Chapter 98: A Wonderful Memory That Can't Be Retrieved
In the future, Xue Wei doesn't know how many disasters she has suffered and how many people she has offended.
Every time Bai Ye would scold her with a stinking head and face, and then turn his face to wipe her ass in secret.
Over time, Bai Ye has naturally become a person who specializes in the aftermath of Xue Wei, and if this girl doesn't get into trouble, he will wonder if she is sick.
However......
This man who is strict all day long and always has a cold face, what Xue Wei has secretly done, Xue Wei has never known so far.
In her memory, Bai Ye will always be the 'White Instructor' who keeps scolding her......
Memories pull back.
Bai Ye raised his head expressionlessly, looking at the little face in front of him, which was indifferent and rarely smiled, which really made him unable to associate with Xue Wei 4 years ago.
In the past, she was so lively and cheerful, her eyes seemed to be able to speak, sparkling, and she always showed a sweet smile from time to time to make everyone happy. As long as she was there, he couldn't help but laugh; But 4 years later, she has changed......
I became silent, my eyes filled with stories, and I became the first not to be as before.
He knew what she had changed for......
"Xue Wei, no matter what my reason is, I hope you continue to study at the Whampoa Military Academy. As long as this is the case, you can have the possibility of promotion. Bai Ye coldly pushed the invitation in front of Xue Wei.
"No way, I'm not going back there." Xue Wei shook her head expressionlessly: "I'd rather not be promoted, than go back to that place, don't want to, don't want to, don't you understand?!" ”
"Xuewei!" With a 'snap', Bai Ye slapped the table hard: "You are too immature like this!" ”
"Yes, I'm immature, I'm naïve, I'm an idiot, and you're mature, sensible, and always sure. But...... I don't believe it, if you were to be replaced by you, you would have the courage to go back to that place full of nightmares! ”
"White Night, you'll never know. The feeling of being looked at by people all over the campus with contempt. ”
"You won't know the helplessness of being the public enemy of the whole school."
"I don't know the loneliness of being betrayed by my good friends one by one."
"I won't understand...... Being ...... by others Pointing to the nose...... The shame of scolding the junior! ”
Said it, or did it come out......
Scold......
Although she is reluctant to mention it and face it, she still can't forget the qiē and qiē of 2 years ago.
Yes, she's a junior. A man who didn't know until the end that he had worked so hard to pursue actually had a girlfriend who was about to get married!
No, perhaps more precisely, she is just a one-sided junior, because ......
She's never really been in a relationship with White Night! Scold......
That night, after Xue Wei listened to the woman's words, she changed her strategy of pursuing White Night, from blindly stalking to a detached mode; From facing the previous front, it has become a mode of pretending to be stupid.
Sure enough, the trick worked.
Bai Ye went from being estranged from her to taking the initiative to talk to her at first, and later the two developed a relationship close to the unfulfilled lovers, boldly playing heartbeat games.
It's just that Bai Ye has never spit out that he likes her, and there has never been any deviant behavior between them, let alone a relationship in a reasonable sense. It's like that, playing with an unstoppable ambiguity.
Several times, Xue Wei couldn't be sure what Bai Ye's love for her was; I also thought about whether he pitied himself and coaxed himself to play.
But every time she had such doubts, the White Nightclub gave her a glimmer of life, making her feel again that he might like herself, but it was only because they were teachers and students that they couldn't pierce that layer of window paper.
Still, she's willing to wait. When they graduate, when they grow up, they will no longer have a teacher-student relationship.
Unfortunately, the good times did not last long......
There were rumors on campus that Bai Ye had a girlfriend, and she was at a loss and helpless, after all, the relationship between them was so ambiguous, she didn't know how to confirm it.
However, she vaguely felt that Bai Ye didn't look like she had a girlfriend, so she ignored those crazy words, and still stayed by Bai Ye's side like a moth to a fire.
But who knows......
The real nightmare has just begun, and the crazy words on campus have burned from the scandal in the white night to Xue Wei.
Everyone put Xue Wei in the ranks of the juniors.
What a little three, what a shameless, what upside down, etc., a qiē gossip, how ugly it is.
In the face of this, Xue Wei maintained the attitude of 'go your own way and tell others to go', and digested all the insults in her psychology.
She is waiting for her graduation to prove to everyone that she is not a junior.
However......
'Xue Wei. ’
'Huh? ’
'There's something I'm going to sue you. ’
'What's the matter with Instructor Bai?' So seriously? ’
'Those rumors are true, I, have a girlfriend......
At that moment, it was as if the sky had fallen for the young Xue Wei. She didn't know what to do with it, and she didn't know how to deal with it.
Sad and painful, I can't express her mood at that time, it was a heart-rending pain, as if someone had cut her heart with a knife.
But this merciless torture did not end there!
The friends in the same dormitory didn't know why they all defected and betrayed Xue Wei one by one; The teachers and students of the whole school also completely regarded Xue Wei as the public enemy of the universe, but everywhere she went, there would always be trouble and scolding.
What followed was the principal's conversation, which bluntly stated that she would be expelled.
When she received the expulsion letter, Xue Wei was on the verge of collapse, and no matter how much she pleaded, she couldn't move the principal.
However, as soon as I got home, it was endless beatings and scolding.
Xue Weiguo blamed her for being shameless and seducing the instructor at a young age; Dimanli fanned the flames; Mother Sun Yunyun was punished with her.
It is said that when a person is exposed to wind and rain outside, home is her best habitat, but her home is even more terrible than hell.
At that moment, Xue Wei completely collapsed and couldn't stand it at all.
She pinned the last glimmer of hope on Bai Ye, and she longed for Bai Ye to stand up at this time, help her, and speak for her.
However, the last straw that broke the camel's back was the white night!
White Nights Unexpectedly ...... Disappeared at that time!
It's like the world has evaporated, and when she is most depressed and helpless, she disappears without a trace......
At that time, Xue Wei had just turned 18 years old. I don't know how to face life, and I don't know how to face this terrible qiē, just like a flat boat in the sea.
Therefore, Xue Wei chose to end her 18-year-old life early and jumped into the glacier.
Later, it was the encounter with Ye Zhehao......
"White Night, maybe you can do it, for the things of 2 years ago, the wind is bleak, dodge and play a game of rubbing the ball with me, retreat can attack, advance and defend, and finally ensure that your whole body retreats and disappears silently. But I can't! ”
"What I endured 2 years ago, what I faced, is something you can't afford to repay in your lifetime!"
"It's not that you left me 2 years ago in the white night, and you appeared 2 years later, and sending me back to the Whampoa Military Academy means that nothing happened."
"If you're really a man, even if you've never had feelings for me, you shouldn't have disappeared without a trace 2 years ago, leaving me as an 18-year-old to face some nightmares that I have never touched."
"Anyway, I've had enough of that place at the Whampoa Military Academy, and I won't go back...... Shame on you......"
The injury has been deeply engraved into Xue Wei's bone marrow.
The Whampoa Military Academy is a place for her to start falling in love, and it is also a place where love is extinguished; There are lingering shadows of her, and there are also fond memories that she never wants to or wants to get back in her life......