Is it two days, three days, or four days...... Time seems to have gradually lost its effect in the torment and tossing and turning of drug addiction. Living in that small storage room, it is difficult to accurately measure the passage of time in the outside world, when the drug addiction attacks, it is tightly tied, uncomfortable, struggling, moaning, and finally falling asleep, and when I wake up, I can't feel the change of day and night, and what appears in my eyes is always the orange light, plus the figure guarding the edge of the bed.

Most of the time, it is Teacher Yahan, who wipes the sweat from her forehead or body when she is really uncomfortable, feeds her water and medicine, and the rope is only untied when she needs to go to the toilet or take a bath. In the past, when she saw Teacher Yahan in school, she was always very serious, and even many classmates were afraid of her, but now I know that in fact, Teacher Yahan is very gentle, in her previous life, no one has ever been so good to herself, and she feels like her mother...... It should be said that it is the mother image of his own fantasy, because even if he is his own biological mother, he doesn't seem to treat himself so well.

Since she was a child, every day she seems to have to grit her teeth, compared to others, in fact, the family conditions are still good, but her father gambled, took drugs, and later she also took drugs, on the edge of such a bottomless pit, even if it is still bird's nest shark fin today, maybe the next morning her father will lose her daughter at the gambling table - and he did it. Every day is spent in apprehension and worry, compared to the environment she is in at the moment, the tenderness and care she feels, she really occasionally feels: how good it would be if she was really a baby......

As for Sister Su Yan, who probably wouldn't admit what she called her, she only came three or four times in total. She was very strict, of course, it was only for herself, except for the first time, and later she seemed to come to take care of Teacher Yahan when she was not available. She doesn't like herself, she knows that.

"I'm not targeting anyone, but I hate people who can't navigate their choices."

This is Sister Su Yan's original words, in her own cognition, she is very strong, very dazzling, beautiful, understands a lot of things, has always been so elegant and calm, of course become the center and focus of everyone's attention - of course, the current "everyone" is only herself. She may not know how much she admires and admires her. In the future, if you can have one percent of Sister Su Yan, you may be satisfied.

Of course, in front of Teacher Yahan, Sister Su Yan also seems to have some mischievous habits, often joking, when she comes, she often has a drug addiction, and she will be tied up into a very embarrassing appearance, Teacher Yahan sees it, she is often annoyed, she often jokes that Teacher Yahan is stupid, it seems, Teacher Yahan is a little like her sister.

Frightened to urinary incontinence, naturally only the beginning of the situation, the next few times, although she is still strict, but after all, she is not so scared, she said to kill herself, but every time she gritted her teeth and struggled to support, she did not really put it into practice, occasionally see her nod, she will also think like a child, if she praises herself one day, she may be so happy that she faints.

In those times when I was tied up and gritted my teeth, the addiction in my body was gradually decreasing, and the interval between each discomfort seemed to increase, which is what Teacher Yahan would say when he encouraged himself.

Time passed in this struggle, and when the addiction hit, she was still chilling and trembling as if she was about to die, but in any case, at least someone would tie herself up, someone would care about her and make decisions for her.

She didn't want to think about the outside world anymore, she didn't want to think about her father's death anymore, but she knew that her father was indeed dead, and she no longer had a family, even a family like her father. The body is tightly confined, unable to move, and the only thing that separates it from freedom seems to be a few ropes and a door, but even if you get rid of drug addiction, can you be saved? She didn't know.

It seems to be struggling with the border between darkness and light, but no matter which side you look at, you can't see the outline of the future that makes you feel hopeful. She would rather this struggle go on and on, never have a day when it really produces results, even if she is forever tied up like this, always uncomfortable, never free, at least at this moment, she is dominated by others, there are people who really care about her who dominate her, telling her how to take every step.

I want to cry, but ...... I can't be hated anymore, I don't have anything left......

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When he passed by the door, a suppressed low sobbing voice faintly came from inside, naturally unable to hide Jia Ming's keen hearing.

It was still a modified image of a woman, rolling his eyes slightly, he walked downstairs, the smell of Chinese medicine and the fragrance of the food in the whole house were mixed together, diffuse, Yahan, who had just gotten off work, was also coming in from outside the door, looking at Jiaming who was downstairs and smiled slightly: "Is she better?" ”

"Heh, a little bit, there shouldn't be any more seizures today, you can get a good night's sleep."

"Well, thank you." is still dressed as an old virgin with a skirt at work, glasses and wavy hair, when Yahan laughs at this moment, there is a certain professional feeling of uniform temptation, but because it is in front of Jiaming, it is more of that pure beauty, "I'm so tired these days, I always let you dress up like this...... Is it okay to stay and eat? ”

"Today...... Jia Ming shrugged his shoulders, "Another day, today I told Ling Jing to go back to the martial arts hall to eat, and I have to go to the song hall after eating, and ...... You don't have enough food here. ”

"Huh? My side? Yahan was slightly stunned.

Jiaming smiled: "Anyway, I came to your house in advance, and I knew that you got off work late today, so I used the bacon, mushrooms, and carrots in your refrigerator to steam a bowl of rice for you, and fried a small bowl of green vegetables by the way." He stretched out his hand and pointed to the kitchen, "I probably know the amount of food you eat, plus what Yiting wants to eat, a little more, it will definitely not be enough for three people to eat." ”

Looking at Jiaming's smile, Yahan took a deep breath: "It's so fragrant......" She was intoxicated for a moment before she frowned and said with a smile: "Thank you, I smell that smell of medicine every day these days, and I'm about to collapse." ”

"Your own people, why do you say that." took the key to the classic car from Yahan's hand, took two steps, and turned around, "By the way, Xu Yiting's drug addiction has indeed decreased a little in the past week, but she has a burden in her heart, you slowly enlighten her, after no drug addiction, return to the Huang family to apologize, life is not so terrible, to be honest, I don't have time to grind slowly with her......

"Hmm." Yahan nodded obediently, "By the way, did you tell Ling Jing and Sha Sha about Xu Yiting?" ”

"Yes, there aren't many secrets between the three of us, and of course they don't ask much...... Heh, but I haven't let them know about it yet, so as not to be laughed to death by them. Smiled and replied casually, Jiaming walked out of the door and waved his hand, "Bye-bye, let's go in and eat." ”

"Well, drive carefully." Standing at the door and waving her hand, she watched Jiaming get into her car, and then a skillful reversal and forward, and after the car disappeared around the corner of the road, she closed the door with a smile and walked happily to the kitchen, and spun a light dance step halfway. She likes this feeling with Jiaming, just like a young couple who send their partner out.

Wearing gloves, he took out the bowl of steamed rice from the rice pot, took a deep breath, the meat was fragrant, and subconsciously held the big bowl of steamed rice in his hand for a while, before he felt a little carried away, and quickly cleaned up his mood, took out another bowl from the cupboard, and began to divide the meal into two portions......

On the other hand, driving Yahan's car out of the villa, Jiaming went not to the room where he lived with Lingjing Shasha at this time, but the house left to him after his parents died, he had to go there to change his costume back, today is Saturday, I went to the martial arts hall to eat, and Lingjing and Shasha had to go to the Blue Bird Bar to sing together, since the three of them formed a small "concept band", Lingjing resigned from the Nordic fantasy piano performance job, and currently has a part-time job in addition to Jiaming's computer, The weekly performance is the trio's biggest source of income.

I don't want to let messy things interfere too much with the normal cohabitation life of the three people, so I didn't mention such a thing as a woman in front of the two girls, after all, no matter how you look at it, this kind of thing is not what should happen in a normal life.

The time is more than six o'clock in the evening, the sky is gradually darkening, the drive to that side is generally about twenty minutes, but at this time it is the peak period of traffic after work, out of Shaohua District, after entering the old old city, the road is crowded with vehicles, the red light is on, the car stops, Jiaming looked at the sky, it seems that there are some signs of imminent rain.

When his eyes swept the rearview mirror, several figures that could be regarded as acquaintances came into view.

On the sidewalk on the side of the road, Jiaming's current three classmates rushed from behind, as if they were being chased by someone, led by Dongfang Wan, who has always been full of vitality and the king of trouble, followed by two female classmates who are usually more compatible with her, several of whom have always been the backbone of the travel agency group. Panting for a moment, he began to run desperately forward again.

I don't know what happened to these guys......

He pouted a little funny, the green light happened to be on, he started the car, and then slowly passed the intersection, Dongfang Wan actually ran towards the car quickly, because he couldn't catch up with the front, he desperately slapped the back window: "Teacher Yahan!" Wait a minute! Teacher Yahan! ”

Not again......

The windows of this old car are relatively dim, coupled with the weather that is about to rain, it is normal to not be able to see the appearance of the person in the driver's seat clearly, and after looking at the gap between the two cars in front of him, and determining that it will be a little difficult to accelerate and overtake, Jiaming reluctantly pulled over, lowered the window, and showed a perfect female smile.

"Teacher Yahan...... Yes? This one...... It's Mr. Yahan's car......"

No matter how strict the teacher is, he is always much kinder to the students who perform well, it seems that Yahan is not bad to Dongfang Wan in school, looking at the furnishings in the car, Dongfang Wan's face showed a puzzled look. The woman in the driver's seat smiled elegantly: "Are you a student of Yahan?" ”

"Uh-huh, you're a friend of Teacher Yahan?"

"Heh, yes, I just arrived here not long ago, borrow Yahan's car and use it, do you have anything to do with her?"

"It's okay, it's okay." Looking back at the back, Dongfang Wan said, "Someone is chasing us behind, can you let us get into the car and hide a little, if there is something, we will get down immediately, okay?" ”

Looking at the rearview mirror lightly, the woman in the car nodded: "...... Come on. ”

"Great, thank you." Pulling the car door, Dongfang Wan sat in the passenger seat, and the other two women got into the back seat: "My name is Dongfang Wan, hello." ”

"Jian Suyan." In a soft voice, the two met for the first time.