Low self-esteem and pride.

It's something that everyone is born with, and it can't be erased, and we can only do our best to maintain balance.

In Su Qinghai's eyes, Susan has been pampered since she was a child, and she has a lot of problems.

But in the eyes of some people around Susan, she was of noble birth and excellent in her own right, and she would do her best to do her best, whether in her studies or in some other way.

Perhaps, she is not as tough as Tian Cao, but she also feels that she is not as delicate as ordinary rich girls, and even stronger than some ordinary children living in the city.

Since she was a child, even if she was injured, she would not show it to outsiders, at most she hid in her mother's arms and licked her wounds.

At this time, she was echoing with dozens of people's life songs and blessings in her ears, and the candlelight representing romance and happiness flashed in front of her, but she couldn't be happy.

However, she didn't show her truest feelings on her face, and she always had a smile on her face, although it looked somewhat unnatural because she was not good at disguise.

Bang Bang ......

After a few moments, the music died down, the singing faded away, and the applause rang out again.

"Thank you, thank you!" Susan smiled and bowed, then took a sharp breath and spit hard, as if she wanted to spit out all the depression and grievances in her heart.

What seemed to be only an instant, the candles were all blown out by Susan, and the hall was plunged into a brief darkness.

Soon, the lights came on again, Susan cut the cake with the help of Aunt Tian, and the party officially began.

"Hey, Xiaofan, what are you doing in a daze? Eat the cake! Seeing that Chen Fan seemed to be stuck in a memory, his body was motionless, Xiao Feng couldn't help but drag Chen Fan.

Xiao Feng's actions made Chen Fan wake up from his distraction, and at that moment, his eyes showed deep sadness.

But...... It was only for a moment, and when he raised his head, his face had completely returned to normal, smiled at Xiao Feng and nodded, and then turned his gaze to the front.

Ahead, Susan had already cut the first cake and handed it to Li Ying, the former Asian diva.

Li Ying first hugged Susan and sent blessings before taking the cake and taking a light bite.

Afterwards, Susan did not cut the cake herself, but let Aunt Tian do it for her, and after cutting it, she handed the cake plate to the waiter, who delivered it to everyone present.

Susan, on the other hand, took the opportunity to walk down the stairs and into the crowd to greet everyone.

After greeting Zhang Qianqian and the others, Susan looked at Chen Fan and the others, and said with a forced smile: "Thank you for coming to my birthday party." ”

"Su Da beauty, can you introduce a beautiful woman to this handsome guy?" Xiao Feng didn't notice Susan's abnormality and quipped.

Susan smiled and nodded, "No problem." Which beautiful woman do you fancy tell me, I'll help you match. ”

"Really?" Xiao Feng didn't seem to expect Susan to agree so simply, and was a little ecstatic: "I have a crush on that girl in a black dress, help me introduce her." ”

Xiao Feng's love for pickled girls is no less than Zhou Wen's love for "body art", seeing that Susan agreed, he directly pulled Susan towards the northeast corner, a tall girl.

Before leaving, Susan said goodbye to Chen Fan, and when she looked at Chen Fan, her eyes were very calm.

Unlike Zhang Qianqian, Susan is a straightforward girl, her heart is almost as simple as a blank piece of paper, and the reason why she always has a smile is just that she doesn't want outsiders to see her grievances!

In this regard, her camouflage level is not to mention that compared with a psychiatrist like Dave, she is 108,000 miles behind Zhang Qianqian.

In such a situation, with Chen Fan's eyesight, it would be strange if he couldn't see that Susan was in a bad mood.

Although he noticed this, Chen Fan didn't say anything, in his opinion, Susan was in a bad mood, it should be because Su Qinghai and his wife did not come back.

In the time that followed, the atmosphere of the party became more and more enthusiastic, and there were more and more poor demons dancing on the dance floor.

Some of them tried to invite Susan, but Susan refused.

Seeing that some people failed to invite Susan, Zhao Hong, who was dressed in a white dress, took a deep breath, tried his best to squeeze out a perfect charming smile, walked straight to Susan, and made an extremely gentlemanly invitation gesture behind his back: "Susan, can I invite you to dance?" ”

After greeting everyone, Susan was a little tired, and when she saw Zhao Hong who appeared in front of her, she said slightly apologetically: "I'm sorry, Zhao Hong, I'm a little tired." ”

"Oh." Although Zhao Hong had already made some mental preparations, Susan's refusal still made his face change slightly, but then he showed a gentle smile: "Your face is indeed not too good, if you are too tired, just rest early, I believe they can understand." ”

"Thank you." Susan nodded in thanks, then turned around and walked towards Aunt Tian.

It seems that she is really tired and wants to find a shoulder to lean on.

……

At nine o'clock, in order to push the atmosphere to an unprecedented **, the former Asian diva Li Ying sang on stage, and Zhao Hong took the role of backup dancer.

As soon as the two came on the stage, the applause continued, and the atmosphere reached its peak in an instant!

Among them, Zhao Hong's dancing skills conquered most of the beautiful mm on the scene, so much so that when he stepped down, several mm invariably went to talk to him.

It's just that...... To the disappointment of those mm, Zhao Hong did not show the slightest interest in them, but frequently looked at Susan, and the admiration in his eyes was obvious.

After Li Ying sang on stage, she and Zhao Hong took the lead in saying goodbye.

When leaving, Li Ying hugged Susan again, and it could be seen that the relationship between the two was good, while Zhao Hong was a little regretful and regretted that he did not seize this opportunity.

In his opinion, if you can't please Susan on an occasion like today, it will be even more difficult in the future.

Although there are some regrets, Zhao Hong does not seem to be willing to give up, on the contrary, his fighting spirit is stronger.

What you can't get, it's always the best.

This sentence is the most appropriate way to describe Zhao Hong's thoughts.

Li Ying's departure gradually darkened the atmosphere of the party, and the guests left one after another, some of them who didn't know each other, but when they left, they walked together.

Chen Fan left with Xiao Feng and the others, and before leaving, he handed over something to Aunt Tian.

After receiving the things left by Chen Fan, Aunt Tian arranged for those waiters to clean up the scene, and then went upstairs to find Susan as soon as possible.

Because...... When Chen Fan gave her something, he told her that it was a birthday gift he had prepared for Susan.

In a bedroom on the second floor of the villa, Susan sat on the bed, not cursing Chen Fan as usual, just sitting quietly.

Hearing the knock on the door, Susan seemed to know that it was Aunt Tian, got up to open the door, and said with a smile: "Aunt Tian, let them clean up the hall, we will live here today." You're also tired from the day, take a shower and go to bed early. ”

"Miss, I don't care, I'll sleep after watching them clean up." Aunt Tian said and handed the gift box that Chen Fan handed her to Susan: "By the way, miss, when Chen Shao left, I asked me to hand over this thing to you, saying that it was a gift from him to you." ”

Chen Fan's gift?!

These words exploded in Susan's ears like thunder, and she was stunned for a moment, so that she did not immediately pick up the gift box.

Sensing the change in Susan's expression, Aunt Tian couldn't help but smile, how could she not see that Susan was not in a good mood tonight, in addition to the fact that Su Qinghai and his wife could not come back, there was also part of the reason for Chen Fan.

"Thank you, Aunt Tian." After a short period of stunnedness, Susan took the gift box with a little excitement, while Aunt Tian took the initiative to exit the room and closed the door.

With trembling hands holding a gift box the size of a fist, Susan was thrilled as if she were holding some treasure.

You know, she received dozens of gifts tonight, but she didn't even look at them!

Slowly walking to the side of the bed, Susan crouched down and gently placed the gift box on the sheets, but did not open it immediately.

"This shit-stomping bastard has a good conscience and knows to prepare a gift for me!" Susan muttered to herself, and at the same time, the corners of her mouth raised a happy smile that could not be concealed.

Taking a deep breath, Susan quickly opened the gift box.

However...... When she saw the gift in the gift box, she sat down on the ground as if she had been electrocuted.