Chapter 151 One Thought of Heaven, One Thought of Hell

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The soft lips were kissed by Liu Qing, and the passion of the two was completely ignited at this moment. Liu Qing greedily sucked her tender tongue, but she responded jerkyly and clumsily. Liu Qing kept kissing her face, nose, eyes, and ears. Every place is his favorite. And Su Jingxian, under Liu Qing's all-encompassing skillful teasing, her delicate body trembled lightly and softly, like a weak lamb waiting to be slaughtered, at his disposal. The shy flush spread down her pink cheeks to her slender neck, and Liu Qing's lips also went down, disturbing every sensitive zone on her body. After a long time, Liu Qing could no longer suppress the increasingly hot ** on his body, and completely submerged all his reason. Gently picked her up by the waist, opened her door, and put her on the bed. took off his clothes and pressed the whole person up.

Gasping for breath, fragrant breath. Liu Qing suppressed a low roar, and finally squeezed in without pity.

Yes! Su Jingxian screamed loudly in pain, her soft eyebrows furrowed, her face pale and her limbs stiff. Crystal tears slid down the trembling eyelids.

Liu Qing was shocked by her cry and came to his senses. Plus a distinctly unusual feeling. Suddenly, his back was cold, and he was shocked into a cold sweat: "You are still a virgin?" "When I was burning with Su Jingxian just now, I didn't expect that she might be a virgin.

"Liu Qing, I'm ......" Su Jingxian also stretched her brows after that pain, and she also eased up. trembling and hugging Liu Qing tightly, sobbing incessantly, her weak voice was a little hoarse: "I love you!" ”

Liu Qing felt the strength contained in her weak lotus arm at this time, and the sincerity in her voice. Like a hammer, it smashed his heart. Remorse, remorse, and self-blame all flooded my heart. The reason why passion burst out between herself and Su Jingxian is that she really can't erase it from her heart, and she is eager to be with her. Second, even if Liu Qing is unwilling to admit it, he has a faint desire for revenge in his heart. Back then, Su Jingxian brought a handsome and tall man to break up with her, and that feeling of disgrace still makes him crazy when he thinks about it. So at the first time, the feeling of pity was not taken into account at all.

Breaking Su Jingxian's jade arm, Liu Qing turned over and turned on the bedside lamp. With a complicated expression, he looked at Su Jingxian, who was inexplicably nervous, and pitifully curled up in a ball, with a delicate body as white and tender as a lamb. Where they met, the clean sheets were dotted with blinding scarlet. These seemed to be like needles, piercing his heart. Everything is completely different from what I imagined. It's like a touch of cold water poured directly on his head, extinguishing all his **. The memories that were taken for granted in my heart were also full of doubts in an instant.

"What, what's wrong? Liu. Su Jingxian struggled to sit up on her knees, looked at Liu Qing with some trepidation in her eyes, and hugged his waist with a slight tremble: "I, did I do something wrong?" Is it my body, my body is not good? ”

Liu Qing's heart was in turmoil, he thought that he had seen through all the world, and he hadn't been so chaotic for a long time. This woman who changed her life, Liu Qing has always thought that she loves and hates her. But now, what is going on? Liu Qing's face was complicated and incomprehensible, as if he couldn't even control himself and grabbed her wrist, pointed to the dazzling red on the bed, and said in a deep voice: "Su Jingxian? When you brought that man to tell me, you liked his maturity and didn't like my childishness. You also said that you had given everything to him, and you begged me to forgive you. Let me forget about you. But, you tell me, what's going on all of this now? ”

Su Jingxian trembled suddenly, and her crystal face turned a little gray. wanted to break free from Liu Qing's hands, but he couldn't break free in the slightest. didn't dare to look at Liu Qing squarely, and said sadly: "Liu Qing, you let go of me." Please, don't ask why. I just want to give myself to you now, it's as simple as that. ”

"Simple?" Liu Qing couldn't suppress his anger, he laughed, and his body shook a little: "Simple, you tell me it's simple." You have led me to a completely different path in life. Originally, my ideal was just to be with you, live a life of peace and happiness. But you look at me, look at my body with wide eyes. Look at this gunshot wound, that bullet almost pierced my heart after killing my brother. You touch this scar under my ribs, it pierced my spleen. There were no less than ten wounds on my body that almost killed me. Su Jingxian, if you smell my opponent again, isn't the bloody aura on it very strong? On these hands, there is the blood of countless people, there are enemies, there are innocents, there are companions, and even those I care about the most. All of this is thanks to your simple words. In the end, Liu Qing's face showed a hideous look, and there was a strong smell of blood all over his body. If Su Jingxian really liked someone else back then, and gave everything to others to break up with herself, although she would be uncomfortable and hateful. But she is definitely not to blame, everyone has the right to choose their own life. However, at this moment, Liu Qing smelled something that seemed to be hidden.

"Liu Qing." Su Jingxian's delicate body trembled, and Liu Qing's every word was like a sharp knife poking at her heart. The faint scars on his muscular body that had been treated were unrecognizable though he didn't pay attention. But in Su Jingxian's eyes, it was so shocking, and she kept thinking about what Liu Qing had been doing all these years and what kind of life she had been living. Although there has been no news of him, he has always believed that he is living a peaceful and happy life with his blessing. However, everything was far beyond her imagination, she really couldn't imagine, how Liu Qing had lived all these years? What exactly is being done, how can there be so many fatal injuries? Also, why did those slightly rough hands get so much blood on them. Su Jingxian gently stroked every faint scar on Liu Qing's body in pain, every fatal scar was like her hideous display, Liu Qing almost died in that time. Every scar seems to be like her gently telling Liu Qing's story over the years. Suddenly burst into tears, crying silently and calling his name: "I'm sorry, Liu Qing." "The pink face is pale and unpretentious. In his eyes, there was a sense of panic and remorse, but more of pain and pity.

I used to think that I had given him heaven, but what I didn't want to send him to was hell.

Su Jingxian put Liu Qing's hand on her cheek and stroked it, letting his rough calluses slide over her tender cheeks. Sticking out her tender tongue, she gently licked his palms like a cat. Helpless watery eyes, Chu Chu looked at Liu Qing pitifully and gently, and crystal tears appeared from time to time.

The violence in Liu Qing's heart gradually dissipated in her pure and immaculate eyes, and under the teasing of her clumsy but docile surname, the strange feeling in her heart suddenly increased. Suddenly, Su Jingxian turned to take Liu Qing's fingers in her mouth, her soft tongue was tired, and she sucked it gently. One by one, it wasn't until a long time later that it was all done. Tears poured down his face: "No matter what you've done, it's clean now." Liu. ”

Her delicate and helpless expression, that sad and helpless. Once again, the long-suppressed ** in his heart was completely teased. It pressed down on her and raged at her like a storm. As if to vent the pain and depression of the past ten years on her at one time. And Su Jingxian also bit her lip, endured the pain, and let Liu Qing gallop on herself. After the pain, a wave of pleasure came over her. This kind of devastating ravages made her completely entangle Liu Qing, and her whole body throbbed and spasmed.

After a long time, Liu Qingcai let out a low roar in Su Jingxian's increasingly uncontrollable unconscious moans, and her body completely pressed against her. After completely venting, the sudden violence in Liu Qing's heart completely dissipated, and his tense body also stretched. The whole person also came to his senses. looked at the crystal but broken tears on Su Jingxian's crimson face with some blankness. Suddenly, it seemed that he had just thought of what he had just done, and the delicate and painful appearance made him annoyed and distressed. Roll over and lie on her side. Leaned down gently, kissed her tears, and said hoarsely and apologetically, "Xiaoxian, did it hurt you?" ”

Su Jingxian shook slightly, rubbed her body, and snuggled herself in Liu Qing's arms in an extremely comfortable position. Slowly shook his head and said, "Liu Qing, what are you doing to me." I won't blame you. Are you feeling better? ”

"I'm sorry, I didn't control my emotions for a while." Liu Qing fumbled and took out a cigarette from the clothes on the ground, lit one, and then leaned his body half against the head of the bed. said with a wry smile: "My psychiatrist said that I probably have split personality, but it is relatively mild, not serious, and I can distinguish it clearly, and I remember what I have done." Xiaoxian, you were scared just now, right? Liu Qing has never said anything about this situation. Even some people who have seen this situation only think that he is just emotionally out of control for a while. But for Su Jingxian, she felt that there was no need to hide it.

"I'm not afraid!" Su Jingxian leaned lightly on Liu Qing, sniffing his cigarette, her tender little hand gently caressing the stubble on his chin, and murmuring: "No matter what you become, you are you." You are Liu Qing, why should I be afraid of you? ”

Liu Qing's chin tickled her, but there was a warm and peaceful feeling on it, and her mood was much better, and her teeth bit her fingers: "Aren't you afraid that I will transform into a monster?" Eat you in one bite? ”

"Monsters are monsters, even if they are eaten by you, I am willing." The blush on Su Jingxian's cheeks, which was originally a woman, still hasn't faded, and there is a charm of a young woman. Yun Ran retracted his fingers and said a little uncomfortably: "Liu Qing, is your split personality disorder caused by some painful things over the years?" I'm sorry, it's all my fault if ......"

Before the words fell, Liu Qing kissed him on the mouth, and his tongue attacked inward. And Su Jingxian also responded to his kiss shyly and shyly. After a long time, Liu Qing gently let go of her and laughed unnaturally: "Don't pay attention to what my other personality says, he is a paranoid." Although I blame you a little in my heart, I don't think that those things are caused by you. There are countless unexpected turns in a person's life. Even if I've never known you in my life, I might have taken this path. How can this be blamed on you? Don't take that paranoid, neurotic thing to heart. Hmph, that guy only knows violence all day long, how can I be so gentle and considerate? ”

"Oh my God, it's over, so didn't I give the first time to a paranoid violent maniac? And not you Liu Qing? Su Jingxian playfully pretended to be panicked, and her tears were about to fall.

Liu Qing couldn't see that she was playing treasure, and pinched her crystal nose funny: "What nonsense, I'm just a slight split personality." That's still me, and I'm him. It's just a two-faced human being. I deliberately split it in two to make it easier for you to accept. You're a teacher, don't tell me you don't understand. Hehe, just like you Su Jingxian, don't you have a two-faced surname? Usually dignified and graceful, serious. Secretly, they will steal my books, my [***] quotes, why don't you steal health classics such as steel? I still have to steal the yellow book. Tsk, if you tell your student colleagues, who of them would believe it? Are you saying that you weren't the one who stole the books? I'm just a little bit worse than the average person, don't really think of me as a monster. By the way, Xiaoxian, where are the remaining copies, return them to me together. ”

"Why are you mentioning books again?" Su Jingxian was so embarrassed by Liu Qing that her face turned red, and she drilled into his arms, and snorted: "You are still gentle and considerate." Isn't it just a few broken books, and I want you back? What a stingy guy. ”

"Broken books? Are you still stealing a broken book? Isn't it? Liu Qing smiled evilly and picked up her chin, and there was a deliberately silver light in her eyes, sweeping straight on her tender and red cheeks: "Do you know how to deal with female thieves in general, especially beautiful female thieves?" ”

Su Jingxian didn't know what Liu Qing meant. My heart was pounding, Liu Qing wouldn't want to come again, would he? Although there was some pain just now, the comfort after the pain far outweighed the mild friction of oneself. There is a faint expectation in my heart, and there is panic. But he still stubbornly raised his head and said unwillingly: "How did you deal with it?" I don't know, but I'd like to see it. ”

"Very well, I like female thieves who refuse to give in the most." Liu Qing threw himself at her with a sinister smile: "I will let you see what kind of punishment." ”

"Liu Qing, help, there are hooligans who want to insult me." Su Jingxian chuckled and struggled, and cried out with a red face. Liu Qing was stunned: "Uh, I'm insulting you, what are you asking Liu Qing to do?" ”

"I'm calling another Liu Qing, although you said that you are as beautiful as a flower. But I still prefer the other Liu Qing, although he is domineering and unreasonable, but the momentum he exudes, as well as the deep sadness in his eyes. It all fascinated me. Su Jingxian deliberately showed a confused and intoxicated look in her eyes: "It's just, it's so cool." It would be nice if it weren't for you. It's going to swoon me. ”

"Okay, you little prodigal, you deserve to be a little slut who would steal my pornographic books at the age of fourteen. Just ** gave it to me, just cheated in front of me, see how I train you. Liu Qing smiled and threw himself at the poor little lamb like a mad tiger.

The two laughed for a while, and Liu Qinggang completely controlled Su Jingxian. The ringtone of the mobile phone that had been left in the clothes on the ground rang suddenly. It's a little inexplicable, it's almost twelve o'clock in the middle of the night now, why is there still someone calling me? I didn't want to take it, so let it ring. However, Su Jingxian's originally blushing and smiling expression gradually solidified, as if she had thought of something, and pushed Liu Qing with a somewhat gloomy expression: "Maybe it's your wife's call, go pick it up." ”

Liu Qing then thought that the relationship between herself and her 'good' wife Mu Wanqing was no longer as simple and clear as when she got married, and no one cared about anyone. If Mu Wanqing sees that she hasn't returned in the middle of the night, it's not uncommon to call and ask. Turned over, took out the phone in the underground clothes, and took a look, it was not Mu Wanqing, but Yu Manshan calling.

"Shanshan, what's the matter with me so late?" Liu Qing glanced at Su Jingxian, who was also naked and curled up beside him, and asked with a dry smile.

"Liu Qing, where are you going crazy again? Hmph, in the morning, I went to Lanmei Foreign Trade to talk about the case. Look at what time it is, why haven't you returned to the company yet? Yu Manshan's voice was a little hoarse, and it contained some annoyance, and she said angrily: "I've been worried about you all day, I'm afraid that you will give Mr. Yun a bite to eat." ”

"Uh, where can I go crazy?" Liu Qing lied casually. I secretly thought in my heart, Mr. Yun didn't eat me, but he was eaten by Mr. Su. Of course, this cannot be said. Otherwise, Yu Manshan would definitely go berserk, and replied with a smile: "I'm done with things, and I'll go home and rest directly." Don't you know how difficult the cloud is, and it is not easy to settle her. I've made a contribution to the company now, right? "Finally settled her? If Yun Jinlan heard this, she would have to fight with him.

"Go home and rest?" Yu Manshan didn't seem to believe it at all, and sneered on the other end of the phone: "I won't tell you, let Mr. Mu come and talk to you." ”

Are they still together? Liu Qing's forehead began to sweat, it was almost twelve o'clock in the morning. In the middle of the night, the two women don't go home to sleep, what do they get together? There is still a lack of a pair in mahjong. Listening to her tone, this Mu Wanqing wouldn't tell Yu Manshan about her husband and wife relationship with her, right?

"Hey, Liu Qing." Mu Wanqing's voice was very cold, as if it did not contain any human emotions: "I checked your phone information. I've called your house to ask, and according to your family, you didn't come home all day. I don't know how many homes there are, Your Excellency. ”

Uh, Liu Qing sweated on his back, and glanced at Su Jingxian, who was paying close attention to him. Helplessly, he lied and laughed dryly: "It's all to blame for that guy Leizi, he has to drag me to the bar to drink, and I drink endlessly." I can't help it, and it's not my brother who doesn't accompany me. If you don't believe me, I'll let Thunder talk to you. "What is the brother for? It is at this critical time that it is thrown out as a shield.

Mu Wanqing seemed to ask casually, for Liu Qing's casual and undisciplined surname, she had no choice but to go with him. didn't say that he believed it, he didn't say he didn't believe it, he still said in that cold tone: "Liu Qing, I don't care where you are now." Your assignment has gone awry today, and I hope you can come to the office within 30 minutes to report. ”

"In the middle of the night, you're not ......" Liu Qing was halfway through his words, when he heard a series of rapid short sounds. Mu Wanqing didn't even say a kind word, and directly cut off the phone. provoked Liu Qing to look at the phone with a wry smile: "What kind of person, isn't going to the company in the middle of the night to toss me?" However, I also wondered in my heart, these two women didn't go to sleep at home in the middle of the night, what were they doing in the company?

"Liu Qing, since your company has an urgent matter, then you can do it first." Su Jingxian also heard it clearly on the side, and judged that it should be his boss calling. reluctantly got up, approved a thin blanket, picked up Liu Qing's clothes, and helped him put them on with a reluctant face: "The work is important, let's say Fang Chang." With that, she kissed him lightly on the cheek.

Liu Qing opened her mouth, originally a little strange, and wanted to ask her why she knew that she had a wife. But after thinking about it, I'm afraid it should have been Xiao Mei's troubled girl who told her. I was relieved and asked Su Jingxian, who was sent to my door, to go back. went straight downstairs, stepped on the motorcycle, lit a cigarette, and looked upstairs, but saw Su Jingxian half-open the curtain and secretly looked at herself. Although Liu Qing couldn't see her face clearly, he guessed that there were tears in the corners of her eyes.

Both of them know very well that there is too much helplessness between each other. And after grief, indignation, sorrow. invariably pretended to be relaxed, so that the burden in the other party's heart was no longer so heavy. Glancing at her again, he sighed with a heavy heart and put on his helmet. He started his motorcycle and drove towards the company.

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(To be continued)