang Cheng still grabbed the dragon with one hand, and as soon as he felt the change in the dragon head brother, he was suddenly even more aggrieved, it seems that he really has no interest in himself!

Li Yan was still hugging her, and suddenly felt more tears wet his shoulders, and hurriedly straightened her head and looked at her directly.

"What are you doing here?"

In the hazy tears, Huang Ying vaguely saw Li Yan frowning, and heard his questioning, which made her heart even more sour, she thought that when she met a man who was good to herself, even if it would become a burden to him and not ask him to promise to be responsible for anything, but she didn't expect it......

She let go of her hand below, tried to move to the side, kept a few inches away from Li Yan, and then wiped her tears with the back of her hand, trying to squeeze out a smile that was more ugly than bitter.

"Let you see the laughing sign-...... I'm fine. ”

Li Yan was speechless, do you still say it's okay with such hands?

"I've got it, you...... You wouldn't like a girl like me, no figure, no temperament, no ability, no ...... A girl like Director Wen deserves your liking......"

Li Yan couldn't cry or laugh, what's wrong with this girl? Just because I can't bear not to push you down, I feel inferior? He comforted softly: "Why do you want to compare with Wen Qianyi? She has her good, you have yours. You are industrious, filial, gentle, sensible, considerate, and kind...... The same is an advantage. Besides, how many years younger than Wen Qianyi, right? In the future, your figure, temperament, and ability will become as good as her. ”

Although it is to comfort Huang Ying, he can't belittle Qianyi with his eyes open and talk nonsense, with Wen Qianyi's comprehensive capital, the entire Heaven Group, only Zhang Yurong can match it. So I can only tap Huang Ying's advantages and look forward to the future, otherwise it would be too fake to say that she is better than Wen Qianyi in everything.

His comfort quickly worked, Huang Ying began to stop her tears, and after a while, she looked at Li Yan in a daze, and asked a question that made her feel like a fish in her throat: "...... Just now, I ...... I'm good, am I? ”

Li Yan's body couldn't help but be shocked!

He had already thought about it very carefully, considering that she was voluntary, not necessarily liking it at all, considering that she was only drinking today, plus the frightened rush and so on, but he ignored that her character would go to the other extreme!

For someone as shy as her, either stay away from it at first, put her in bed and go out, and don't give her a chance to say it. After she said it, no matter how tactful or reasonable the reason, for her, it was a refusal! And the consequences of refusal will make her feel inferior and associate many problems.

"Who said that?" Li Yan has a lot of questions.

Huang Cheng didn't speak, but the meaning was obvious: You just think that I sent it to the door by myself and it is cheap, so you don't like me......

He sighed: "Do you know what kind of person I am? I've never been in a serious relationship before, I'm just keen on a one-night stand, do you know how many women I've slept with?

Hum...... I don't remember exactly! I can't even remember the approximate number. If I just want you, not out of love and respect, do I need to wait until today? With your experience, I would have been able to get you right.

Didn't you say voluntary? But how much of your volition comes from liking? Do you like someone like me? Your impulse today is to repay me for saving you from them. Maybe...... You're still worried about me, you're worried that I'm going to be taken to jail, so you want to give yourself to me as a thanksgiving, because you think that if it weren't for me, this body would have been taken by those beasts. If I catch it in the future, you may have a similar problem, and instead of being tainted by the beasts, it is better to give it to someone who is more pleasing to the eye.

If that's the case, do you think it's acceptable? I accepted you, how different is it from them? The difference is that they use their power, while I use favor, because your willingness is not your real willingness! Do you understand? I want to give you a little more time, I don't want you to regret it! ”

After speaking, Li Yan turned over and lay down beside her, reached out and took out the cigarette from the pocket of his pants next to the bed, he was also a little irritable, the cigarette could calm him down.

After listening to Li Yan's words, Huang Ying shrank weakly in the quilt, and she was also secretly reflecting, right? Is this what I really think? Am I really willing to go with him for such reasons?

Watching the smoke being spit out by Li Yan and watching the smoke drift in the room, Huang Ying's thoughts also dispersed.

Everyone sank, thinking about their own affairs, and they all had no desire for the time being.

After a while, Huang Ying's thoughts condensed again, and she began to understand her heart, and began to understand her true needs, her true desires.

When Li Yan finished smoking a cigarette, she tried to get her somewhat weak body up, lay on Li Yan's chest, and then looked into his eyes.

"What are you doing?" Li Yan glanced at her, this posture made the little white rabbit on her chest look a little plumper, lying on his chest like this, squeezing out two lumps of ten grooves.

"I want to tell you...... What you just said, I have deeply reflected on the number-o" Huang Ying said seriously, which made her look very cute.

"You know me well, but do you know yourself better than I do? What you just said is just your own thoughts, how much is mine? That time someone asked me to marry him, he helped to support my mother, I thought of you at that time, willing to be supported by you, yes, I admit, when I planted the state, it was to have a support, anyway, it is better to find someone who is pleasing to your eyes and understand a little more, and I know that you will still respect me. But......

It's not the same anymore! Except for that night, after an accidental kiss, you never touched me again, but often cared for me, encouraged me to class, and invited me to concerts...... Your request to me is just to eat the rice I cook by chance. I think you're mainly concerned about my feelings, or you won't bother me at all.

What does this mean? This means that this man respects me and loves me, rather than trying to play with me or possess me. Now, you take it seriously, seriously, and give your first kiss to the girl, are you not a little confident that she will like J1 you? Today, you can take risks for me, in my heart, is it just kindness? You at least ...... At least know that the hero saves the beauty, right? Even if I'm not a beauty, but you saved me, I like you, can't I? Can it only be gratitude? ”

The shy Huang Ying can say such a thing in one breath, which makes Li Yan very incredible, it seems that the dog jumps off the wall in a hurry, the rabbit is in a hurry and bites, and the shy girl is in a hurry, and she will be like a river. I don't think it's a shame to compare cute girls to dogs, rabbits or something.

Seeing Li Yan open her mouth and look at herself blankly, she was speechless, Huang Ying was also very excited, and she felt the taste of confidence. She approached a little closer and continued to ask: "I don't want you to marry me, everything is as usual, but you don't dare, am I inferior or you are inferior?" Or do you think I have low self-esteem, but in fact you don't realize that you have low self-esteem? ”