Chapter Eighty-Eight: Warmth, Longing, and Fear in the Illusion
Looking back at the tin shed in Xiaoyang Village, Zhang Siyu was unusually haggard during this time, Qin Haiyang was still as busy as ever, obviously feeling that his body was not as good as before, and he felt that he had run out of oil and dried up.
At this time, Zhang Tianci, although lying quietly on the bed, his soul had already wandered somewhere.
I felt like a light feather, lying quietly in the void.
is like a flat boat, very helpless to go with the flow. As for where it will drift and where it will go, he doesn't know.
The whole body is weak and weak, like a thin noodle, and there is no strength at all.
The limbs were like 10,000 pounds of lead, and they couldn't lift a single bit.
The head hurts like a crack, and the eyelids are always glued together as if they haven't woken up, and they can't be separated for a long time.
The only thing that can move the whole body is calm breathing and a fairly keen sense of hearing.
He felt like he was in a very mysterious illusion, but this illusion was very real.
Although he had experienced such illusory sensations many times before, and this illusory feeling was suddenly drifting, suddenly real, suddenly divided, and suddenly distorted.
But this time it's completely different.
The picture is not as stable as before, sometimes in a trance, sometimes flashing, sometimes extremely fast, sometimes like a video recorder that has been slowed down by 100 times.
All in all, the perceived picture is very unstable, and even the sound is sometimes mixed with rustling •••••• noise.
It felt like receiving a very unstable audio and video signal from a distant universe.
The most information fed back to him by the signal was Zhang Siyu's sad tears and meticulous care, as well as Qin Haiyang's busy and rickety figure.
His life, which swayed like the night rain, flickering and uncertain, flickering and dimming, faint as candlelight, made everyone who saw it extremely worried.
There is always an inexplicable worry that his fragile life will run out of oil at any time, and the light of life like the sunset will come to an abrupt end anytime and anywhere.
Looking at the constant hard work and running around for him, he couldn't do anything other than crying, shouting hard in the depths of his heart, and constantly praying that he would get better soon.
He hated his own incompetence, hated God's ruthlessness, and hated why he didn't quickly cure Qin Haiyang's illness in his short lucidity.
Why didn't you make a lot of money.
Why••••••
Hey, it's all yourself who has dragged down this family and this good person••••••
In addition to the heartache, I felt drowsy again.
The disgusting and irresistible feeling was like a wild beast running wild, and like the angry waves in the sea, which weighed down me and made me breathless.
Unconsciously, the body is getting colder, and I feel the temperature and the breath of life - like the water evaporated by the scorching sun, constantly moving away from me.
At this moment, out of nowhere, a glimmer of free light flashed into his chest, forming a thin, warm and comfortable protective layer. Wrapping yourself up also wraps up the dissipating vitality that is constantly dissipating.
The protective layer is very peculiar, not only can it lock the vitality that has not been lost, but also pull back the breath that has passed away. It was a long process, and I was so sleepy that I couldn't resist the soft and comfortable warmth anymore, so I completely relaxed myself and fell into a deep sleep.
I don't know how long he slept, but a birdsong attracted him, and then his face felt as if something wet, slimy, warm, and soft was licking.
I can't tell you what it is for a while. Suddenly, a strange thought came to mind.
Could it be the tongue?
There was a fluster.
He struggled to open his eyes and sat up with all his might.
Boom la la la••••••
A flock of birds of all kinds soared into the sky, perhaps frightened by their own struggles.
He tried to look around.
Not far away, a very cute sika deer was turning its head to stare at herself, and kept licking her red lips with her soft tongue.
He subconsciously touched the left side of his face, smiled and said, "Were you licking my face just now?"
The cute sika deer seemed to understand human words, nodded slightly, and looked a little frightened.
Zhang Tianci was very surprised, as soon as he woke up, he saw such a well-behaved and cute deer, and the warmth of the picture instantly diluted the sorrow in his heart.
Looking around, it turned out that I was lying by a lake that was as calm as a mirror.
The lake is full of all kinds of flowers and plants, and I was lying among the soft and fragrant flowers. No wonder I feel so refreshed the moment I wake up.
Looking up at the sky, the white clouds in the sky seem to be set in the serene sapphire-like air. A slight blow of Xu Feng came, shaking a few strands of his hair, gently scratching his ears and face, like a naughty girl's hand, conveying him a happy and comfortable warmth.
On an ancient Bodhi tree next to it, there are birds standing that have just soared into the sky. They all tilted their heads and stared at him with interest.
"It's so beautiful•••••• it feels like Siyu's pure and flawless face. ”
He gently stretched out his right hand, spread it flat in the air, and smiled at a yellow-headed, white-necked, red-beaked lark in the treetops.
The bird tilted its head, looked left and right, seemed to have experienced a psychological struggle in hesitation, and then jumped up with a "chi••••••rp", circled around Zhang Tianci's hand twice, and gently fell into his hand. Looking at Zhang Tianci, shaking his feathers, he sang happily with "chirp••••••chirp•••••• chirp".
Tianci gently stretched out the other one, slowly approached the bird, and stroked the head of the yellow-headed lark with unusual tenderness. The bird seemed to enjoy the sensation very much, and squinted his eyes pleasantly, deliberately blinking his head in the palm of his hand. From time to time, there are two "chirps•••••• chirps•••••• sounds.
The beautiful and warm picture is like a fragrant flower, attracting the attention of more small animals around.
One by one, they all approached gently and lay down meekly beside Zhang Tianci.
Especially the cute sika deer, leaning her head on Zhang Tianci's lap like a coquette, rubbing Zhang Tianci's clothes from time to time. Her round and big eyes were watery and pitiful, and the supplicant also touched her head and caressed her neck.
Zhang Tianci originally wanted to put the lark in his right hand on the back of the sika deer lying next to him, but the little bird flew to his right shoulder very stubbornly, and "chirp••••••chirp•••••• chirp" at his ear, as if protesting.
It seemed to be complaining about God's thoughts, and he laughed out loud when he saw God's gift.
And a large flock of birds that were originally standing on the branches of the trees also circled and landed on the back of the sika deer.
Tweeting •••••• chirping and chirping ••••••, as if singing a quiet and soul-nourishing song.
The sound was so beautiful and beautiful.
The picture is so gentle and moving.
It is full of rich and delicate pictures.
It's like a drooling thought lying asleep in his arms.
It was passed on to him a refreshing feeling of comfort and a feeling of contented longing.
That feeling, as if she was holding Siyu's soft and fragrant body, looking at her big watery eyes affectionately, but she smiled, hugged his waist tightly, lowered her head, pressed against his chest, and puffed her mouth. It's full of coquettish happiness and the satisfaction of possession.
It turned out that Siyu did not leave himself at all. In a trance, I seem to be a bit of a wanderer.
Suddenly, a long, sharp howl came from the valley behind the Mirror Lake.
All at once a large flock of birds flew away. Then there is the "knock ••••••", a hurried and chaotic sound. Mixed with the sound of "squeak•••••• squeak•••••• falling trees and flowers covering the ground.
The chaotic sound immediately woke up the animals around Tianci.
The great flock of birds flew up, circling around the heavens, chirping and chirping rapidly.
And the fawn straightened its neck alertly, looking warily in the direction of the sound.
Suddenly, the screaming birds flew away quickly, as if they were fleeing.
And the fawn suddenly seemed to understand something, and immediately stood up and stared in the direction of the sound.
The next moment, as if she was very frightened, she screamed twice at Zhang Tianci in horror, "Yaya••••••Yaya••••••". It seems to tell him to run quickly, danger is coming. Seeing Zhang Tianci's stunned expression, he looked at the direction of the voice very frightened, and after hesitating for a moment, he immediately turned his head, abandoned Tianci, and quickly ran away in the opposite direction.
I didn't run far, I don't know if I thought of something, and I rushed back quickly in an unusually tangled way, put my head on Zhang Tianci's back, nodded in the direction she had just run away, and then called out twice with "Yaya••••••Yaya••••••".
This time he understood.
"Let's go, Black Kunpeng is here••••••"
"Black Kunpeng?"
"What is Black Kunpeng?"
Zhang Tianci was still in the warm picture and did not come back to his senses, and he did not realize the danger at all. On top of that, he didn't know what Black Kunpeng was at all. I couldn't help muttering in my heart, "What kind of bird is the black Kunpeng?"
"Black Kunpeng is not a bird, but a god•••••• is your nightmare••••••" Zhang Tianci heard a hollow and tearing voice in front of him.
The sika deer, who had been trying his best to remind Zhang Tianci to escape, seemed to have seen an extremely terrifying existence at this time, with a frightened look, curled up, hid behind him, and kept trembling. She was unusually scared.
Tianci stretched out his left hand and gently stroked the fawn's head, passing on a trace of warm and confident strength to her, so that she bravely stood up with him.
Soothed the cute fawn and gave her a reassuring smile, slowly turning her head to look at the monster in front of her.